Indeed, after Felicia left again, she never once had a relationship with Jayden. Their relationship is only as campus friends and never met oUjian Tengah Semesteride of campus. So it was clear that Jayden greeted her like that.
Felicia stared at the open classroom door in front of her, right where Jayden was standing. "We're in the same class? Again?" guess the girl wasn't sure. Really coincidence? Or is it something on purpose? Even though she was deliberately on time to fill in the KRS so that she could get a lecturer who was often late arriving to class but always sent her students home early. Of course for the smooth running of her work.
Jayden shrugged his shoulders. "I think so. Why? No need to be happy," he said pretentiously. Even though he only knew Felicia on campus as a senior who should have graduated. But somehow he felt close, although Felicia certainly didn't. He just likes to pay attention to that girl since the first.
Felicia rolled her eyes lazily. "How come?"
"Ms. Lastri. Who doesn't want to be taught by him?" said Jayden, who also knew the character of the young lecturer.
Indeed, Ms. Lastri only opened one class this semester. Felicia also had to stare at the laptop in order to get her class. Of course, the struggle with hundreds of other students. Hand speed and network will determine the class that will be taken in the following semester.
Felicia chuckled irritatedly even though she was a little grateful because with Jayden, who was in the same class as her, when there was a group formation later it might be easier. Moreover, Ms. Lastri likes to make groups for presentations or make proposals because she teaches a pharmaceutical management course. The girl found out from some of her friends who had taken the same course and indeed they had all passed.
However, Felicia remained on good terms with her former contemporaries. They really understand her condition. Unlike students who were younger than her, all underestimated her without knowing what actually happened.
"Right, right," muttered Felicia quietly when she saw the blackboard in front of her that was ready to write groups to make entrepreneurial proposals related to the pharmaceutical field.
Some students have written names there. Because it was only an ordinary proposal without being realized, each group could only contain two students. It is said that so that everything will work, so no one will just accept it immediately or pay for the print.
Felicia swallowed her own saliva, paying attention to the surroundings, where almost all of them had filled in the names on the blackboard. At first glance she saw Jayden glanced at her but she did not pay attention. How come almost all the courses that she took since she finished her first leave of absence had to always be in contact with that man? Yeah, Jayden is a student, a diligent student. But he likes chasing targets so much that he likes to make Felicia feel rushed. Even though Felicia is the type of student who likes to collect assignments to meet deadlines.
During one group with Jayden, Felicia always collected assignments early. Whether this is progress or not.
Felicia resigned if she had to write her proposal alone. It's just a proposal, after all. Easy. She felt she could finish it herself. But as soon as the girl looked at the blackboard again, her name was already there, of course alongside the name she thought.
Jayden.
Felicia narrowed her eyes staring at Jayden, who instead smiled broadly while pointing her index finger and thumb at Felicia. It was as if the man had done it on purpose, leaving her and him in the same group again.
Of course it's not for nothing if Jayden likes a group with a girl who is two years older than him. Because he knew Felicia was a student who was diligent and responsible for her duties. Unlike other children who like to ignore or are too relaxed about tasks. Although Jayden had to be patient, asked Felicia to do her job. Due to her busy schedule, the girl was the type to work on tasks close to deadlines. Oh, of course it's different from Jayden. He doesn't like to be rushed just before deadlines.
Felicia exhaled violently. She hopes this is the last time she is a group with that man. Fortunately in other courses there is no formation of this kind of group if she is going to be in Jayden's class again. But somehow Felicia felt that Jayden was following her KRS schedule. "Even though I don't like screenshots of my schedule on social media. How does he know? Is it really coincidence?" The girl became lost in her own thoughts.
.......
It turned out that Felicia's thoughts were wrong. Apart from the Pharmacy Management course, all her schedules with Jayden were different. She knew because during this week she had not met the man in one class. In fact, she once met Jayden when the man had just come out of class with the same subjects but with different lessons.
At that time Jayden just said with confidence, "Well, we are not in the same class. Don't miss me."
Even his oUjian Tengah Semestertretched hand rubbed the top of her head gently. Of course at that time Felicia was the center of attention there. Moreover, Jayden is handsome and smart. The proof is that in the fifth semester this man took full courses in the final semester and submitted a thesis too. Meanwhile Felicia also took many courses because of her backwardness. Fortunately this will be her final semester for taking the course. Even though she had to study hard to maintain her GPA.
What made Felicia know Jayden was the first time she came from leave. At that time Jayden was still in his second semester like her and he took the fourth semester of the same class with Felicia. That year the girl was already in her third year but still taking second year courses. Only Jayden was kind enough to offer her a bunch. Until other classes, when they met and in one class, especially when there was a group formation, Jayden always invited her.
Felicia would have graduated one year ago if only she had enough money to go to college. But she did not regret being left behind. Still being able to graduate is already grateful.
The girl unconsciously walked towards the laboratory building in search of wifi to just pass her time. The next course is still one hour away. Moreover, for an old semester student like Felicia, it is difficult to adapt especially to junior level. Whereas back in the early days of college, hanging out with her peers in the laboratory lobby was her favorite. While streaming, of course, because the wifi here is very fast, the signal is very fast.
Felicia chose the end of the empty chair near the stairs. Usually it is rarely occupied because the place is in the corner and many people are seen passing the stairs. Not to mention the smells of research animals such as mice and rats buried behind the lab building. Not far from where Felicia is sitting now.
"I really don't want to take research using animals like that. Can't stand the smell," Felicia muttered to herself at that time, despite the fact that now the girl was holding on to her chair.
"Felice." The voice of the man Felicia knew very well made the girl who was listening to the song through the headset turn around.
