LOGINNINA'S POV
I told myself I was just looking for shelter, not trouble. But trouble opens the door for me, all six feet of it. The moment I step inside, I know I’ve made a mistake. A beautiful, dangerous mistake. I'm not supposed to be here, but the universe really said, “Congratulations, Nina! Your reward for graduating is heartbreak and a broken car. And the icing on the cake? No service.” The storm had raged harder than ever, so when he took a wrong turn, I didn't stop him. I didn't panic. Maybe I wanted him to hurt me. To tear me apart so it'll all be Jason's fault. But when the door clicked shut behind me, sealing me in with him, I wasn't sure I wanted to leave. His house smells clean, expensive, and dangerous in a way that makes my pulse skip. I should be home crying over my ex, not standing in a stranger’s mansion wondering why his stare feels safer than Jason’s touch ever did. I follow him upstairs but halt at the bedroom door, nerves tingling. He shrugs off his shirt and I stifle a gasp, cheeks burning. God forgive me…this man is so fucking hot. I shouldn't stare, but I do. My eyes trail every ripple of his muscles down to his waistline. Is it hot in here, or am I burning just looking at him? This stranger whose name I do not know. He turns. My breath stills. Forget everything I said about his back. This view is way better. He steps forward. I'm fighting every nerve screaming to press a palm to that hard chest and God help me, I'm losing. Now he's handing me his robe. Our fingers brush lightly and a shiver runs down my spine. His gaze drops. He felt it too. “I'll let you get dressed.” He mutters, brushing past me. I stare at my reflection in the mirror, clad in his silk robe. I should take off my wet panties, but I can't risk going butt naked with him. Not with my ovaries staging a riot. My phone buzzes with another text from Jason. A dull ache sparks in my chest. Suddenly I'm back in his apartment, staring down at him moaning into that woman's mouth. His ring burns hot on my finger, but I don't take it off. I have a better idea. Downstairs, the handsome stranger serves microwaved pizza on paper plates. I thought heartbreak would numb me. But sitting across from this stranger, I feel too much. For a man whose house screams money, serving microwaved pizza feels like a plot twist. His gaze never leaves my face. I chew slowly, praying he doesn't hear the rumble in my stomach. His food sits untouched, fingers interlaced. When my plate is polished and I lean back, he breaks the ice. “What happened to you?” Where do I start? “It’s…personal.” “And you're in my personal space, so I need to make sure you're not a fugitive or a serial killer.” Oh… “You're one to talk. I don't even know your name!” “But you followed me home.” “You brought me here without even asking…” “And you didn't stop me.” He smirks, leaning back. “Sorry to say, but you have the survival instincts of a fart.” My eyes narrow, heat flaring in my chest. He flashes his palms. “Before you chop my head off, how about I introduce myself? I might change your mind.” “I'm not counting on it.” He chuckles, a deep rumbling sound that sparks a low hum in my belly. “I'm Cassian. Cassian Cross.” Of course he'd have a hot name. It's evident in the soft pout of his lips and the heat of his stare. “So…who's the lucky guy?” His jaw tightens, eyes on my fingers. I know I should have taken the damn thing off. “He's…not so lucky anymore.” His eyes glint. “That'll make me the new lucky guy.” My heart flutters. Is he…flirting with me? “That's very confident of you.” “At least you didn't call me a liar. We're getting somewhere.” “You can't prove that.” He leans forward, flame dancing in his eyes. “I know you were checking me out upstairs.” My throat clamps shut. “I wasn't—” “Shhh…it's okay. I'd stare if I were you.” Oh this audacious little— Blood rushes to my face. He just sits there, reveling in my discomfort. “Don't flatter yourself. You might not be my type, after all.” “Is that a dare, Nina?” His voice lowers, eyes dark. My mouth goes cotton dry. Don't do it. Don't poke the bear. “What if it is? Worried you'd give out too early?” I'm past thinking. I want him to claim me. Every inch, every breath, every beat of my broken heart. I want him to make me forget. Just one night. What could possibly go wrong? He towers over me, eyes everywhere but my face. “I'll be upstairs. Follow me, if you dare.” He halts by the stairs, a