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I stare down at the icy eyes of husband in devastation, my lungs paralyzed, waiting for the moment of recognition. He just takes a slow sip of his scotch. He looks straight through me, or rather, straight at the sapphire wig, and the sheer silk robe. To him, I am not Serena. I don't smell like Baccarat Rouge. I don't have the heavy, two-carat diamond on my finger. I am just Blue. "I didn't drop five thousand dollars to watch you blend into the doorframe," Steve says, his voice carrying that same low abrasive authority he uses in boardrooms. "Sit down." The shock shatters, instantly replaced by a hot, ugly spike of pure rage. My pulse hammers against my throat. We might be a sham. We might sleep in separate wings and communicate through assistants, but I am still his wife. The audacity of him sitting in a strip club, ordering a woman around while I am supposedly locked away in his sterile marble penthouse makes my blood boil. I take a sharp breath, ready to spit venom, ready to blow my own cover. But before I can open my mouth, he sets the crystal glass on the side table. "I need a service," he states flatly, leaning forward, his elbows resting on his knees. "But not the one you usually provide. I need you to teach me how to please my wife." My brain short-circuits. I freeze, my anger switches into amusement as i'm taken aback. "I'm sorry, what?!" I force the words out in a lower register, desperate to mask my real voice. Steve doesn't blink. He looks at me with the cold detachment of a man analyzing a spreadsheet. "You heard me. Teach me how to fuck my wife." The room suddenly feels smaller. A wild, hysterical laugh threatens to tear its way out of my throat. This is insane. He is paying a stripper five thousand dollars to teach him how to sleep with the woman standing directly in front of him. "I... I don't do this," I stammer, panic finally overriding my paralysis. I turn on my clear heels, lunging for the heavy velvet door. "I'll have Dax refund your money-" I don't even make it to the handle. Steve moves with terrifying, predatory speed. A large, warm hand clamps shut around my wrist. With one effortless pull, he spins me around and slams me backward. My spine hits the wall with a soft thud. He doesn't let go. Instead, he steps into my space, caging me in. He is so close I can feel the heat radiating off his body. "I heard you were the best," Steve murmurs, his face inches from mine. His eyes drop to my lips, then back up to my heavily lined eyes. "I need to know how to drive a woman out of her mind. And you are going to tell me." I am trembling, and I hate myself for it. We haven't touched since he shoved that ring onto my finger for the paparazzi. We have never been this close. My heart is frantically beating against my ribs, and the proximity of him is sending a dangerous thrill straight to my core. "Why?" I gasp out, my fake persona slipping in my desperation. "Why now? If you haven't... touched her... why do you suddenly care?" "I don't pay you to interrogate me," he says softly, a dark warning lacing his tone. "Do your job." Survival instinct kicks in. If I fight him, he will look closer. If I run, he will chase. The only way out of this room is through it. I swallow hard, forcing my body to relax against the wall. I let my heavy eyelids droop, slipping flawlessly into the seductive, untouchable skin of 'Blue'. "Fine," I whisper. I boldly slide my free hand up the lapel of his immaculate charcoal suit, my acrylic nails lightly scratching the expensive wool. I feel his chest expand with a sharp intake of breath. "Every woman is different," I murmur, tilting my chin up so my lips are agonizingly close to his jaw. "But if you want to ruin her for anyone else... you don't start between her legs. You start in her head." Steve is entirely still, his eyes locked onto my mouth. "You don't just touch her," I continue, tracing the line of his collarbone through his shirt. I am giving him the blueprint to my own destruction. "You take your time, you make her anticipate it. You kiss the hollow of her throat until she begs. You grip her waist...hard enough to leave a mark, to let her know she belongs to you in that exact second." His pupils dilate, swallowing the ice-blue of his irises until they are almost completely black. I can feel the hard, unmistakable line of his arousal pressing against the sheer silk of my robe. He wants this. He wants her. He wants me. I drag my nail down the center of his chest, stopping just above his belt. "And when she's finally shaking, when she can't form a coherent sentence... that's when you take what's yours." His breath hitches, fanning warmly across my cheek. At first, I think he is going to lean in and kiss me. I think he is going to break his own rule and ruin the illusion. Instead, he abruptly lets go of my wrist. He steps back, the sudden loss of his body heat leaving me cold and breathless. Without a word to me, Steve reaches into his inner pocket and pulls out his phone. He dials a number, his eyes never leaving mine. "Yes, it's me," Steve says smoothly into the receiver, his voice echoing in the dim red light. "Call Serena Carter. Tell her to cancel whatever plans she has tomorrow and prepare the master suite." He holds my gaze, "we will consummate our marriage tonight."I don't even think. I just snatch my oversized t-shirt off the cold marble floor, yank it over my dripping wet head, and bolt.I sprint out of the bathroom, my bare feet slipping wildly on the hardwood floor of the guest suite, my face burning with a humiliation so absolute I feel like I might actually spontaneously combust.I need air. I need to not be in this room.I dive into my overnight bag, my shaking fingers digging past my silk blouses until I find the emergency pack of Marlboro Golds I keep hidden from the paparazzi. I bypass the antique bed, yank open the doors, and step out onto the private balcony.The storm has reduced to a freezing drizzle, but the wind off the coast bites right through my thin cotton shirt. I don't care. I lean against the heavy stone balustrade, my chest heaving, desperately trying to get my heart rate under control.I shove a cigarette between my lips and fumble with my gold lighter, my hands trembling too badly to strike the flint."There's no need
