Not again

I stayed calmed as I watched mom smile happily,

I knew that I had never seen her this happy her entire life ,this was literally the first time that I was seeing her this happy and I knew that I just couldn't come and take that happiness away from her ,I just have to let her be and be happy .

I could see the man smiling and talking with my uncle and from the look of things everyone in our family had already accepted him and it was just as if I hadn't accepted him because I was the only one that hadn't spoken to him ..

I noticed the whole dining was suddenly quiet and when I raised my head Il everyone was staring at me like I had done something wrong and even mom was looking at me like I was some kind of ghost and that was what I never understood ,what were they looking at me like that ,I don't like it and I will never like it ,and why should I even do that .

"Don't tell me that she's just moody because she thinks that her mom is going to be watching her silly ass everyday "Uncle Jerry