Dumatal ang gabing tulala ako sa kuwarto. Nagiging busy si Logan. Pero at least, nagiging masaya naman ako. Kanina lang, dinalhan niya ako ng ice cream dito sa kuwarto pero hindi ko pa kinain. I am waited for him. I sighed and massaged my head when Avrielle's voice murmured on my mind. Hindi ko maiwasang isipin 'yon lalo na at muntik nang masira ang party kanina. Mabuti na lang nando'n sina Andrew at Kristine. They told her that someone was looking for her outside. Kaya lumabas si Avrielle. And then when Avrielle urge to go inside, the guard has stopped her. Kaya padabog siyang umalis. She threatened me that I would experience danger in life. Hindi ako natatakot ro'n. What made me afraid of losing Logan beside me. Mahal ko siya. Kaya kung ano man ang mangyayari, magkahiwalay man kami, siya pa rin ang ipepenta ko sa buong puso ko. I would never let someone enter. Hinding-hindi ko gagawin 'yon. If someone would like to take him from me, I will build a castle, gather soldiers and tr
Hindi lahat ng salita, pinaniniwalaan. The more the words, the less it matters. "My wife, can I have a dance with you?" Bumalik ako sa ulirat nang nasa harapan ko na si Logan. He extended his hands to me and I accepted it. Dinala niya ako sa gitna ng entablado at nagsimula nang tumugtog ang musika. Hindi ako ganito kasaya no'n. I've never been into this. Logan filled all the gaps inside my heart. He changed my viewpoints about my life and removed all the thoughts that bombarded my mind. "Sometimes, I thought I was just dreaming. Kaya minsan, nakikita ko sa mukha mong nagtatampo ka dahil mas nauuna akong magigising kaysa sa iyo." He placed both of his hands on my waist. Carefully sway our body and go along with the rhythm of music. Oo, magtatampo ako ro'n. Pero isang 'I love you' lang niya, nawawala na agad. I couldn't even resist staring at him while pouting dahil hindi ko minsan pinapansin. "You know why?" I shook my head. "I don't want to think that I am dreamin
Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras kami bumyahe patungo sa sinasabi niyang lugar. I was sitting beside him while listening to Ed Sheeran's music. Tahimik rin si Logan pero kitang-kita ko kung paano kumurba ang ngiti sa labi niya. He looks like winning a Jackpot. Gayunpaman, hindi ko maiwasang isipin na...paano kung hindi pala forever na ganito kami kasaya? Paano kung may sisira? Sa panahon ngayon, marami ang gustong kumuha sa koronang nakapatong na sa ulo ng isang magtagumpay. I might not be as sucessful as Logan, pero may korona na ako. And it was him. He was the precious ring I have been keeping inside my pocket. He was the eye of me that whenever he wasn't around, I saw nothing but darkness. "What was that for?" Inabot ni Logan ang mga kamay ko at bahagyang minasahe 'yon. I looked at him and smiled. "Ang alin?" "You sighed all the time. Kanina pa 'yan. Mamaya, hindi na mauudlot. We'll make it work." He rubbed the back of my palm gently. Bumagsak ang tingin ko ro'n at h
Hindi ako nagsalita at nanatiling tahimik sa harapan niya. Kung puwede lang sanang mangialam sa ginagawa niya, siguro tapos na 'yon. Pero parang masyado nang below the belt kung pakikialaman ko pati ang privacy niya. He closed his laptop and looked at me. Hinuli niya ang mga kamay ko kaya agad kong inangat ang tingin ko sa kaniya. He didn't smile. Seryoso niya lang akong tiningnan. "Mad? Why didn't you talk? May problema ba?" His voice was deep. Parang concern siya? Pero ramdam ko kung paano niya binigkas ang mga salitang 'yon na may bahid ng pag-aalala.Umiling ako sa kaniya at pekeng ngumiti. "I'm okay. Ayos lang sa akin na minsan...wala ka ng oras. I understand why you are focused on your business matters, Logan." In fact, gusto kong sabihin sa kaniya na kahit man lang hintayin aking magising sa tabi niya.Someone say...mas mabuti nang mag-isa sa kama kaysa naman masanay na may kasamang iba. Well, I will differentiate it. We have unique stories in life. I was used to waking up w
Gusto kong matawa sa sinabi ni Lucius sa kanya. Making love together? Yeah, we did it. Pero parang sobrang curious siya sa amin ni Logan. Sleeping on Logan's lap made my heart smile. The smoothness of it welcomed me to sleep. Ang bango niya pa nga. I was in a deep sleep earlier when I heard someone talking. Kaya bumangon ako at tiningnan 'yon. Pero si Logan at Lucius ang nakita ko. What shocked me was Logan. Umiiyak siya na parang pilit niyang kinikimkim ang sakit. Therefore, I stormed out of my room and went over to him. Ngayon ko lang siya nakitang umiiyak. Maybe because of his arguments with his mother or other problems in his life. I want to invade his boundaries. But I am afraid I might lose him if I do. Respect. That's what couples should have, right? Pinakalma ko siya. When he told me he was okay, I bent my knees and reached his thigh. Humiga ako roon. Now, I'm sleepy. I want to sleep beside him. Or have him near me when I close my eyes. Baka kasi kung wala siya, pagkagis
They were more powerful than me. Mas kaya nilang gawin 'yon. Wala akong magagawa dahil I had promised dad to live with the girl whom I loved. Pinangako ko sa kaniya na babalikan ko ang kauna-unang babaeng nagustuhan ko. And it was my best friend, Vivianne. I fully gave my trust to Larson that he would never hurt my girl. Pero dinurog niya sa mismong anniversary. And it made me even mad at them. All of Blackwood's family! Except Jones who accepted me as I am. "Love...ayaw mo pang matulog? Why are you two just crying? Ano ba ang nagyari, ha? May problema ba? Should I call someone to fix it, Love?" Hindi ko namalayang nasa harapan ko na si Vivianne habang nangungunot ang noo. Si Lucius naman, nakatitig sa akin. "I have been calling your name. But you aren't answering. So I thought so we're sleeping while eyes were open," wika ni Lucius sa akin. Pinahiran ko ang luha ko. Because those memories kept hunting me. It kept running through my head every day. Kung paano nila pinagkaitan ng