“If you think I’m doing what your idiot of-a-mum asked me to do, you’re more stupid than I thought.”
Mia narrowed her eyes at her supposed new sister. “Trust me, I don’t expect anything from you.”
Savannah flicked her golden hair off her shoulder in a well-practiced motion. “Good. Because I wouldn’t be seen dead with someone like you.”
She went to leave but turned back again. “Oh, and just to let you know, your outfit is beyond tragic.”
And with a final wrinkle of her nose, she took her leave, sashaying away in a pink mini-skirt.
Mia sighed and looked up at the brick building that was her new high school.
“Might as well get it over with,” she muttered to herself.
BANG. The thick mathematics textbook crashed into the locker door. Today was not going well for Mia Fernwood.
“Look at me like that again, and I’ll be throwing more than your books around,” sneered the blonde jock.
Mia gulped and bent down to retrieve the contents of her bag which was now littering the hallway of her new high-school. A crowd of people had formed around the incident, but none had come to her rescue. Not that she expected them to. After all, she was the ‘weird new girl’ that dressed in dark colours and spoke with a foreign Philly twang.
She hadn’t intended for the blonde meathead to see her roll her eyes, but she found it impossible not too when he strolled down the hall in his high school football jacket, tucking a loose strand of his locks behind his ear and followed closely by his cronies. It had been so cliché. The hottest boy in school, the football captain, the boy all the other boys wanted to be friends with, and all the girls wanted to date. Mia couldn’t help but shoot them a derisive glance. After all, sights like this were exactly what Mia had been dreading about moving to a small town.
The meathead had caught her disapproval though, and hadn’t hesitated before confronting her.
“Can I help you…? Freak.”
Mia almost laughed at his insult. Did he not think she had heard that word before?
After his crystal blues had looked into her own hazel eyes and found a lack of fear, his anger had only been increased. He was a hunter, and she was the prey. The prey must always show fear, because if they don’t, where is the thrill of the hunt?
So, he had ‘put her in her place’. Slammed his hand on the locker behind her, his large frame engulfing her small one. Despite feeling a little intimated by his muscle clad body, she was determined not to show it. After her continued insistence on maintaining his eye contact, challenging him to go further, he had torn the backpack from the shoulder, and proceeded to throw what was inside.
At least that action had forced her to look away. Had forced her to kneel down before him and pick up her things.
She watched him through narrowed eyes as he swaggered away, feeling triumphant that he had won this encounter. Mia had known guys like him before. She knew it wouldn’t be the last incident.
The rest of the school day was less dramatic. Although no-one spoke to Mia. She had very clearly been branded as an outcast. Trying to be friends with her now would essentially be social suicide. Mia didn’t care though. She liked it that way. She had no interest in making any friends in this awful town. What would be the point when she was planning to leave as soon as possible?
When she got back to the house she now had to call home, she found with relief that she was alone.
Hamlet, her faithful patchwork mongrel waddled over to her to say hello.
“Hello, boy. I missed you.” She scratched behind his ear in the spot he liked the most before walking through to the kitchen.
There was a note on the marble kitchen island from her mum, addressed to both her and Savannah.
“There’s fresh cookies in the oven, hope your first day back at school was a good one!”
Mia scoffed and screwed the post-it into a ball before throwing it into the trash. She pulled open the oven and found the promised baked goods inside. Grabbing the whole plate, she took it up to her new bedroom, her faithful companion following close on her heels.
Mia had barely unpacked yet. She felt that if she unpacked, it would be all too real that she had been forced to move here. She rested the plate on one of the cardboard boxes next to the bed with ‘BOOKS’ written on the side, and fell backwards onto her single white wire framed bed with a sigh. Hamlet jumped on next to her, nudging her for another stroke.
She obliged, while placing her Skull Candy headphones over her ears, hit play on Spotify and turned into a cookie-eating-robot. Hamlet faithfully hoovered up any stray crumbs. She’d almost managed to escape to another world of sugar and prog rock, when the tiresome image of her mom hovered into view above her.
She waited until her mom mimicked removing headphones before actually taking them off.
“So…how’d it go?!”
It never failed to amaze Mia how chirpy her mom could be, even when she damn well knew there was no reason to be.
“It was fine.” Mia replied flatly.
Her mom was used to this kind of response. She sat on the edge of Mia’s bed nodding a little too much. “Good. Good…and er…” Her eyes flicked to the depleted plate of cookies. “Where’s Savannah?”
Mia shrugged. “How should I know?”
