Masuk"Baby Boo."
I heard Raihan's velvety voice penetrate the haze of my slumber.
"Still fatigued?" he teased, a trace of mischief lurking in his tone.
I remained cocooned beneath the sheets, reluctant to emerge from the comfort of sleep.
"It's already morning."
A low, amused chuckle escaped him.
There was an unmistakable note of satisfaction in his voice, as though he found immense amusement in disrupting my peaceful rest.
“You’re going to be late for your lecture,” Raihan said casually.
Still enveloped in the remnants of sleep, I instinctively pushed the duvet aside and sat upright.
A heartbeat later, the realization dawned on me.
In my groggy state, I had completely forgotten that I was stark naked—and that Raihan was standing mere feet away, watching the entire spectacle unfold.
Mortification swept through me with astonishing force.
Without hesitation, I snatched the duvet and draped it over myself, desperately attempting to salvage what little dignity I had left.
A mischievous smirk tugged at the corner of Raihan's lips.
"You look very hot," he teased, his gaze roaming over me with undisguised amusement.
Heat instantly flooded my face.
"I wish I could spend more time with you," he added, inching closer across the bed.
Raihan licked his lips, looking at me as though I were his favorite temptation.
Embarrassment coursed through me as I scrambled out of bed and headed straight for the bathroom to freshen up.
I stood before the bathroom mirror, my eyes fixed on my reflection as countless thoughts waged war inside my mind.
What has become of me?Do I really like him?
A weary sigh escaped my lips.
“He’s not so bad,” I murmured to myself.
In fact, beneath all the arrogance and infuriating confidence, there was a side of Raihan I was beginning to understand.
This was never part of the life I envisioned for myself.
Why did everything begin to change the moment he walked into my life?
I never imagined myself falling for another man.
I never imagined questioning everything I thought I knew about myself.
The realization was both terrifying and bewildering.
Was I really gay?
Or was there simply something about Raihan that had dismantled every certainty I once had?
My reflection offered no answers.
Only more questions.
A familiar ache settled deep within me as thoughts of my parents surfaced.
Would they be proud of me?
If they were looking down from heaven, would they understand the person I am becoming?
I was still engrossed in my thoughts when the bathroom door suddenly swung open.
“Fuck!”
My eyes widened in horror.
I had completely forgotten to bolt the bathroom door.
A wicked smirk immediately appeared on Raihan’s face as he leisurely leaned against the doorframe.
Should I assume you were waiting for me to join you?” he asked, amusement dancing in his eyes.
My face burned with mortification.
“No, I wasn’t,” I retorted hastily, attempting to conceal my nakedness with my hands.
A predatory smirk curved Raihan's lips.
"You look exceptionally tempting," he drawled, his gaze lingering on me with unmistakable intensity.
Before I could formulate a response, he deliberately closed the gap between us, leaving me acutely aware of his presence.
My heartbeat erupted into a frantic rhythm, hammering relentlessly against my chest.
A low chuckle escaped him.
"Easy, tiger," he murmured, amusement glinting in his eyes.
His unwavering gaze never left mine.
"You really want me, don't you?"
“R-Raihan, I… I need to bathe,” I stammered, my voice betraying my nervousness. “I d-don’t want to be late for my lecture.”
“You don’t have to worry about that,” he said, his lips brushing lightly against my earlobe.
A shiver immediately ran down my spine.
Raihan shoved me against the cold tile wall of the bathroom, his mouth slamming into mine with raw hunger. His tongue forced past my lips, twisting deep and wet, claiming every inch while his hands pinned my wrists above my head. I tried to twist away at first, but the pressure of his body kept me trapped. My protests melted fast as the kiss turned savage—teeth scraping my bottom lip, sucking hard, saliva dripping down my chin. I moaned loud into his mouth, kissing back with equal force, tongues sliding and tangling in messy, desperate strokes.
R_Raihan, I d_don't want to be late, I stuttered moaning out loudly.
He gasped against my lips, hips jerking forward on instinct. He ground his hard cock against mine through his pants, the friction sending sparks through me.
I kissed him harder, biting at his tongue, sucking it between my teeth while my moans grew louder and needier. The kiss stretched on, hot and relentless, our mouths locked as breaths came in short, ragged bursts between clashes of lips and tongue.
Raihan spun me around, bending me over the sink. He ripped his pants down in one motion, freeing his cock and pressing the thick head against my hole. He pushed in slow at first, stretching me wide, then slammed deep with one thrust. I cried out, the burn mixing with sudden pleasure as he started pounding into me. His hips snapped hard and steady, cock driving in and out, hitting deep with every stroke. One hand gripped my hip, the other reached around to stroke my cock in time with his thrusts.
The bathroom filled with the wet sounds of skin slapping skin, my moans echoing off the tiles.
"Mmmm...."
"Ah..."
"R-Raihan..."
"I..."
"A shaky breath escaped my lips.
I pushed back against him, meeting every thrust, my body chasing more. He leaned over me, biting at my shoulder while his tongue licked up my neck. His cock throbbed inside me, swelling thicker as he fucked faster.
My own cock leaked in his fist, pre-cum slicking his strokes. The pace stayed brutal and relentless for the full thirty minutes—him pounding deep, me gasping and moaning, walls clenching around him with every slam.
Sweat dripped down my back as he kept going, never slowing, his balls slapping against me with each powerful thrust. I came first, cum shooting across the sink while my hole spasmed around his cock. Raihan groaned loud, burying himself to the hilt and flooding me with hot cum, pulse after pulse filling me deep. He stayed inside, grinding slow as the aftershocks hit, our bodies trembling together against the sink.
