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My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.
My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.
Author: Ashabi

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Author: Ashabi
last update Last Updated: 2024-07-10 16:16:15

Lady Tina grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. I shouted as pain radiated through me. Goodness, it hurt so much. I tried holding her hands to soothe the pain but she only pulled harder and it felt like she was pulling my hair from my scalp one after the other.

“Stop, please,” I begged, tears running down both sides of my eyes.

“Didn’t I warn you? I told you to never wash the dirty linen with the washing machine. Do you want to infect my clothing!” She tugged at my hair, increasing the pressure of her hands around my hair. Goodness, it hurt so much.

“I am sorry,” I begged, sobbing hard.

“Your father pees and poos all over the bed linen yet you wash it in the same washing machine I use for my clothes. Are you crazy?” She slapped my face, letting go of my hair and I fell to the floor.

“It's cause I am late for school, I am sorry.” I quickly fell to my knees, begging her so she would let me go.

“You are stupid. Stupid is what you are. You make excuses for your laziness. The next time you do this Lana, I won't take it easy with you!” She spat before turning around and heading for the door.

“And you should come back from school earlier, we are going to be having a visitor. Okay?” She glanced at me and I quickly nodded.

Once she was gone, I sighed and sat well on the floor. Tears ran down both sides of my cheeks but I wiped it quickly. Time was far spent and I would be late for the second class, The Professor already hates me.

I rushed to my dad’s room with his breakfast. As usual, Dad was seated on the bed, looking into space. He usually said nothing. Dad hasn't said a word since he got into this accident which incapacitated him. The doctor never said that he couldn't speak though.

“Dad,” I called.

He ignored me. He had always ignored me. Yet, when he looked at me, he glared at me. He hated me, I knew. Mom died while birthing me, and he had always told me it was because of that he married Lady Tina. If only I hadn't been born, he would still have his mate.

The day father got into an accident, he was searching for me. I had left home because I couldn't take the hatred from them anymore. I was planning to get killed by a rogue or something heinous.

This was why he hated me. Still, I had to take care of him, he was my father. I fed him before going to the kitchen to clear the dishes. By the time I was done and ready for school, time was already far spent.

‘Lana?’ I heard the voice in my head.

I ignored it since I was in a rush to get on the bus. This was the last bus to the college and if I didn't get in, I would have to walk to school.

“Don’t sit next to me!” An old woman called out when I was going to sit. She rolled her milky eyes before placing her bag on the seat I was going to sit on.

I smiled and nodded, taking the standing position. Lady Tina wasn't the only one who hated me. Everyone who knew my story in the pack did. My father was the Beta, hence everyone knew. Everyone hated me for bringing bad luck to my family.

They had said, my parents were a happy and romantic couple before I came. The pictures in our storage room were evidence.

Finally, I got to school during the second period.

‘Lana!’

I rushed down the hallway, my heart pounding crazily in my chest. I was in deep shit. Mr. Alexander would probably deduct several marks from my already low grades. Pressing my head against the classroom door, I saw him writing on the board, backing the students.

Hmm, something smells good.

Since he was backing the students, I decided to crawl into the class, this way he wouldn't notice me because the podium on which he stood was tall. Hopefully, my coursemates wouldn't tell on me. I was invincible to them anyway.

‘If they do, I will break their neck!’

Wow, did I just say that? I ignored the thought and set to crawl into the class. On my fours, I opened the door and started to crawl toward the back.

Goodness, what was the delicious smell? It invaded my nostrils and made my mouth water.

At some point, I forgot I was crawling and turned in the direction the scent was coming from. Why did it smell this good? When I turned, I saw Professor Alexander staring at me with pinched brows. The scent was coming from him.

‘Mate!’ The voice sounded in my head, this time I was able to differentiate it.

‘Lana, it's our mate!’

No. How could he be our mate?

What was happening? Why was he staring at me like that? I stared back into his eyes, realizing he had gorgeous sapphire eyes that glinted with silver. They were gorgeous. Goodness, he was handsome. What the hell? What the hell was I thinking?! This was Mr Alexander Roland. How could I think about him like this?

‘Alexander? Hm, I love his first name.’ The voice boomed in my head again, a sultry one. That Wasn't mine. Even my subconscious couldn't be thinking like this.

