Chapter 2

The moment the door of his bed room was shut behind us, we collided, our mouths, our bodies all tangled up and unwilling to part. He draw me closer to him that there was no space between us, I wasted no time in pulling his shirt off revealing that sexy body beneath the shirt, he moan in my mouth the moment our bare bodies touched and I know he felt the spark cause I felt it spark too.

We fumbled over to his neatly made bed, which made my dress roll up covering nothing but my chest he wasted no time in removing the dress and when he looked at me that was when I noticed his eyes has actually changed color, from the brown that was so captivating to pitch black indicating that his wolf has taken over and I could see that he was resisting his wolf because it was like a flash between black and brown.

His mouth began exploring my bare skin, from my mouth down to to my chest, I had to bite my lips to keep myself from moaning, he was going down to the edge of my panties I thought he was going to get down on me but he only grabbed my face and began kissing me. They was nothing smooth or slow about m kiss he was so possessive.

I didn’t even know his hand was already inside my pant until I felt him slide a finger inside my vagina…OH MY GOD THATS FEELS SO GOOD. I can't believe I will be losing my virginity today I'm glad it's with my mate. 

He kept on trusting his finger in and out of me I couldn't hold back the moan anymore because he was moving faster and I felt my orgasm building he noticed it and added another finger.

“I'm going to cum”

“Don't cum yet “ 

Oh no, he was moving in faster than  he was and my orgasm was building and I don't think I can hold it any more so I screamed. “Cane!!!”

His gaze burn into me when he said “cum for me baby” immediately he removed his hand and replaced it with his mouth, I cum all over his mouth while moaning his name, he licked his fingers while staring directly at me, which made everything way hotter and it turned me on. 

He stood up and gazed at me while arranging his lower self in his pants.

“Don't think these changed anything between us I still hate you” I was shocked of the words that came out his mouth.

“And don't think for a second I will mark you, I just wanted a release and you were there like the slut that you are” I couldn't even look at him because there were already tears forming in my eyes.

He was about leaving when he turned to me and said “you taste really good, ooh don't forget to shut my door on your way out”.

I thought he left but he came back and pressed his lips on my lips, enticing me hopes of more and with that he left the room.

I don't even know how I feel but I am greatful that we did not have sex but it still hurts. After I rested for awhile i stood up, picked up my dress that was scattered all over the floor, then I changed his sheets and left the room doing my walk of shame.

“Where are you coming from”? Jordan asks when I bumped into him on the stairs.

“ That's non of your business you know right? I have every right to be where I want to be in the pack house”

“I know, but you smell like Cane should I be worried”? Jordan has always been a friend to me even when others treated me like shit, I don't know why he stick around but I am glad to have him around.

“No need to be worried I went to Cane's room to keep something for him.

“First name basis I see” he was just smiling sheepishly. Before now I address him as Alpha Cane so Jordan definitely knows something is up.

“Jordan I don't have time for these don't you have gamma work to do”? 

“Oh shit I gat to go I have a meeting with Cane and Brad I will see you later kiddo” he said while touching my hair. He says I am his younger sister well he is two years older than me.

“More like tomorrow,stay safe out there”

“Alright mum I will and we are talking about this tomorrow okay”

“Sure” he left and I went to my room, I remember when I was always been picked on in school Jordan will always stand up for me and our friendship just kick up from there.

I think this is the best sleep I have had in awhile, I slept last night with the thought of only one person in my mind, not the hurtful words he said to me but what transpired between us in his room and those brown eyes.

I sighed because I know that it is a one time thing and he already stated that it won't happen again so moving on to reality I have a lots of things to do today.

The pack was silent when I stepped out of my room that only indicate that they all went out for their daily run in the woods well they should be back by now anyways.

I was about going to get my things and head to the beach when I met Cane and Lisa the pack slut talking.

“Why didn't you come to me like you promised” 

“why will i”? Cane asks

“Oh I see you got yourself another bitch right ? 

“ I will watch it if I were you, don't forget I am still your alpha at the end of the day, now get out of my sight this minute. He commanded and she left immediately because nobody disrespect the alpha even his toys.

