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My son's father Chapter 16: My mothers necklace
I sent Darren the $40 I had in my bank account, I decided to get diapers on my credit card. I had a bit of room on them, when Darren had maxed them out, it took me months to even have a bit or room, the minimum payments weren’t getting me very far but I couldn’t do anymore.It’s funny how much things change, a few years ago I had two jobs and I had savings, a car, I remember having a bank full of change on top of my dresser, I never touched it. I used to put all my tips in there since my paychecks paid all my bills and went into savings. Now I am counting my loose change trying to figure out what type of meal I can afford to buy, most of the time I didn’t even have enough for a loaf of bread.I knew I shouldn’t be helping Darren out, but I picked up and offered to help him, it was me he was calling trying to make things right. In a way I was to blame for answering, if I didn’t answer he wouldn’t be continuing to call me.The jail called again, I ignored it. I didn’t want to hear his d
My son's father Chapter 17: Life of an addict, everyone is happy to see you
I spent the rest of the week trying to avoid Darren and get the house ready for Steve to come visit, I was nervous and excited all at once. I was looking forward to time with him but also excited for someone else to finally meet Jeremy. I received another letter from Darren, I didn’t even bother to open it as I waited for Steve to arrive. Jeremy was already a few months old and he was starting to sleep most of his nights and would stay up got a bit through the day. It was nice to start seeing him more it was getting a bit lonely here alone. Winter was almost here so it was getting a bit too cold to go out and do stuff unless we had a really nice day.It was just past 7 when I heard a knock on the door, I immediately ran to door and opened it excitedly as I saw Steve standing there with a big smile. He pulled me into a big hug and lifted me off the ground. He brought in a duffel bag and he also had a bag of snacks and drinks. He looked around my place a bit and sat down,“Well this is
My son's father Chapter 18: Jealous over my own son
That night Steve was set up to sleep on the couch, I went upstairs to get ready. When I got out of the bathroom I saw him standing outside the bathroom in just shorts no shirt. I looked over his body as I took in his large frame covered in tattoos, his muscles were bulging off of him. I stood still for a moment when he brushed up against me to pass by, I stood in place for a moment, all I could think about was jumping him having his hard body against mine as my body begged him to take me.I paced a bit in front of the bathroom door, contemplating waiting for him when I cowardly walked away and jumped into bed. I listened as the bathroom door opened and I heard his footsteps make it down the stairs, I laid awake starring at the ceiling thinking about him. He’s just down the stairs, I just need to get up and go down the stairs and I could do everything in my mind.Everything has changed so much between us, I didn’t look at him like my boyfriends best friend anymore, he was someone I wan
My son's father Chapter 19: Next level
It has been a few months that Steve comes to visit me every weekend unless my father was home, we both knew my dad wouldn’t approve of anyone who even knew Darren. I have been keeping all of Darren’s letters unopened in a drawer, I stopped answering his calls the first night Steve came over and Steve did the same.Jeremy loved Steve, he was beginning to crawl around and play, and when Steve would show up Jeremy would pull himself towards him with a large smile on his face.Every time Steve came over it took everything for me to not jump him, I was insanely attracted to him but I managed to hold myself back, we cuddled up a lot, a few times we slept in the same bed and held each other all night. He always gave me large hugs and would look at me with so much love in his eyes, he felt like my best friend but so much more. Darren has been incarcerated for about 8 months now, I was worried he would be released soon, but I felt safer when Steve was here. I was beginning to look for a apart
My son's father Chapter 20: Everything is perfect
Watching Steve try to hold himself back was turning me on extremely, I was having back to back orgasms as I watched him shake trying to hold himself back. I was making him quiver over me and I was enjoying it too much what I was doing to him.I couldn’t even count how many orgasms I had, I could tell he was just about ready to cum when he pulled out of me and placed his face between my legs, he started kissing me with so much hunger. I had my back arched as I opened my legs as much as possible, he was eating me like it were his last meal with so much want.“You taste so fucking good.” When I felt myself come to orgasm I didn’t close my legs like I did for Darren, I opened up as wide as possible and grabbed his head and pushed him against me.After having yet another release, he aligned himself with my entrance and push himself inside me much rougher, I could feel his cock pulsating inside me and that was driving me crazy. I grabbed onto his back with my nails and held onto him so he
My son's father Chapter 21: Darren's wife
The rest of the day I stayed a bit distant from him, he would help me make supper and clean up like he always did. He always made me feel like he was my equal, no roles. With Darren I did everything and it was never enough, the house was never clean enough, the laundry was never done fast enough, supper wasn’t good enough but Steve never complained.Once we got into bed and I turned away from him, he wrapped his arm around me,“Are you angry I talked to Darren?”I shook my head.“Why are you mad then?”I sat up, “I’m not mad. Why should I be, we’ve never labeled us. But if things got more intense I mean at some point we would need to move forward we can’t hide from Darren forever.”He laughed a bit and with a really annoying joking voice, “But why I’m scared of him!” I began to laugh although I was trying to stick to my guns. I crossed my arms and looked at him, “Are you going to hide me in the closet, what if Darren comes here what do I do? Tell you not to come around anymore.”He s
My son's father Chapter 22: Heartbreak
I glanced at the time it was about 4 in the morning, I went straight upstairs and put his phone back in his pocket, I laid down and tried to sleep although I kept thinking about everything I saw. When I heard Jeremy wake up I went to go grab him and headed downstairs, I had Steve’s bag packed at the bottom on the stairs. Luckily Jeremy went back to sleep as I sat there and starred at the bag, I was so upset I wasn’t even really thinking. Steve walked down the stairs yawning, “Good morning beautiful” He went to walk towards me to give me a kiss when I nodded towards his bag. He looked down at it and back at me,“So your kicking me out?” I nodded not saying a word. He looked down at his bag once more, “Can I know why?”I looked at him with the dirtiest look on my face, “You already know why. Your game is done, now get the fuck out of my house.”He nodded, reached for his bag and walked out the door. I felt the tears begin to drip down my cheeks, that hurt a lot. A lot more then bein
My son's father Chapter 23: Where's my son?
I looked at my phone for the millionth time today, Steve didn’t answer me. A small part of me wanted him to leave me alone but the bigger part of me was hoping he would confess he’s love for me and he would make me all hisBut nothing came, I spent my days taking care of Jeremy and watching sappy movies and crying my heart out. I took out paper to write a letter to Darren but couldn’t come up with the right words. The weekend came before we knew it and I felt myself waiting and I wasn’t even sure why, even Jeremy seemed to think Steve would show up. He waited near the door like he always did and it broke my heart to see him wait for nothing.Around 9 o’clock I put Jeremy to bed, he was restless I think he was expecting Steve and refused to sleep. I looked at my phone maybe it wasn’t working, I didn’t get any messages from Steve or calls from the jail.I heard a knock on the door on my way down the stairs, I felt my stomach turn at the thought of Steve waiting there to talk to me. As
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