Except…

I gasped, covering my mouth as realization set in.

‘Don’t tell me you forgot today is your eighteenth birthday. Lana…’ she called my name sadly.

‘Lana, I am here now. You don't have to face this cruel world alone anymore. I will fight for you. I will help you overcome everything.’

Tears grew in my eyes as she spoke in the back of my mind. Suddenly, it didn't feel lonely anymore. The words were reassuring and I felt loved and wanted - a strange feeling. I had never been wanted. The moment I was born, I was instantly hated and unwanted.

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  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    87

    ALEXANDER. I needed to tame the monster. To be better for her. I didn't want her to see me like a monster. A man who wasn't enough for her. Maybe I wasn't enough for her. How… how do I tame the monster? I walked down the building. The doctor. She should be able to help. That doctor who had watch me - the monster- kill Tina and my mother. I wasn't sure. She saw me. She watched. She was terrified. She tried to run. But I held her back.I covered her mouth when she wanted to scream. I told her not to shout. I told her I won't hurt her. She didn't smell like evil. The monster didn't hate her. The monster didn't want to kill her. Her eyes streamed with fear. Ones I could feel.Eventually, she was taken away by the guard.Annalise. She called Tina ‘mother.’I wasn't sure. Maybe I was wrong. She was taken away that day. “You are here again,” her voice penetrated my ears as I entered her office. She wore white coat. She became the pack doctor. She became strict.

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    86

    LENA.Isaac.It was freaking Isaac.Of all the people in the world, it had to be him.Yes—Alexander’s stepbrother.My friend. Almost my best friend. The boy who understood my silences, who laughed at my dumbest jokes, who held my hand when I thought the world would swallow me whole.Until he ran.He didn’t say goodbye. He didn’t even look back.He just… left.I couldn’t bring myself to blame him.He had to go. He had to pack his things and run. There were too many problems stacked against him, too many truths that broke his spirit. And he was just a boy then, barely old enough to shoulder that kind of pain.But now—he was a man.Taller.Broader.His beard was thicker than I remembered, shadows resting across his jawline like it had grown alongside his pain.Time had done its work on him. But not just time—life.It had chiseled him into someone I almost didn’t recognize.And now, he was the boss?The one who took my children?I stumbled back, my heartbeat pounding in my ears like war d

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    85

    ALEXANDER. She hates me. She really hates me. Lena, her name was Lena. I remember. She told me not to come near her. Her eyes screamed with fear. She feared me. Did I do something bad? I only protected her. Why couldn't she see that? Did she hate me? Perhaps she thought that I was a monster. Was I? But I would never let the monster get her. I would hide him deep within me and never allow him to get to her. She ran. Why did she run? I wanted her to come back. To me. To be with me. Why couldn't she be with me? Was I a monster? Did she hate me? I wasn't sure. I walked around my room. My fingers in my hair. My scalp was itching. A lot. It happened when I felt anxious. When I didn't know what to do. When I didn't understand what was happening. Lena looked like she was going to run from me. I didn't want her to run. I wanted her to stay with me. I didn't want her to fear me. Her smell, she smelled so good and I didn't want that to be gone. I needed her to st

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    84

    LENA.I was shocked to the ground. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t.There was blood all over. The blood of my best friend; a man who had been there for me my entire life. This man killed him. Every part of me tensed with pain.I didn’t know what to do.I could only stare. The image stuck with me. The smell of blood was thick in the air, plunging into my nostrils like acid. I couldn’t take the sight off my mind.“No.” I shook my head, barely able to process the horror before me.I kept shaking my head. My hands trembled by my sides, my knees locked stiff.“No, don’t run. Don’t run.” He tried to come close to me. His bloody hands were raised in the air. My eyes went even wider. He was coming closer. He was going to kill me. I was next.And tell me why I couldn’t run.Why did my feet feel like stone? My legs betrayed me. I just couldn’t run away. A man whom I had loved… my mate was going to kill me.I shook my head harder, almost like I could shake the moment off, make it disappear. Tears ra

