LOGINChapter 5
Mae POV
I gave myself a wink in the mirror while I admired my new outfit. It isn’t really new; my aunty bought it before my resumption into the academy.
Yesterday was traumatizing. I was hoping today would be more promising. I was still trying to assure myself when my phone buzzed. I glanced at it on the table, and my heart skipped. It was a notification from the school group chat.
<One of the rival hockey teammates was killed with a knife.>I sighed and closed the screen with my hand. Looking at myself in the mirror at that moment, I wished I had never seen Cole last night. The jig was up for whoever killed that student. I know it’s Cole. I saw him in a pool of blood last night.
Another notification came in as I grabbed my backpack. Same group.
<Cole isn’t the culprit.>
My eyes almost popped out of their sockets when I saw the message. It was directly from Marlowe.
But how isn’t he the culprit when I saw him?
“Mae, you’re late for school!” my aunt’s voice cut through from downstairs.
I quickly grabbed my phone from the table, scanned the room, and finally found my textbook close to my wardrobe. I’ve been careless lately.
I giggled softly and stepped out of my room. My footsteps echoed down the stairs as I hurried down.
My aunt was standing at the bottom with her arms crossed, wearing the specific expression she reserved for occasions when she had already decided to be unimpressed before I even appeared.
"You look nice," she said immediately.
Which meant she had also already decided to be kind about it.
"Thanks, Aunty." I kissed her cheek quickly and moved toward the door.
"Mae."
I stopped.
She was looking at me with that other expression—the one that lived underneath the unimpressed one. Softer. More dangerous.
"Yesterday," she started carefully.
"Was fine," I cut in. "I’m fine. Blackthorn is fine."
She held my gaze for a long moment, the way she always did when she knew I was lying but had decided to let it pass—for now.
"Eat something before you—"
"I’ll grab something on the way." I pulled the door open. "I love you."
"I love you too. Don’t let them eat you alive."
I laughed despite myself.
"I’ll try."
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The walk to Blackthorn took eleven minutes on a normal morning. Today I did it in eight.
My brain needed something to focus on besides replaying last night like a horror film I hadn’t consented to watching.
Cole Ashford.
Blood on the ice.
A body I now knew belonged to a student who wasn’t coming back.
<One of the rival hockey teammates was killed with a knife.>The part I couldn’t understand was Marlowe’s message.
<Cole isn’t the culprit.>
Marlowe Sinclair—the same girl who had grabbed me by the hair yesterday, who smiled at me like a warning on my very first day—was defending Cole publicly in the school group chat before eight in the morning.
That bothered me more than the blood had.
Marlowe didn’t do anything without a reason. So why defend him in a murder case—or even bother confirming his innocence?
I tightened my grip on my backpack strap and kept walking.
Think, Mae.
I saw Cole last night crouching beside the body, not standing over it. He wasn’t running away like someone guilty would. He looked like someone inspecting something… not causing it. His hands had been pressed against the wound. And when he looked up, his expression hadn’t been guilt.
It had been something I still didn’t have a word for.
I snapped out of my thoughts as I approached the school hall, forcing my face forward, trying to avoid unnecessary drama.
My throat tightened when I caught sight of hair that looked like Marlowe’s. I swallowed hard and stepped inside but my leg hit something on the floor. I stumbled and fell hard.
My knee struck the ground with force, pain spreading instantly through my body.
“Mm!” I groaned.
Before I could even lift my gaze, a hand appeared in front of me.
I looked up.
Cole.
He was offering to help me up. The hallway was crowded with students. Marlowe stood by her locker in the distance, arms crossed, watching.
“I’m sorry for the fall,” Cole's voice came, low and mocking.
My eyes dropped to Cole’s shoe, then to his face, then to his still-outstretched hand. Anger surged through me, and I slapped it away.
Everyone gasped.
“I don’t need you or your help.”
He expected me to be grateful that he’d suddenly appeared to play hero. Even if Marlowe herself was on the verge of destroying me in this school, I would rather let her do it than accept help from him. He was a murderer. If the academy decided to clear his name because he was the hockey golden boy, I would still see him as a killer.
I stood, dusting myself off. The moment I took a step forward, pain shot through my knee again. Students watched, silently entertained.
Cole didn’t leave. He stayed beside me.
I let out a low groan as I moved slowly.
“Be careful,” he murmured near me. “We have hungry bullies here.”
“And you are one,” I snapped, teeth clenched, anger boiling in my chest.
He suddenly grabbed my hand.
“Let me help you. I’ll walk you to class.”
I pulled away immediately. “I don’t need your help, Cole. Stop embarrassing me. You’re scared I’ll tell the school you killed that boy,” I said, walking slowly as if nothing had happened.
A few students were already heading to class, ignoring us, though I could still feel eyes on me.
