LOGINNINA'S POV
I told myself I was just looking for shelter, not trouble. But trouble opens the door for me, all six feet of it. The moment I step inside, I know I’ve made a mistake. A beautiful, dangerous mistake. I'm not supposed to be here, but the universe really said, “Congratulations, Nina! Your reward for graduating is heartbreak and a broken car. And the icing on the cake? No service.” The storm had raged harder than ever, so when he took a wrong turn, I didn't stop him. I didn't panic. Maybe I wanted him to hurt me. To tear me apart so it'll all be Jason's fault. But when the door clicked shut behind me, sealing me in with him, I wasn't sure I wanted to leave. His house smells clean, expensive, and dangerous in a way that makes my pulse skip. I should be home crying over my ex, not standing in a stranger’s mansion wondering why his stare feels safer than Jason’s touch ever did. I follow him upstairs but halt at the bedroom door, nerves tingling. He shrugs off his shirt and I stifle a gasp, cheeks burning. God forgive me…this man is so fucking hot. I shouldn't stare, but I do. My eyes trail every ripple of his muscles down to his waistline. Is it hot in here, or am I burning just looking at him? This stranger whose name I do not know. He turns. My breath stills. Forget everything I said about his back. This view is way better. He steps forward. I'm fighting every nerve screaming to press a palm to that hard chest and God help me, I'm losing. Now he's handing me his robe. Our fingers brush lightly and a shiver runs down my spine. His gaze drops. He felt it too. “I'll let you get dressed.” He mutters, brushing past me. I stare at my reflection in the mirror, clad in his silk robe. I should take off my wet panties, but I can't risk going butt naked with him. Not with my ovaries staging a riot. My phone buzzes with another text from Jason. A dull ache sparks in my chest. Suddenly I'm back in his apartment, staring down at him moaning into that woman's mouth. His ring burns hot on my finger, but I don't take it off. I have a better idea. Downstairs, the handsome stranger serves microwaved pizza on paper plates. I thought heartbreak would numb me. But sitting across from this stranger, I feel too much. For a man whose house screams money, serving microwaved pizza feels like a plot twist. His gaze never leaves my face. I chew slowly, praying he doesn't hear the rumble in my stomach. His food sits untouched, fingers interlaced. When my plate is polished and I lean back, he breaks the ice. “What happened to you?” Where do I start? “It’s…personal.” “And you're in my personal space, so I need to make sure you're not a fugitive or a serial killer.” Oh… “You're one to talk. I don't even know your name!” “But you followed me home.” “You brought me here without even asking…” “And you didn't stop me.” He smirks, leaning back. “Sorry to say, but you have the survival instincts of a fart.” My eyes narrow, heat flaring in my chest. He flashes his palms. “Before you chop my head off, how about I introduce myself? I might change your mind.” “I'm not counting on it.” He chuckles, a deep rumbling sound that sparks a low hum in my belly. “I'm Cassian. Cassian Cross.” Of course he'd have a hot name. It's evident in the soft pout of his lips and the heat of his stare. “So…who's the lucky guy?” His jaw tightens, eyes on my fingers. I know I should have taken the damn thing off. “He's…not so lucky anymore.” His eyes glint. “That'll make me the new lucky guy.” My heart flutters. Is he…flirting with me? “That's very confident of you.” “At least you didn't call me a liar. We're getting somewhere.” “You can't prove that.” He leans forward, flame dancing in his eyes. “I know you were checking me out upstairs.” My throat clamps shut. “I wasn't—” “Shhh…it's okay. I'd stare if I were you.” Oh this audacious little— Blood rushes to my face. He just sits there, reveling in my discomfort. “Don't flatter yourself. You might not be my type, after all.” “Is that a dare, Nina?” His voice lowers, eyes dark. My mouth goes cotton dry. Don't do it. Don't poke the bear. “What if it is? Worried you'd give out too early?” I'm past thinking. I want him to claim me. Every inch, every breath, every beat of my broken heart. I want him to make me forget. Just one night. What could possibly go wrong? He towers over me, eyes everywhere but my face. “I'll be upstairs. Follow me, if you dare.” He halts by the stairs, a dark smile curling his lips. “When you chicken out, just let me know. I'll take the couch.” Then he's gone. Outside, the storm rages harder. Wind billows through parted curtains. A cold breeze snakes up my skin. My fingers grip the counter, heart hammering in my chest. This is spiraling out of control. No. I won't get under one man to get over another. Fuck this. I’m single, I’m graduating, and I deserve a night of reckless passion. *********** I scale up the stairs, convincing myself that this is right. One night stands are totally normal. I'm not a stuck up bitch. I want this. I turn— And run smack into his hard chest. My feet kiss the air, body reeling backwards. For a second my life flashes before my eyes, then I'm in his arms, pressed up against his frame. “Whoa! That was close. You should be more careful next time, angel. I'm not going anywhere.” A loose strand of hair falls into his face. A faint stubble dots his chin. I ache to brush my fingers against that rough patch. His arms wrap around me, pulling me closer. My breasts press against his chest, and for a second I swear our heartbeats sync. “You were coming back for me.” My voice trembles. “To make sure you don't chicken out.” He leans in until our foreheads touch, and I'm five seconds away from melting into a puddle. His breath fans hot against my face, and I smell him—sandalwood and cinnamon—the perfect recipe for disaster. “Kiss me.” He whispers. My eyes flutter shut. I can't breathe. Can't think. I only feel him. Only smell him. So I rise on my tiptoes, arms snaking around his neck. His lips crush mine, and I feel