Her mom’s face faltered a little. “She didn’t walk you home then?”
“Nope.”
“Well…maybe a teacher asked her to stay behind for something.”
Mia snorted. “Yeah. Sure Mom.”
Mia’s mom, Carla, was desperate to make this whole situation work. It was their chance at a fresh start and a new life. Things had to go well.
“It would help if you made the effort too. I’m sure you two would really get on if you gave it a chance. And you always used to tell me you wanted a sister when you were little.”
“Mom. Those pom poms are permanently glued to her hands. Do I look like the cheerleading type?”
A wave of irritation crossed Carla’s face. She loved her daughter more than anything in the world, but sometimes she wondered if she experienced any other emotion apart from cynicism.
“It might actually be good for you to get involved with some of the school activities.”
Mia laughed. “And what would be the point in that?!”
Carla threw her arms into the air. “To make friends, Mia!”
“I don’t need or want any friends. Especially not here. What would be the point when I’m going to go back to Philly when I finish school?”
Mia’s mom rose from the bed and sighed before moving to the doorway. She turned her head back towards her daughter. “You know Mia, you may think you’re protecting yourself by not allowing other people into your life, but all you’re doing is living in the past. And that’s not living. It’s existing.”
Mia neglected to answer, and her mom didn’t wait for a response. As soon as she left, Mia got up to shut her door. She hated her.
The sound of an engine and the slam of a car door caught her attention outside her window. Maybe Bob was home. She went to look, but instead of Bob’s black truck, a red convertible was sitting outside the drive. She instantly recognised the blonde leaning against the passenger side as Savannah. Her red and white cheerleading outfit almost making her camouflage against the paintwork of the car. When Mia cast her eyes to the driver, her heart sank. She’d only seen him once, but that was enough to burn the image of his furious features into her brain. Only this time, he wasn’t looking angry. Very much the opposite. His muscled arm was draped over the frame of the door, his hand resting on the steering wheel. He was looking at Savannah with a mixture of lust and confidence.
She was too far away to hear what they were saying, but she could easily guess that it was laced with flirtation. The confirmation came when Savannah leaned into the car, placing her lips over those of the meathead jock. They lingered there, giving anyone walking by a clear image of their tongues colliding into the other. Mia curled her lip and looked away.
Great. Her new sister was dating her bully.
Mia stretched her arms high above her head, enjoying the feeling of the soft grass beneath her and warm sun above. She sighed happily and turned her head to smile at Ryan who was bopping his head with his eyes closed in time to the music emitting from his phone beside them. They had just finished their final exams, and all that lay before them now was a blissful summer together.She leant over to him and placed a soft kiss on his cheek.He opened his eyes and smiled. “Finally relaxed now?”“Definitely. I’m glad all that’s over now. I need a break before I start college. I feel like my head was going to explode trying to cram all that knowledge in.”Ryan laughed. “I’m not surprised. I’ve never seen someone study so much….it’s pretty nice to spend time with you while you don’t have a book in your hand.”Mia rolled her eyes. “Yeah yeah. Well I had no cho
For a long time, they just stared at each other in silence. Mia didn’t understand what was happening. What was he doing? Her vision flickered, and Ryan suddenly spoke up.“Just hear me out Mia, okay?” He pleaded, his eyes wide and shining.She thought about protesting. She thought about walking out. But instead, she found herself nodding.His shoulders seemed to relax.“Thank you. Listen, I know you’ve told me you’re going. And I know you’ve told me that we’re not going to be together anymore, but I can’t let you go, not without telling you everything. Not without telling you exactly how I feel about you.”Mia swallowed. His eyes were boring into hers, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t look away. It had felt such a long time since she’d allowed herself to be lost in them. She was hypnotised.“I know we had a bad start. A very bad start. And I know that
“How many boxes have you got left?”Mia looked round at the rest of the pile. “Probably about five or six maybe? After that it’s just the stuff I’ll need for the trip.”Carla nodded. “Okay good. Are you sure you still want to drive your truck on your own? I can always pay for it to be transported back. Then you can come in the car with me.”“Don’t be silly. That’s gonna cost loads. And anyway, you know I’ve already done the trip before. I’ll follow behind you. It’s going to be fine.”Carla frowned. “Well. Alright then. But we will be taking plenty of breaks, as well as a stop over. Got it?”“Got it.”Carla had hired movers to take most of their belongings to Philadelphia. That truck was going to be leaving soon, but they were sticking around a little longer so Mia could say goodbye to Tilly.“I’m just going to
