On his way to Jakarta, Haidar never stopped cursing himself for not being able to take good care of his wife. He also lost their prospective child. The prospective child they have been waiting for since the beginning of their marriage three months ago. His and Sofia's dreams seemed to be dashed as the two people he loved left.
Injured?
Very.
Even Haidar could not define the pain he was experiencing right now. It was so painful that he felt his heart could feel nothing but loss. A loss that he had never imagined before at the age of his marriage, which was still as long as this corn. He hasn't done anything for Sofia, all the dreams in their marriage haven't come true.
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Abizar felt his heart emptied, even more, when he stepped into the apartment building especially when he went up to the second floor through the stairs. It feels like there is a pain in his chest cavity. The closer he got to Shanum's apartment room, the more his heart hurt which he
Sofia's funeral was very quiet, only a few of her closest relatives attended, and Haidar of course. The man was still crouched beside his wife's grave and rested his head on her tombstone and wept there.Several people had left the cemetery area devastated. Kinara had glanced sarcastically at Haidar, who looked as devastated as them beside his cousin's grave, which was covered in flower petals and was still wet.“Don't ever appear before us again! We are disappointed in you! Indeed, from the beginning, we shouldn't have let Sofia have a relationship with you and even changed her faith. This is like a punishment for us, ” said Mariana in a disappointed tone.Yes, at first Sofia was not from a Muslim family, the woman decided to study Islam and changed after getting to know Haidar. That is the reason Abizar also cannot be with him and the man also knows how dangerous Sofia is. But Haidar didn't notice. This man is very attracted to women who used to have brown hair a
Keanu made warm tea for Haidar and a few pieces of cake which he bought on the way home earlier. He knew that his friend would not have an appetite but if his stomach couldn't be filled he might soon catch up with his wife. The man put a cup of tea and a few pieces of cake in front of Haidar who seemed to have closed his eyes and he was sure that Haidar was not sleeping. Occasionally seen the man's breath panting like holding a feeling of tightness so deep. Keanu sat in front of Haidar then took out his cellphone which vibrated since earlier indicating many incoming messages. He just turned on his cellphone a few minutes ago."All this happened because Sofia knew about my marriage with Shanum," said Haidar which made Keanu immediately shifted his gaze from his cellphone screen to the face of his friend who was now staring blankly ahead."So you want to blame Shanum like Sofia's family?" asked Keanu with a rush of breath because of emotion seeing his friend become unstabl
Even though Abizar knew that he had been forgotten by Shanum, the man still couldn't take his eyes off her. I have no idea. His heart is too hard to accept the fact that in Shanum's eyes he is no longer a nobody. There had always been nothing between them. His relationship with that woman is just an ordinary friend even though Shanum looks interested in him but he chooses to keep his marriage. And it seems that fate also seemed to give way for Shanum to keep her marriage and… forget about it.Now Abizar is sitting with Haidar and Keanu in a café next to the hospital. Today Abizar will tell the truth, especially what happened to Shanum and what brought her to the hospital.Abizar took a sip of his black coffee before starting the conversation. Keanu and Haidar continued to stare at him as if they were impatient. Especially Haidar, with his investigating eyes as if he had skinned Abizar at that moment. At first, he had never seen Haidar look at him like that even though he
In the following days, Haidar took care of Shanum every day and accompanied the woman. Meanwhile, Keanu had already returned to Jakarta earlier because he only took three days off. Meanwhile, Haidar took one week off. It seems that before one week, Shanum can go home and he will immediately bring his wife to Jakarta.Menstruation is getting more attention. Maybe if Shanum remembers everything, this woman will be surprised by the changes that have happened to her husband. Because he was never this concerned after their marriage. Haidar himself just realized and… regretted it. Although being married to Sofia was not his regret. He only regretted that he had committed dzolim to his first wife, even though it was not Shanum's wish to marry. But he just ignored it."Oh yes. I haven't said yes, ” said Haidar while feeding the food to Shanum's mouth."About what, baby?""If you have been transferred to Jakarta. In the same hospital as baby. "Both of Shanum's
Before dawn, Haidar and Shanum arrived in Jakarta. The man took her to the old house where she lived with Sofia. Upon entering the house where he had been living for more than a week, all the memories with Sofia seemed to be replayed in front of him. Make the man several times catch his breath.All the photos and things that smelled of Sofia had Haidar told his people to clean them up and kept them in a warehouse so that Shanum wouldn't see them. It's not that Haidar wants to hide everything, he just wants to take care of Shanum's heart and also his health. He was afraid that if he suddenly saw his picture when he married Sofia it would make his wife hurt and traumatized again. He didn't want that to happen. Let Shanum remember everything for himself as time goes by, even though sometimes Haidar wants Shanum to still not remember everything so that their marriage relationship remains fine."This is our room, mas? That's great, ” said Shanum when she looked into the main
"Who is this?" Shanum asked, touching the photo hanging in front of her. She seemed to have seen it before but could not remember it."My wife," answered Abizar casually.
"What?" asked Haidar and Keanu together."Don't be crazy," said Haidar again, who this time was emotional."What is impossible for a woman with multiple personalities like Sofia?""What do you mean?"***Medical students are often seen as the best students with a different charm from students of other majors. Especially in Sofia's eyes, the woman who majored in business fell in love for the first time when she saw a man with greenish-brown eyes wearing a lab coat and passing in front of her. It felt like she wanted to immediately pounce on the man and make it his own. Abizar realized it. But he was always indifferent to the girl with brown hair.Sofia, who is famously popular on campus, is easy to find a partner in her major. But she was not attracted to men who were mostly the children of her father's business partners. She is more interested in the man she has seen a lot these days. But unfortunately, the man continued to ignore her.Abiza
"So Sofia also made Shanum like that? Not because Shanum was robbed, right? " asked Keanu as soon as Haidar returned with a pale face. But he didn't care. As he said before, maybe Haidar was just in shock. Moreover, so far, the image Sofia has shown them is opposite to the woman's situation. It feels like being cheated, right?Abizar nodded without the slightest hesitation, even though his belief shocked Haidar to death. “Yes, that's how it is. I've also looked up everything. But as you know, after that Shanum got amnesia and didn't remember anything. I hope you don't take advantage of the opportunity in your tightness, especially in the condition of Shanum who doesn't know anything, ”he said, pointing to Haidar.Haidar looked at Abizar who looked at him like a threat. Maybe he already read what Haidar will do to Shanum. " Is it wrong to fix our marriage? ""Not. If Shanum's condition is not in a state of amnesia like now. ""Amnesia or not, i