ログインNINA'S POV
I told myself I was just looking for shelter, not trouble. But trouble opens the door for me, all six feet of it. The moment I step inside, I know I’ve made a mistake. A beautiful, dangerous mistake. I'm not supposed to be here, but the universe really said, “Congratulations, Nina! Your reward for graduating is heartbreak and a broken car. And the icing on the cake? No service.” The storm had raged harder than ever, so when he took a wrong turn, I didn't stop him. I didn't panic. Maybe I wanted him to hurt me. To tear me apart so it'll all be Jason's fault. But when the door clicked shut behind me, sealing me in with him, I wasn't sure I wanted to leave. His house smells clean, expensive, and dangerous in a way that makes my pulse skip. I should be home crying over my ex, not standing in a stranger’s mansion wondering why his stare feels safer than Jason’s touch ever did. I follow him upstairs but halt at the bedroom door, nerves tingling. He shrugs off his shirt and I stifle a gasp, cheeks burning. God forgive me…this man is so fucking hot. I shouldn't stare, but I do. My eyes trail every ripple of his muscles down to his waistline. Is it hot in here, or am I burning just looking at him? This stranger whose name I do not know. He turns. My breath stills. Forget everything I said about his back. This view is way better. He steps forward. I'm fighting every nerve screaming to press a palm to that hard chest and God help me, I'm losing. Now he's handing me his robe. Our fingers brush lightly and a shiver runs down my spine. His gaze drops. He felt it too. “I'll let you get dressed.” He mutters, brushing past me. I stare at my reflection in the mirror, clad in his silk robe. I should take off my wet panties, but I can't risk going butt naked with him. Not with my ovaries staging a riot. My phone buzzes with another text from Jason. A dull ache sparks in my chest. Suddenly I'm back in his apartment, staring down at him moaning into that woman's mouth. His ring burns hot on my finger, but I don't take it off. I have a better idea. Downstairs, the handsome stranger serves microwaved pizza on paper plates. I thought heartbreak would numb me. But sitting across from this stranger, I feel too much. For a man whose house screams money, serving microwaved pizza feels like a plot twist. His gaze never leaves my face. I chew slowly, praying he doesn't hear the rumble in my stomach. His food sits untouched, fingers interlaced. When my plate is polished and I lean back, he breaks the ice. “What happened to you?” Where do I start? “It’s…personal.” “And you're in my personal space, so I need to make sure you're not a fugitive or a serial killer.” Oh… “You're one to talk. I don't even know your name!” “But you followed me home.” “You brought me here without even asking…” “And you didn't stop me.” He smirks, leaning back. “Sorry to say, but you have the survival instincts of a fart.” My eyes narrow, heat flaring in my chest. He flashes his palms. “Before you chop my head off, how about I introduce myself? I might change your mind.” “I'm not counting on it.” He chuckles, a deep rumbling sound that sparks a low hum in my belly. “I'm Cassian. Cassian Cross.” Of course he'd have a hot name. It's evident in the soft pout of his lips and the heat of his stare. “So…who's the lucky guy?” His jaw tightens, eyes on my fingers. I know I should have taken the damn thing off. “He's…not so lucky anymore.” His eyes glint. “That'll make me the new lucky guy.” My heart flutters. Is he…flirting with me? “That's very confident of you.” “At least you didn't call me a liar. We're getting somewhere.” “You can't prove that.” He leans forward, flame dancing in his eyes. “I know you were checking me out upstairs.” My throat clamps shut. “I wasn't—” “Shhh…it's okay. I'd stare if I were you.” Oh this audacious little— Blood rushes to my face. He just sits there, reveling in my discomfort. “Don't flatter yourself. You might not be my type, after all.” “Is that a dare, Nina?” His voice lowers, eyes dark. My mouth goes cotton dry. Don't do it. Don't poke the bear. “What if it is? Worried you'd give out too early?” I'm past thinking. I want him to claim me. Every inch, every breath, every beat of my broken heart. I want him to make me forget. Just one night. What could possibly go wrong? He towers over me, eyes everywhere but my face. “I'll be upstairs. Follow me, if you dare.” He halts by the stairs, a dark smile curling his lips. “When you chicken out, just let me know. I'll take the couch.” Then he's gone. Outside, the storm rages harder. Wind billows through parted curtains. A cold breeze snakes up my skin. My fingers grip the counter, heart hammering in my chest. This is spiraling out of control. No. I won't get under one man to get over another. Fuck this. I’m single, I’m graduating, and I deserve a night of reckless passion. *********** I scale up the stairs, convincing myself that this is right. One night stands are totally normal. I'm not a stuck up bitch. I want this. I turn— And run smack into his hard chest. My feet kiss the air, body reeling backwards. For a second my life flashes before my eyes, then I'm in his arms, pressed up against his frame. “Whoa! That was close. You should be more careful next time, angel. I'm not going anywhere.” A loose strand of hair falls into his face. A faint stubble dots his chin. I ache to brush my fingers against that rough patch. His arms wrap around me, pulling me closer. My breasts press against his chest, and for a second I swear our heartbeats sync. “You were coming back for me.” My voice trembles. “To make sure you don't chicken out.” He leans in until our foreheads touch, and I'm five seconds away from melting into a puddle. His breath fans hot against my face, and I smell him—sandalwood and cinnamon—the perfect recipe for disaster. “Kiss me.” He whispers. My eyes flutter shut. I can't breathe. Can't think. I only feel him. Only smell him. So I rise on my tiptoes, arms snaking around his neck. His lips crush mine, and I feel myself