He comes into the kitchen completely ignoring me and poured himself a cup of coffee, he looks at me and asks, “ are you okay ?” he stares at me like he is trying to find something.

His questions took me by surprise because he almost sounded concern.

“Yes” I say carefully… If he thinks seeing him with that bitch will affect me then he needs to think again because he has done worst to me than this and this is not the first time I have seen him with girls.

Ladies and gentlemen the asshole is back!

“Good, because I will make sure you're not, he smirks while taking a sip from his cup. Why can't he just be nice for once? I thought once you find your mate, he will love and care for you but my case is just different.

He left after his annoying comments.

The waves, the flow, the smell of the sand and the peace you get when you are at the beach, The beach is my safe space and I really love coming here to clear my head. Am i the only one that feel the air in the beach hits differently from the normal air? lol

“Hey you, I know I will find you here” my peace and quiet was interrupted by the one and only Jordan.

“Why are you here?”

“To see you”

“try again, why are you here?”

“Well we picked rouges scent at these part of the pack so I and some other warriors are patrolling around these area for now and I also came to see you.”

“Woah! Caught anything so far?”

“No we lost track of the scent, anyways what sup with you?”

“Just trying to clear my head that’s all” You?

“Well I’m good”he said while sitting down beside me.

“So about yesterday, are you going to tell me why you were coming out of Cane’s room and why you has his scent all over you or I should just go with the assumptions in my head?

“Ehnn” should I tell him or just lie but I know he won’t buy my lie, I wise someone else saw me coming of cane’s room.

“Cane is my mate” he just look at me like he was not surprised.

“Why are you not surprised “

“I thought as much because you have never been to his room and Cane has been very happy these past week, when me and Brad ask him if he found his mate he didn’t deny it so when I saw you, I put two and two together .

“Wow”

“How do you feel because I can see he has not marked you yet” now he has put on his big brother pants, I am really not ready for these questions.

“He rejected me, but he is also giving out mixed signals and I don’t like it, it’s like his wolf want me but he does not. Please don’t tell him I said anything because he told me not too and I don’t want him to be mad at me.

“I haven’t found my mate neither have I been rejected so I can’t say I understand but I know he will come around with time.” 

“ He told me he can’t be with an omega, a weakling like me.” I didn’t even know I was crying until he dried my tears with his hands. When I looked at him he was so focused like he was mind linking someone.

“Oh shit I have to go! They got a lead on the scent, please go home straight I can’t follow you back because I am needed at the border and it’s not safe for you to stay here alone.”

“Okay go on I will head to the pack house now, stay safe out there okay? 

“I will” He hugged me so tight and gave me a peck on the forehead and left.

Immediately I opened the door to the pack how I bumped into Cane, I really need to stop meeting him like this.

“Where have you been? I have been looking for you everywhere. He asked, I can swear I saw a hint of worry and care in his eyes but it was gone like a flash. Did he really care about me? Naah that can’t be cane he does not care about anyone and I would be the last person he cares for.

“I went to the beach” he groaned 

“How will you leave without telling anyone where you were going too? And why do you smell like another  man” he looked angry.

“I met Jordan at the beach”

“So what you guys are now together or what? Why would he think that.

“Why do you care? I can be with whosoever I want to be with” I regretted my words as they left my mouth because he pinned me by my neck and his eyes were switching from brown to pitch black and his face was dark with rage.

He closes his eyes and when he opened it, it was brown.

“Get out of here before I do something I will regret” as I turned to leave he punched the wall beside me.

“And don’t leave the pack house” I couldn’t even come up with a response because I was still in shock and was scared that anything that comes out of my mouth will upset him, I hear the front door shut.

“If it’s not my beautiful sister, where were you Cane has been looking for you” Alexia said while walking down the stairs.

“I met him already” I took a bottle of water from the fridge and turn to leave because all I want to do is crawl on my bed and cry.

“So what was it about” curiosity will actually kill this girl 

“Non of your business” I moved pass her and went to my room. She just rolled her eyes at me and went over to sit at the sitting area.

“I know it’s nothing important so I am not bothered and I know you are not worth anything important. She screamed so I will be able to hear her but I just ignored her and went to my room.