(Asher)
“Mr. Giordano, there’s a little boy at the front door, asking to speak to you,” Bruce says, scratching his neck in confusion.
Looking up at my burly bodyguard, I tilt my head to the side, “I’m sorry, a what?”
“We tried telling him to scoot, but he sat down on the steps and said he’s not leaving until he’s spoken to you.”
I knew having my face plastered all over the news was going to have repercussions, but, this isn’t one of the scenarios I pictured.
“When you say little, what age are you referring to?” I ask. Bruce shrugs, “I dunno, like kindergarten little. Like shouldn’t be out on the streets alone little.”
Fuck. I’d better go and see what the hell this is about. “I take it you’ve frisked him?” I ask dryly and Bruce pales. “Shit. No. Should I have?”
“Bruce, you’re a great bodyguard, but we really have to work on your sense of humor,” I tell him in passing. “No, there’s no need to frisk the toddler, I’m sure I can take him.”
Bruce still looks a little uncertain as he trails after me. It’s a good thing I didn’t hire him for his brains.
I’m still several feet from the front door when I spot the boy through the window and my heart stutters in my chest.
He’s sitting with his back toward me, but I don’t need to see anything but his hair to know who he belongs to.
Nobody but Emmeline has that shade of red hair. Somewhere between the angry red of a huge blaze and the soft, glowing orange of a nearly banked fire. Nobody ever believed that she didn’t dye her hair. He’s got her curls too.
For a moment I freeze in my tracks, struggling to fill my lungs with air. I loved her so much, I nearly told her all my secrets.
Thank God for Carlos, who showed me who she really was, before I made the biggest mistake of my life.
“Sir?” Bruce asks in concern and I shake my head, striding forward again. “I’m fine.” The boy on the steps looks over his shoulder when he hears my voice and I get a second punch to the gut. He has my dark eyes, not Emmeline’s emerald green gaze.
There are too many people watching for me to risk losing my composure. “I believe you want to speak to me?” I ask.
He gets up and runs over to me, throwing his arms around my legs and clinging on for dear life.
I throw a dark look at the half-dozen security guards, all reaching for their weapons.
“Shall we go and talk in my office?” I suggest quietly, pulling him to his feet.
He stares at me like I’m a mirage and he’s been crawling through the desert for days. The knot in my chest grows tighter.
“Come on,” I say, “Follow me.” I look down in shock when he slips his little hand into mine and happily trots alongside me.
The moment I close my office door, he asks, “Do you know my mommy? Her name is Emmeline Boucher. I think you’re my daddy.”
So do I little boy, so do I.
“How did you get here? And what’s your name?” I ask instead. Wondering whether Emmeline is parked around the corner, waiting for him.
I shouldn’t be excited at the prospect of seeing her, but we certainly need to talk.
“I’m Jackson. I looked at mommy’s work email and your address was there. So I sneaked away from school during recess and took a taxi.”
I admire the resourcefulness, he gets that from me.
“Where does your mother work?” I ask. “For Uncle Elias at the DA’s office,” he tells me. “Are you my daddy?”
Tenacious and goal-driven as well. It appears I have a son I can be proud of.
What the hell is Emmeline doing at the DA’s office? Bunch of sanctimonious pricks. I’m sure they think they’ll have me behind bars any second now.
“I don’t think I know your mother. Why don’t you go with Bruce and have a snack in the kitchen with Maria. I’ll come and get you in a minute.”
He looks like he wants to argue, but when I mention there’s fresh cannoli, he eagerly agrees.
I guess Emmeline still makes cannoli. I used to tease her about betraying her French heritage by making the best cannoli in New York City.
I need to think fast. I have zero doubt that I’m Jackson’s father and I’m not planning on missing any more of his life. What about Emmeline though?
Carlos answers on the second ring. He’s been my best friend for years and he’s my second-in-command now.
He listens in complete silence while I tell him what just transpired.
“Asher, you know she’s bad news. Emmeline deceived you before, she’s probably trying to do it again. Don’t you find the timing of this very suspicious? A day after your face appears on every media platform available, some kid shows up and says he’s yours? Something smells fishy to me. I’m coming over there.”
“No. I’ve got this handled, I’ll let you know if I need you.” I can tell he’s pissed about being kept out of things, but this is a family matter.
