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Christopher’s POV “Hey, Rose.” I held her as she swayed to the music with her eyes closed. I took her hand and noticed all the dirt in her fingernails and on the hem of her gown. “Rose!” I said louder, thinking she might not have heard me through the loud music the band was playing. “Are you okay, babe? Where have you been?” I asked her, a knot formed in my gut as she continued to dance. Softly, I shook her shoulders and Ivyrose stopped dancing, and opened her eyes. “What happened? Why have you been crying and why are your hands so dirty?” Her eyes were red and her nose puffy. I sighed as I looked around us. Nobody was paying us any attention. “Come with me, Chris.” she said suddenly, pulling me through the crowd as fast as she could. “Rose, stop! Where are we going?” She made her way toward the greenhouse, her hand still pulling mine. “I wanna show you something special to me.” “Okay, but slow down. Are you okay? You want me to carry you?” I said when I realized she was barefoo
Ivyrose’s POVAfter having sex in my mother’s greenhouse, Christopher and I took the back stairs leading to the west side of the mansion where my room was. We took a shower together and once clean, Christopher made us transfer to the bubble bath in the tub. I got in and sat with my back to him. Christopher started lathering the bubbles on my breasts and I closed my eyes, surrendering to ecstasy. I rubbed his thighs, squeezing it from time to time as he continued to play with my breasts, his fingers circling my nipples. The hardness of his cock grew and pressed on my back. I felt myself getting so aroused again. “I want you to try something.” Christopher whispered, the warmth of his breath and the way his lips brushed my skin sent tingles down my spine. “What?”“Have you ever heard of letting fast running water hit your clit?”“Like the shower? Yeah. From magazines, but I don’t think that’s true though. Wait. Have you tried that with a girl?”“That’s a trick question and that’s not
Christopher's POVIvyrose shouting my name chased sleep away and made me sit up right on the bed in a daze before realizing what was happening and running to where her voice was. She was sitting cross legged on the bathroom floor, hugging her legs. Her face was hidden on her knees. I rushed to her and was about to help her up when I saw what was sticking out of her hand. “You're pregnant?” She looked up to me and nodded. Ivyrose blew her red nose on a tissue and her tears fell again. I kneeled on the floor in front of her. "Oh my God, Rose. This is amazing!" I said, wiping her tears away. She stared at me with her gorgeous blue eyes while her stubborn tears still kept falling."Really?" "Of course. Why? Aren't you happy about this? We're going to have our own family now, Rose.""I am happy… but Chris, I'm also terrified. I feel like I don't deserve this kind of happiness. I lost my first baby. It was all my fault that he di—.""That was not your fault Rose. That was nobody's fault
Ivyrose's POV Daddy told his secretary to assign a lot of bodyguards around the four of us for the rest of the week to keep the press and paparazzi away. I told him I wanted Chris and mine to be invisible and he agreed. Christopher and dad put so much on my plate once we sat down to eat breakfast and my mom just laughed at them. For the first time in my life after what happened in the past, I finally felt truly happy again. Everything was finally perfect. I held Christopher's hand and squeezed it. He smiled back at me before putting a spoon full of chocolate pudding in his mouth. "It always amuses me how you're such a sweet tooth, Chris." my mom said and we chuckled. He smiled sweetly at me and swallowed before speaking. "I believe that's the orphan in me. When we were kids we didn't get any deserts. We only ate sweets on Christmas day if some people donated cakes and stuff." "Awww that's so sad. Rex we have to do something about this. How many orphanages are here in New York?"
Christopher’s POV“Chris! Chris, are you okay? Babe! Sit down.” I could hear Ivyrose talking to me. I could see her worried expression as well as Dr. Keller’s. “Chris?” Ivyrose’s touch as she caressed my face burnt me. My mouth was so dry I couldn’t answer her. The pounding of my heart made it impossible to breathe properly and I felt dizzy. I sat back down and told my mind to calm down, ordering my lungs to remember how to breathe.7 to 8 months means 2 months ago. Could she have gotten pregnant after that night? No. It could still be my baby. So what if she didn’t get her period after that night with him. She’s on birth control shots. There's a fifty percent chance it’s mine. No. More than fifty because they only had sex once and I gave her a morning after pill the next day. Snap out of it, asshole. Breathe. Focus. Breathe. Rose needs me.I must’ve looked stupid staring into space while trying to silently talk to myself. Convincing my mind there was no reason to doubt this pregnancy
Ivyrose’s POVI couldn’t take it. I rudely ran out of Doctor Keller’s clinic, leaving Christopher who I thought would follow me. I stopped right outside and leaned on the door. My chest hurt so much I winced and hit it with my fist, forcing it to stop constricting. The doctor’s secretary ran toward me and handed me a tissue. I told her to tell Chris I wanted to be alone for now and she went in. Not enough blood was flowing to my brain, making me dizzy as I ran past my bodyguard who tried to sit inconspicuously at the waiting area. He stood up and followed me. I stopped running when I reached the elevator and when I got to the lobby, I saw the hospital’s huge gift shop and had an idea; I was going to go away for a week. I was going to escape reality and just relax. My bodyguard, who took the stairs and had caught up with me, was about to follow me inside the shop so I told him to wait right outside. I chose the first sunglasses I could get my shaking hands on. It was a good thing the
Ivyrose’s POV I woke up to Hailey’s loud snores. I was so tired from yesterday’s events that when we arrived at the Charles de Gaulle airport around midnight, I told the cab driver to take us to the cheapest but still a clean and cozy hotel. A few hours later I found my head resting on the softest pillow and closing my eyes. The sun’s rays were eager to greet me behind the curtains of our small one bedroom hotel room. I took a deep breath while I sat on the bed and stretched my arms up. This is going to be a good week. I’m not going to stress. I’ll know if there’s a baby or not when I get back to reality. I said to myself as I got up and walked over to the curtained glass doors and opened them. I inhaled the fresh air as I closed my eyes and lifted my head toward the warmth of the sun. “If you are there inside me, little one, please know I’m doing this for you. I need to relax and not cause you any more harm. I love you so much, but this will be the last time I’ll talk to you thi
Ivyrose’s POVI took a bite of my steak au poivre and remembered how much I love French food. Ricardo kept staring at me while he waited for his order while Hailey’s eyes were fixed on him as she chewed her food. My mind was going crazy. I didn’t understand why I wanted him to be with us. All I knew was that he felt familiar to me and I felt comfortable with him for some reason after telling him about Amadeus’ death. Then I thought of what Christopher would think if he saw me eating lunch with another man when I told him I wanted to be alone and I felt sick with guilt. He’s not Garreth. He’s not supposed to be familiar. Ask him to leave. Tell him you’re uncomfortable with him staring at you. I kept repeating these words in my mind but the truth was, I felt some strange pull towards him and I loved the way he was staring at me. The waiter finally brought him his lunch and the three of us ate in silence until Hailey finished first and started entertaining us with her expectations of Par