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    83

    ALEXANDER.White. The first thing I saw was white.The roof. Was it the roof? I looked away, it looked like it was going to fall on me. The brightness stung my eyes. It was too clean. Too wrong. Like it didn’t belong in my world.I turned and saw no one next to me. No her.I was on the bed or the couch, I wasn’t sure. I looked around for her, hoping to see her again. To tell her what happened back there. What had happened back there?Blood?Spilled?That man, he kept touching her.Evil. So I killed him. Stopped him from breathing.Where did she go?Why did she leave?What did she inject me with? She injected me.Why? Didn’t she see, that man’s evil.He had to die. I had to kill him.To protect her.That man was evil.Her face. I could remember her face properly.She was angry. Angry. Her scent mixed with her anger.Was she angry at me or was he evil man?Did she know?I had to tell her. I had to find answers.So I stepped out of the bed. Couch. I wasn’t sure.I walked to the door and

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    82

    LENA.“He should never see daylight!”“He should be locked up!” I growled, anger running through my streams like blood. Alexander had killed my partner, Austin.I wasn’t sure why he had killed him. Austin was only doing his job and then he scooted over and strangled his neck.I couldn’t even believe my sight. At first, I thought it was a dream, that I had been dreaming, but when I no longer could smell him, I knew it wasn’t a dream. The scent of death hung in the air like a fog, suffocating and real. The truth sat heavy on my chest, and every breath reminded me of what I had lost.The elders looked like they were thinking about what I had said. My partner died and they were thinking about it?“Dr. Lena, I understand your concern and why you think he should be locked up, but he is the Alpha and he has fought for this pack, we cannot lock him up. Also, our Alpha just doesn’t kill. Yes, he is crazy but something must have made him kill your partner.”I stared at the elder that had spoken

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    81

    ALEXANDER.She was coming.I could smell her. Feel her.God, she smelled so good—it hit me like lightning, sharp and alive. The scent crawled through my veins, stirred something deep inside of me, and I couldn’t stop the adrenaline from spiking. Every thought I had, every inch of my brain, was consumed by her.I paced.Frantically.It smelled in here.Stale air. Dampness.That awful mix of musk and dirt that clung to everything.She might not like it.No, she definitely wouldn’t like it.She looked like a goddess. A being made of cream and starlight. Someone who should float, not walk—definitely not through filth. Not into this mess.My eyes scanned the room.Clothes were strewn everywhere—on the floor, over the chairs, in tangled piles that looked like dying animals. The maids had cleaned earlier. They always did. But I had torn through the place again looking for what was never lost.I had been searching. And searching for that one things but I never found it yet I didn't know what

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    80

    LENAI ran as fast as my legs could carry me, escaping each corridor like I was stuck in a maze. My child. That was all that rang in my head. I just wanted to see my child. And if Alexander touched even one strand of her hair, I would fight him. That much I knew. Being a mother had taught me a greater love than anything else in this world.The elders behind me yelled at me for running too fast. They said their Alpha was dangerous, that I wasn’t meant to rush into the room—but I ignored them. I ran even faster.Finally, I shoved the door open and stepped inside. My eyes scanned the room quickly—and there she was. Isna, sitting between his legs, helping him with a bandage.I didn’t even notice the blood on the floor.I rushed to her, my feet barely touching the ground, and snatched Isna up into my arms. I didn’t even really look at Alexander. My mind was fixed entirely on her—my daughter. But the scent that radiated off him was… toxic. Heavy. Intimidating. It was the kind of scent that

  • My Stepfather, My Mate, My Professor.    79

    ALEXANDER. “Thunk!” “Thunk!” “Thunk!” I could still hear the sound of the needle forced into my skin, and the liquid spreading through my body. I could feel the hands of the matron I had trusted around me as she released the entire thing into me. Just before my eyes completely closed up. Just like that, it began. Day after day, she came and injected me with venoms that stung. Day after day, I began to lose my senses. My memories began to jam with each other. I saw faces and memories I wasn't sure belonged to me. Voices and thoughts that weren't mine. “But why do we keep injecting him?” One of them, she. Tina. I wasn't sure, my memory was quite hazy had asked. “To jumble his memory, to make him do as we say. He is going to be Alpha and he will be under my control.” The older woman sat next to me, her fingers crawled over my skin. I couldn't quite place her voice. It sounded familiar, like I knew her but then I didn't. I couldn't recollect her face. Her memory was there, in m

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