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Noah's POV I think that phone call messed me up more than I'd like to admit. Because of that phone call, I was embarrassingly a little too clingy last night with the Alpha. I don't think he could have pried me off his lap if he wanted to while watching that movie. I don't even recall what it was about. I was too busy nuzzling up against him. My arms were wrapped so tightly around him I'm surprised he didn't complain. And of course today you wouldn't catch me in the same room with him. I've been dodging him like the plague. If I hear his voice in another room, I simply walked past or turn back and go the other direction. If I bump into him I'm a blushing mess and the stupid Alpha jerk doesn't help. He simply smiles or laughs at me which only makes my blushing worse. 'Stupid jerk!' I think to myself as I quickly race past the kitchen where I hear his voice. Unfortunately I think he's catching on, and not even an hour later I was too busy looking at my phone instead of my surroundi
Noah's POV I wake up feeling more comfortable than I ever have in my entire life. I nuzzle my face into my body pillow as I begin to wake up. My body pillow is so warm so I slowly climb onto it more and move around slightly to get more comfortable. As I do this I feel myself down there, I feel something I don't normally feel.... That sensation reminds me of the dream I had last night. With my head still cloudy from sleep, and the dream I had, I pressed my hips forward and take a deep breath in of the amazing scent, and moan. My pillow smells so amazing! I thought as I press my nose against it and take a deep breath in again. For some reason the scent sends a warm tingling sensation down below and I moan as I press my hips forward into my pillow. I think of the dream I woke from. For some reason I dreamt of Michael and he was in my bed. I've never had an erotic dream and I've only been turned on once, when Michael kissed me. I remember the details of the dream and these feelin
Noah's POV I don't know what's going on with me but I feel so different with each passing day. It's getting harder to focus during training, I'm constantly losing focus, and it's costing me each time I take a hit that I wasn't expecting. Even though I slept good last night, and swore I had my fill of the damn Alpha after snuggling against him, my body is still screaming for me to run back and crawl into his lap. I'm so frustrated, it's like my body doesn't want me to be away from him anymore. As soon as I made it to the training field, it took everything I had not to turn around and run back to him. Frustrated, I growl then command them to attack me. I quickly dodged the first one but felt slower as I dodged the second. And then it happens... I take a kick to my ribs as I become distracted again when I think of Michael out out of nowhere. I immediately hunch over, something I wouldn't normally do, I'm usually stronger and can tolerate so much more. That move gave them the perfec
Third Person's POV Michael woke up feeling a warmth and a weight on him. He blinked his eyes then lifted his head to look down, but felt hair tickling his face. He smiled when the warm weight that was laying on him began to purr and slowly move around. His arms wrapped around Noah as he began to wake up. During the night Noah climbed on top of Michael and apparently used him as a bed. Michael reached up, tilting his chin up, so he could see his face. His heart skipped a beat when those eyes fluttered open and he saw the beautiful blue eyes of Noah's. Michael ran his hand through his hair again, brushing it out of his face more before gently caressing his cheek. The sound of Noah's purr became a little louder as he smiled at Michael, then slowly closed his eyes again. Michael looked at the clock and hated that he had to get up. He pressed a kiss to Noah's forehead before sitting up and collecting him in his arms. He gently laid Noah inside his nest and his heart broke when he he
Michael's POV I smiled as I sat down at the dinner table. I looked around the room to see almost everyone smiling at us. Although some looked at us shocked. This is the first time they've ever seen Noah giving me any affection, let alone curled up in my lap. And yet here he is, curled up in my lap with his face buried in my neck. I feel goosebumps spreading with each warm breath that fans my neck.His nose lightly presses against my skin as he takes a breath in before letting it out. And the beautiful sound of his purr fills the room. That's another reason why They're looking at us. They have never heard Noah purr before, I'm sure most of them know he wouldn't dare be caught purring. And yet here he is, so openly purring. He's not even ashamed, he could care less that everyone can hear him purr. And I know why, he's preheat. After tonight, the full moon will be here in two nights. I run my fingers through his hair, then press a kiss to the top of his head. When my lips touch h
Third Person's POV That night at dinner was the last time Michael was able to leave the room. Noah refuses to leave his nest at this point, but he also refuses to allow Michael to leave. And it's getting harder and harder to get him to eat. All he wants to do at this point is sleep. A little bit of his feistiness has seemed to come back and Michael think it's because he's so sleepy. His body is trying to get as much rest as it can before he goes into heat. His body is trying to store that energy because he's going to need it. Although he won't need as much since Michael had the doctor give him suppressant. Michael knows Noah is not ready to have sex, and he doesn't want him to do anything he's not ready for. But because he took suppressant pills late, and it's his first heat, it won't completely suppress his heat. He will still experience some of it, but at least it will be mild. It'll also help keep his scent down which will be helpful for the Alpha. It'll make it easier for hi
Third Person's POV Noah whimpered as he stared at the bathroom door. He felt as if Michael just abandoned him and he felt the tears fill his eyes. 'Why would he leave me laying here alone? He's so far away, I can't even smell him properly now!' Noah thought then whimpered again. The tears that filles his eyes ran down his cheek. 'please come back!' Noah thought to himself as he stared at the door, hoping it would open soon and Michael would come back to him. What if he doesn't? What if somehow he stays in that room forever? What if he climbs out the window and he never comes back? All these irrational thoughts race through his head and the tears spill down his cheeks. Oh how he missed Michael and just wanted to smell him. He opens his mouth to call out for him. Afraid he might not be in there anymore. But as he opens his mouth while reaching for the door, that hand suddenly yanks back and grabs his stomach as he curls into a ball and cries out. The most intense pain suddenly r
Noah's POV "I love you!" I whispered and immediately heard Michael take a sharp breath in. My heart broke when I saw the tears immediately fill his eyes as he looked at me. His eyes slowly closed and those tears fell down his cheeks. I brought my hands to his face and pulled him forward, resting his forehead against mine. "I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry I've been fighting this. I don't know, I just... This is so hard for me. You don't understand how hard this was for me. But you're, you're different. I never thought I'd feel this." I said then swallowed hard. "I knew I loved you for a while now but I've been denying it to myself... I've been fighting it. But I do... I love you!" I said then let out a shaky breath. I pull his face away, and see the tears still running down his face. I bring my thumb up and wipe away his tears. He looks at me then takes a deep breath as if trying to gather himself. It breaks my heart to see this man, this Alpha crying, simply because I told him