My jaw was literally on the floor as I read the text from my so called best friend... you know a person who I thought would never turn their back on me.
You know sometimes when shit happens we sometimes are lucky or blessed enough to have people who are in our corners.
I remember back in high school when some girl wanted to beat me because her boyfriend kept asking me out. As if it was my fault that the dude couldn't leave me alone.
Julia came through a
'oh really... what the fuck is wrong with people there? I mean I get it... but still, what the fuck is wrong with them.. and I thought Layla was fine though ..'I sighed and adjusted my phone well making sure I don't even hold it. I was so mad at the incidents that took place earlier. I got home, cooked and then video called Kathy after bathing.And now I just finished telling her how shitty my day was and she was actually really helping break this down."Well I thought she was fine too but turns out she's not. Fuck... why is my life like this? I discover that I'm gay and then everything turns upside down."'look baby can I just say something about Layla, she's probably going through a lot.. you said it yourself she seemed off when your ex best friend said all those things to her. Maybe they are true...' I shook my head, "baby I don't care if they sre true or not, I would
KATHY💯❤🌈: Okay so I know you're definitely sleeping but I want you to wake up with thee biggest smile on your face. Thank you for last night, I pray you didn't feel pressured into it, but it was fucken amazing. Good morning beautiful Princess and have an amazing day... take it easy on Layla. I yawned as I read a text from Kathy, the second I read the line about last night my face flushed. I couldn't believe we did that and I couldn't believe how amazing it was even though it was a first to me.I quickly typed back..ME: Hey baby.. Morning and I hope you slept well. Last night was amazing and I did willingly. Yeah yeah smart pants I'll give Layla a chance if she comes talking to me.. I love you and let me go bath... I wasted no time. I got up, fixed my bed and went to take a bath.My body felt a bit refreshed.. The smile on my face grew
"So your dad likes rice?" Layla asked after I put a 5kg pack of rice inside the trolley. We went down and I took Olive oil and turned to her."Are you going to ask me that question to everything I pick Layla?"She smiled, "maybe... So you really don't want me sitting in and watching you cook.."I pushed the trolley and we went ti go pay, "don't you have a home calling for you?"She rolled her eyes, "it's boring there.. my roommate sucks... literally.. she sucks balls.. and I'm not a fan.. besides, don't you think we should be dancing for Saturday..."Ahh shit, Saturday..I shrugged, "I still don't know about Saturday Layla.."She pushed the trolley after I finished paying, "babe come on please. We can do this if you just say yes..."I sighed. I honestly wasn't sure. We might have pulled some amazing shit in class todat but I still wasn't sure.
I woke up feeling a bit stiff. Ahh.. Friday... and tomorrow was the shitty performance I wasn't ready for.I checked my phone and there were a few whatsapp messages...I opened the first one.LAYLA: Hey babe, I'm home safe and I'm not dead for eating your food yet.. I also haven't gone to the bathroom.. so this means you'll have to marry me because your food is welcome in my stomach..... LAYLA: are you sleeping? Or still scared I'll kiss you? LAYLA: Okay you're sleeping. Goodnight sweet thing😘I laughed before responding to her messages..ME: you're crazy I swear, your ass is never eating my food I tell you. You'd never kiss me.. not even in my sleep. You haven't tastes me, how do you know that I'm sweet 😛
I got into a taxi and headed home, my mind was all over the fucken place. I was blown away by what I felt and it suddenly made me question how it would feel to actually kiss somone I'm madly in love with like Kathy...Immediately, my mind froze.. and it fell back from the what just happened.. I allowed Meagan to kiss me.. God I could I do this?I checked my phone and there was a text from her.KATHY❤💯🌈: so I am hungry but lazy to go make food. Why aren't you hear so that you can be my food...? Because baby you, I wouldn't mind eating. I had no idea how to respond to that.. worse when guilt fucked me over as if she and I were in a relationship.I quickly typed back...ME: hey Princess.. I just got in a taxi... and I'm actually hungry too and not knowing what I'll eat is killing me. I sent that and then re
I remember when I was eight and wanted to get some sweets from the shop. I didn't have cash and I refused when my dad asked me to do something for him.. in results, he refused to give me 50c so I can go buy myself some sweets. I was so hurt and wanted them so bad. I stupidly went to his wallet and got 20c.. when I turned around he was there looking at me.... the same look...Sleep last night? I got non because my thoughts were up all night. My father's face and how she looked at me. I'd see it all the fucken time I closed my eyes. It hurt so so much because it made me feel so small... like that little baby who stole 20c from him.I slowly dragged myself up when I heard his shower goes off. He was going to work so I needed to fix him breakfast and a lunchbox.I washed my face, brushed my teeth and then went to the kitchen. I put his lunchbox next to his breakfast with am apple.I went back
I couldn't believe she just fucken asked me that and left.. I quickly ran after her and pulled her before she could disappear at a nearby corner."Don't touch me?" She pushed my hand off her."Layla what the fuck?" I said, "what the hell is wrong with you?""What the hell is wrong with me? Dude I'm not the one who's sleeping with the teacher's assistant.. the fuck is wrong with you?"That cut deep because it showed how little she thought of me... She thought I just sleep with people randomly like she does... I slowly shook my head. I didn't want for her to find out like this about my dad but she was being such an ass it was pissing me off."Layla... my father found out that I'm gay.. he can't even talk to me, let alone look at me... did you fucken see the post online and what people are saying about me because someone decided to out me to the whole fucken world? Or are you just so fucken se
I stared blankly at Chris and he smiled nervously, "I just came out to you and we are still standing by your gate.""Shit.. sorry I'm shocked.. come in.. but not for long.. my dad.." I said opening the gate wider for him to walk in and he did."I'm sorry for just coming at this time. It's just that I've been debating with myself a whole lot.. If I had stayed home tonight then I was never going to do it.. ever.."I opened the kitchen and then directed him to my bedroom.. When we got inside he looked at me confused, "isn't this like your bedroom..?""Yeah it is...""So your dad wo...""Chris I'm gay... you are too... my dad isn't even talking to me. So relax.. and you have an hour."He nodded his head and walked in. He looked around a bit and I sighed, "it's not big or clean.. so deal with it."He laughed, "okay..."We he sat on