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CHAPTER 5 A Pang in Her Heart

ผู้เขียน: Ansh Marie Toperz
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McKi awoke with only a blanket covering her body.

As her eyes were about to open, she held her forehead, sensing the discomfort caused by last night's drinking session.

Furthermore, she experienced mild discomfort in the area between her thighs. Memories from the previous evening flooded her mind. Remembering the incident that happened for the first time in her life caused her chest to throb.

She swallowed hard with her dry throat. What has she done? Why did she allow this to happen to her? However, she decided to set that matter aside for now. Why? Because what has been done cannot be undone.

Just as in life, one must carry on, but it will leave a lasting mark on her character.

Her eyes fully opened as she lifted her back from the bed to look around. She was alone. The overwhelming silence was unsettling.

McKi was uncertain about what she felt or should feel after not being able to see the person who first took her virginity.

What is the true meaning of everything that happened last night? Reflecting on this, she felt a pang in her chest. It was not the typical ending seen in movies after two people who care for each other have sex.

However, she then remembered that there was nothing between her and Allyna. It happened suddenly, in a moment of irrationality, out of control.

So why does she feel such extreme weariness?

But she no longer wanted to dwell on it because every attempt to analyze what happened only increased her feelings of despair about herself. She began to hold a low opinion of herself.

She quickly gathered the scattered clothes near the couch, where the incident once again crossed her mind. She pushed the thoughts aside and went to the bathroom.

McKi immediately went to the shower when she spotted it. She turned the knob, and cold water poured over her body.

She tightly closed her eyes as she felt it and scrubbed her skin as if trying to erase from it the events she could never undo.

Until McKi came out of the room after getting dressed, she still hadn't seen anyone else, so she decided to leave.

Maybe she already knows the answer to her bothersome question in her mind. She doesn't want to think that, from the beginning, this kind of interaction means nothing.

Instead of going home, McKi went straight to Oli. When Oli opened the gate to their house, McKi hugged her immediately. A tight hug that carried many meanings.

"Hey... what happened? You were gone last night. I was worried. I tried to contact you, but there was no answer." She broke away from the hug to face McKi. "Are you okay? I'm sorry. I should have asked that first instead of bombarding you with questions."

McKi could only nod in response. She didn't dare to tell her best friend how stupid she'd been last night. Let alone giving herself to a random woman she just met along the way, distracting herself from everything that's happening.

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