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The Calculation

Author: Ife
last update publish date: 2026-06-02 20:34:27

Damien's POV

"That was unnecessary."

Klein didn't wait for me to close the office door. He was already there, arms crossed, expression dark in a way I had never quite seen before.

"What was unnecessary?" I said, moving to the desk.

"What you said to her. To Lena." He stepped closer. "You didn't have to support Victoria like that. You could have said nothing."

"Victoria was right—"

"Victoria was cruel," Klein cut in. "And you know it. The girl was just standing there doing her job and Victoria humiliated her in front of all of us." He paused. "And you made it worse."

I poured myself a drink. Whiskey. Too early for it but the day was already becoming one of those days where I needed it.

"Klein—"

"Don't," he said. "Don't tell me you had to do it. Don't tell me it was necessary. I know you. I know what you're doing." He waited until I looked at him. "You're trying to kill the bond."

The glass stopped halfway to my mouth.

"By making her hate you," he continued. "By showing her exactly what you are, a man who will choose politics over his own fated mate. A man who will stand in a room and let his future wife humiliate her and then side with that wife anyway." His jaw was tight. "You think if she hates you enough the bond will break."

I set the glass down slowly.

He wasn't wrong.

That was the problem with Klein, he had known me since we were seven years old. He could read me like I was written in a language he had mastered decades ago.

The truth was simpler and messier than he wanted to admit. My father had spent six years building the Hale alliance. Billions in business deals. Territory agreements. Political positioning that had taken decades to put in place. Elder Hale had influence on the council that my father needed. That I needed if I was going to keep this pack stable and strong.

Victoria came with all of that.

Lena came with nothing.

And I couldn't afford to choose her.

So I had made the calculation. If she hated me, truly hated me, then the bond might weaken. Fated mates could reject each other if the rejection ran deep enough. It was rare. But it was possible.

And if it was possible then maybe I could have both things. Victoria and her father's alliance. And a conscience that didn't wake me up at three in the morning.

"You should apologize," Klein said quietly.

"No."

"Damien—"

"No," I said again. I turned away from him. "An apology would complicate things. It would give her hope that there's something worth saving here. There isn't." I took a drink. The whiskey burned. "It's better this way. She'll hate me. The bond will fade. And eventually this will all make sense."

"That's a lie and you know it."

"It doesn't matter if it's a lie," I said. "It's what needs to happen."

Klein walked to the window. He stood there for a long moment, looking out at the pack territory beyond the glass.

"You're becoming him," he said finally. Quietly. "Your father. Making calculations about people's lives like they're numbers on a spreadsheet."

"My father built an empire—"

"Your father sent away his fated mate and spent thirty years regretting it," Klein said. He turned to face me. "And now you're doing the exact same thing. But worse. Because you're doing it while she's still here. While you're still hurting her. Every single day."

The words landed harder than I expected.

"When this blows up in your face, and it will, don't say I didn't warn you," he said. Then he walked to the door.

I reached out. "Klein—"

"Save it," he said without turning around. "I don't want to hear it."

He left.

I stood alone in my office with the whiskey and the weight of what I had done.

"You're killing her,"my wolf said quietly.

"Not just the bond. You're killing her spirit. Every time you choose Victoria, every time you side against her, you're breaking something in her that won't heal."

But the truth was messier than that too. I wasn't just protecting my father's alliance. I was protecting myself. Because if I admitted that Lena was my mate, then I had to face the fact that I had chosen wrong.

And I didn't know if I could live with being that man.

So it was easier to make her hate me.

Easier to push her away.

Easier to tell myself that eventually the pain would stop and the calculations would make sense and everything would be fine.

Easier to lie.

But I had let her walk.

My wolf was completely silent now. Not calm. Not accepting.

Just silent.

The way the sky goes silent before a storm.

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