There’s no way Emmeline produced a child from nowhere, who just happens to look like an exact blend of me and her.
She may have gotten pregnant on purpose, so she’d have a way to trap me, but Jackson is undoubtedly ours.
I loved her with my whole heart and I truly believed we’d be together forever. Get married, start a family and grow old side by side.
She was a brilliant actress. Playing the part of the sweet ingénue perfectly. I was going to turn my back on my own family and start a new life with her.
Until Carlos brought me proof on the day we were supposed to get married. Emmeline had been lying all along. She was working for my father’s enemies, trying to find a way into the Giordano family to take us down.
“So, do you want to see my mommy?” Jackson suddenly pipes up from the doorway.
(Asher)“Boss, there’s trouble,” Bruce shouts down the phone. It’s the middle of the night and he’s just woken me up, but I’m wide awake immediately.“Where’s Jackson and Emmeline?” I ask, fear beating harshly in my chest. “They’re in bed, still asleep,” he tells me and the shadow of panic recedes slightly.“Tell me,” I order. “There are five vehicles which just pulled up outside. At least twenty men, maybe more. I don’t recognize any of them, so whoever’s moving on you is outsourcing. They have some heavy artillery. I’ve brought all the guys inside.”Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. I should be there. “I’m on my way. Wake Emmeline and take her, Jackson and the live-in staff down to the panic room. You make sure nobody sees where it is.”Bruce is the only one who knows it exists, or where the entrance is. If these men manage to breach the house, I want to make sure nobody can share that information. I know Bruce will never talk. “Yes boss. Don’t come in the front, they’ll kill you.”I appre
(Elias)Seventeen different tabloids are spread across my desk, and this is just the tip of the iceberg. There are dozens of online gossip sites running pictures of Emmeline and Jackson as clickbait.Emmeline sent me the threatening message she received last night and told me about the terrifying moment when they were surrounded by paparazzi at Legoland.There’s no way this was one person at the park recognizing them and tipping someone off. No journalist, even scum of the earth like the paparazzi, would give away a scoop. Someone set out with great determination to inform everyone they could think of, where to find Don Giordano and his family.Of course, these aren’t the first pictures to have been published of Emmeline and Jackson in Asher’s orbit, but there will be no question left in anyone’s mind now that Jackson is his son.Articles are already popping up about “The Mystery Woman and The Don”, where a deep dive is being done into Emmeline’s life. They all seem particularly keen
(Emmeline) “Mama, please be nice to daddy today,” Jackson begs while I finish getting ready. He’s been up since before sunrise. Teeth brushed and fully dressed before he shook me awake at six.“I’ll be just as nice as he is,” I tell him over the rim of my coffee mug. I didn’t sleep well. Again. I’m worried about today. Both for our safety and the danger of spending time with Asher. Seeing him interact so naturally with Jackson fissures my resolve to keep my distance. It makes me want to listen to what he has to say, and that’s very dangerous.“Mama,” Jackson says exasperatedly. “Yes. Fine. I’ll be as sweet as sugar. Why don’t you go see where your prodigal father is and tell him the same thing. I’ll be in a better mood once I’ve finished my coffee.”Jackson frowns, “Do you promise?” I know how excited he is about today, and I’m not about to rain all over his parade with my grumpy fear. “I promise, baby. We’re going to have so much fun.” He grins, throwing his arms around my neck and
(Asher)I shouldn’t have asked her out in the first place. I have no business feeling crushed that she turned me down. It’s much safer this way. We can talk in my office as well as anywhere else.For a short while today it felt like we’re a real family. Being with Jackson makes me feel alive. Lighter than I have since originally learning about Emmeline’s betrayal. And seeing her watching us with such tenderness was wonderful.All of which just swirls together with the anger and betrayal to form a sludgy, sticky soup that I can’t seem to think my way out of.I still love her. In spite of everything, whatever I may want to tell myself, I’m still in love with Emmeline Boucher. Which doesn’t mean I have any intention of attempting to reconcile with her, but I’m not going to sit here and lie to myself about the facts.“Boss,” Bruce pokes his head around the door after a brief knock. “That mail you’ve been waiting for is here.” The paternity test.There’s no reason for my heart rate to incr
