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I don't think, just react on pure adrenaline. I plant both hands flat against his bare chest and shove him backward with everything I have. Steve stumbles back a half-step, his hand dropping from my neck. The intense focus in his eyes snaps, replaced instantly by a flash of genuine shock. "What the hell are we doing here?" I snap, stepping back, wrapping my arms around myself as if the white lace lingerie offers actual protection. He recovers his balance, jaw tightening. "I told your assistant to prepare the suite. We haven't consummated our marriage, Serena." "And we aren't going to," I shoot back. "You can't ignore my existence for six months, sleep on the opposite end of the apartment, and then barge in here at midnight expecting me to spread my legs just because you asked." Steve stares. I can see his cold, analytical brain processing the sudden outburst. He looks at my face, down at the velvet choker, then back up. I hold my breath, wondering if he'll push the issue. I think he's going to step forward and examine the cheap jewelry that has no business on a senator's wife. Instead, he pulls his silk robe tighter, tying the belt. "Fine," he says, his voice flat. He doesn't argue or try to touch me again. He just turns on his heel and walks out, pulling the doors shut with a click. I stand frozen for a full minute, listening for his footsteps to fade. When I'm sure he's gone, my knees buckle. I sink onto the mattress, dragging oxygen into my burning lungs. I reach up, unclip the velvet choker, and throw it into the trash can. I strip off the ridiculous lingerie, pull on an oversized t-shirt, and crawl under the cold silk sheets. I stare at the ceiling for hours. Why now? We have a deal. What the hell changed in his head to make him suddenly want to drag me into his bed? I don't get an answer, and I barely sleep. Twenty-four hours later, the tension between us is still thick enough to choke on. We sit side-by-side in the formal dining room of the Carter estate in Connecticut, pretending to be a unified front. Steve didn't say a word in the car. He just stared out the window with his scotch while I scrolled mindlessly on my phone. Now, we're enduring Sunday dinner...which really just means enduring his mother. Eleanor Carter sits at the head of the mahogany table, cutting her roast duck with precision. She didn't want Steve to marry me, and makes sure I know it every time she opens her mouth. "I see you're wearing the Cartier bracelet," Eleanor notes, not looking up. "Though pairing it with that off-the-rack dress is a choice. You really should let my stylist help you, Serena. New money has such a hard time understanding subtlety." I plaster on my best vacant socialite smile. "I'll keep that in mind, Eleanor. Thank you." Steve doesn't defend me. He just takes a sip of wine, completely checked out. I grip my napkin under the table, counting down the minutes until we can leave. Then, my phone buzzes in my clutch. I glance at the screen. Dax. My stomach drops. Dax never calls the Serena phone unless it's a five-alarm emergency. "Excuse me," I say, standing up before Eleanor can make another comment. "I need to take this." I push through the swinging doors into the empty kitchen before pressing the phone to my ear. "I told you I'm off tonight," I hiss. "I know," Dax's stressed voice comes through the speaker. "But you need to get down here, Blue. Now." "I can't. I'm at a family dinner in Connecticut. I'm an hour away." "I don't care if you're on the moon," Dax shoots back. "Room Four is booked. It's him again. The suit from last night." My blood runs ice cold. "Steve?" "I don't know his real name, but he dropped ten grand tonight," Dax says frantically. "He wants you. Just you. I told him you weren't on the schedule, and he doesn't care." Panic seizes my chest. "Tell him no, Dax," I frown. "Tell him I quit. Tell him I'm sick." "I'm not turning down ten thousand dollars, Blue! Get your ass in a cab and get here, or don't bother coming back on Monday." The line goes dead. I have to get out of this house, get Steve to drive us to the city, drop us at the penthouse, then somehow sneak out to the club before Dax fires me. A loud crack of thunder rattles the kitchen windows, making me jump. I look up. Heavy rain is suddenly pouring. The storm the news predicted all week just made landfall. I shove my phone back into my clutch and hurry back to the dining room to trigger our exit strategy. "Steve," I say, stepping back to my chair. "I have a terrible headache. Do you mind if we head back to the city?" Steve looks at me, then glances at the rain pounding the windows. A frown pulls at his mouth. He checks his watch. He's probably calculating how long it'll take to drop me off and get to the Neon Orchid. "Of course," he says smoothly, standing up. "We should get on the road." "Absolutely not," Arthur Carter's booming voice cuts through the room. Steve's father wipes his mouth, gesturing to the windows. "The coastal highway is already flooding. Visibility is zero. You aren't driving an hour in this." "We'll be fine, Dad," Steve says, his tone tight. I can see the urgency in his shoulders. He needs to leave just as badly as I do. "I said no," Arthur insists. "It's a PR nightmare if you wrap your car around a tree on a Sunday night. The guest wing is made up. You're staying the night." "Arthur is right," Eleanor chimes in, sipping her water. "Don't be ridiculous. Maria already brought your overnight bags inside just in case." I freeze. I look at Steve. He looks at me. The trap just slammed shut. We're staying. I'm stuck in Connecticut, meaning Blue is going to no-show the VIP room. But that isn't even the worst part. I slowly turn my head, looking down the long hallway toward the east wing. His parents don't know about our arrangement or the separate bedrooms in the penthouse. In this house, we're a happily married couple. Which means, for the first time since