เข้าสู่ระบบETHAN ♠
I slammed my locker harder than I meant to, mainly because I was pissed.
Mr. Hargrove, the science teacher, had demanded to see me. That either meant that I was in trouble or... I was in trouble.
I'd been slacking in my assignments but I hoped I could wiggle away with my charm. I'd done it before.
I stopped outside the science lab door, took a deep breath, and knocked twice. Then I pushed it open without waiting for an answer.
The room smelled like chemicals and old textbooks. Gross.
Mr. Hargrove was at his desk, grading papers or something, his glasses perched on the end of his nose like some cartoon professor.
He looked up, not smiling. That wasn't a good sign...
“You asked for me, sir?” I said, leaning against the doorframe like I owned the place.
He set down his pen and nodded. “Yes, I did, Ethan. Come in and shut the door.”
I did, but slowly, buying time. My stomach twisted a little as I walked over.
Hargrove wasn't the yelling type, but he had this way of looking at you like he knew all your crap.
“Have a seat,” he said, gesturing to the stool across from him.
I dropped into it, slouching back. “So, what's up? Is this about that lab report? I can turn it in tomorrow, no sweat.”
He sighed, rubbing his temples like I was already giving him a headache. "No, Ethan. It's about your grade. You're failing science."
Failing?
The word hit like an unexpected slap on my cheek. I mean, I slacked a little but... failing!?
“What? That can't be right. I mean, I passed the last quiz, didn't I?”
“You barely got a D-minus,” he said, pulling out a printout of my grades. He slid it across the desk.
There it was in black and white: 48%.
“And that's after I curved it. You've missed three assignments, bombed the midterm, and your participation in class is non-existent.”
I stared at the paper, embarrassment creeping up my neck. “Okay, fine. I'll catch up. I'll do extra credit or something? Come on, Mr. H, you know I'm good for it.”
He leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms. “It's not that simple. Coach Ramirez called me this morning. The school policy says that if you're failing a core class, you're ineligible for extracurriculars. That includes hockey.”
My heart dropped straight to my gut. “Wait, what? You mean I can't play? Like, at all?”
“Until your grade's up to a B or better, yes. You're off the team starting now.”
“No way.” I shot up from the stool. “Mr. Hargrove, please. Hockey's my thing. We've got regionals in a month—I'm captain. The team's counting on me. I can't just sit out.”
He watched me, his expression softening just a bit. “I get it, Ethan. You're talented on the ice. But rules are rules. You need to learn to prioritize.”
“Prioritize? I've been prioritizing! I practice every day, I have games on weekends—”
“And that's why your homework's piling up,” he cut in. “Look, I don't want to bench you. But you have to earn it back.”
I stopped pacing, gripping the back of the stool. “Fine. What do I gotta do? I'll do whatever. Retake tests, clean the lab, anything.”
He sighed again, like he was debating with himself. “Alright. Here's the deal: if you can score an A on the next quiz and keep your grades up for the rest of the semester—no slips, no excuses—you can stay on the team.”
“An A?” I blurted, eyes wide. I'd never pulled an A in science. Hell, a B was a miracle. “You're kidding, right? That's impossible.”
“Yep, an A,” he said firmly, no room for negotiation. “Anything less, and you're off. No partial credit on this one, Ethan. You need to prove you can handle it.”
I ran a hand through my hair, frustration boiling over. “An A. Great. Just great.”
“You should probably get started,” he added, glancing at the clock. “The quiz is in a week. Covers chapters five through eight—thermodynamics, mostly.”
“A week? Come on. This is brutal.”
“I'd recommend getting a tutor,” he said, standing up like the conversation was over. “Someone who knows the material. Ask around—there are plenty of smart kids in AP who'd help for extra credit.”
A tutor. Like I needed some nerd breathing down my neck. “Whatever,” I muttered, grabbing my backpack and heading for the door. “Thanks for the pep talk.”
“Ethan,” he called as I yanked it open. “I'm rooting for you. Don't blow this.”
I didn't answer.
The hallway was dead quiet now, everyone had already gone home.
My mind was racing— I couldn't lose hockey it over some stupid formulas. It was all I had.
I pushed through the main doors into the parking lot, the afternoon sun instantly hitting me.
Kathleen was there, leaning against my truck, scrolling through her phone. She looked up and smiled the moment she caught sight of me.
"Hey, babe," she said, straightening up. "What took so long? I was waiting forever. You wanna grab shakes at Dairy Queen? My treat."
"Not now, Kath," I said, brushing past her toward the driver's side.
She followed, frowning. "Wait, what's wrong? You look pissed."
"I said not now." I unlocked the door, my voice sharper than I meant.
"God, Ethan, chill. I was just asking. Did Hargrove chew you out or something?"
I ignored her, yanking the door open and tossing my bag inside. She kept talking—something about practice or whatever—but it blurred into noise. I wasn't in the mood for her drama on top of mine.
Finally, she huffed. "Fine. Be a jerk. Call me when you're over it."
She stormed off toward her Beemer, her heels clicking angrily. Whatever. I'd deal with her later.
I was about to climb in when movement caught my eye across the lot.
Mia.
She was walking toward the bus stop with her weird friends—Riley, the veggie freak, and Jaden, the gay guy who thought he was hilarious.
They were laughing about something, Mia in the middle, her head thrown back.
Her face lit up animatedly, her eyes crinkling at the corners, that smile hitting like... damn. It was pretty. Genuinely pretty.
Her hair caught the light, swinging as she gestured wildly, probably telling some story.
I froze, hand on the door handle. What the hell? Did I just think that?
Mia? The girl I'd been calling whale since middle school? Pretty?
