Lily's POV
6 months later…I slowly caressed grandpa's picture on my table. He's smiling sweetly with my late grandfather. They looked so happy and carefree. I love how strong their friendship is.Two months after I married Rogue, grandpa died. He walked me down the aisle riding a wheelchair. He looked so happy that time and I found a reason why I didn't regret my decision in spite of the bad relationship between me and my husband.Rogue hates me because he thought I convinced his grandfather to push this wedding. We could've easily divorce after grandpa's death, but I'm not letting it happen. I promised grandpa to make this marriage work. He talked to me one last time before he died in my arms. He made me promise him that I'll stay married with his grandson no matter what. I don't wanna fail him. I don't wanna break my promise to him."Lily, are you done with the packaging of our new product?"I quickly nodded to my senior. "Yes, ma'am. It's now ready for approval."Her forehead creased. "You didn't show it to me, Lily."I cleared my throat. "I-I did, ma'am. You said I just have to change the font and directly send it to the CEO for approval."She gritted her teeth. "And what if the CEO doesn't like the style? You should've consulted me again, Lily!"I looked down. "S-Sorry… I won't do it again."I've been working in the production department of Utopia for almost four months now, but my colleagues still don't like me. I understand. They thought someone backed me up. Though, it's partly true. Rogue doesn't have a choice but to approve my application and hire me because I'm his wife. A secret wife, actually.I heaved a sigh and sat on my chair after she left. For four months, Rogue never visited me in my department. He hates me so much that we're living in different condo units although it's the same tower.I feel so lonely. I feel so useless but thinking about grandpa's happy face cheers me up. He's the reason behind all of these so it's fine. I'm fine. I'll be fine.When it's lunchtime, I eat alone in the canteen and take a walk after. Playing with my company ID, I'm walking slowly in the garden to help myself digest while looking around.I froze when I saw a familiar car parking in front of the building.A familiar man wearing a suit and sunglasses came out. He looked dashing in his outfit. He screams authority and perfection. His clean cut hair dances everytime he moves. His sharp jaws are too much to handle. His thick eyebrows and eyelashes compliments each other and his lips. It was so red. Bloody red. I wonder what it tastes like. He never kissed me even on our wedding day.He opened the door of the passenger seat and an elegant woman came out wearing a revealing dress.I swallowed hard. That scene is ripping my heart apart but what can I do? She's the woman he truly loves. He was just forced to marry me. He doesn't feel anything towards me.I turned my back as my aching heart continued to beat at a fast pace. Insanely in love. That's what I am.For six months, I constantly witnessed Rogue and his girlfriend Mari's sweetness. In front of his condo unit and even in the company. They're even all over the magazine and the news. His parents kept on scolding him for that but he's too stubborn. I can't blame him anyway. And my mom. She wants me to divorce him but I can't.I felt suffocated. I want to confront him. He's having an affair while we're married but I'm not entitled to meddle with his personal business. I don't even have a place in his heart.When I went back to my table, I saw the manager of our department waiting for me. As usual, she's glaring."Where have you been, Lily?"I bowed my head. "I'm sorry, ma'am. I had an indigestion."She rolled her eyes and threw a folder on my table. "This is ready for printing. Monitor the production since this is your design. Make sure that the production is smooth and perfect, Lily. The product is ready for distribution next week. Make sure nothing will go wrong."I nodded and smiled. "Yes, ma'am!"I knew my designs were good. I love art anyway.I grabbed my bag and the folder. I have to go to the factory now for the printing of the product's box."Miss Lily!"I smiled at the manager of the factory. Of course, he knows me."Mr. Tan, I hope I'm not interrupting something," I said and handed him the folder.He chuckled. "Not at all. Is this for printing? Your boss is really enslaving you, huh? You could've just sent this to my email."I smiled again. "It's fine, Mr. Tan. I actually want to explain the details personally and watch the first print. This is my own design.""Really? You got a