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Out of all the men in the world, the one I had hooked up with twelve hours ago was sitting across the table from me, sipping my father’s wine while discussing his engagement to my sister.
Yes, My Sister! My chest tightened, and I felt my stomach drop. The fork in my hand trembled. I stole a quick glance at them. His fingers were entwined with hers, a half-smile resting on his lips. The same fingers that had left marks around my neck. The same lips that had swept across my whole body. I moved my hand to the hickey behind my neck and rubbed it gently. Our eyes met, and a flicker of something passed through his, causing a knot to form in my stomach. I quickly looked away and stabbed at the beef on my plate, startling my mother. “Are you okay?” she asked. I wanted, so badly, to say no, I wasn’t. But my eyes caught his again, and I forced a bite, chewing slowly, feeling his gaze linger on me out of the corner of my eye. Why wouldn’t he just fucking look away? 12 HOURS AGO “FUCK!” I yelled, yanking the already burnt cake from the oven and dropping it onto the counter. “What happened?” Lana asked, stepping into the kitchen now covered in smoke. I groaned, dragging a hand over my face, disappointed in my nonexistent cooking skills. “The cake’s burnt.” Obviously. I let out a long, exhausted sigh at my failed attempt to bake for Lana’s twenty-third birthday. I pulled off the oven mitts and tossed them beside the burnt offering. “Rhea, you did not!” Lana laughed, a snort escaping her as she examined the cake. “This is how you appreciate my effort?” I popped the Coke can I grabbed from the fridge to calm my nerves. Lana snapped her head in my direction as I gulped the Coke in one go. “In what world has Rhea Bennett ever baked a fucking cake?” Her laughter filled the kitchen again, and I rolled my eyes, crushing the can and tossing it at her. I hated to admit she was right. Growing up, I had never felt the need to prepare my meals. The Bennetts, my family, thought it was unnecessary for us to learn how to. Vanessa and I never really thought much of it. We had staff who did everything for us, even tying our shoelaces. Now I couldn’t even make noodles without reading the instructions twice. “It’s okay. It’s the thought that matters,” Lana shrugged, smiling at me, and I couldn’t help but smile back. Lana had been my best friend since fifth grade. We did everything together and were even called twins at some point, even though we looked nothing alike. She was the kind of pretty you only saw in magazines and on TV, blonde hair, blue eyes, and a figure that belonged on the front page of Vogue. Meanwhile, I was just a rich, average-looking girl. Still, we bonded so much that we ended up applying to Columbia together, and sharing an apartment. “At least you didn’t burn the house down.” My smile faded instantly. I should’ve known it was sarcasm. “You’re fucking crazy, you know that?” “I know, darling. I know,” she said, hiding a grin. “So… what are we going to do with your chocolate cake?” I pressed my lips into a thin line, rubbing the back of my neck. “It’s not chocolate,” I muttered under my breath, avoiding her eyes. Lana scoffed, her eyes widening in disbelief. I didn’t blame her, it did look like a chocolate cake, even though it was supposed to be vanilla cream. She lifted her chin. “Rhea, baby, don’t ever bake again. Okay?” I rolled my eyes. “Whatever.” My phone rang, and I quickly pulled it out of my joggers pocket. The name flashed across the screen, and I hesitated for a second before answering. “Rhea, hey! How are you?” Vanessa’s voice came through the line. “I’m good.... is there a problem?” Vanessa rarely called me. Even though we were biological sisters, we acted more like strangers. So yeah, this was definitely about something. “Mom, Dad, and I wanted to know if you were still coming for dinner tomorrow?” Shit. I had completely forgotten. I had been distant from my parents my whole life, and it got worse after I started school. They never really bothered to reach out, except now, apparently. “You know, Darnell, my fiancé? He’s coming into town today. We were wondering if you could make it.” I rolled my eyes, and beside me, Lana almost let out a laugh. Vanessa had gotten engaged last week to some guy I didn’t even know, and now they suddenly wanted me there to complete some perfect little family portrait. “I’ll think about it,” I said, even though there was maybe a one-percent chance I would actually show up. I could hear her chewing gum through the phone. “Okay. See you.” And just like that, she hung up. I sighed, slipping my phone back into my pocket. “Family drama,” I muttered. Lana laughed. “So…” she started, a mischievous glint in her eyes. “We’re going out.” My brows furrowed as a hundred questions ran through my head. I wasn’t surprised—of course she wanted to party; it was her birthday. The problem was how, with the ankle monitor around her left leg. “You know that’s not possible, right?” “Who said it isn't?” she shrugged, completely unbothered—which only made my worry grow. “It’s not!” I shot back, walking out of the kitchen, not willing to argue. “Mike can override the system just for the night,” she called after me as I strolled into my