Nah. There must be something wrong with me. Stress from Hargrove, maybe. Or low blood sugar. Yeah, that was it.
I shook my head hard, like I could rattle the thought away, and slid into the truck.
But as I pulled out, I caught one last glance in the rearview. She was still smiling.
And I still think she looks pretty.
Shit.
ETHAN ♠ I knew I shouldn't have bothered hiding. I was in the chemistry lab trying—really trying—to focus on a difficult topic when the door banged open.I didn't have to turn to know who it was.Kathleen stormed in with her cheeks flushed and her eyes full of anger.“What the fuck is wrong with you, Ethan?!”I closed the textbook slowly. “What do you want from me, Kathleen?”She slammed the door behind her.“What do I want from you?” Her voice was ice-cold. “I want you to stop acting like a total pushover by defending that loser! You humiliated me in front of the entire school, Ethan! Everyone’s talking about it.”I finally lifted my head and met her glare head-on.“You humiliated yourself.”Her mouth dropped open for a second before snapping shut. She took two steps closer, her heels clicking sharply against the tile.“I messed up, okay? I admit it. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have started that poll. It was stupid. But can we go back to how things were before? We were so good together.
[A FEW HOURS LATER…]MIA ♥I sat in the guidance counselor’s office with my knees pressed together, my hands were clasped so tightly that my knuckles were white. Mrs. Delgado’s desk smelled like candles, and the clock on the wall ticked louder than it should have. I kept my gaze on the desk, knowing my eyes were swollen like hell by now.Mrs. Delgado leaned forward, her voice was gentle but firm. “Mia, you don’t need to worry. I’m not going to pry if you don’t want to talk. But you don’t look fine. Your face is all blotchy, sweetheart. Are you sure you’re okay?”I forced a smile that felt so plainly fake. “Yes, I’m fine. Really.”She hummed skeptically—and sighed through her nose. “You know you can talk to me, right? I know that kids can be vicious.”My throat tightened. “I know. But I’m okay.”She studied me for another long second, then nodded slowly. “Alright. If you say so.” She flipped open a folder on her desk. “You volunteered for the Peer-to-Peer Tutoring Program last semes
MIA ♥I kept repeating it like a mantra in my head as I pushed through the front doors of Westfield High.‘Don’t think about him. Don’t think about him.’ I slammed my locker open harder than necessary. Stop. Just stop.I reached for my bio textbook, my fingers shaking a little. My reflection in the tiny mirror taped by the door looked back at me.I looked small. I looked stupid.A few make-out sessions. One night of his tongue between my legs. That was all it took for me to turn into this… this mess. I'd gotten attached. Like some lovesick idiot who forgot the rules.‘Fuck, why am I so stupid?’It was obviously just physical for him. A distraction. So why did it feel like someone had reached inside my chest and twisted?I was still staring at my own pathetic reflection when I heard giggling behind me.I turned to see two junior girls laughing by the water fountain, looking at their phones and glancing my way.My stomach dropped when I realized it wasn’t just them.Heads were turnin
ETHAN ♠ I stood there in the dim hallway, my jeans half-zipped, heart slamming against my ribs like it wanted out of my chest. Kathleen was still on her knees in front of me, her lips swollen, looking up with a confused pout.“What the fuck, Ethan?” she snapped, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. “Let’s continue. You were literally groaning two seconds ago.”I shoved her shoulder pushing her back so she had to catch herself on the tile. “Get off me.”She scrambled to her feet, her eyes narrowing. “Excuse me? What’s your problem?”I didn’t answer right away. I couldn’t. My brain was still replaying the look on Mia’s face—the way her eyes went wide, then glassy with tears.Fuck. She’d seen everything. I zipped up, my hands shaking. “We’re done.”Kathleen laughed sharply. “Done? You’re kidding. What, because that fat whore walked by? You’re bothered about Fatty Mia seeing us? Seriously?”Something in me snapped.I turned on her so fast she flinched. “Say that about her again
MIA ♥I dragged my feet down the hallway next to Riley and Jaden.We’d just survived another double period of hell, and the weight of it all was crushing me.“I can’t believe we still have three more projects to finish,” Riley groaned, kicking at a stray pencil on the floor. “Like, who thought senior year needed this much torture? I’m already drowning in college applications.”Jaden threw his head back dramatically. “Right? My art portfolio is due in two weeks, and I still have to edit that short film.”We all groaned in perfect unison. “At least we’re suffering together,” Jaden said, slinging an arm around my shoulders. “Misery loves company, right?”Before I could answer, a loud, theatrical voice sounded through the hallway.“Listen up, losers!” Kathleen’s voice rang out from the far end. She was standing on a bench flanked by her usual minions.“Everyone’s invited to my house this Friday night. Except… obvious exceptionsThere's music, drinks, the works.”She smirked, scanning the
MIA ♥I crossed my arms tighter over my chest, trying to pretend the goosebumps racing across my skin were from the air conditioning and not from the way Ethan was looking at me—like I was something he’d been starving for.“Next question,” I repeated, my voice higher than I wanted it to be. I reached for the textbook again. “We’re not done. You still need to—”“Actually,” he cut in, his voice rough, “I’m tired of studying.”He didn’t sit back down.Instead, he closed the last bit of distance between us in one slow step, his body heat hitting me like a wave. My back bumped lightly against the edge of the desk. There was nowhere to go.“Ethan…” I started, but it came out more like a warning than a protest.He didn’t say anything right away.He lifted one hand, slow enough that I could’ve stopped him if I really wanted to. His fingertips brushed the bare skin of my collarbone—right over the spot he’d marked last night—and I sucked in a sharp breath.His thumb traced the faint purple bru