dark smile curling his lips. “When you chicken out, just let me know. I'll take the couch.” Then he's gone. Outside, the storm rages harder. Wind billows through parted curtains. A cold breeze snakes up my skin. My fingers grip the counter, heart hammering in my chest. This is spiraling out of control. No. I won't get under one man to get over another. Fuck this. I’m single, I’m graduating, and I deserve a night of reckless passion. *********** I scale up the stairs, convincing myself that this is right. One night stands are totally normal. I'm not a stuck up bitch. I want this. I turn— And run smack into his hard chest. My feet kiss the air, body reeling backwards. For a second my life flashes before my eyes, then I'm in his arms, pressed up against his frame. “Whoa! That was close. You should be more careful next time, angel. I'm not going anywhere.” A loose strand of hair falls into his face. A faint stubble dots his chin. I ache to brush my fingers against that rough patch. His arms wrap around me, pulling me closer. My breasts press against his chest, and for a second I swear our heartbeats sync. “You were coming back for me.” My voice trembles. “To make sure you don't chicken out.” He leans in until our foreheads touch, and I'm five seconds away from melting into a puddle. His breath fans hot against my face, and I smell him—sandalwood and cinnamon—the perfect recipe for disaster. “Kiss me.” He whispers. My eyes flutter shut. I can't breathe. Can't think. I only feel him. Only smell him. So I rise on my tiptoes, arms snaking around his neck. His lips crush mine, and I feel myself melting. Just like that, I'm kissing the hot stranger. He saved me. Now he's ruining me. And I can't decide which feels better.NINA'S POV Of course there’s a stranger in my apartment—because quitting my job and ruining my life over a man clearly wasn’t enough for one day.And this isn't me hallucinating from emotional damage.Sloane Whitmore is actually standing in MY apartment like she paid rent, rubbing her bump in a circular motion that makes my head turn. Cassian said she was in Malta, yet here she is, glowing like the sun itself with a glare masked in those bright eyes.I should be scared, but I'm all maxed out on emotions, save for the one throbbing in my chest—flaring hot and forcing my body forward.And I am so over this fucking apartment.My hand pushes the door open wider, and I see the shock glint in her eyes, yet she steps backwards to give me room.My boxes sit abandoned in the hallway, phone buzzing in my pocket, but I ignore it all, drowning out the noise until all I can hear is the sound of my own ragged breathing.“Who the FUCK gave you the right to come into my apartment and…what the—who t
NINA'S POV I did not cry when I left him.I swallowed it all down—every piece of him I wanted to keep— until the jet lifted, and the ground fell away, and it felt like my heart stayed behind with him, still kneeling in that room, still breaking where I couldn’t reach it anymore.God…what was I doing? I tell myself that I didn't ask for too much, but the gnawing on my chest says I should have waited a little…loved him a little harder. Instead I chose this, and for good fucking reason. I sit by the oval window, holding my breath so I don't breathe him in. He's not here, but his presence lingers—in the seats, in the air, on my tongue…Focus, Nina. You just quit your fucking job.I rake a hand through my hair, hating that it reminds me of him, that I ache for his warm breath in my roots.Oh god…I actually quit my job. My mom will kill me. The one good thing I had going for me, and I went and ruined it.What would I tell her? That I quit because I fell for her step son? How stupid, ho
CASSIAN'S POV I should’ve known better than to believe I could hold myself together around her.Nina doesn’t just ask for control—she quietly dismantles it, breath by breath, until there’s nothing left but the sound of me trying not to fall apart.She says it's the last time, but her lips claim mine like this should be forever…like I can freeze this moment in time and die all over again in her vanilla scent.Her lips are burning memories into me, tongue sliding past my lips and grazing my tongue in a slow motion that makes my toes curl. I want to let go, to step away and tell her how bad this is, how much this will destroy us both—but destruction seems fair, and if this is the most damnable sin, then I will burn at her altar until she frees me from her hell.My fingers leave her throat, raking into her silky soft hair, holding it up in a bun and letting it down again. She moans into my mouth, nails dragging up my chest, branding everywhere she touches. “God, Nina…” my voice tremble
