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“Mr. Giordano, there’s a little boy at the front door, asking to speak to you,” Bruce says, scratching his neck in confusion.
Looking up at my burly bodyguard, I tilt my head to the side, “I’m sorry, a what?”
“We tried telling him to scoot, but he sat down on the steps and said he’s not leaving until he’s spoken to you.”
I knew having my face plastered all over the news was going to have repercussions, but, this isn’t one of the scenarios I pictured.
“When you say little, what age are you referring to?” I ask.
Bruce shrugs, “I dunno, like kindergarten little. Like shouldn’t be out on the streets alone little.”
Fuck. I’d better go and see what the hell this is about.
“I take it you’ve frisked him?” I ask dryly and Bruce pales.
“Shit. No. Should I have?”
“Bruce, you’re a great bodyguard, but we really have to work on your sense of humor,” I tell him in passing.
“No, there’s no need to frisk the toddler, I’m sure I can take him.”
Bruce still looks a little uncertain as he trails after me.
It’s a good thing I didn’t hire him for his brains.
I’m still several feet from the front door when I spot the boy through the window and my heart stutters in my chest.
He’s sitting with his back toward me, but I don’t need to see anything but his hair to know who he belongs to.
Nobody but Emmeline has that shade of red hair. Somewhere between the angry red of a huge blaze and the soft, glowing orange of a nearly banked fire. Nobody ever believed that she didn’t dye her hair. He’s got her curls too.
For a moment I freeze in my tracks, struggling to fill my lungs with air. I loved her so much, I nearly told her all my secrets.
Thank God for Carlos, who showed me who she really was, before I made the biggest mistake of my life.
“Sir?” Bruce asks in concern and I shake my head, striding forward again.
“I’m fine.”
The boy on the steps looks over his shoulder when he hears my voice and I get a second punch to the gut.
He has my dark eyes, not Emmeline’s emerald green gaze.
There are too many people watching for me to risk losing my composure.
“I believe you want to speak to me?” I ask.
He gets up and runs over to me, throwing his arms around my legs and clinging on for dear life.
I throw a dark look at the half-dozen security guards, all reaching for their weapons.
“Shall we go and talk in my office?” I suggest quietly, pulling him to his feet.
He stares at me like I’m a mirage and he’s been crawling through the desert for days.
The knot in my chest grows tighter.
“Come on,” I say, “Follow me.”
I look down in shock when he slips his little hand into mine and happily trots alongside me.
The moment I close my office door, he asks, “Do you know my mommy? Her name is Emmeline Boucher. I think you’re my daddy.”
So do I little boy, so do I.
“How did you get here? And what’s your name?” I ask instead. Wondering whether Emmeline is parked around the corner, waiting for him.
I shouldn’t be excited at the prospect of seeing her, but we certainly need to talk.
“I’m Jackson. I looked at mommy’s work email and your address was there. So I sneaked away from school during recess and took a taxi.”
I admire the resourcefulness, he gets that from me.
“Where does your mother work?” I ask.
“For Uncle Elias at the DA’s office,” he tells me. “Are you my daddy?”
Tenacious and goal-driven as well. It appears I have a son I can be proud of.
What the hell is Emmeline doing at the DA’s office? Bunch of sanctimonious pricks. I’m sure they think they’ll have me behind bars any second now.
“I don’t think I know your mother. Why don’t you go with Bruce and have a snack in the kitchen with Maria. I’ll come and get you in a minute.”
He looks like he wants to argue, but when I mention there’s fresh cannoli, he eagerly agrees.
I guess Emmeline still makes cannoli. I used to tease her about betraying her French heritage by making the best cannoli in New York City.
I need to think fast.
I have zero doubt that I’m Jackson’s father and I’m not planning on missing any more of his life.
What about Emmeline though?
Carlos answers on the second ring. He’s been my best friend for years and he’s my second-in-command now.
He listens in complete silence while I tell him what just transpired.
“Asher, you know she’s bad news. Emmeline deceived you before, she’s probably trying to do it again. Don’t you find the timing of this very suspicious? A day after your face appears on every media platform available, some kid shows up and says he’s yours? Something smells fishy to me. I’m coming over there.”
“No. I’ve got this handled, I’ll let you know if I need you.” I can tell he’s pissed about being kept out of things, but this is a family matter.
There’s no way Emmeline produced a child from nowhere, who just happens to look like an exact blend of me and her.
She may have gotten pregnant on purpose, so she’d have a way to trap me, but Jackson is undoubtedly ours.
I loved her with my whole heart and I truly believed we’d be together forever.
Get married, start a family and grow old side by side.
She was a brilliant actress. Playing the part of the sweet ingénue perfectly.
I was going to turn my back on my own family and start a new life with her.
Until Carlos brought me proof on the day we were supposed to get married. Emmeline had been lying all along. She was working for my father’s enemies, trying to find a way into the Giordano family to take us down.
“So, do you want to see my mommy?” Jackson suddenly pipes up from the doorway.