"Ansel?" Felicia frowned. Realized that one of her classmates was still on campus. Even though he graduated one year ago, together with other generations. Except for Felicia of course. "Why are you here?"
Even though she and Ansel had not seen each other since the last time she gave the man flowers during his graduation ceremony. The first and last flowers Felicia gave, right after one year they broke up. Well, Ansel is Felicia's ex-lover.
"Yes. I'm a laboratory assistant here now. It's new. At first I wanted to continue the pharmacist, but it didn't pass. So I want to try working while waiting for a new class to open," said Ansel with a smile as usual. The smile that used to make Felicia fly, but it's normal now because that man hurt her first.
"Why don't you work in a hospital or clinic?" asked Felicia, who knew that the salary of the lab assistant here was not big. Maybe below average.
"Nope. I also deepen my knowledge as well. So when the pharmacist continues, all the knowledge has entered."
Felicia just nodded understandingly. Ansel didn't even pass the pharmacist entrance exam, even though he's quite smart. What will she do next? Whose GPA is lower than Ansel's? The girl snorted, she wouldn't continue because the pharmacist's tuition was so high. She couldn't afford it. Maybe a few more years. "But how come last semester I didn't see you here?"
"You're busy, right?" Ansel answered, smiling meaningfully.
Busy.That one word was enough to leave a feeling of tightness in Felicia's chest. One word was the reason Ansel left her. Because she is busy working part time and catching up on her subjects. She thought Ansel could understand at that moment, but he didn't. Moreover, they are rarely in the same class. It made Ansel not have time with Felicia even more."Oh, you're right. I don't understand. I focus on college anyway. The usual. Old semester." Felicia tried to relax even though Ansel's gaze was still intimidating. For some reason Felicia felt so guilty about that man even though Ansel was the one who broke their relationship first, but it feels like she betrayed him first.
"Felice," called Mrs. Dinda because she felt the students were unfocused. "Are you ready with the title?"Felicia even glanced at Jayden who again only shrugged his shoulders."You're part of the subacute rat toxicity test. And liver histopathology," said Mrs. Dinda again. Fortunately she is the type of lecturer who is patient although sometimes also firm."Ah, yes, ma'am. I'm ready," Felicia replied confidently. Then the girl thought again. Rats? What?Jayden just shook his head where he saw Felicia, who looked busy alone.
After working at the cafe, Felicia returned to her house by taking a Transjakarta bus, which happened to be the stop there from the Matching Point cafe. The cafe where she works after every class.Felicia immediately got into the bus which was taking her home. It is quite far from the bus stop to her house, about half and four miles. But this transportation is the cheapest. So that she can save money.About thirty minutes later, Felicia arrived at the bus stop closest to her house. She got down from there and came out after tapping the card on the automatic door. His long legs took a leisurely stroll down the main road then into an alley. Not far from the alley entrance, on the right there is a small gate inside which a small building stands
Jayden stared out his bedroom window, resting his chin. In front of him, the laptop is still open and lit, displaying a row of journals that he downloaded to complete his research proposal material. His head started to feel dizzy because he was still awake until this early morning. But he was reluctant to rest.In his head, Felicia's sweet face and all the stubbornness of the girl, let alone the madness she was so blatantly showing him, made Jayden smile to himself. The girl who caught his attention since the beginning of the semester. When he saw her in the garden reading a book alone. At that time Felicia looked left out from the others. But in the following semester, he did not see the girl's figure again. From the news she heard, Felicia took semester off. Even though they were in the same class, even though as he
About fifteen minutes away by Transjakarta bus, they arrived right in front of the campus main door which is indeed integrated with the bus stop. As one of the facilities to facilitate student travel here."It's cool to get on the bus," said Jayden again as he got off the bus and headed for the campus gate."Don't be tacky!""Please understand, I usually take an angkot.""Whatever! I didn't ask!" Felicia got annoyed by herself hearing the random and unnecessary sentences that Jayden said. She hopes that in the library the man's mouth will suddenly not open rather than bother he
Felicia stretched out her hand as soon as she finished copying the material to her laptop and some that she hadn't summarized, she took a photo on her cellphone. So that she doesn't have to go back and forth to the library again. Moreover, the opportunity to go to the library with a lot of time is only on weekends. The girl also glanced at Jayden's work which was summarizing the journals the man had printed."Are you done?" asked Felicia as she closed her laptop.Jayden even muttered indistinctly, with his hair disheveled, the man stuffed all his pile of journals into the file bag he was carrying. This man is quite diligent and tenacious, he even has a special bag for data which he will use later during research and thesis. Nothing wrong with
Felicia was just about to enter Pharmacy management class when she saw Jayden's figure who was gathered with female students and some students behind were cool chatting about something she didn't understand. That man was very easy to get along with anyone. Unlike her, who withdrew more often than tried to blend in. Felicia was just tired of pretending they liked her as a chat. Even though they like to talk about her from behind. Of course she knows and has ears that are still working properly. Although only a whisper, but she often heard people talking about her. Especially about the lecture.Instead of having hot ears or running out of patience clarifying the real situation, it felt like a waste of time. After all, telling other people about your good side is the most tiring thing, let alone telling people who clearly hate
Felicia glanced at her cell phone vibrating in the pocket of her work uniform. It turned out that she had been included in the research chat group by Jayden. There appeared to be several other members in the group besides Jayden and Harumi, whom Felicia guessed was the extract-making project group. Because for the Felicia group is the specialty of pharmacology, so that the assignments and theses are not discussed too much. Also, the work can be shorter and faster if done by many people. Besides, the extract will be made in a month's time. Meanwhile, the proposal seminar is still about three months away. So while waiting for the proposal seminar, she and the others can make the extract first. After the proposal seminar is over, it can be continued to the pharmacological test. Maybe about two months.Felicia only found o