NINA'S POVJust one kiss.That's what I told myself when I looked at him. I didn't think about how hard his body would be...how hot.Now my fingers are raking through his hair, and I can taste his salty tears. My body releases a sigh, and his tongue probes mine, drawing a gasp from my lips.He tastes like whiskey and the sweet promise of sin, but that was what got me in this position in the first place. I should stop, what am I doing?My lungs are screaming for oxygen, and when he finally pulls away, I'm half drunk, half pieced back together.His chest heaves against mine, and I get the time to breathe, to think.“Nina,” his voice rasps, and I feel my knees buckle, “we should stop…” “Yes…” my breath stutters, but my body disobeys, and his fingers dig into my waist, wrenching a moan from my throat.“Oh…”“I'm sorry.” He stops, leaning against me for a moment, breath catching in his throat as he pulls away.My hands drop to my sides and I watch him take three steps back, fists clenche
CASSIAN'S POV The fire has long since died to embers, but I stay exactly where she left me—bleeding, burning, and finally forced to feel everything I’d spent a lifetime running from.How can I look the woman I love in the eye and tell her that I married someone else to save my father's head? How can I explain to my Nina that I was born to serve, that I have never chosen a thing in my life…until her.I tried…I tried to love her in secret, to not stare too long during board meetings, or twist my fingers in her hair everyday and tell her how breathtaking she is…how enchanting, even in her tears…The couch offers no comfort, and the numbness in my feet carries memories of her warm hands cupping them, cleaning my wounds even after…God…I've been a fucking coward, a blind man who only gained his sight a moment before dropping off a cliff.Her vanilla scent hung in the air, twisting a knife in my already gaping chest. My fingers tightened around the wineglass, but it doesn't ease this ach
NINA'S POV Cassian's words don’t just land—they detonate, ripping through my chest so violently that for a second, I forget how to breathe, and then the rage comes, hot and blinding, clawing its way up my throat like I might choke on everything I didn’t say.“Oh my god…do you fucking hear yourself? DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF??” My lips are moving, but the voice is not mine. Cassian's face goes white as sheets, and he takes a step back, but I take a step forward, face tilted to his.“Nina —”“You want to love me for a WEEK? Go on, Cassian, say it again. Say it again, you…bastard!” I whirl around and storm out into the hallway. I hear his feet padding behind me, and I want to break into a run, to hide in my room and rip my sheets to shreds.Instead, I stop short, turning to watch him slow.“Can you stop? Can you just…stop following me?” “It's not that simple, damnit!” His voice shakes, and he pauses for a breath. “I'm trying! Can't you see how tied my hands are?!”“As a matter of fact, no.
NINA'S POV It’s strange how weddings still go on, even after someone might have died.I don't want to be here. Every nerve in my body screams to run, but I stand still.The sweet smell of flowers makes me sick to my stomach, but I'm too empty to throw up.It's Cassian's wedding day. I can't make t
NINA'S POVI feel numb. But numbness doesn't come with butterflies.I woke up this morning with a racing heart, and I hated how I longed for his voice.Vegas plays like a wicked loop in my mind, and my body is caught between wanting him and hurting from him.I knew this was doomed from the start.I
CASSIAN'S POVI always knew Nina Cross would ruin me.I just didn’t expect another man to be standing there when it finally happened.Make that two, because Lucas is walking straight towards me, halting only when he sees Nina.“Oh…Nina. You're here…” His voice trails off when his eyes fall to Nina'
NINA'S POV Two days is not enough time for a heart to stop breaking and start pretending it never did, but the world keeps spinning like I didn’t leave the man I love standing in the middle of it.Loved. Let's keep that in the past, shall we?I had ignored his emails to come in for work, but toda