EmmelineWe spend the morning packing and the afternoon pretending it’s spring.The new glass in the pantry shines like a lie that wants to be forgiven. The chalkboard reads basil, sunscreen, patience, written in my hand on purpose.Maria hums at the stove, stirring home-made tomato sauce, because some rituals are laws. The kettle behaves. The house has learned better manners since it bled.Sebastian appears in the doorway with a banker’s box and the look of a man who made it out of a burning building by counting breaths.The charges died on impact once our lawyers showed their teeth and the beacons sang the right tune, but a career doesn’t grow back because a judge signed a piece of paper.“Compliance work,” he says, setting the box down. “Boring. Indestructible. No cameras.”“You say that like it isn’t salvation,” I answer, and he smiles, the tired kind, and lets Maria feed him until his stomach is bulging and his problems temporarily forgotten.Caterina moves through the dining roo
AsherNew York welcomes us back with terrible weather and worse smells. As much as I want to go to Emmeline, I have to finish this.You don’t sleep between a war’s penultimate page and its last.We choose Pier 37 as our meeting place. Where they left Nico propped like a cautionary tale with a black-wax card on his lapel.Bruce stands at my shoulder. “You’re sure he’ll bite?”“He wants to be seen,” I say. “Newly minted heirs crave acknowledgment.”He arrives in a dark sedan. Three men with him. Two peel off too late when the first floodlight hits. My shooters own the angles. Lines of red dance across coats and make decisions for men who think they still have them.Luca Vescari steps out looking like a photograph of an uncle I never liked. Hair too careful, grief worn like cufflinks, a ring with the V pressed deep enough to make skin complain. He looks at the grey water, then at me, as if I should apologize for geography.“Asher Giordano,” he says, as if he’s naming a chess piece.I nod
AsherThe stairs down to Santa Maria del Gesù sweat history. Lime dust, candle smoke, the wet breath of stone. Beneath the nave, the crypt opens like a throat. Men in black suits and old rings line the aisle.At the left of the altar, they have Alessia, wrists bound, mascara boiled into salt. A relic they plan to parade when the pledges kiss the ring.Bruce breathes once in my ear, his voice a whisper under my collar. “Two on the stairs. Three by the bowl. One, left niche, long barrel.”“Hold,” I say. “We go when the Confiteor starts.”The words roll out. Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa. The room bows. We don’t.CaterinaI count bones in the walls so I don’t run at the first sight of her. Then Alessia lifts her head and I am a child again, choking on a laugh we weren’t allowed.“Cati?” Her mouth shapes it, no sound.I want to tear the crypt in half with my hands. Bruce’s hand finds my hip without looking. “We’re getting her out,” he promises.Nonna is not here. Of course she is
Emmeline“Nonna Vescari won’t come for trucks and ledgers,” I say. “She comes for weaknesses. So I’ll give her one.”Asher’s eyes cut to me. “No.”“You don’t know what it is yet.”“It’s you,” he says, and there’s too much love in it to bear. “So no.”I pick up the tin of black wax they left like a calling card and turn it in my hand until it squeaks.“She thinks women are currency. Wives, daughters, cousins. She thinks we belong to the ledger’s notes. Let her think that and come close enough to learn math has changed.”I set the tin down.“We send a message through the channels she respects. Propriety and prayer. A condolence mass notice, bought by ‘a friend’ in my mother’s maiden name. A florist order. White lilies and a black ribbon delivered to Santa Maria del Gesù with an old-fashioned card. And a private note to her fixer that reads like a confession.”Asher’s jaw knots. “What confession?”“That I’m tired.” I meet his gaze. “That the crown you put on is crushing what’s under my r
AsherThis is starting to feel like déjà vu. Being back in the warehouse for another meeting in less than 48-hours rankles, but it’s necessary.Bruce drops a woven basket in the center. “Phones.” He waits with that patient, immovable look that makes men remember they are mortal.“We’re done playing nice,” I say. “Their bridge hit failed. A team tried our back stair and left a stain on my pantry door. Sebastian is sitting in a federal room because someone put my bait in his pocket and waved a camera. This is not random.”DeLuca clears his throat. He always clears his throat before he crawls. “With respect, Boss-”“Say it without the sugar,” I tell him.“Sebastian’s a liability,” he says, words tumbling out once permission lands. “Let the Feds have him. We keep our distance. The Sicilians-” he tilts a palm, like we’re weighing produce “They’re offering routes. We bend the knee, keep our ports and live to fight later.”“Later is what cowards call never,” Bruce says mildly.Ferro leans in
CaterinaHe makes me meet him in a side chapel, as if God is a better witness than lawyers.The church is one of those narrow, old-world pockets squeezed between laundromats and a locksmith that never seems to be open.Candles gutter in red glass. Plaster saints pretend not to listen. Bruce stands at the door and becomes part of the architecture. Hands loose, eyes counting exits. He moves a little stiff from the knife that kissed him this morning, but he refused to let anyone else come with me.My father arrives on time because he believes punctuality is morality. Black coat, darker eyes, two men who look like they could be carved from the same block as the columns. He doesn’t sit. He fills space the way old money does, with silence and disapproval.“Papà,” I say.“Don’t,” he answers, and the word is clean as a blade. “You forfeited it.”He looks at Bruce, then past him, deciding whether the man at the door is furniture or weather. He chooses weather and faces me again. “You embarrass







