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Nicolas' room was wide open, but the words I heard next made me stop.
“F**k me, Daddy.” “F**k me like a dirty little s**t.” I instantly turned toward the direction of the sound, and just as I had predicted, it was coming from his room. I moved closer and looked inside, and the scene in front of me made me halt. Nicolas was having sex with the new girl he had just met. Somehow, he was able to detect that I was standing there. He turned and looked at me, using his expression to tell me to shut the door. I swallowed as I slowly grabbed the door handle and shut it. My legs instantly gave out as I slid down the door, tears threatening to spill. The way he looked at me—he didn't even mind that I saw him in that position. This wasn't the first time I had seen him with a woman, but why did this one have to hurt this much? Today was my day, and yet all he could do was have sex with another woman instead of making the night all about me. "Tessa," my mother called from the dining area. Picking up the last piece of myself that remained, I walked back to the garden where the party was being held. The moment my mom saw me, I noticed the way her eyebrows raised as she looked behind me for Nicolas. "Where is he?" "Nicolas is busy. He'll join us in a few minutes." My mother looked at me, worry etched all over her face as she tried to read my mood. "Is everything okay?" My eyes drifted to my stepfather, who stood just behind my mother. "Nic will be here any time soon. You don't need to worry. He isn't doing anything illegal." My words comforted my stepdad, and he tapped my mom's shoulder as he whispered something in her ear. They both turned to me, my mom gleaming with pride and my stepfather looking pleased. "How about we let the girl have her time? Let her mingle with the guests, and when your brother comes, we'll cut the cake." I nodded as my mom and stepfather walked away. My eyes scanned around our little garden that had been decorated just for me. My mom and stepdad were throwing me a send-off party for college, and since I had turned twenty a few days ago, they decided to celebrate both occasions together. But unlike every other girl who would have had a blast, I wasn't having a good time. I had no friends, and most of the people here were friends of my stepfather and friends of Nicolas, my stepbrother. I had always had a secret crush on my stepbrother, Nicolas. Our parents met after Nicolas' mom died. Though Nic wasn't an only child, he had an older brother, Killian, who was an ex-soldier. Unlike Nicolas, Killian was more withdrawn and short-tempered. The only time I saw him was during the one year he lived with us, and even then, he never said a word to me. He made it clear that he hated my presence. But just a year after our arrival, he left and joined the army. I knew little about him, as discussions about him were always held in hushed voices. A week ago, I heard my mom mention him a few times, but I couldn't care less. "Happy birthday, Sissy," someone whispered behind me, and I knew exactly who it was. Nicolas was now dressed in a well-tailored suit and looked as handsome as ever. His blond hair was neatly styled to the side, perfectly framing his face. Nic moved closer, kissed my cheek, and pulled away. I watched him walk over to his friend Landon, who stood nearby with the girl he had just slept with. My heart raced even more. Nic couldn't care less about how I felt. This wasn't the first time I had seen him with a woman, but it hurt every time. "How about we cut the cake since your favorite brother is here?" my mother teased. Everyone immediately gathered around, and I cut the cake as they clapped. Nic clapped louder than everyone else, but the whole time, he had his arm wrapped around the girl. Once the cake had been cut, everyone returned to their activities. Nic turned to me and pulled a bracelet from his pocket. "This is for my little sissy," he said as he tried to place the bracelet around my wrist, but suddenly, I felt his body go stiff. From where I stood, facing the small pool beside the garden, I could feel the tension suddenly build in the air. It felt as though something had shifted, and everyone seemed mesmerized by it. I turned, but as I did, I halted immediately. My eyes drifted to the entrance leading into the garden, and I saw him. The man was dressed in smart casual wear with an Italian flair. His dark hair was perfectly styled, with a single strand falling loose at the corner. I saw tattoos creeping from his hands all the way up to his neck. The dark shades he wore made it harder for me to see his features, but as I looked at him, it seemed as though he stopped for a moment and stared at me. The silence that followed his arrival was more overwhelming than anything I had ever experienced. Each step he took increased the tension in the air, and when I glanced at my mom and stepdad, I saw the shock on their faces. The man didn't stop. I knew he was approaching us, but as he got closer, I heard Nicolas whisper a name. "Killian." The man walked over to him, and within a second, he pulled Nicolas into a tight hug. As Nicolas embraced him, I tried to wrap my head around that name. I had heard it before. "Son, I didn't think you were going to come," my stepdad, Michael, said as he patted him on the back. "Sorry I'm late," he replied gently as he removed his sunglasses. My heart froze as I looked at the man standing before me. He was none other than my older stepbrother, Killian, who hated me to death. But unlike the Killian I remembered, he looked different. I couldn't help but stare into his ocean-blue eyes. He cast me a glance and finally turned in my direction, as though he were only now acknowledging my presence. I tried to say something, but the words caught in my throat. Killian paused and looked at me for a moment. A flicker of displeasure crossed his face. I saw the way his expression tightened, the corners of his mouth dipping. He looked at me again, and for a moment, I felt that familiar wave of fear wash over me as I stared at the man towering above me. Killian sighed and let out a deep breath. "Happy birthday, Tessa," he said gently.**Tessa**The graduation party had finally ended, and now I was going back home with Nicolas and Isabella.I made sure my kids attended even though Nicolas wasn’t a sole supporter of it. I didn’t want them to miss it. They were the real reasons why I was graduating now, and I loved it for them.By the time we finally arrived home, Nicolas had already arranged a welcome party for me.I smiled like a little baby when I got out of the car and saw what he had done, but the most excited were Ayra and Jaxon. Jaxon clung tightly to Nicolas, while Ayra wouldn’t let go of either Louisa or Isabella, and I understood that she had grown close to them.“Congrats, my love. You finally graduated, and I’m so proud of you.”“Thank you, brother.”Nicolas looked at me as if I had said the weirdest thing, but he still didn’t say a damn word. He just walked away.He was able to grab both Ayra and Jaxon away while I stood watching them walk away.“I can’t believe you graduated.”“Why?”“Well, you’ve shown
