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Chapter 63 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ I tried to mentally distract myself as the conversation resumed. "Yeah," Oren breathed, "Too many things are not adding up here." Vincenzo looked up from his plate suddenly, with a thoughtful pause. "Did you say Giancarlo?" he asked, glancing at Kegan. "Yeah," Kegan nodded. "Romano Giancarlo." Vincenzo clicked his tongue and let out a low whistle. "Haven't heard that name in a minute." "You know him?" Luigi asked, curious now. Vincenzo gave a slow nod. "Not directly at first. Was introduced through someone—fuck if I remember who. But yeah, I know him." Nikolai tilted his head and watched Vincenzo with mild suspicion. "How'd that happen?" Vincenzo shook his head like the memory annoyed him. "There was this one time, a few years back, I had a stash so big it could've turned to dust in my hands. Whole fucking shipment. Meth, grade-A cuts. We're talking about something that could've fed a city or burned a hole through my pocket if it went bad." "Meth
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Chapter 65 ⟿❂⟾ Sylvia ⟿❂⟾ Nikolai's hand moved to the nape of my neck, his fingers tangling in my damp hair. "That's why you wanted to take your vows so badly, isn't it? To make the mask permanent." His insight caught me off guard. No one had ever understood that part of me before. "Yes," I admitted softly. "If I belonged to God, to the Church, then it wouldn't matter who I was before. I could just be Sister Sylvia for the rest of my life." "And now?" he asked, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Do you still want that?" I closed my eyes, feeling the warmth of his hand on my neck, the gentleness of his touch that belied the dangerous man I knew him to be. "I don't know anymore. Everything is different now." "Because of what's happening with the convent?" "Because of you," I corrected, opening my eyes to meet his gaze. "You make me want things I shouldn't. You make me question everything I thought I knew." He leaned closer, his breath warm against my lips. "Is that a
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