(Emmeline) The next few days pass in an agony of indecision. I vacillate wildly between deciding to do what Elias is asking me to, and firmly making up my mind to turn him down.Every time I see Asher and Caterina together, I’m ready to not only throw him under the bus, but to take the wheel and back over him a few times. To my intense shame, I have to admit that I’m jealous.Not because I still have feelings for him. I’d have to be seriously deranged for that to be true. I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s normal to have a lingering sense of possessiveness towards someone you were once engaged to. Even when you feel nothing for them anymore. Absolutely nothing. In fact, a deficit of nothing.The same can’t be said of Jackson. As much as I hate to admit it, I think Jackson would pick Asher over Spider-man if he was offered the option of spending 24-hours with either of them. I wouldn’t be surprised to learn that he believes his dad can walk on water.“Mama, daddy’s taking me out fo
(Emmeline) I feel slightly guilty for lingering over breakfast in my pajamas, but without Asher around to set my teeth on edge and tie my insides into knots, it’s an indulgent luxury.I know Jackson got to school safely and for the first time in five years, I have no job to go to and no responsibilities or chores to attend to.There is a table full of food that I didn’t have to pay for or prepare, nor do I have to wash any of the dishes when I’m done. It’s a bit intoxicating.I pour a second cup of the divine coffee from the French press and eye all the dishes on the table attentively. I’ve already had a delectable smoked salmon bagel. Round two is for indulgence, not hunger. The fresh fruit salad, loaded with raspberries, blackberries, blueberries, strawberries, mango and pineapple, is declared the winner.For years fruit salad meant apples, oranges, pears and some grapes. There wasn’t an extra dollar for the fancier fruits. Blueberries were for special occasion pancakes only.Yest
(Asher)I’m still staring at the damn ring when I hear the front door slamming shut. My first thought is that Emmeline is trying to run from me and I’m in the hallway before I know what I’m doing.Bruce looks up in surprise from where he’s headed back down the hallway. “Hey, boss. Nothing to worry about. Caterina came back to have a little go at Emmeline, but she handled it like a champ.”Nothing Bruce says after ‘nothing to worry about’ actually sounds like nothing to worry about. “Come into my office,” I tell him, leading the way.A million thoughts are swirling through my mind. What did Caterina say to Emmeline? What if she was so antagonistic that Emmeline decides she can’t stay here? Not that I’m letting her leave, but I don’t relish making her my prisoner.Bruce frowns in consternation when I sit back down behind my desk. “You okay boss?” he asks, studying my face closely. If even Bruce is picking up on my inner turmoil, I’m in big trouble.“Tell me everything that happened,”
(Emmeline) I have no interest in getting into an argument with Caterina. She’s three years younger than me, used to getting her way, and terrified that I’m going to try and steal her fiancé. I don’t blame her for being on edge.“Hi. Can we go to the kitchen to talk?” I ask calmly. “Jackson’s asleep and I don’t want to risk waking him.” She offers a curt nod, waiting for me to lead the way. Bruce follows us, leaving Mario to guard the room where Jackson’s sleeping.I shake my head at Bruce and close the kitchen door in his face. The moment we’re alone, Caterina launches into a tirade I’m sure she’s spent all day planning in her head.“You better not think you can just waltz back into Asher’s life and take him from me. He’s going to be my husband, whether you like it or not. The fact that you had his baby doesn’t make you more special to him than I am. He loves me! And our marriage will be the best thing that can happen to this city.”She pauses for a breath and I interrupt quickly. “
(Emmeline) Just as I finish reading Jackson his bedtime story, there’s a knock at the door. I assume Bruce would have taken out any threats, remembering far too late that the biggest threat of all pays his salary.“What do you want?” I ask Asher frostily. I don’t want to see him. He makes me feel giddy and guilty and achy in all the wrong ways. I don’t love him. It’s impossible to love someone who doesn’t have a heart. I can only chalk my feelings up to hormones and clinging to the past.“I’ve come to check on Jackson,” he informs me just as coolly, entering without an invitation, acting like the place belongs to him. Right now I’m claiming squatters’ rights and possession is nine tenths of the law.“He’s about to go to sleep…” But it’s too late, Jackson’s up and launching himself at Asher. “Daddy!” he shrieks breathlessly.Asher laughs, catching him easily before he swings him around. “Hey buddy. I just wanted to make sure you have everything you need. Tomorrow, I think you and y