LOGINEMMA:
The community center class had a habit of running late, the kind of late that didn’t feel dramatic until you were standing outside with your notebook half shoved into your bag and your head still full of portion charts and nutritional breakdowns you were fairly sure would evaporate the moment you needed them. I had signed up because it felt like the responsible thing to do, the sort of decision you make when people trust you to feed them every morning and you want to believe there is more to it than instinct and repetition. Three hours in, I was no longer convinced butter deserved the reputation it had been given, though I suspected I would ignore that conclusion the next time I needed it. By the time I crossed toward North & Rye, I was already mentally rearranging the afternoon prep list, trying to claw back the time I had lost. That was when someone said my name. “I was looking for you.” Ethan was standing outside the café across the road, hands in his jacket pockets, watching me like he had been there long enough to decide patience was easier than repeating himself. I slowed without meaning to, adjusting my bag strap as I took him in. “You know where I work,” I said. “You weren’t there.” “I have a life outside the bakery. Occasionally.” “I was beginning to wonder.” The laugh slipped out before I could stop it, light and unhelpful, and I crossed the road toward him without really deciding to. He fell into step beside me as if it was already agreed, keeping a distance that didn’t feel like avoidance or intrusion, just space that made the walk easier. “I’m taking a nutrition course,” I said after a moment, more to fill the air than anything else. “Thought it might help with the menu.” “For the bakery?” “Where else?” “I’d say you’re already doing a pretty good job.” “That’s generous.” He smiled at that, and the conversation settled into something that didn’t require effort. We moved through the street without urgency, passing shopfronts and commuters, the kind of ordinary city noise that made everything else feel slightly less important. By the time we reached the crossing, I had almost stopped thinking about the list waiting for me back at the bakery. “Can I ask you something?” he said as the lights changed. “You already are.” His mouth tilted like he had expected that answer. “Is there anywhere around here I could skate?” “There’s a community rink a few blocks over. Mornings are quiet. After school it turns into chaos, and the local league takes most evenings.” “I’ve been thinking about getting back on the ice.” The way he said it made me look at him properly. It wasn’t tentative or nostalgic. It sounded decided, like something he had already stepped into internally and was only now catching up to physically. “You’ve decided to stop hiding.” “I have. Sitting in my apartment waiting for strangers to decide who I am isn’t going to change anything.” “You sound very sure of yourself.” “I know who I am.” There was no performance in it, no edge meant to convince me. Just certainty stated plainly enough that it didn’t invite argument. We walked on for a few steps in silence before the question I had been circling finally surfaced. “How does someone spend three years loving you and then wake up one day and decide to ruin your life?” He didn’t answer immediately, and the pause felt less like hesitation and more like he was choosing not to waste the question. “I don’t know,” he said at last. “I keep trying to make the woman I knew fit the person she’s become.” “And?” “It doesn’t work.” “Maybe she didn’t become someone else,” I said. “Maybe she was always that person.” He glanced at me then, properly, as if the idea had weight he hadn’t assigned to it yet. “I’ve wondered that,” he said quietly. We left it there. The conversation didn’t need to be solved in the middle of the street, and the silence that followed didn’t feel awkward enough to fix. North & Rye came into view as we rounded the corner, familiar enough to pull me back into the shape of my day. “I should probably make something clear,” I said as we slowed. “Go ahead.” “I don’t automatically believe you. Women come first for me. If what they’re saying is true, I don’t want anything to do with you.” “I understand.” “I barely know you. I’m not getting pulled into something like this because we’ve shared a couple of coffees. We’re not friends.” “I know.” His expression shifted slightly, something softer settling in. “We can be. I thought we already were.” That pulled a laugh out of me, sharper this time. “That’s optimistic.” “I bought coffee twice.” “That’s still not friendship.” “It’s a start.” I shook my head, but I was smiling as I reached for the door. The warmth of the bakery hit first, then the noise. Phones ringing, overlapping voices, the kind of tension that didn’t belong in a place that usually smelled like sugar and butter. Christine was behind the counter with the cordless pressed to her ear and her mobile vibrating in her other hand. She saw me and looked relieved for half a second before it disappeared again. “The phones haven’t stopped,” she said, covering the receiver. “Customers?” She shook her head. “Reporters.” The landline rang again before I had even set my bag down. I picked it up. “North & Rye.” “Can you confirm Ethan Brooks is a regular customer at your bakery?” “No comment.” I hung up and it rang again immediately, another voice already waiting on the other end like they had been queued up for this moment. By the third call, I stopped waiting for introductions. “I wondered how long it’d take,” Ethan said quietly behind me. I turned. “You expected this?” “I hoped it wouldn’t reach here.” The phone rang again, sharp and insistent, and when I looked back he was already moving toward the door. “I’m sorry,” he said. “For what?” “Not for existing. For bringing this here.” I didn’t answer quickly enough to stop him from leaving, and by the time the call I was on ended, he was gone. “Emma.” Christine was already holding out her phone. “You need to see this.” I took it. North & Rye’s page filled the screen. Yesterday we had been sitting at 4.9 stars. Now it was 2.8. A new review appeared as I watched. “Shame on any business that supports abusers.” Then another. “Hope the publicity was worth it.” Then another. “Never coming back.” More followed before I could even process the first three, none of