our wedding night, I have to share a bed with my husband.I don't even think. I just snatch my oversized t-shirt off the cold marble floor, yank it over my dripping wet head, and bolt.I sprint out of the bathroom, my bare feet slipping wildly on the hardwood floor of the guest suite, my face burning with a humiliation so absolute I feel like I might actually spontaneously combust.I need air. I need to not be in this room.I dive into my overnight bag, my shaking fingers digging past my silk blouses until I find the emergency pack of Marlboro Golds I keep hidden from the paparazzi. I bypass the antique bed, yank open the doors, and step out onto the private balcony.The storm has reduced to a freezing drizzle, but the wind off the coast bites right through my thin cotton shirt. I don't care. I lean against the heavy stone balustrade, my chest heaving, desperately trying to get my heart rate under control.I shove a cigarette between my lips and fumble with my gold lighter, my hands trembling too badly to strike the flint."There's no need
The door to the east wing guest suite clicks shut, sealing us inside.It is a massive, oppressive room, heavily decorated in dark velvet and floral wallpaper but the only thing I can focus on is the singular, antique four-poster king bed dominating the center of the floor.I immediately back up until my shoulder blades hit the flocked wallpaper in the corner, clutching my overnight bag to my chest.Steve drops his leather duffel onto the luggage rack at the foot of the bed.He doesn't immediately turn around, but he lets out a low, exhausted breath, rolling his shoulders."You don't need to stand over there like I'm about to attack you, Serena," he says, his voice drained of the icy, authoritative edge he usually carries. "I'm not going to touch you.""I'm not scared," I lie, my voice betraying me with a humiliating, tiny tremor. "I just... I'll take the chaise lounge."He finally turns to face me, raising a single, dark eyebrow. "It's crushed velvet, it's barely four feet long, and i
My heart completely stops.I don't think, just react on pure adrenaline. I plant both hands flat against his bare chest and shove him backward with everything I have.Steve stumbles back a half-step, his hand dropping from my neck.The intense focus in his eyes snaps, replaced instantly by a flash of genuine shock."What the hell are we doing here?" I snap, stepping back, wrapping my arms around myself as if the white lace lingerie offers actual protection.He recovers his balance, jaw tightening. "I told your assistant to prepare the suite. We haven't consummated our marriage, Serena.""And we aren't going to," I shoot back. "You can't ignore my existence for six months, sleep on the opposite end of the apartment, and then barge in here at midnight expecting me to spread my legs just because you asked."Steve stares. I can see his cold, analytical brain processing the sudden outburst. He looks at my face, down at the velvet choker, then back up.I hold my breath, wondering if he'll
The doors click shut as he leaves. I realize I have been holding my breath since Steve first grabbed my wrist. My legs finally give out, and I sink back against the wallpaper, dragging in a gasp of air.Before I can even process the insanity of what I've just done, a harsh, continuous buzzing vibrates through the floorboards.It is coming from the employee locker room down the hall.I shove off the wall and sprint down the narrow corridor, my eight-inch clear heels slipping on the cheap carpet. I burst into the locker room, tearing open locker number four. My phone is lighting up. Three missed calls from Mark, Steve's executive assistant.And for the first time in years, two texts from Steve himself.~Cancel tomorrow. Master suite by Midnight ~I glance at the cracked clock on the locker room wall. 11:21 PM."Shit," I breathe, the word tearing out of my throat. "Shit, shit, shit."It is a twenty-five-minute drive to the penthouse in good traffic. I have thirty-nine minutes to sh
I freeze.I stare down at the icy eyes of husband in devastation, my lungs paralyzed, waiting for the moment of recognition. He just takes a slow sip of his scotch. He looks straight through me, or rather, straight at the sapphire wig, and the sheer silk robe. To him, I am not Serena. I don't smell like Baccarat Rouge. I don't have the heavy, two-carat diamond on my finger.I am just Blue."I didn't drop five thousand dollars to watch you blend into the doorframe," Steve says, his voice carrying that same low abrasive authority he uses in boardrooms. "Sit down."The shock shatters, instantly replaced by a hot, ugly spike of pure rage. My pulse hammers against my throat. We might be a sham. We might sleep in separate wings and communicate through assistants, but I am still his wife. The audacity of him sitting in a strip club, ordering a woman around while I am supposedly locked away in his sterile marble penthouse makes my blood boil.I take a sharp breath, ready to spit venom,
On our wedding night, my husband pointed a loaded gun at my head on the roof of a forty-story building, and honestly, that pretty much tells you everything you need to know about our dynamic.He didn't pull the trigger, obviously. He just wanted to see if I would beg, if I would crack under the pressure of the empire I had just married into. I didn't flinch. I just stared down the barrel, and walked back downstairs to cut our five-tier fondant wedding cake for the paparazzi.My marriage to Steve Carter is a masterclass in fiction. To the world, we are the city's newest power couple, a seamless merger of two legacy families designed to dominate the social pages and secure his upcoming bid for the senate. We smile for the flashbulbs, our hands perfectly intertwined. But the second the heavy doors of our penthouse click shut, the performance ends.We sleep in separate wings of a twelve-thousand-square-foot fortress of white marble and modern art. We don't speak. We don't eat togethe







