We were completely ambushed, and the number of rogues were overwhelming for just the three of us.
The hardest and probably most odd part about that day was that none of us were able to shift. At all. I could hear Seles in my mind, roaring at me to let her out, but I couldn't. Because of that, we were alloverwhelmed easily. Rogues surrounded us, and gravely injured the Alpha first, before immobilizingme and attacking the Luna.I still remember her seream as one of them ripped her throat out.I shiver and turn the water in the shower as hot as I can bear, searing my skin slightly as I feel tears prick my eyes. I clasp my arms around myself, still haunted by the state of their bodies after the rogues had stopped attacking. They left me alive, but barely. I had gashes and claw marks all over me, plus a large chunk of my leg was torn away and a badly broken arm. I was healing slowly, as werewolves do, but it wasn't enough. We were found about an hour later, with me hysterical and trying to claw my way over to the Luna.I was talken to the infirmary to heal, and I reported what had happened to the Beta, and mike, who was devastated and demanded answers from me. I told him I was sorry, that we couldn't shift, but he didn't believe me at all.It took a few weeks for me to heal completely, and as soon as I was able I went to where they has buried the Alpha and Luna. I was there for only afew short moments before being dragged off to mike, now Alpha, and his Beta where I was questioned again, and finally accused with failingmy job. As punishment, my wrists were to be bound with silver cuffs, my title and everythingrevoked.Now I'm merely a member of the pack, shunned because I allowed the Alpha and Luna to die.Can I even be considered a werewolf anymore if I can't feel her?The stage is painted black and has some monitors and other sound equipment placed around. There are two bars located side-by-side on the far-right wall, with the kitchen behind them, a door between the bars giving access to that area. The bars are black as well, but with some sort of marble top on them.There is also a seating area that is located at thevery back of the room, with assorted chairs andtables scattered about. The main attraction of theIron Wolf is the upstairs area though. I sigh as I glance up and see the railings lining the balcony and the lights hitting the ceiling.Everyone kills to get up there. Unfortunately, it'sfor higher ranking wolves due to the hierarchybullshit that distinguishes everyone. The only wayto get to the top area is by the stairs near the stage, but there's usually a bouncer or guard there as well.I've only been up there onlya handful of timessince I have a good relationship with Kai. Fromwhat I remember, there's pretty much a wholeother bar up there with everything that is downhere, except nicer. The wolves up there can lookdown to whatever is happening downstairs fromthe railings, without having to mingle with anyonethey don't want to.I smile as I see Kai over by the stage. We're herebefore opening because... well I'm performing heretonight.You heard me. Pretty much exiled female wolf isperforming at the biggest wolf bar in town.I used to perform here many times before mystatus was removed, and honestly, no one here hasever made a problem of it since then. They come tohear me sing, and they don't judge. The Iron Wolf hear me sing, and they don't judge. The Iron Wolf has become a second home to me, but I've been spending less and less time here because Mikedecides to take away my opportunities to comesince he knows I love it so much.He can't stop me from coming completely, becauseKai requests me often and I get paid, so on nightslike tonight, Mike's hand is pretty much forced to let me go out. He thinks he has total control, but hereally doesn't. Another win for me.Kai waves as we approach him. "Lynette, Nadia!Glad to see you both here." He looks to me, hisdark shoulder length brown hair swishing with hishead movement as his grey eyes lock with mine."You ready for tonight?"I nod. "More than ready. I'm happy to be here.""Good, cause there's a special guest here tonight."I tilt my head in confusion. "Who?""Nathaniel Stone, the soon to be Alpha King."Myjaw drops in my mind and I know my eyes arewide like saucers.He’s here?!?Nadia's POV"Nadia, you okay?" Lynette asks me as we sit at ourkitchen table with Gabby. The smell of breakfast isamazing, but I just can't seem to find an appetite. Ipush my food around on my plate before lookingup at her."Yeah, just had a shit sleep is all.""You should eat." She says, concerned andI can'tblame her. I should eat to keep up my strength,considering I don't know what I will be asked to do,or subjected to. Every day here at Pure Moon ishighly unpredictable for me. Ever since I wasstripped of everything and deemed responsible forthe Alpha and Luna's deaths, the pack hasn't takento lightly to the fact that I wasn't sentenced todeath, and they have no fear in showing me exactlyhow they feel. Same with Mike.Honestly, it's a question I ask myself every day.Why didn't Mike send me to the High Reign Counciland have me charged with their deaths? Then hewouldn't have to deal with me being aroundanymore.Nadia's POVI still can't believe it.I'm Nathaniel's mate.I'm still getting used to seeing all the pack members bow and address me. They've been doing it over the past few weeks and honestly, it continues to baffle and wonder at me. I'm mated tonot justa royal, but the future king of our race.Nathaniel has completely gone back to the endearing, loving and sexy man that I'm used to, and thank God because now that I know we're mates, I can't keep my hands off him. We've beenspending every waking moment together between his work and he's been showing me around the packlands and allowing me to help him with his pack work in a more official capacity consideringIt's now my pack too.We've briefly discussed making a trip out to the witches' coven to see about getting my cuffs removed and accept our mate bonds once they're off, which I am extremely excited for. These cuffshave been the biggest burden and hurdle for me in terms of coming back into myself and the woman I know I can be.I'
