Lady Tina grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. I shouted as pain radiated through me. Goodness, it hurt so much. I tried holding her hands to soothe the pain but she only pulled harder and it felt like she was pulling my hair from my scalp one after the other.
“Stop, please,” I begged, tears running down both sides of my eyes. “Didn’t I warn you? I told you to never wash the dirty linen with the washing machine. Do you want to infect my clothing!” She tugged at my hair, increasing the pressure of her hands around my hair. Goodness, it hurt so much. “I am sorry,” I begged, sobbing hard. “Your father pees and poos all over the bed linen yet you wash it in the same washing machine I use for my clothes. Are you crazy?” She slapped my face, letting go of my hair and I fell to the floor. “It's cause I am late for school, I am sorry.” I quickly fell to my knees, begging her so she would let me go. “You are stupid. Stupid is what you are. You make excuses for your laziness. The next time you do this Lana, I won't take it easy with you!” She spat before turning around and heading for the door. “And you should come back from school earlier, we are going to be having a visitor. Okay?” She glanced at me and I quickly nodded. Once she was gone, I sighed and sat well on the floor. Tears ran down both sides of my cheeks but I wiped it quickly. Time was far spent and I would be late for the second class, The Professor already hates me. I rushed to my dad’s room with his breakfast. As usual, Dad was seated on the bed, looking into space. He usually said nothing. Dad hasn't said a word since he got into this accident which incapacitated him. The doctor never said that he couldn't speak though. “Dad,” I called. He ignored me. He had always ignored me. Yet, when he looked at me, he glared at me. He hated me, I knew. Mom died while birthing me, and he had always told me it was because of that he married Lady Tina. If only I hadn't been born, he would still have his mate. The day father got into an accident, he was searching for me. I had left home because I couldn't take the hatred from them anymore. I was planning to get killed by a rogue or something heinous. This was why he hated me. Still, I had to take care of him, he was my father. I fed him before going to the kitchen to clear the dishes. By the time I was done and ready for school, time was already far spent. ‘Lana?’ I heard the voice in my head. I ignored it since I was in a rush to get on the bus. This was the last bus to the college and if I didn't get in, I would have to walk to school. “Don’t sit next to me!” An old woman called out when I was going to sit. She rolled her milky eyes before placing her bag on the seat I was going to sit on. I smiled and nodded, taking the standing position. Lady Tina wasn't the only one who hated me. Everyone who knew my story in the pack did. My father was the Beta, hence everyone knew. Everyone hated me for bringing bad luck to my family. They had said, my parents were a happy and romantic couple before I came. The pictures in our storage room were evidence. Finally, I got to school during the second period. ‘Lana!’ I rushed down the hallway, my heart pounding crazily in my chest. I was in deep shit. Mr. Alexander would probably deduct several marks from my already low grades. Pressing my head against the classroom door, I saw him writing on the board, backing the students. Hmm, something smells good. Since he was backing the students, I decided to crawl into the class, this way he wouldn't notice me because the podium on which he stood was tall. Hopefully, my coursemates wouldn't tell on me. I was invincible to them anyway. ‘If they do, I will break their neck!’ Wow, did I just say that? I ignored the thought and set to crawl into the class. On my fours, I opened the door and started to crawl toward the back. Goodness, what was the delicious smell? It invaded my nostrils and made my mouth water. At some point, I forgot I was crawling and turned in the direction the scent was coming from. Why did it smell this good? When I turned, I saw Professor Alexander staring at me with pinched brows. The scent was coming from him. ‘Mate!’ The voice sounded in my head, this time I was able to differentiate it. ‘Lana, it's our mate!’ No. How could he be our mate? What was happening? Why was he staring at me like that? I stared back into his eyes, realizing he had gorgeous sapphire eyes that glinted with silver. They were gorgeous. Goodness, he was handsome. What the hell? What the hell was I thinking?! This was Mr Alexander Roland. How could I think about him like this? ‘Alexander? Hm, I love his first name.’ The voice boomed in my head again, a sultry one. That Wasn't mine. Even my subconscious couldn't be thinking like this. Except… I gasped, covering my mouth as realization set in. ‘Don’t tell me you forgot today is your eighteenth birthday. Lana…’ she called my name sadly. ‘Lana, I am here now. You don't have to face this cruel world alone anymore. I will fight for you. I will help you overcome everything.’ Tears grew in my eyes as she spoke in the back of my mind. Suddenly, it didn't feel lonely anymore. The words were reassuring and I felt loved and wanted - a strange feeling. I had never been wanted. The moment I was born, I was instantly hated and unwanted.LENA. Aliyah mentioned it was a party to celebrate newbies in the pack. Since we were both one, she advised that I went along with her. However, I did not want to go. The pain in my belly got worse and I felt really tired. Even as she spoke about it in my room, I stayed still on the bed. “Alpha Royce is going to be there.” She mentioned and that made me raise my head. I saw her eyes on me and she has a mischievous smirk on her face. What was that about? “Aliyah?” I asked. It was as if she knew I was going to raise my head if she mentioned Royce’s name. “What?” She rolled her eyes and turned to the mirror. She brushed her natural curly hair, pulling it to frame her face. She was a black goddess. “Okay, I may and may have not caught you searching Royce’s private life over and over. I guess you have a crush on him.” She turned to me and I let out a chuckle. I wish. It just so happened that he was the reason for being here. “Yeah, I do.” I gently sat up, feeling pale. Perhaps g
