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t w e n t y - s e v e n : november
November
Drakes POV
“How much do you want us to take out?” The overalled man grumbles, clutching a clipboard.
“Everything. Take out all the office supplies, except for the desk. Put it in a box, and leave it in my office,” I say.
I haven’t seen her since she sent me that email: “Going to have to take the day off tomorrow. Family emergency.”
All the interns headed back to school or to wherever they traveled from before starting here, including her… I guess. We’re closing the office, and this is my last thing to do before going en route to the dreaded family Thanksgiving.
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