"Mmm..."
"Yeah ..that's it"
"Raihan released a slow, satisfied sigh.
Even after, he didn’t pull out right away. His lips found mine again in another deep kiss, tongues lazy and wet while his softening cock still rested inside me. My legs shook, and cum leaked down my thighs.
We were about to go for another hot sex when a phone suddenly rang.
Bzzzt… Bzzzt… Bzzzt…
Lucas..**Morning**The alarm went off at the usual time, which meant Raihan groaned into the pillow and I reached over him to shut it up.“Why is it always louder on days we actually need to get up?” he muttered.“It’s the same volume every day.”“Then every day is a crime.”I sat up slowly, testing my ribs out of habit. The sharp edge of pain had dulled into something more manageable. Across the small hostel room, Raihan’s bed was a mess of blankets, one of my hoodies half-buried in them from the night before. Living in the same room had stopped feeling temporary weeks ago. His charger was permanently tangled with mine on the desk. My notes had started appearing on his side of the shelf. Someone — probably Ana — had already started calling it “their room” without thinking about it.Raihan eventually dragged himself upright, hair flattened on one side.“Lecture first or coffee first?”“Coffee,” I said. “If I try to learn anything on an empty brain I’ll start agreeing with Noah.”“Dan
LUCAS.. Mr. King came the next evening. He didn’t call ahead. He simply appeared at the hostel door with a dark leather bag in his good hand and the same carefully controlled expression he always wore when something important was about to happen. Raihan let him in. I stayed seated on the edge of the bed, already knowing what the bag contained. “I thought it was better if I brought these myself,” Mr. King said. He set the bag down on the desk. “The police have the original documents from the box. These are the personal things. They belong to you.” He didn’t linger. After a short look at both of us, he left again, the door closing softly behind him. For a while neither of us moved. Raihan sat down beside me. “You don’t have to open it right now.” “I do,” I said. My hands were steadier than I expected when I unzipped the bag. Inside, everything was carefully packed. A watch with a worn leather strap. A small stack of photographs bound with a faded ribbon. A leather journal
LUCAS…The door finally clicked shut behind the last of them.Ana’s voice still echoed faintly down the hallway, mixed with Ava’s laughter and Ethan’s exaggerated complaints about who had burned the eggs. Then the sound faded, and the hostel room settled into a thick, sudden quiet. The plates were stacked in the sink. The cards were scattered across the bed. The air still smelled faintly of oil and seasoning.Raihan stood near the desk, shoulders slightly hunched, bandaged wrists resting loosely at his sides. The afternoon light coming through the thin curtains caught the edge of the tape on his cheek. He looked exhausted. He also looked like he had been holding himself together for too many hours in a row.I locked the door.When I turned back, he was already watching me.Neither of us spoke at first. The silence stretched, heavy with everything we hadn't been able to say while other people were in the room. Then Raihan pushed away from the desk and crossed the small space between u
LUCAS They discharged the next morning.Mr. King’s shoulder was secured in a proper sling, the wound cleaned and stitched. Raihan’s wrists were freshly bandaged, the cut on his cheek closed with a small strip of tape. My own ribs were wrapped tightly, and the swelling along my jaw had turned a deep, ugly shade of purple. None of us looked like we belonged in ordinary daylight, but the doctors had done what they could and signed the papers.Mr. King insisted on driving.The ride back to campus was quiet. Raihan sat in the front beside his father. I sat behind them, watching the city move past the window, still half-expecting the night’s violence to catch up with us somehow. Every so often Raihan glanced back at me, as if checking I was still there. Each time I gave him a small nod.When we turned onto the final road leading to the hostels, Mr. King slowed the car.“You two should rest,” he said. “I’ll have the remaining documents and your father’s belongings brought over once the poli
LUCAS..For a long time I didn’t speak.The things Mr. King had just told me sat in the room like a third presence — heavy, immovable, rewriting every memory I had of my own life. My father had a twin. That twin had arranged his death. The man sitting across from me had believed I died on that same bridge. And for weeks I had walked through his house, slept under his roof, eaten at his table, while he recognized my father’s eyes and said nothing.Raihan’s hand stayed around mine. He didn’t rush me. Neither did his father.Finally I found my voice.“The letter,” I said. “You said my father wrote me a letter.”Mr. King nodded once. “Yes. It’s still in the cabinet at the house, with the rest of his things. As soon as they discharge us, I’ll take you there myself.”“I want to read it alone first.”“Of course.”Another silence stretched. My ribs ached. My jaw throbbed where Daniel’s fist had landed. None of it compared to the pressure behind my eyes.“You really thought I was dead all thes
LUCAS…The hospital room was quiet except for the low hum of machines and the occasional footsteps in the corridor. Raihan sat beside me on the bed, his bandaged wrists resting on his knees. They kept us at the hospital longer than either of us wanted.Mr. King’s shoulder required stitches and observation. Raihan was cleared but told to rest his wrists and avoid strain. I was given stronger painkillers for my ribs and jaw and instructed not to sleep flat on my back. None of us listened particularly well.Sometime past midnight, a nurse finally allowed us to stay in the same room. Raihan shifted over on the narrow hospital bed without a word, and I lay down beside him carefully, mindful of every bruise. The bed was too small. Neither of us cared.For a long time we just listened to the quiet sounds of the hospital — distant monitors, soft footsteps in the hallway, the occasional murmur of voices.“I keep seeing it,” Raihan said eventually, staring up at the ceiling. “The gun. Victor’s