The door to the east wing guest suite clicks shut, sealing us inside.It is a massive, oppressive room, heavily decorated in dark velvet and floral wallpaper but the only thing I can focus on is the singular, antique four-poster king bed dominating the center of the floor.I immediately back up until my shoulder blades hit the flocked wallpaper in the corner, clutching my overnight bag to my chest.Steve drops his leather duffel onto the luggage rack at the foot of the bed.He doesn't immediately turn around, but he lets out a low, exhausted breath, rolling his shoulders."You don't need to stand over there like I'm about to attack you, Serena," he says, his voice drained of the icy, authoritative edge he usually carries. "I'm not going to touch you.""I'm not scared," I lie, my voice betraying me with a humiliating, tiny tremor. "I just... I'll take the chaise lounge."He finally turns to face me, raising a single, dark eyebrow. "It's crushed velvet, it's barely four feet long, and i
My heart completely stops.I don't think, just react on pure adrenaline. I plant both hands flat against his bare chest and shove him backward with everything I have.Steve stumbles back a half-step, his hand dropping from my neck.The intense focus in his eyes snaps, replaced instantly by a flash of genuine shock."What the hell are we doing here?" I snap, stepping back, wrapping my arms around myself as if the white lace lingerie offers actual protection.He recovers his balance, jaw tightening. "I told your assistant to prepare the suite. We haven't consummated our marriage, Serena.""And we aren't going to," I shoot back. "You can't ignore my existence for six months, sleep on the opposite end of the apartment, and then barge in here at midnight expecting me to spread my legs just because you asked."Steve stares. I can see his cold, analytical brain processing the sudden outburst. He looks at my face, down at the velvet choker, then back up.I hold my breath, wondering if he'll
The doors click shut as he leaves. I realize I have been holding my breath since Steve first grabbed my wrist. My legs finally give out, and I sink back against the wallpaper, dragging in a gasp of air.Before I can even process the insanity of what I've just done, a harsh, continuous buzzing vibrates through the floorboards.It is coming from the employee locker room down the hall.I shove off the wall and sprint down the narrow corridor, my eight-inch clear heels slipping on the cheap carpet. I burst into the locker room, tearing open locker number four. My phone is lighting up. Three missed calls from Mark, Steve's executive assistant.And for the first time in years, two texts from Steve himself.~Cancel tomorrow. Master suite by Midnight ~I glance at the cracked clock on the locker room wall. 11:21 PM."Shit," I breathe, the word tearing out of my throat. "Shit, shit, shit."It is a twenty-five-minute drive to the penthouse in good traffic. I have thirty-nine minutes to sh
I freeze.I stare down at the icy eyes of husband in devastation, my lungs paralyzed, waiting for the moment of recognition. He just takes a slow sip of his scotch. He looks straight through me, or rather, straight at the sapphire wig, and the sheer silk robe. To him, I am not Serena. I don't smell like Baccarat Rouge. I don't have the heavy, two-carat diamond on my finger.I am just Blue."I didn't drop five thousand dollars to watch you blend into the doorframe," Steve says, his voice carrying that same low abrasive authority he uses in boardrooms. "Sit down."The shock shatters, instantly replaced by a hot, ugly spike of pure rage. My pulse hammers against my throat. We might be a sham. We might sleep in separate wings and communicate through assistants, but I am still his wife. The audacity of him sitting in a strip club, ordering a woman around while I am supposedly locked away in his sterile marble penthouse makes my blood boil.I take a sharp breath, ready to spit venom,
On our wedding night, my husband pointed a loaded gun at my head on the roof of a forty-story building, and honestly, that pretty much tells you everything you need to know about our dynamic.He didn't pull the trigger, obviously. He just wanted to see if I would beg, if I would crack under the pressure of the empire I had just married into. I didn't flinch. I just stared down the barrel, and walked back downstairs to cut our five-tier fondant wedding cake for the paparazzi.My marriage to Steve Carter is a masterclass in fiction. To the world, we are the city's newest power couple, a seamless merger of two legacy families designed to dominate the social pages and secure his upcoming bid for the senate. We smile for the flashbulbs, our hands perfectly intertwined. But the second the heavy doors of our penthouse click shut, the performance ends.We sleep in separate wings of a twelve-thousand-square-foot fortress of white marble and modern art. We don't speak. We don't eat togethe