talent, Miss Lily."I chuckled. "Thank you.""Come on, let's try one first to know if you're satisfied.""Thank you, but… Is it really okay?"He smiled sweetly. "You are our VIP. C'mon, Miss Lily."The first print was perfect. I am beyond satisfied so I immediately left after the negotiation. I went straight home to my condo with an exhausted body.I dropped myself on the couch and squeezed my eyes closed. I'm always drained after work. I don't know if this is all Rogue's doing but my superiors are strangely unfair to me. They always make me work overtime.Because of exhaustion, I fell asleep on the couch and woke up in the middle of the night with a grumbling stomach.I groaned and glanced at the time. I don't have anything to eat so I don't have a choice but to look for an open convenience store. I'm craving for noodles.I grabbed my hoodie and wallet before I went out of my unit. It's cold, so I'm hugging myself. I didn't even realize it's raining a bit so I frowned, realizing I don't have an umbrella.I found an open convenience store nearby. I bought instant noodles and ate them inside. I was ready to leave when a tall man entered the convenience store and his eyes immediately found mine. He gritted his teeth and his brooding eyes were sharp."Ah!" I flinched when he rushed to me and grabbed my wrist. It hurts!He's also wearing a hoodie and he looked so sleepy."What the fck is your problem, woman?"My throat went dry. "Rogue…"He clenched his jaws. "Did you really exist to piss me off, huh? Fck! I fcking hate a woman like you! Attention seeker!"That… hurts!Lily's POVMy heart is racing. He dragged me out of the convenience store and I'm thankful that it's almost 1 AM. The people are sleeping."Let me go, Rogue!" I tried to pull my arm but he's too strong. My wrist is aching."I said let go! What the hell is your problem?"He angrily let me go and faced me. "You! You are my problem, woman! You attention seeker wench!"I gaped at him. I felt tears pooling in the corner of my eyes. I was never thirsty for attention.I gritted my teeth and fought the urge to cry in front of him. I glared at him. "How dare you accuse me, Rogue? I was hungry so I went out to eat! What the hell is your problem with me? Showing up out of nowhere and calling me attention seeker? How dare you?!""How dare you!" He spat back and pointed at me. "How dare you ruin everything I have, woman? Don't you know? Mom woke me up in the middle of my fcking sleep saying you're not answering her calls and you're missing? How dare you include me in your terrible act? You just wan
Lily's POV"Be responsible, Lily! Not because someone smoothed the way for you to get in means you can slack off. You're not a VIP here!"I kept my head down. My superior is nagging me again because I was 5 minutes late.Someone smoothed the way. I want to defend myself but she's right. I'm will not be accepted here if not because of Rogue."I'm sorry.""You're always sorry. You're always sorry, Lily! You never learned!"I lifted my face. "I never repeat my mistakes.""Sure you don't but you always find another mistake. What the hell are you trying to pull, Lily? That you can do whatever you want because someone from the higher position got your back? Wait until your mistakes reach the CEO, Lily. Let's see if you still have the guts."I chewed my bottom lip. Rogue will be very angry but I don't care. I'm doing my job. So I'm not scared."Go back to work!"I nodded and sat on my chair after she left. I heaved a sigh and licked my bottom lip."You really like attention, huh?"I lifted m
Lily's POV"I'm sorry, Miss Lily. We prioritized you because you're a VIP. But you're not the only one. We have other customers too."I looked down and squeezed my eyes closed before I looked at him again. "Can't you do it again, Mr. Tan? Please! We badly need this. I already changed the design and it's final."He shook his head. "I'm sorry, Miss Lily. Our schedule is already full. This is why I prioritize you because yours is not that much. We have thousands of projects to print after yours."I chewed my bottom lip. There's no other way.I nodded and looked. "Thank you, Mr. Tan. I'll just pick up the finished boxes."He nodded apologetically. "I'm really sorry, Lily. If we're not full this week, I'll accept yours. But next week, our schedule isn't tight."I shook my head. "The product is for distribution this Saturday, Mr. Tan. We can't postpone it."He nodded and heaved a sigh. I bid my goodbye after that.I called a taxi while carrying a box of the printed boxes of lipstick. I than