them from names I recognised, none of them from people who had ever stood in my shop waiting for bread to come out of the oven. The rating dropped again while I watched, the number shifting like it had no intention of stabilising. Behind me, the phones kept ringing. Outside, Ethan was already gone. And as another review loaded onto the page, it became clear this wasn’t something passing through. It was something arriving.Emma: I called Ethan twice before I even reached his building. Both calls rang until they cut off, giving me far too much time to reconsider the entire reason I was there. I had spent the drive rehearsing what I wanted to say. I had a plan, or something close enough to one. Then I found a parking spot, climbed the stairs, and discovered that his apartment was dark. His car wasn’t in its usual place, either. I knocked anyway, because apparently I enjoyed making things harder for myself. When no one answered, I stood in the hallway, staring at the door as if it might suddenly offer an explanation. It didn’t. I pulled out my phone and typed, When are you going to be back? I have something I need to tell you. Then I waited. Nothing. I told myself it didn’t mean anything. Ethan could be at his parents’ house. He could be somewhere with terrible service. He could be doing any number of perfectly reasonable things that had nothing to do with me or the fact that I had shown up ready to
Emma:Morning light slipped through Ethan’s curtains, soft enough that I stayed where I was for a moment, listening to the city stir beyond the windows. His apartment still felt unfamiliar in the quiet of morning. So did the fact that I had spent the night there, tucked against him instead of waking alone in my loft.When I turned over, Ethan was already awake. He watched me with an openness I wasn’t used to seeing from him before coffee, before either of us had decided what the day might demand. I pushed myself upright and reached for my shirt on the floor, but when I glanced back, I saw the crease between his brows.“What’s wrong?”“Nothing.” He rubbed both hands over his face, then let them fall into his lap. “I don’t know. I’m scared.”“Of what?”“That you’ll go back to the bakery, go back to your life, and by tonight you’ll have convinced yourself this was a mistake.” His gaze dropped to the sheets. “That whatever happened last night won’t survive daylight.”I understood why he w
Ethan:They were still talking when I looked back. Ryan had one of the pastry boxes tucked against his hip while Emma folded the tablecloth, and they moved around each other without getting in the way. It was the kind of ease people developed after spending years learning one another’s habits.That was fast.I hated how much the thought hurt.Before I could make myself watch them any longer, I turned away. Across the rink, Noah caught my eye and nodded toward the exit. I returned the gesture, said goodbye to the last few kids, and let the guys head downtown without me.I went home.The apartment was quiet in the way it always was after a crowded night, as if the walls needed time to settle. I sat at the kitchen table with a legal pad and began sketching ideas for the rink: jerseys for a kids’ team, better ice schedules, equipment budgets. Things that could turn the place into something more than a headline people would forget as soon as the next story came along.I kept drawing, but m
Emma:The rink barely resembled the place where I had first watched Ethan skate laps by himself months earlier, my coffee cooling untouched on a bench across the street. Lights now looped along the rafters, handmade banners brightened the boards, and children filled every corner of the building. More than I had ever seen there at once. Some crowded against the glass, while others sat on the benches in various stages of being laced into their skates.Sophie and I had spent the morning setting up a table near the entrance with trays of pastries and a coffee urn borrowed from the bakery. By the time the doors officially opened, half the neighborhood had already come through. People greeted one another as if it were a holiday instead of an ordinary Saturday, which probably said more about how badly everyone had needed something good than it did about the rink itself.Ethan was there, though I had to look for him. He stayed near the far boards, helping a little boy adjust his helmet while
Emma: The two weeks after Ethan left passed in a blur of early mornings, burnt pastries, and customers who seemed determined to discuss the neighborhood’s future while standing directly in front of the register. The bakery stayed busy, the neighborhood stayed tense, and I kept pretending I had enough work to do that I did not notice Ethan’s absence. I noticed it. I noticed every time the bell above the door rang, every time a tall man in a dark coat passed the front window, and every time Sophie glanced at me after I looked toward the street. So when Mrs. Dawson knocked on our door with a flyer for a community meeting at the rink, I accepted it before she could give me the speech she had clearly prepared. “You’re coming,” she said. “I gathered that.” “Good. Wear something decent.” “I own decent clothes.” Her gaze moved past me to the sweatshirt I was wearing. “Somewhere in this house, maybe.” The next evening, I stood in front of my closet while Sophie sat on the edge of my b
Emma: I was turning the key in the front door when I heard footsteps behind me. I knew who it was before he said my name, which was irritating enough on its own. “Emma.” I kept my hand on the lock. “It’s late, Ethan.” “I know. I waited until it was.” Of course he had. Ethan had always been annoyingly considerate whenever I wanted him to be careless. I turned and found him standing several feet away, his hands tucked into his jacket pockets. He had left enough space between us to make it clear he wasn’t going to force a conversation. “I’m not here to argue,” he said. “I need to say a few things, and then I’ll go. If you never want to see me again after tonight, I’ll respect that.” I folded my arms, still holding my keys. “Go ahead.” He glanced toward the bakery, then back at me. “I wasn’t trying to sabotage you. Or play you. Or use you. Whatever version of me you’ve been carrying around for the last two weeks, that isn’t who I was with you.” “You still kept the truth from me.”