School had finished for the Christmas term. Mia had tried to keep a low profile in order to escape the school gossips as much as possible. Which was hard when you were embroiled in the current drama of the town. It had also come out about her mom and Bob, and people were now looking at her with a mixture of pity and confusion.After she’d told Ryan she was moving, he had stayed away from her. Mia was both glad and sad. Part of her was pleased he wasn’t causing any scenes or trying to win her back, but she also couldn’t help feeling disappointed too. If he claimed to feel so strongly for her, wouldn’t he want to put up any kind of fight? Then she remembered how easily he’d given her up at the dance and she realised how silly she was. She was sure it wouldn’t be long before he found a new girl. After all. He was still Mr Popular.“You okay, honey?”Her mom’s voice jerked her out of her thoughts.“Y
Mia was frozen. The corridor had fallen into a stunned quiet, although the sound of hushed whispers could be heard like the rustling of leaves in the wind.Footsteps approached her from behind, and she knew just from the echo of the sound that it was him. He moved round so he was facing her, his mouth set into a hard line.“All I’m asking, is for you to give me five minutes of your time. Please. Just let me explain everything.”Mia nodded. After all, he’d just announced his private business to the whole school. If she didn’t agree he might just follow her around shouting what he wanted to say.He led her away from the corridor down towards some empty classrooms. They walked side by side, but Mia found herself acutely aware of the negative space between them. She was torn between wanting to move further away and closing the gap between them. She wasn’t even processing the statement he’d just made.Ryan found
In the few days Mia had been away, Carla had managed to move all their personal belongings out of the house. Most of it was in storage, but the few personal things they needed for every day use had been placed in the motel rooms she’d paid for.Bob hadn’t even put up a fight. On the night of Mia’s winter dance, Carla had followed Bob’s car. She’d watched in agony as that woman had climbed in next to him. How they’d wrapped themselves around each other. From the way they’d moved against each other, Carla could tell this hadn’t been the first time.When she’d confronted him, Bob didn’t even seem to care. She’d screamed at him, asking him why he’d let her move her and Mia here just to cheat on her. He’d shrugged and told her he couldn’t help who he loved. That had been the real kicker. Carla had decided it wasn’t worth fighting with him. Their marriage had been a lie. That night she&
Despite her strange surroundings, Mia slept well and without nightmares or bad feelings. She actually felt refreshed in the morning when another officer came to wake her. She was sorry to hear that Office Park’s had already left for home. She felt like she’d not expressed her thanks enough.The morning officers made sure Mia was feeling settled enough to drive before they gave over her truck keys. Hamlet seemed like he’d had a night full of being pampered, and Mia was relieved to find he was his usual wagging self.When she got to her truck she briefly felt flashes of terror as memories of last night entered her mind. She pushed them away though. Something about Officer Park’s words had inspired her. She wanted to be strong too. She didn’t want the actions of a few thugs to affect her. But it was time to go home. As sad as it was, Philadelphia didn’t feel the same anymore. It wasn’t what she had hoped it would be. All she could
Events appeared to move by in a flash from that point. Mia watched as the thugs dropped what they had in their hands. The brick made a loud thud as it hit the concrete of the parking lot. The beer bottle the other guy had been holding shattered, the pieces fanning out like ripples on water.The first officer continued to hold her weapon while her partner handcuffed each man. She spoke into her radio and Mia guessed she was calling for back up. Minutes later it arrived, and more uniformed officers appeared. Mia looked on as each man was led away and placed into a nearby vehicle. Once they had been taken, the female officer came up to Mia’s window with a warm smile.It took Mia a few minutes to realise that it was finally safe to open her car door. Shakily, she switched the lock and pushed it open.“Hello Miss,” The officer began. “I’m Officer Parks. Are you okay?”Mia nodded. “Yes. I mean. I think so.”
It had taken Mia a long time to calm down after she’d started crying. People in the park had looked at her like she was a crazy person. As soon as she was able, she had walked briskly back towards the car, Hamlet waddling behind her trying to keep up.When she got back to the truck, she was determined to try again. She wanted to feel connected to her dad. She drove round to the diner they’d always gone to for pancakes, but as soon as she pulled up she noticed that the whole place had been redecorated inside. Nothing looked the same. As she looked through the window that was framed by Christmas lights, she felt the tears coming again. Not wanting a public repeat of the ice rink, she hurried back to the car and sobbed in there instead. She’d thought coming back to the place where her and her dad had spent time together would help her feel closer to him. In truth she just felt further away. It was like it was compounding the fact that she was on h