Short but I hope you enjoy it
After what happened between me and Cane the other day we haven't really spoken to one another, he basically ignore me like I am not there,which I greatful for because with everything that has happened I don't even want to face him too.Cane and Alexia are getting really serious with whatever that is going on between them. Whenever he is not doing his alpha duties then he is with Alexia. They go out alot and they even spend most nights in his house, like Jordan and Brad Cane actually have a house of his own but recently choose to spend most time in the pack house.Rumours have it that he doesn't let anyone in that house except the maid who go to clean it but now it's like a second home to him and Alexia. I feel pain most times especially at night, I feel it when they are having sex and it hurt like a bitch.Sometimes, I feel like if it was someother girl it wouldn't hurt this much but deep down I know it's a lie, weather it's my sister or a strange it will still hurt the same way. Our m
I really want to believe Jordan when he said all will be fine but I can't , it's so clear Cane doesn't want me. Well I am so glad I could speak to someone about this whole thing and Jordan was so helpful.“Are you okay now? If you want to go home I can get Kim” he asked me after awhile.“Na I'm good, I won't let them kill my vibes I will enjoy the party like everyone else” I said while standing up.“Come on let head inside” He looked like he was about to argue but he let it slide, he stood up and we headed inside the house. I already miss the fresh air.We searched around for Kim and Lydia when we got inside, Lydia was no where to be found maybe her and Brad decided to ditch the party. Kim was kissing a guy in the Gerald they both look like they could use a room.I heard someone call on Jordan “ you can go I will be just fine on my own” I told him.“ Are you sure I can attend to them later” he asked unsure on weather to leave me or not.“ Trust me I can handle my self, you go take car
I followed Cane with zero idea of where he was taking me to, he went up the stairs and I followed. Most people went back to the party but some watched us as we went up the stairs and were whispering between them selves.He opened the door to a room for me to go in, when he entered he shut the door behind him. “ What the hell was that about? Why can't you not get yourself into crazy mess for once” he asked me with anger laced in his voice.“It was a mistake i…..” “Just shut the fuck up, you don't talk when I am talking” he cut me short, he asked me a question and now he wouldn't even let me talk.“You always get yourself involved even tho you are fully aware that they are no match for you”. He was scolding me like I was a burden to him.“Why can't you just stay without causing trouble” he said this like I have been involved in fights, when it's just two fights and both time with the same person.“Shantel caused it, I mistakenly pushed her which I apologized for but she poured her drin
After I left Jordan, I went over to meet Lydia and Kim I explained to them what happened but I didn't tell them that he was my mate I only told them he scolded me. I still feel so bad that I can't tell them what is really going on, I just hope that when I get the chance to tell them they would understand why I have been keeping them in the dark.I woke up this morning feeling some kind of way, like I can't place my hand on what is wrong but today itself just feels wrong. I know you would want to know why I am saying this well today is just a bad day, first I woke up from the wrong side of my bed yes you heard me right the wrong side, then my coffee spilled all over my body this morning, I fell on my butt when I stepped on banana pill that one of the kids left lying around so trust me when I say today is just not my day. All these in less than 24hours.I was on my way to Lydia's house to help her do something when I overheard some ladies talk about something that scattered me.“I can't
Wow that leaves the both of us, do you have something to say because I have a lot to say? “Ohh dear I have nothing really to say but I just want to look you in the face and tell you these few things” seems like this will be a very long conversation.“Okay so go ahead” I sat down on the chair, he dragged out the other besides me and sat down facing me.“Don't think this is me trying to say sorry or apologize for anything I really like the choice I made and I don't regret it one bit so you will have to get use to it” I just sat down there avoiding his eyes.“Why my sister” I asked? “You could have gone for another person”“I have know Alexia since I was a kid, not that I owe you an explanation tho, she is everything you are not so why not? She is strong, beautiful and everything my pack wants in a Luna so get used to it” I am happy I am sitting on a chair if not I would have fallen because everypart of my body feels weak.I was speechless I can't even think of anything to say, it hurts b
Jordan was very helpful, he made me forget my worries, we watch tv, played games and we had a lots of fun i even played with his wolf and we went for run Jordan wolf is so beautiful brown furs and really light brown eyes.Going back to the house was what I wasn't looking forward to, I hope Cane and Alexia would be in his house and not the pack house. I got home and everyone was busy doing one or two things and it clicked,they are preparing for the engagement party. It's like I can't even avoid it because anywhere I turn or go to I am been reminded of what is happening.“ Thank God you are here please I need your opinion on my engagement cake” Alexia said immediately she saw me. She dragged me over to the kitchen without even asking if I wanted to help or not and I must say the cake is huge and beautiful.“what do you think” Alexia asks.“It's beautiful but don't you think it's a bit too much for an engagement party it's not even the main wedding yet” I told her what I feel, with every
The noise and loud sounds of things dropping did not allow me rest but I still refuse to leave my room, I don't want them throwing things in my face, I don't want to be reminded that this whole thing is real.Lydia came over and was a great company at first when I heard the knock I refused to open the door and maybe just act like I was not in but when she called out I knew it was her so I opened the door to let her in.“Most people would be over the top of their sister is getting married to the alpha, but you have been calm and going into space alot” she asks “are you sure you are okay? Is this about the wedding or you're not just feeling well”.“I'm excited and happy for her but she already have people planning and going around so I am not needed. Maybe I will be more invested in the wedding than engagement” I told her “But regards tho I am fine” I told her truthfully I just want to talk to her about the whole things but I know for now just Jordan knowing is fine.“ I know right Alex
We got back pretty early because I didn't want to waste too much time on trying to find a dress. We got to the first store, they had really nice dresses but most of them were not my style so we left to a different place, after trying like four different dresses on I found one dress that caught my eyes and immediately Jordan saw me on the he couldn't even close his mouth.He agreed that the dress was the best one out of all the dresses I tried her, so we paid and left to eat but he was acting a bit weird. We got home just in time to get ready for the party, Jordan left to get dress and told me he will pick me up afterwards. Lydia called me to know how I was getting there and I told her I was going with Jordan, like expected she is going with her mate to the engagement.I haven't seen either Alexia nor Cane since the last time I them, they should be getting ready for the big party. The pack today would be filled up with a lot of people from the royal and wealthiest family all over. Some