I can tell by Steve’s reaction he wasn’t expecting this, he shook his head,“Why would you want me to do that?”“Because Steve it’s not okay. I know what he did wasn’t okay neither, it was far from okay but why should we stoop down to his level? I don’t want any more blood on my hands, no one deserves to be beaten half to death.”He shook his head, “Yes your right! You and our unborn child do not deserve to be beaten, one half to death and the other to death. Then he had the fucking nerve to try raping you in the fucking hospital. I’m sorry Kay but it’s either those guys do it or I do it, and you have no idea how badly I want to be the one to do it. If you didn’t agree to let me come here with you then I would of put myself in jail to get to him.”I never realized how angry Steve was about this all, he always acted cool and collective, I felt a bit bad he was living with all this anger since everything happened, I didn’t know what else to say.“Its probably too late anyways Kay,
I felt my stomach turn as I began to rush back to the camp, was he planning on having a girl here when I sleep? Or was it something else? It didn’t sound too good, what would he need to do while I sleep. As I was thinking everything through and trying to rush back to get there before Steve, I lost my balance on my way down.I felt myself fall and slide a few feet, I had a bad pain in my knee but it was too dark to see. I immediately got up and headed back in the cabin feeling relieved when I noticed I got here before Steve. I rushed into the room and shut the door, I looked at my knee and I had a huge cut, I must of hit a branch when I fell. I grabbed some tissues and tried to clean it up, I was thinking about going to the bathroom to clean it up when I heard the front door open.I stopped and threw myself under the blankets as I heard Steve walk around, I was trying to place his footsteps, he stopped in Jeremy’s room as my stomach sunk then I hear him walk towards my door, I pulled t
I forgot about that damn cut, I tried to make an excuse but I was so tired I couldn’t think straight,“I’m not sure, maybe it’s from the accident?”Steve shook his head, “No babe, that wasn’t there last night. It’s really fresh. Did you do anything last night?”He came over to inspect the cut closer. I felt myself back away a bit as he stopped, he gave me a hurt look then took a step back,“I can clean it later for you if you want.”I didn’t say anything, I took Jeremy to sit down to get ready to eat. We then all got ready to spend the day at the beach, I was avoiding Steve as much as possible through the day. Steve had noticed while we both gave Jeremy all our attention. I kept feeling Steve’s eyes on me throughout the day.Steve made a BBQ outside while Jeremy was loving his day, he was completely exhausted once we finished supper after the day full of fresh air, he fell asleep while he was eating. Steve put him to bed, when he came back he began putting fire wood in the fire
I didn’t say anything I just walked towards the fire, I wasn’t sure how I was going to bring this up to him. He went along and made the fire in his short without his shirt and I felt my body reacting to his body, I was insanely attracted to him. I couldn’t believe how hard it was right now to not stay mad. He had made a fire in no time and sat down next to me, he grabbed my hand,“So can you tell me why your angry with me? Is it what I told you?”I shook my head, “Not really, what you told me it's the reason I don’t trust you though. I really need you to be honest with my Steve about everything.”He nodded, “Okay then what is it? Can you please tell me so I could try to make it up to you? Let me explain whatever you don’t know. I promise to be entirely honest with you. I cant guess what's going on in your head I wish I could.”I glared at him trying to find the words, “Last night I felt guilty going to bed without at least saying goodnight, so I came back out and you were gone
I began to feel tears start in my eyes, he was surprising me with a proposal, and I reacted by kicking him out. I starred at his phone as I tried to wrap my head around everything. I heard the door open and saw Steve standing there with his bags, he didn’t say anything. He grabbed his phone put of my hand and walked towards the boat, I watched him as he began to load his bags up. I walked towards him, he didn’t even bother to look up at me,“I’m sorry, I don’t know what to say. I did over react a lot and I don’t really have an excuse for it. But I didn’t act really nice towards you and I am sorry. I not only invaded your privacy but I didn’t trust you. I actually thought you were plotting some sort of hit on me.”Steve looked up at me like he was frustrated, he shook his head, “Why would I want to kill you? I’ve done nothing but try to save you. Guess you got a big surprise eh?”He was still organizing he’s stuff in the boat, which was making me uncomfortable, I didn’t want him t
We spent the next few weeks enjoying every moment of each other, things felt perfect. I was finally back to myself although the pregnancy was kicking my ass quite a bit. I was insanely nauseous all the fucking time, I’m not sure why they call it morning sickness when it happens all day. Steve has been fishing everyday, and although I am happy to see he is starting a hobby the smell of the fish had me constantly running to the bathroom.Today we were heading to Lansing for a doctor’s appointment for the baby and tomorrow was Darren’s plea trial. So we were going to stay at Bethany’s for the next few days. I packed everything up for a few days, Steve was beginning to load the boat up while Jeremy was running everywhere.My father was coming to stay with Jeremy for a few days so we could have a bit of alone time, he was looking forward to having time with Jeremy. He has been busy with his new friend, we haven’t seen him too much.Steve came in and smiled at me, “So let’s make sure thi
I sat there and glared over at Steve, I looked her over and she didn’t even have a baby bump, she was so tiny she couldn’t be too far along. I looked back at Steve when my first reaction was to get up and walk out but my legs didn’t move. I wanted to stay here and see how this played out, was Steve this woman’s babies father? I remember her name, I seen her name on Steve’s phone when I found out about Bethany.I felt my stomach turn as I tried to hold in my nausea. Steve looked her over,“Congratulations Darla. You look great, how far along are you?”She smiled, “Thanks, I am about 10 weeks.”I began to count back where was Steve 10 weeks ago, I think that would have been around the time he was first released. That didn’t make sense at all, when he was released he went and got his car and then came to meet us. Did he make a stop on his way, what the hell was going on. I could feel the anger in me begin to get triggered as I was picturing grabbing my leftover food and throwing it a
I looked over the man, he was pretty rough looking which made me a bit nervous. Here I am yet again getting myself in fucking trouble. Every time I stepped foot in this city I would get mad and over react, I felt guilty for not hearing Steve out.I looked up at the man standing next to me,“Nope, not his girl and never will be again.”He nodded, “I don’t blame you, he’s a real asshole that guy. Do you mind if I sit?” I put my arm out, and he sat down. He looked me over,“Your pregnant? Is that Darren’s?”II shook my head, “No, Steve’s ironically enough.”He began to laugh, “That’s funny, you need to get out more often girl! We are talking about Steve as in Darren’s best friend Steve?”I laughed and nodded.“Well I don’t know Steve too well but he always seemed like a solid guy, where is he now?”“I’m not sure probably looking for me. I tend to get mad and take off on him every time something happens.”I wasn't even sure why I was telling a complete stranger out problems, I