CHAPTER 10

Samina’s POV

Waking up with the sun shining in my face I was so sucking sore my legs were hurting so bad.

Why the hell is the sun so bright I guess Lorenzo forgot to close the blinds last night.

Turning around I watched Lorenzo still asleep to my surprise.

I looked at his handsome face and the way how his face scrunched up while he slept peacefully. I wonder what he was dreaming about.

He really is really a beautiful man my favorite thing about him is his eyes I can look into his eyes for ever.

How did I find some like him really like he is the best thing to happen to me since him like my luck has gone up so good he treats me so well and I can’t help but to smile when I’m talking or thinking about him.

I really, really like him not love yet but I could get there Lorenzo is an easy man to love.

For me after losing my parents even when they were here nobody ever got me. I felt so alone like no one saw me for me I was just there begging for someone to love me but never got it.

Until I met him I thought he would make me so happy love me we would get married have children get a dog live in a beautiful house like a big happy family you know. I was so wrong.

I had just go myself in a terrible situation that was all my fault and instead of feeling loved I felt like nothing.

Finally getting out of that situation I told myself that I would let myself let anyone in and that I was was just destined to be alone.

So I kept to myself barley talked to anyone always somewhere by myself I was my own friend.

I was by myself so much that I found out that it made me the happiest.

I was always wondering if anyone did love me or did I even exist in their minds or thought.

I always wondered was it just my mind making me feel like this or am I really just alone and no one had cared.

To myself I was a shadow. Shadowing someone that wasn’t wasn’t even there to shadow that I was just so alone that I got anti social not wanting to enter act or make conversation literally having panic attacks when someone I tried to talk to someone.

So I just decided to stay by myself and giving people fakes smiles who tried to say something.

I kept a smile on my face so much people thought I was the most happiest person no one saw behind the charade I was playing.

The fake smiles. laugh, happiest it was all a lie why burden people with your problems when you were a burden yourself right.

After my parents died it got worse from me hiding my sadness to crying in my room thinking of ways to end it.

Then I met Brielle and Adeline it took me a while to let them in but they did want to leave me alone .

They helped me out of it they gave me back confidence that he took away from me. They gave me more attention and love my parents had ever gave me. They help me find me. A strong black woman who does deserve love and happiness who can actually smile and laugh because she was happy and that I didn’t need to hide that I wasn’t okay.

Looking at Lorenzo I never had been this happy in my life and it made me ecstatic.

Getting an idea I crawled under the covers.

Grabbing his dick making him satire a bit. I spat on my hand wrapping my hand around him and started pumping it making him groan in his sleep.

I watched as his dick got hard after blowing my breath on his tip that was now leaking precum.

Damn this man is a deep sleeper.

Putting his dick in my mouth I sucked on the tip. Going down putting my hands on the rest that I couldn’t fit in my mouth.

“That’s it baby.” I heard him groan.

Well I guess sleeping beauty is up.

He moved the sheet from off of my head making me look up at him.

He put his hand on the top of my head pushing my head down making me gag as spit came out my mouth lubricating his dick some more.

After holding me down on his dick a couple of seconds he let me go.

I came up sucking on his tip hard swirling my tongue playing with the his balls.

Baby I’m gonna cum.” She said making me suck harder.

Feeling his warm semen shoot down my throat I heard him let out a loud groan.

Even after he came I continued sucking making his eyes roll to the back of his head.

Look at me snatching souls and shit.

This is pay back for last night he had me crying that’s just crazy.

“Okay baby that’s enough.” He said breathless.

“Baby I said that’s enough.” He continued.

Going down I putted his balls in my mouth sucking jerking him off.

“Oh shit Samina.” He moaned out.

Feeling him pulse I put him back into my mouth sucking hard as he came again in my mouth swallowing.

Letting go of his dick giving it one last lick before go getting up sitting beside him smirking watching him try to catch his breath.

“Morning to you too.” He said making me laugh.

“ I could get use to waking up like that.” He said pulling me into his lap making me straddle him.

“Me too.”I said looking at him smiling.

Grabbing my neck he kissed me sucking on my tongue.

He positioned his dick to my entrance making me sink down throwing my head back letting out a soft moan loving the feeling of him stretching me out.