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*** Trigger Warning!!! ***Anders POVI groan as I wake up. The stupid annoying beeping sound makes me growl as I rub my eyes.I reach for the alarm clock, to turn off the damn thing, but instead I feel nothing there. However I do feel a slight pain in my hand as something pulls on it when I reached my hand out.I open my eyes to look at my hand just to see an ivy in it. I furrow my eyebrows as I look at the IV then look around the room.That's when I realize I'm not in my bedroom and the stupid sound I was hearing wasn't my alarm clock.I lay there for a moment, trying to figure out what the hell was going on?It starts to come back and I realize the pain in my chest wasn't as bad as it was. I look at my wrist and they're not even bandaged. I look up when I hear someone moving."Hey, you're awake."I hear Michael say as he approaches me."How long have I been here?""5 days. We kept you sedated to get you passed the worst part so you weren't in so much pain. Even unconscious your bod
Michael's POV I was just going over the new terms with Alpha Mitchell when the doctor suddenly linked me, letting me know Anders left the hospital. I closed the link then looked Mitchell. "I'm sorry, this is an emergency, I have to go. Roy will see you out." Let's go Ryder." I said as I grabbed his arm then practically yanked him out of the chair. I waited until we were out of the room before I said what was going on. "Anders left the hospital after I told him not to." "Shit!" Ryder said as he followed me up the stairs. As I got to the top of the stairs I stumbled and fell forward as I grabbed my chest. Ryder was by my side instantly pulling me me back up. "Shit, he did it again!" I pushed off the wall then ran forward. The door was closed this time but I was thankful it wasn't locked. I ran down the hall and my eyes went wide when I entered the room. I wasn't expecting to see that. Anders trying to kill himself again but this time he's hanging from the beam above his bed
Anders POV I groan as I wake up. I hear the familiar beeping sound and I blink my eyes open to look at it. I sat there for a moment, just staring at the damn thing.... "You've gotta be fucking kidding me!" I said then ran my hands down my face. I dropped my hands in my lap and stared at them. I thought for certain that would have worked. I really thought I would've been heavy enough to at least snap my neck.... Maybe I didn't have it around my neck right? I thought to myself then looked at my hand. I reached up with my other hand and ripped the IV out. He doesn't get it! He doesn't know what it feels like to go through this. He doesn't know what it feels like to love someone so much and not be loved back. But instead, to have them rip your heart out and step on it. To toss you aside like garbage. I grab my chest, still feeling the pain inside. I don't want to do this. I don't want to live like this. I wanted a mate so bad. I wanted my happy ending. Someone I can live with an
Jameson's POV Joshua didn't even make it halfway through the last movie before he fell asleep. I smiled at Zane when he picked Joshua up and carried him to bed. I laid down and closed my eyes for a moment, but I must have dozed off because I woke up to feeling Zane's fingers lightly raking across my face. I opened my eyes and saw him kneeling down in front of me with a smile on his face. Goddess, I missed that face. We didn't see him for almost 2 days. "Would you like me to tuck you in too?" He said with his big sexy smile. His face so close to mine, his warm breath fans my face. Those amazing hypnotic eyes of his stare down at me. I swore last time they were blue, but this time they look green. My eyes find his lips and I can't seem to pull my eyes away from them. I feel the warmth spread through my body when I remember what those lips felt like against mine. When I remember what his kiss tastes like. I want to taste him again. I want to feel his tongue against mine and befor
Zane's POV I slowly wake up feeling a vibration against my chest. I feel the warmth of their bodies on top of me and their warm breath fanning my neck on both sides. I opened my eyes and looked down to see both of my mates on me.Joshua is laying on my left side with his body draped over me and Jameson is on my right, with his body draped over me and his arm wrapped around Joshua. I feel the biggest smile spread across my face when I realize they're both purring. Not just Joshua, but Jameson as well. They both have their face buried in my neck while purring. I close my eyes and squeeze them tighter as I relish in this moment. This was my first night with them. The first time waking up with my mates in my arms. It feels better than I ever thought it would. My heart feels so full and complete. As I squeeze them tighter, they both stir slightly and begin nuzzling their nose into my neck at the same time. Both of them, their purr gets a little rougher before softening and evening out
Jameson's POV Joshua and I are both 19. But that little 11-year-old Omega worked his way into Joshua's heart. Even with the age difference, their best friends. I think it's mostly because even though Joshua's 19, he's still very childlike due to the way he was raised. Being born and raised in that makeshift cage and not allowed to talk. Not able to learn about anything outside of that cage. Like the simplest things. Things that we take for granted. Warm clothes, food whenever you're hungry, a toilet, a shower..A bed, furniture... Dishes.... These are all just the things inside of a house. There's still the big world out there, stores, restaurants, a movie theater, an ice cream shop.... All things he's never seen. This is why he may be 19 years old, but he seems so much younger. Then you have that little Omega. He sure is a little spitfire even though he was in the same circumstances.Although he was inside and not kept in that makeshift crate outside. But he came out differ
Jameson's POV I held Joshua in my arms the whole way to our new home. It felt so weird leaving the pact territory and not feeling it. Instead, I felt absolutely nothing.... I don't know how a rogue can live like this. It's taking everything in me not to cry from this empty and alone feeling that I feel. Even though I'm not alone. Even though I have two people sitting right next to me who love me. Yet I feel so alone sitting here. I had to look back at the territory to make sure I wasn't imagining it.... To make sure we actually did leave and we did. I saw the gate that we went through behind us and the marker a few feet before the gates signaling where you actually feel yourself leaving the territory.... The actual territory line. Joshua's whimpers brought me back to him, where my attention needs to be. I quickly turned back and held him tighter while pressing a kiss to his forehead. "I have you love... I feel it too." I said with my lips still against his forehead. He pulled
Jameson's POV I climbed out of the car with Joshua clinging to me for dear life. His little head peeked out and looked around. His head moved in each direction as he tried to make sure no one was coming for him. I could feel how terrified he was, being in a new place. Even though Zane and I both told him this place was good. He still needed to find out for himself. I'm thankful there's not many people around and I can only assume Zane took care of that and made sure to keep the area clear as best as he could. The only people I really see are the people moving our stuff from the moving truck. And a few people in the kitchen cooking, along with a few people sitting down at a table eating. They look like they're on break from patrolling. One of the guys turns and his face lights up when he sees me. I smiled at Rick and waved. He stood up and went to move toward us but froze as his eyes glazed over. As soon as they returned to normal, he gave me a nod then turned back and sat down.