melting. Just like that, I'm kissing the hot stranger. He saved me. Now he's ruining me. And I can't decide which feels better.NINA’S POVThe result came in on day six, and it threw us into even deeper confusion.I guess I should’ve seen it coming, what with Cassian waking up…different. There was a smile on his face this morning and an extra lilt in his step that made my stare linger. He called me his Nina and kissed me awake to the image of his stormy grey eyes watching me, filled with longing. He made me coffee and we had breakfast in bed. We showered together and he won’t stop trying to help me wash my hair. Soap got in my eyes and he held me steady with one hand and washed my face with the other.I wore his shirt. He wore my cologne. I don’t question any of it.We had finally found our slice of happiness, and how fucking amazing it felt. Maybe the universe needed to give us one last moment of peace before it all went to shit, because it did.It’s evening now. Cassian is lying face up on the sofa in the morning room. He had insisted earlier that it was the best spot to watch the sunset, and he didn’t l
CASSIAN’S POVI’m not foolish enough to think that one conversation can make everything right, but I’m grateful for the little bit of quiet Nina’s promise has given me.But peace has never come naturally to me. Even with Nina beside me and the house finally quiet, some part of me is still waiting for the other shoe to drop.I stare up at the ceiling, thinking about everything and nothing at the same time. Some part of me already knows that Axel is my brother, but I’m clinging to the stupid hope that I’m somehow wrong.It feels like the walls are closing in, like any day I could wake up and realize that the ranch is surrounded by cops. Any day, Nina could slip through my fingers and be gone.The thought fills me with so much fear that my heart physically hurts, and it doesn’t help that my nightmares are back.In the past I’d found myself trapped in these nightmares where I couldn’t find my mother no matter where I looked. Now when I close my eyes, Nina is the one who’s missing. I can
NINA’S POVFor someone who once couldn’t go five minutes without finding an excuse to be around me, Cassian is doing a pretty good job of pretending I don’t exist.It’s been two whole days since our fight, if I can even call it that.Except for the occasional check in, the muttered greetings in the hallway and brief moments of watching him undress and step into the shower, I’ve pretty much been a ghost to him.If I didn’t know better, I’ll say he’s punishing me for speaking up. Maybe I truly don’t know better, and it doesn’t make it hurt less.He’s been spending all his time in his home office, only coming out to shower and occasionally asking if I had everything I needed. Sometimes all I could do was stare at him and wonder how we went from making promises to not even sleeping in the same bed.Sloane must be having a field day with this one.It’s day three now, and I lie still in bed with the covers over my head, listening to the water running in the shower.He’ll be out any moment n
NINA’S POV“Come here. Now.”Cassian’s voice is low, but there’s something in it that makes me abandon every excuse forming on my tongue and move straight toward him.I hear the door behind me opening just as I reach him. Cassian catches my wrist and pulls me into our bedroom, shutting the door behind us. My back hits the wall, and before I can say a word, he leans closer.“Shhh.”I hold my breath. We listen in silence as Sloane’s door slams shut, followed by the heavy thud of footsteps stomping down the hallway. They pass our room and continue downstairs, eventually fading into silence, leaving nothing but the sound of my heart pounding in my ears.Finally, Cassian steps back. He’s barefoot, dressed in black joggers and a singlet, his expression far less amused than I’d hoped.I gulp back a breath and rub my arms, staying perched against the door. I try to come up with a good reason for getting caught outside his ex-wife’s door, but my heart skips a beat when I hear his voice.“N
NINA’S POV It takes the whole day to convince Axel to stay, and I’m still not sure which part makes me feel worse—that I’m asking him to do it for me, or that I know he won’t be able to refuse. It’s bad enough that we lured him here under false pretense, but keeping him here is like tossing a lit matchstick into a gas filled room. Why is nobody else seeing it like I am? But Cassian is right. We don’t have a choice. We can’t let him leave and rat us out to the police…if he hasn’t already. So when he sighs and agrees to stay ‘just until the test is done’, I feel my knees buckle in relief. We’re sitting at the fireplace, and I'm watching his fingers comb through his hair over and over. I try to imagine what it must feel like to have your reality sawed in half, to have a whole new part shoved in your face like it was always meant to be there. I want to reach out and stop him. I want to tell him that it’ll be okay. But my optimism is spent for the day, and I really just want to l
CASSIAN’S POV I invited Axel Cross into my home knowing exactly who he might be. What I didn’t account for was the gun pointed at my head, my pregnant ex-wife’s forehead, or the fact that Nina would have to be the one to make us sit in the same fucking room. I thought that the revelation hit me the hardest, but seeing Axel sitting by the fireplace with his head in his hands…it almost makes me feel sorry for him. It’s not like I sincerely give a fuck about his feelings. Sure, this might all be a part of his plan, but still, his face is really pale, and Nina is staring at me like I should have said something else. “A DNA test?” Her lips purse. I keep my gaze steady on her, my fingers curling tight around my glass. “That’s right.” Axel looks up, eyes red rimmed. “You’re not my brother.” “I wish it were that easy.” I lift my glass to my lips, watching through the corner of my eye as he stands. “This is a game, isn’t it?” He turns to Nina, “did he put you up to thi