Lily's POV His lips claimed mine as if claiming his least important property. His tongue invaded my mouth and made wonders inside. His big calloused hands are now caressing my waist in an unkind way, making me wince under his merciless touch. He was kissing me without gentleness. He was kissing me painfully. The memories of how we ended up in this loveless and cold marriage filled my mind. The promise I made with the dying man in front of them. I tried to talk to the Don again after that incident in the hospital. I thought it was selfish of me to agree to the old man’s request and I tried to convince him to change his mind but he didn’t listen to me. He said, he’ll die with a grudge against me if I refuse him. He’s like a real grandfather to me. He was one of the reasons why I was able to continue my study and this sacrifice is the only way to pay him back. I accepted Rogue’s wrath. Now, he’s starting to make my life a living hell. I pushed Rogue and slapped his face. It shocked
Lily's POVI was wearing a simple white dress while entering the Harrison mansion. The place is crowded and everyone is turning their head in my direction as I walk along the pavement.This Rogue's parents' wedding anniversary party. Of course, me and my mom are invited. But mom is sick.I went straight to the pool area and found the couple talking to some honorable business tycoons.I was carrying a paper bag in my hand. Inside lies my gift for them."Lily!"I turned to the side and saw my cousin Louie coming in my direction. Mom sent her on her behalf. I smiled as I kissed her cheek."Hey!"She roamed her eyes around. "You didn't come with your husband?""He hasn't arrived?"Louie protruded her lips and shook her head."I'll just greet Rogue's parents."I walked towards the couple and after they saw me, they immediately flashed a smile and excused themself from the tycoons."Lily, honey! You came!"I smiled and kissed mama's cheek. "Good evening, mama. Good evening, papa."I also kis
Lily's POV"DAD!"My heart raced for some reason after I saw Rogue's angry face. He's standing at the end of the hallway, balled fists and clenched jaws. His eyes sharply bore to me before he started walking towards us in pure rage.I feel like there's a flame around him, burning and showing how angry he is right now.An uncontrollable fear consumed me as he burned me with his burning gaze. I want to run away. To hide because for the very first time, I fear someone."You!""Ah!" I winced in pain when he suddenly grabbed my arm. His fingers almost dug in my skin."Rogue, you're hurting her!" His dad tried to stop him but his grip even tightened."Rogue!" I groaned in pain but he's deaf from my pleas. I tried putting anger in my voice to hide my fears.He angrily turned to his dad. "Now, I found another fcking reason to hate you more."What? How dare he talk to his father like that? He's so rude!"What are you talking about—Rogue!"Rogue started dragging me out. Papa followed us, shouti
Lily's POVRumors about me and Rage spread like a wildfire since that night. People are now calling me mistress, attention seeker, relationship wrecker and all. I don't mind, though. I don't care anymore. The moment Rage disrespected my femininity, I decided to forget about my feelings for him. It won't be easy, but I'm not stupid to chase some guy. Staying in this hellish marriage is enough."Are you really okay? Lily, he dragged you. I saw it with my own eyes!"I shook my head and lifted my face to Louie. "I'm fine, Louie. Just don't tell mom.""I can promise you that but gossip has wings. It will eventually reach your mom in no time. And your mom is friends with Rage's parents, Lily."I heaved a sigh. "I don't want her to worry.""You can't take that from us, Lily. We're your family and your stupid husband is hurting you."I stared at her. "You know the reason why I can't leave him,
Lily's POV"Lily!"I saw Josh standing in front of me with his backpack. He waved at me while smiling, so I smiled and waved back.He jogged towards me. I won't deny the fact that this man is handsome. He's also kind. If I'm not married, I'd probably ask him out myself. I chuckled at that thought."You're going home?"I nodded and smiled. "Yeah. How 'bout you?"He scratched the back of his head. "Well, I'm hungry. So, I will eat before I go home."I nodded. I feel like he wants to say something more, so I waited."Uh… Can I invite you to dinner?"I stared at him. He's really inviting me? What's gotten into him?"I know it sounds so fast and—""Sure." I said and smiled.His eyes widened. "Really?"I chuckled. "It's your treat, right?"He smirked. "Yeah. Shall we…"I nodded