room. Lana was my best friend, but not calling her out when she was about to make a terrible decision made me a terrible friend. I had made that mistake once, I wasn’t doing it again. “Come on, Rhea. It’s my birthday. I haven’t been out in weeks. I just want to celebrate!” She moved in front of me, blocking my path. I stopped. Pity flooded my chest, and I knew we were about to make a terrible decision. “Lana… I don’t know.” “Come on, Rhea, please.” She pouted, and I sighed, glancing around as if the walls could help me decide. It had been exactly three weeks since I let her go out with her dumbass boyfriend, Mike. He let her get drunk as hell and then left her to drive, she hit a street sign. Thank God she survived, or I would’ve killed him myself. “Just this once,” I finally agreed, and a wide smile spread across her face. Fuck. I was a terrible friend. “You’re the fucking best, you know that?” she said, wrapping me in a tight hug, squeezing the air out of my lungs. “You can let me go now,” I wheezed. “Oh shit.” She released me, and I sucked in a deep breath. “We’re going on one condition,” I said, raising a finger. She nodded eagerly. “Anything.” “We get back before two.” “Deal!” I exhaled slowly, already regretting it. “Okay then.” “Wait—there’s one more thing,” she said, rubbing the back of her neck. “What?” “Mike is coming too.” My eyes squeezed shut as I tilted my head back, trying to keep my anger from spiraling out of control. I should’ve made it two conditions. “Lana…” I warned quietly. “He says he’s sorry. He’s made it up to me.” “You have got to be fucking kidding me. You could’ve died!” I snapped. “But I didn’t—and he’s sorry. Come on.” Mike had been a pain in my ass since day one. He treated her like shit, but she stayed, blinded by love. Lana could have any guy she wanted, yet she kept going back to him. “Okay,” I said finally, defeated. A flicker of hope lit up her face. “Okay?” I hated Mike, but I wasn’t going to let him ruin her birthday. “Yeah, okay. Whatever.” Fuck Mike. She beamed, and despite everything, the corner of my lips lifted too. *** I hated parties, the noise, the smell of alcohol, and the people. Especially the people. I wasn’t an introvert, and I wasn’t exactly an extrovert either. I fell somewhere in between. As for Lana, who had been on the dance floor with Mike for the past two hours, I think she spoke for herself. “You look beautiful, princesa,” a drunk Mexican man slurred, circling me. “Thank you,” I replied, already uncomfortable. I stood about ten feet from Lana, keeping a close eye on her. God forbid I let anything happen to her again. The man lingered, leaning in to sniff me, and I stepped back. “I like your perfume. Do you want to dance?” If I wanted to dance, I would’ve been on the dance floor. “No,” I said bluntly, trying to block out the heavy tequila stench. “You sure you don’t want to dance?” he pressed— “She said no. Leave.” Mike. The man muttered something under his breath and stumbled away. I turned to Mike with an irritated glare. “I didn’t ask for your help,” I snapped. Of all people to intervene, it had to be him. “You need to chill out,” he said, grabbing a drink from the counter and downing it in one go. “You don’t deserve her,” I shot back, folding my arms across my chest. Mike chuckled, already on his third drink, and that was when it clicked. I turned sharply to where Lana had been just seconds ago. She was gone. “Where’s Lana?”"I don't know the question so I don't have your answer."He stopped right in front of me and I refused to look up. His knuckles brushed my cheek. "The question about you stopping the pretence."I knocked his hand away and met his eyes with full rage. "It's all your fault, you know."He kept reaching for my face and I kept flinging his hand. "What's my fault?"My eyes moved around the room. "Can we just—""No.""Darnell—""I said—" he grabbed my hand mid-fling and brought it to his lips. "No."He kissed my knuckles and I tried to pull free. "You blame me, Rhea. But you keep coming back every single time despite knowing exactly what's going to happen."I twisted my fingers trying to wriggle loose. "Stop it."He pressed my hand to his face and held it there. "You say that but you don't mean it."My heart started hammering. "I mean it this time, Darnell. Let go of me!""You know I—"Before I even thought about it my other hand came up and cracked him hard across the face, snapping his hea
"Rhea, are you sure you want to go in today? We can turn back. You can even come with me to my dad's place for the week, clear your head, figure out what you want to do next. We could—""Lana.""Yeah?"I loosened my seatbelt and turned to face her. "You don't have to feel bad about leaving."She pulled me into a hug from the driver's seat and rubbed my back like I was ten. "I feel terrible.""It's your dad's birthday. Go see him. Get him a cake, watch a movie with him. I'm going to be fine."The word fine had started losing its meaning these past few days. I could say it even when I felt like my entire world was caving in around me.Lana pulled back and I forced a smile. "If you need anything—or anyone to talk to—call me. I'll be on the next flight back. I promise."I nodded, fighting my eyes, and she pulled me in again. "Tell him I said happy birthday."Lana's relationship with her father was something I'd always been quietly jealous of. Mr. Winthrop was the kind of dad you read abou