myself melting. Just like that, I'm kissing the hot stranger. He saved me. Now he's ruining me. And I can't decide which feels better.CASSIAN’S POV The moment I snap, something inside me finally stops fighting.It doesn’t feel like surrender.It feels like the darkness I’ve spent years chaining beneath my ribs has finally found a crack wide enough to crawl through.My fingers slip from the curve of her jaw into the silk of her hair, cradling the back of her head with a reverence that borders on desperation, and before reason can drag me back—my lips find hers.God.One touch. That’s all it takes.Forty-nine hours of restraint. Months of guilt. All this time I spent pretending that I could survive without her.Gone.The world doesn’t disappear. It just ceases to matter, like the hallway behind us, the howling wind outside, Axel…none of it matters. Not even the blood on my hands and the promises I made to stay away from her. Every last one of them burns to ash beneath the quiet sound she makes against my mouth.I should stop, I know I should, but the monster I’ve been so terrified of becoming doesn’t want distance a
CASSIAN’S POV“Stop.”It comes out as a whisper, because if I speak any louder, I’ll break.Stop. The word echoes over and over in my head until it builds into a scream, but I don’t let it out. I can’t. Not when her bra is falling to the floor like the last piece of her dignity, and all I can do is stand there and try not to burst open.All these months, all this time I spent trying to protect Nina Donovan from every monster in the world, and I never realized that I’ll become one of them.“Nina…” her name burns my throat like acid, “please, put your shirt back on.”“No.” She shakes her head roughly, red flaming in her cheeks.“Please—“ “Show me where,” her body moves forward, skin glistening in the warm light, “show me where he touched me.”My breath slows with each step she takes towards me, ceasing completely when she stops two feet from where I’m standing, eyes slicing into mine like darts.Back the fuck away from her, Cross. There’s nothing for you here.I take a step back, bu
NINA'S POV Cassian never looks at me once during the flight.Not when the jet takes off, not when the stewardess asks if we want dinner…not even when I wake up with my cheek pressed against the window and realise I'd fallen asleep crying.He spoke only when he had to—to the pilot, to the flight attendant, to the driver waiting outside the airport.Never to me.By the time the tyres crunch over the gravel leading into the ranch, I've stopped feeling less like his passenger and more like luggage—like something fragile he’s transporting from one place to another... careful not to break it, careful not to touch it either.And amidst all this, my heart won't stop racing. I've held my breath, clenched my fists and torn my mind away from the steady rise and fall of Cassian's chest, but it just buffers right onto the one man whose last name now echoes in my ears like a haunting.Axel Cross.Cross. It makes no sense yet so much all at once. If only I can get the chance to—No, Nina. We're not
NINA'S POV Axel.His name echoes in my head like an unrelenting whisper, drowning out Cassian's voice.No.No, no, no.For what feels like an eternity, I forget how to breathe…as if the truth has somehow found a way to step on my lungs and not let go.Everything fades—Cassian, the countdown, the couch…none of it exists anymore.But those eyes.Those impossible blue-grey eyes smiling back at me from a photograph that should belong to a stranger. The same eyes that belong to Axel.But it can't be, no. I didn't…I met Axel on a random day at the movies. He helped me. He's been nothing but helpful and generous and…god. He even drove me to the restaurant to see my mom.Did he know? All this time, has he just been lying to my face? No. He doesn't know Alex. Axel. Alex. Axel. Alex. He doesn't know his father. He came to THIS CITY to look for him. Fucking hell…the truth has been staring me in the face all this time, and I just drowned it out with drinking and…kissing Axel. My fingers d
CASSIAN'S POV Time is a cruel thing.People say it flies when you're happy and crawls when you're hurting, but I don't think that's true.Time doesn't slow just because you're in pain.It slows because pain deserves an audience.It stretches every second until it snaps, lingers over every breath, drags each heartbeat across your ribcage like the universe is determined to savor every miserable moment before it lets you move on, and right now, I'm starting to think that's its favourite part.I sit on Lucas's couch with my elbows braced against my knees, my fingernails digging crescents into my palms hard enough to drown out the ache in my side.Almost.The bedroom door stays shut for now, but I know she'll walk through it eventually.She has to.Some things are inevitable.The sun will rise, blood will dry, people will leave, and sooner or later, Nina will walk out of that bedroom and find me sitting here… waiting for the words to calm the tempest in my head. Time seems to know it to
NINA'S POV I have every reason to hate the man lying in front of me.He's broken my heart. Humiliated me. Made me cry until I couldn't fucking breathe.So why am I sitting here counting his breaths...terrified one of them will be his last?Cassian's eyelids flutter open again—not enough to wake up fully, just enough to remind me he’s still here.He's done that three times since Lucas left, and I hate how relieved that makes me each time those grey eyes settle on my face for one second, two, three…My fingers tighten around each other until my knuckles burn, and I keep my eyes on the rise and fall of his chest. That's it…just…breathe.My fingers rake through my hair and form a fist. I can't tell what's making my heart pound harder—the fact that Lucas had shot him, or the fact that if he doesn't make it back from that pharmacy soon, Cassian might bleed to death right in front of me. Okay, Nina, you're overreacting. But he has already bled through the second bandage, and now my hand