Nadia's POV"What?" I say, bewildered as what he told me sinks in. "I'm...""You're my mate, Nadia." Nate says lovingly but with hurt in his voice."You've known this entire time?" My voice shakes with emotion, and he nods. "I've known since the first day we met."I back away and bring my arms up, lightly touching my cuffs."I never felt anything because of these.""Most likely. But I think you felt some sort of connection, just not as a mate bond.I look at him, tears still streaming down my face. "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I see the pain cross his face and I know it must have been difficult for him to keep this hidden and as shocked as I am, I'm sure he had his reasons."Come into my room, let's talk." I nod and follow him down the hallway. We enter his bedroom and we sit on the bed together, the darkness of the blacks and grays of the room aligning with how I feel at this moment.Nate takes my hands in his and I look directly into his eyes as he speaks."I didn't tell you rig
Nadia's POVI'm angry. It's been two days since Nate just walked away from me without an explanation, and I've been avoiding him. I don't understand how he can just keep playing with my feelings this way. The retreat was absolute bliss, and ever since we came back, it's been an utter shit show.I'm sitting in the music room, plucking away on the piano, trying to sort through my feelings.Confusion.Anger.Attraction.I've never been so emotionally confused in my entre life, and this is proving to be hard to navigate. I want to yell, scream, and kiss Nate all at the same time and it’s driving me insane. I sigh, beginning to play andI hear the door open, and I stop and turnto see who is coming in and I see the familiar face of Lynette."Heya stranger." She says with a smile and I half smile back."What's wrong?"I shake my head. "I don't even know."Let's talk about it, like we usually do." She comes and sit beside me on the bench, andI nod and sigh loudly. "It's Nate.""What happened?
Nadia's POV It's still hard to believe that I'm living at Nate's packlands.It's been weeks since my incident and there's been not a single sound about our departure from Pure Moon, which Nate has found highly suspicious. Surely if three of your own pack members just up and disappeared, you'd look for them, no? Apparently to Mike, it's a no.Honestly, I don't care as much about it at this point. This is the freedom that all three of us have been wishing for a very long tỉme.Not looking over our shoulders.Not worried about our actions.Not getting verbally or physically abused.The pack has taken us in fully, and it's like we were a part of it this whole time.Now that I've healed fully from my wounds, I've been helping Nate with his pack work, almost like an assistant or secretary. I help keep track of his meetings and help him organize his paperworkfrom other packs and inform him when he gets new requests, Organizing them by importance and whatnot. It's been a steady pace, and I'
Nadia's POVI can't believe this is happening.We're part of Nate's pack now.It's only been a few days and I'm still recovering from my attack, but it feels like we've been here this entire time. Gabby and Lynette have their own suites now and have fallen right into place with Nadine and Tobias.I'm still in the medical wing as I had a small setback with my stab wound, I accidentally pushed myself a bit too hard during exercise and ripped my stitching open, so now I'm on light movement until it heals. Everyone has been visiting me every single chance they get, and Nate has been texting me every moment he isn't in here with me.It's sweet.I feel a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders in telling Nate the entire backstory of my life and how I came to be in this present moment. It surprised me that he immediately knew something was off like Gabby and Lynette had been saying for years, but I'm glad it’s out now.He also made a full incident report on my attack based on what I told
Nathaniel's POVI'm restless.I haven't slept.Nadia hasn't woken up. It's been four days since her attack and she's still unconscious. Nadine has said she is healing at an accelerated rate now thanks to my blood transfusions, but it's hard to know how much damage was done until she wakes up.So far it hasn't been positive.I've gone to visit her every chance I've gotten. Gabby and Lynette haven't left her side and said that they would let me know if anything changed. I wanted to be by her side this entire time, but I've had to keep to my duties and run my pack. The pack is uneasy due to my unease with her condition. They know she's my mate and their Luna and the despair I feel from them knowing she's been injured maliciously has been a heavy burden to bear. I sigh as I sit at my desk in my office, mindlessly going through papers on my desk, I try to think of our happier moments, and I'm startled when Lynette bursts in."She's awake."Nadia's POVNadia. You're stronger than this. Open