I've never seen anyone read as much smut as Serena does. Her entire life is built on a fantasy world.I flipped to the next page of the unholy book in my hand and my brows climbed even further. What kind of priest gets on his knees in the name of baptism. I closed it before I got struck down, shook my head, and walked to her dresser.I opened the first drawer and saw a large brown book already peeling at the corners. I picked it up and placed it on the dresser, flipped it open, and immediately regretted it.A photo album of me and Serena, grinning through a shitty, weirdly fucked up childhood.The first picture was the two of us at ten at a beach in Ibiza. I had no idea what we were doing there but it had something to do with Claire's work.I turned to the next page. Me and Claire—my mother. Her arms around me, both of us smiling at the camera. My hand moved to her face and I traced it slowly, tilting my head. Same brown eyes. Beautiful long blonde hair that I used to wrap around my n
The sound of kids laughing filled the place again and those same kids ran past me, their dad chasing after them. He banged his head on the wall and the kids laughed harder."Where are you?"I don't know what he wanted to say but somehow I wished he had.I rubbed my nose and sniffed. "At a carnival.""Alone?""No, I'm here with my friends.""Friends?" he repeated. "Last time I checked, Lana was your only friend."I got up from the ground. "Then you need to update your stalker files."I could hear him breathing through the phone and that sound… Lord. Fuck. What is wrong with me???"Let me guess. Serena?"My brows pulled together but I wasn't so shocked. I kept walking towards the door with the exit sign. "I guess you have updated it.""Don't trust her."My head hit the wall and the vibration ran through me. "Owwww!""Are you okay?""Get out of my phone," I said angrily and cut the call. My eyes started seeing the whole room in twos and I blinked hard. I turned to the other side that sho
"So you're telling me that you two made out… in the office?" Serena asked for the third time, her brain probably glitching by the way her eyes were wide at me.I rested my back on the railing. "Something like that," I replied, scratching the back of my head and avoiding her eyes."What?!!" she screamed, her voice getting muffled by the sounds of kids running and yelling around the fair. "I thought you two were over.""We are. I just… It just happened.""Something like that doesn't just happen, Rhea, you—""Shh," I whispered to Serena when I spotted Lana coming back from the ice cream truck.I hadn't told Lana about this morning and I didn't intend to. She would have my head."I got the ice cream," Lana announced, handing me one of the cones. Vanilla coated with chocolate, while the other was strawberry."You got only two?" I asked, holding the cone and staring at her."Well guess what, I have only two hands and I'm sure your new best friend doesn't have any problem getting her own ice
He placed the book on my palm and I let out a long breath of relief."Thank you," I whispered.He brought his face closer and pressed a kiss to my forehead. "I care about you more than anything in this world," he murmured against my skin, his lips dropping toward mine. "If you don't believe anything else, believe that."My heart that had just started to calm kicked right back up. His eyes stayed fixed on my lips and I found myself wanting him to just take it already."I can never believe you again," I said, turning my face slightly away.He raised his hand to the side of my neck and heat spread through that entire area immediately. "What can I do to change that?" His voice grazed my skin."Nothing. There's nothing you can do." I tried to turn my head further but he moved his hand to hold my chin in place.His fingers grazed my jaw. "Are you sure?"My head tipped slightly, letting his fingers trail down my neck on their own. "Yes.""Then why are you fighting so hard not to kiss me?"My
“It’s been a while since you let me beat your ass.” Maurice rolls his shoulders, bouncing lightly on the balls of his feet as he circles the ring. I smirk, tightening my gloves. “The last time we fought, I beat you. Remember?” He scoffs. “You call that a win? I was going easy on you.” “You alway
“Hey… hey, wake up.” My eyelids felt heavy as I forced them open, blinking against the blur. A dull throb pressed at the back of my head. “Rhea, sit up.” The figure above me slowly came into focus. Lana. My brows drew together. “What… how—?” I pushed myself upright, dragging the blanket with m
“I had sex with your fiancé… but it was a mistake.” No. That was too cold. “Vanessa… I slept with Darnell, but it was before I knew he was your fiancé.” Fuck. My chest tightened, and I exhaled slowly, the air leaving me in a shaky breath. I was parked outside Vanessa’s apartment building, my he
“Hey, baby. How’s work today? It’s late and you’re probably tired, but I was wondering if you could come over… I have some new sketches for my wedding dress I’d like you to see. And maybe we could have a drink or two…” I paused the voicemail and dropped the phone onto the passenger seat. The strain