I was surprised Marlowe hadn’t approached. She only stood at her locker, watching.
Or so I thought.
Because a second later, a hand pushed me hard from behind.
I screamed, expecting to hit the ground but I didn’t.
Someone caught me.
My eyes widened, heart racing violently.
“Enough, Marlowe!” Cole yelled, still holding me before I could fall.
His expression darkened as he glared at her.
My face tilted upward toward the ceiling, his grip steady behind me.
“You choose her?”
Silence.
“I will choose her every day because she is my girlfriend.”
His words froze me completely.
Chapter 5Mae POVI gave myself a wink in the mirror while I admired my new outfit. It isn’t really new; my aunty bought it before my resumption into the academy.Yesterday was traumatizing. I was hoping today would be more promising. I was still trying to assure myself when my phone buzzed. I glanced at it on the table, and my heart skipped. It was a notification from the school group chat.I sighed and closed the screen with my hand. Looking at myself in the mirror at that moment, I wished I had never seen Cole last night. The jig was up for whoever killed that student. I know it’s Cole. I saw him in a pool of blood last night.Another notification came in as I grabbed my backpack. Same group.My eyes almost popped out of their sockets when I saw the message. It was directly from Marlowe.But how isn’t he the culprit when I saw him?“Mae, you’re late for school!” my aunt’s voice cut through from do
Chapter 4 Cole pov “Marlowe happened.”I already knew that.News spread through Blackthorn faster than wildfire, especially when humiliation was involved. I had been at the hockey field when a few guys suddenly stopped practice just to stare at their phones, laughing under their breaths like they had discovered free entertainment.The video had already reached the academy group chat before I even stepped into the building.Marlowe dragging the new scholarship girl by the hair.Students recording instead of helping.That was Blackthorn Elite.Nobody cared what happened to you here as long as it was entertaining enough to watch.I exhaled quietly and leaned back against my seat.The new girl was screwed already.“Are you seriously not going to say anything about it?” Jason asked bluntly beside me.I didn’t look at him.I already knew what he wanted.He expected me to defend her. Or maybe confront Marlowe. But Mae Lawson wasn’t my problem.She wasn’t my type either.Just another schola
Chapter 3 Mae’s POVThe class had already begun, but whispers still floated behind me like annoying little insects refusing to disappear.A few students giggled quietly.Others threw crumpled pieces of paper toward my desk whenever the teacher turned around.I remained focused on the board.At least, I pretended to be.None of their childish jokes were supposed to affect me.But they did.Every whisper felt like another reminder that I didn’t belong here.I tightened my grip on my pen and forced myself to continue writing.The teacher suddenly stopped speaking mid-sentence. The classroom immediately shifted.Chairs scraped loudly against the floor as everyone straightened in their seats. Even the whispering stopped. Slowly, the teacher turned toward the class, adjusting the glasses resting on her nose.“So…” she began before hesitating slightly.Her gaze swept across the room before finally landing on Marlowe, who sat beside Jason near the window.“Marlowe,” she said calmly, “tell me
Chapter 2 Mae’s POV“No.”The word barely escaped my lips.There was absolutely no way.The boy I remembered had warm eyes and a gentle smile. He had stepped in front of me on a playground while everyone else laughed. He had whispered, “It’s okay,” like he actually meant it.The person walking through Blackthorn Elite’s hallway right now looked like he had never said anything gently in his life.Cole Ashford moved like the academy belonged to him and he still hadn’t decided whether the rest of us deserved to exist in it.The hallway responded accordingly.Girls straightened without realizing they were doing it. Guys shifted aside to clear his path. Even the two teachers standing nearby suddenly became very interested in anything that wasn’t him.I watched it all happen in the span of ten seconds and felt something cold settle at the base of my spine.This was not the boy from the playground.This was something else entirely.Slowly, I became aware that my feet had taken a step toward
Chapter one Mae's pov “Finally.”The word slipped from my lips as I stood at the entrance of Blackthorn Elite Prep Academy, one of the biggest and most influential schools in Michigan. My fingers tightened around the scholarship letter and the transfer documents from my old school.A smile tugged at my lips.This was a dream come true.I was still admiring the massive campus when I heard someone call my name from behind.“Miss Mae Lawson, right?”I turned quickly and found myself staring at an elderly woman dressed in a neat cream suit, a pair of glasses resting low on her nose. I nodded immediately, clutching the letter tightly as though my life depended on it.Because honestly, it did.“Yes, I’m Mae. I—I was transferred to this academy a few days ago, and I was told to resume today with this letter,” I explained nervously, unsettled by the unreadable look in her eyes.She stretched out her hand.Quickly, I handed the letter over and watched as she scanned through it in silence whi