ALEXANDER. “Why the hell did you let her go?!” I thundered in my office, slamming my hand against the table. I wasn't sure I had ever gotten so angry at Nate. His blinked, and stepped back. Something about my aura, it floods out even without my control. I wasn't Alpha or beta or even gamma yet there was something about my aura which still makes me question every single thing they told me despite the picture evidence. “She… uhm, she had lady issues. She spent over an hour in the bathroom and when she came back out, her eyes were all swollen so I sensed she was in pain and I didn't want... Uhm…” He paused, his voice all shaky. I sighed, running a hand through my hair. “How bad did she look?” I didn't understand why I cared about this person. I had never seen this person before yet there was an existing familiarity. “Her eyes were alll puffy and even when she tried to hide it with normalcy, I could still see through the weakness.” He explained. “Okay. When is she supposed to resume
LENA. As the big boss approached the reception, the pain in my belly pooled even harder. I couldn't take the pain anymore. It was settling deep within me like a urine that was long over due. I didn't want to see the Mr Monaco anyway, he sounded like he was going to be strict. Since the job was not even mine to begin with, there was no point meeting him. Honestly, it had been a waste applying for this job in the first place. Using my mother’s influence to get the previous a better job job and all. Why did the pain slam harder into me this time around? I overdosed myself this morning which was not good for my deteriorating health at this point. I sat on the water closet, the pain hitting even harder than I had ever thought it would would. Why? I thought that I wanted to pee, there was no drop of liquid leaving me even as I sat on the water closet. I shut my eyes and dug my teeth into my lower lip, the pain was excruciating. As though my body was telling me to do something that I
ALEXANDER. “Royce brought your shirt last night, I know you won't wear it anymore so I'm just going to toss it off.” Jenna stepped into my room, pushing the door back too suddently it made me jerk my head back. Jenna was my mate. She was also my wife. I had lost my memory and I didn't know much of how this worked. I saw the frames of us and the kids hence I knew we were a real family. Yet, there was no connection. It was sort of broken. I didn't know how but I didn't feel anything toward her or even the kids. “Okay,” I said simply trying to fix my tie. She sighed as if she was expecting me to say more. She stepped into the room, pushing the door back. Walking to me, she tucked the shirt under her armpit and took my tie from me. I allowed her. I didn't neccesarry want to but I allowed her to take over and stared above her head although I only kept my head straight - she was merely short. “You sent Royce in your stead to attend the kids' school father’s day.” She began. Damn
LENA. I still couldn't get over the smell of that Alpha. Alpha Royce smelled so good and I swear I could almost think that he was my mate. If I didn't know he was Leilani’s mate, I would think he was mine. Also considering the fact that I eliminated mine, I would never think that he was my mate. Mom picked up in no time. I wanted to see my kids because I didn't know how long I was going to spend in Royce’s pack for this investigation. Everything was supposed to happen naturally. Here I was opposite his house to spy on him. I was supposed to bump into him one of those days and let recognition set in. I really wanted this to end as soon as possible so Monica could tell me everything I needed to know about this man Jenna was with. In all honesty, I didn't know what to expect. “How are the kids, mom?” I asked trying to make some eggs and toast. Recently started to eat healthy since I wasn't getting any younger. I needed to stay healthy for my kids at least. “Swimming lessons. Eati
ALEXANDER. “Sir, are you not checking out? Everyone’s gone.” Barbara peered her head into the room which made me raise my head from my laptop for the first time in two hours. I had been so engrossed with work, I barely had time to think for myself. It was dark out, I backed an entire transparent floor-to-roof length wall yet I rarely find the view as interesting as it was meant to be. I only looked out there to find something. It. I called that something, It because it couldn't be named. It was like a hole. A puzzle that was missing. However, I didn't know what it was. I didn't even have options. All I know there was sometimg. “Barbara, you can leave. I’m gonna stay,” I said. She nodded, her glasses didn't flinch even though they sat on the bridge of her nose. Barbara had been working with me for the longer than I could count. I wasn't kidding, I couldn't count how long she had been working for me. I didn't know honestly. Royce said it had been years. Lost my memories in a