**Two years later****Tessa**I tried to fix the buttons of my top, but both Ayra and Jaxon were trying to get on my nerves really badly.Jaxon was running towards me while Ayra had tears in her eyes as she approached me with the doll she held so closely to herself.“Mommy, Jaxon wouldn’t stop bugging me. He keeps telling me that I look like a potato.”I almost burst into laughter, but at the same time, I held back that laugh as I stared at her.Jaxon, on the other hand, didn’t seem to care about what his sister had just said. My eyes were getting a bit blurry, but I still laughed.For the hundredth time, I picked up Ayra and moved her to my chest.“We both know you’re so pretty, Ayra. You look just like your mommy, with those pretty curly hairs that almost make you look like a princess. No child in this world is ugly or a potato, and so you’re not. Your brother is just trying to get on your nerves. Do not give him that attention. You’re a princess, and princesses do not cry.”She smi
**Tessa**The doctor in charge had dilated me, but yet the contractions were much heavier than any pain I had ever felt in my entire life.Every moment of it felt like torture, and the pains were just enough to send me off the edge, but that wasn’t enough.Isabella kept rubbing my legs at the doctor’s intervals, and each time she would kiss my forehead and tell me that all of it would be over in a moment.My eyes were watery, and I felt like cursing out from the pains I felt. It was much worse than anything I had ever felt in my entire life, and I wished that each moment of it would end.Nicolas walked out of the room. I could hear him speaking to the doctor as he paced around restlessly.“How long do you think she’s going to be feeling all that pain?”“Maybe she could give birth in an hour,” the doctor responded.“Fuck, an hour? My God, that’s too long. She’s in so much pain, and she has to wait for an hour.”“Nic,” I called. My voice was tired and frail from the extreme contractions
**Nine months later********Tessa******I moved slowly, trying to let the weight of everything rush down on me, but yet I felt so heavy.Isabella wouldn’t stop rubbing my legs and trying to comfort me in the little ways that she could, but I wasn’t taking any of that.Different pains still shot right through me, and I didn’t know how much more I had in me before I totally lost it.What more did I think I needed to do? It was nothing.My legs felt weak and tired to walk, my back arched like it was going to collapse, my lips felt dry, and both of my contractions were beginning to push in.I closed my eyes again and wished that all of this was some sort of bad dream. It wasn’t finally happening.Isabella finally stood up and walked out of the room restlessly.“Nicolas, the baby is coming. You need to hurry!” I heard her scream at the top of her voice.In an instant, Nic was bursting through that door. The terrified look on his face was exactly why I didn’t want him here.In his defense,
*******Killian*******Luca looked at me like I had gone mad for the first time, but this time I didn’t mind what he thought of me. I had so many things I thought about myself, and none of them included caring about all the horrible things going through his mind in this moment.Zade stood far away. He kept watching me from a distance, but I didn’t care. I loved the fact that he didn’t come close. He might find it funny, but I genuinely didn’t find it funny, and I didn’t plan on letting it go anytime soon.“You shouldn’t have done that,” Zade told me as he handed me the clothes, and I cleaned off every blood stain on my hands.“The fucker deserves to be dead anyway. It’s not like he should be alive after trying to go against me.”Zade sighed, but the scene in front of him made him even more uncomfortable as he moved closer to tap my shoulder.It had been a whole fucking month since Tessa left me.At first, all I wanted was to respect her wish, knowing that I caused her so much pain, and
******Tessa******My head spun in different directions, and my whole eyes felt weak from carrying so much pain and anger that I didn’t know was inside of me.Louisa and Nicolas were away, and the only thing I could do was sit in the living room watching TV.Nicolas had taken me to the hospital for an official check-up, and the doctor said I was one month and two weeks gone.I didn’t know how I felt in that moment, but I was most grateful for the fact that I could stay that way and that I had someone who supported me.It’s been a whole week since I arrived at Nicolas’ house, and I have tried my best to be on my best behavior.The thought that I would do was just not enough in that moment. I had so many voices going through my head, and I didn’t want to think of that man any longer.Killian was going to be the death of me, and I knew it.I hated that he hadn’t bothered to reach out this whole time and kept his distance just like I had asked him to. Even though Nicolas had been acting we
I walked in the heavy rain that fell, drenched and soaked from head to toe.But even the rain couldn’t wash away the pain I felt in my heart.Every step and every moment that passed by kept me in a state of denial.My father's words had pierced into my soul in ways that I could never imagine ever.
~~~~~~~ Killian~~~~~~I watched her stare at me as the nervous look pulled up to her face.The way she swallowed nothing down her throat and the way she tried to look at my eyes. Her face was red and the embarrassment was eating deep into her.Somehow I found myself texting her and seeing her c
~~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~~My mom stood outside the mansion waiting as we drove in.Her both hands were on her waist and the hard glare I got from her wasn’t what I expected, I knew I was in a deep mess.Killian lets out a deep breath as he moves back and then turns to look at me before staring back at
~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~Nic looked at me for a moment before he let out a deep sigh and then pulled me up to stand with him.I say nothing as I watched him curious to hear the words that he had to say.Nic looked at me again as he used his hands to slide down his hair. “You spent the night in Killian y







