Masuk“It has to be some sort of mistake” I let out a panicked laugh
The whole day felt like a damn fever dream from bumping into Dylan to finding my name on the cast list to play the lead without even auditioning? It had to be a damn mistake “It isn’t a mistake,” May's muffled voice said as she tried to make her way through the crowd “If it isn’t then what is it?” Kelsey asked “I promise you it isn’t a mistake” May repeated again this time she was standing in front of us “What did you do?” I asked in defeat, that was the only thing that made sense about it. May had something to do with it, she made us check the cast list knowing neither of us had anything to do with it. “It would be a great opportunity to put yourself out there you know” she shrugged grinning from ear to ear “Oh my God May” I gasped in realization “No, you didn’t?” My eyes widened in shock as I waited for her to say something “I-” “Fuck no you didn’t” I shot at her and rushed outside, my heart thumping in my chest like it was about to jump out and the stares that followed me didn’t help it only made me more anxious “Nova wait” She rushed after me but I honestly didn’t want her to finish her statement “It is your dream you have to do it,” she said as she finally caught up with me “Wait what is going on? I don’t get it” Kelsey asked looking between both of us “She submitted an audition clip of me without my even telling me about it” I huffed angrily “May” Kelsey whined you could hear the disapproval in her voice “I know, I shouldn’t have but I can’t watch your dream wash away like that” May started to say “You are so fucking good they gave you the damn lead role, this should tell all you need to know” she held my hand as she tried to convince me “You should understand I don’t want to. What if it is just another opportunity to get people to make fun of me?” I asked “It isn’t” she mumbled “Amelia is the president of the damn club” I said through my teeth “That is enough reason for me to stay the fuck away from it” I added “I don't like that you keep letting that damn plastic bitch stop you from doing what you love” May said “It isn’t just that I-” “She isn’t wrong Nova you have to go for it, let them see the star you are” Kelsey cut in causing a smile to grow on my face at her compliment but I still just wasn’t going for it, I just couldn’t picture myself doing any sort of performance in front of the whole school. Just imagining it only sent fear through me thinking about possible ways it could turn out. “I just can’t, I will try to audition for the next screenplay that comes up but nothing within the walls of this school,” I told them “You promise?” Kelsey asked “I do” I laughed “If you don’t I would do it for you,” May said “Of course you would” I laughed “Excuse me” I heard high pitched voice I could recongnize from a mile away and when we all turned it was exactly who we thought it was. “What the fuck do you want?” May shot at her, it was Amelia and her two headless minions standing by her side “Calm your horse, I didn’t come for you. I came to see Nova” she said with a big smile that creeped me the fuck out “You dont have shit to say to her” May said standing in front of me like she was trying to protect me from their sneer. May was one of a kind. “I heard you got the lead” Amelia proceeded to say ignoring May “You heard? Aren’t you the damn president?” May asked “I didn't get why they gave you the part until I saw the clip,” she said and I almost couldn’t believe my ears. Was Amelia acknowledging me? Her eyes met mine and she was wearing a smile that I couldn’t place my hand on, if she was being genuine or not I just couldn’t tell “Welcome to drama club I guess and congratulations” she said and with that she signaled her minions and they all walked away leaving more stunned than ever. Congratulations to me? From Amelia? “What the fuck is going on?” I asked confused as fuck “As painful as it is to say I would say it,” Kelsey said “Even Amelia recognises your ability at least we know she isn't a complete monster” she stated “You can't give up this role,” they said in unison “She is trying to make you back down with her half ass comment, you have to show her what you are made of” May said making me laugh, she took Amelia words and derived her own meaning from it. “It is just-” “It is just what? Hard? Scary?” she asked “A lot” I completed “That is why you have us, we would practice together,” Kelsey said, They really wanted me to go for it not for anyone but for myself. It meant so much to me to have people that believed in me more than I did myself it was something I was experiencing first hand and I appreciate every moment of it. I couldn't let them down in anyway. If not for anyone for them that believed in me. “Anything you need” May added, I took in a deep breath as the word lingered on the tip of my tongue waiting to be said. “I would do it,” I said and they let out loud screams of excitement, jumping in joy like I just gave them the best news of their lives “You promise?” May asked and both brought out their pinky finger waiting for me to cross it. I stared at it for a moment, I wanted to do it. I just had to find the courage buried somewhere deep in me but as long as I had them everything felt like it would fall in place. “I promise” I smiled crossing both my pinky fingers with theirs at the same time and they jumped in excitement. Maybe the semester wouldn't be so bad after all.My chest was rising and falling as I gave a full bow to end the performance and the sound of applause filled the air, people cheering a screaming at my performance. The cast came in and we gave the final bow together, people threw flowers onto the stage and it was just so beautiful.I lifted my eyes and tears filled my eyes as I stared at the crowd. I did it despite the odds I did it I stood there with tears in my eyes, blinking hard to hold the tears back. The school director walked up to me and placed a bouquet of roses in my hand, her smile was tight, forced, I knew she wasn’t happy, I knew she never wanted me here. But I took the flower anyway. I smiled back, wide and proud.One of the most popular directors was present and he walked to me and the tears I was fighting came slipping down my face,“You did great” he took shook my hand and handed me his card“I am here because my son told me to check you out and I am blown away” he smiled“Your son?” I asked“Jeremy, he finally agre
NOVA“You need to see this” Dylan stood beside me holding his phone“See what? You took my phone and disappeared” I frowned“Don’t show her. Has it been taken care of?” May asked confusing me even more, they had been acting shady “What are you guys up to?” I asked“Something happened” Dylan said and the look on his face had me scared for my life“What is it?” I asked my heart beating heavily“They made a post” he said“A post? About who?” I looked between them and he handed me his phone, I took it from him with shaky handsI read the headline and immediately knew that they were talking about me. I clicked on it and it took me to an article and I immediately recognized it. I remember reading it when I was at the hospital.I sat still not knowing how to process what I was staring at, I had questions but I couldn’t open my mouth to ask them. It made sense why they were trying to hide it from me, why they took me out of the theatre. “Everyone has seen it?” I asked my heart hammering in
“Caleb bring down the video now” I said with my chest heaving“Elliott try finding out who posted it please start with Amelia, she is the only person I can think of” I yanked in hair in frustration “I would go find Nova” I rushed out“Wait up” May followed behind me.I ran to find her, praying that she hadn’t seen it just yet. She was already going through a lot. It would be a tragedy to add that to it. I had to find her, I almost tripped but got on my feet immediately and kept going, pushing people out of the way so I could get to her fast enough.“Nova!” I shouted as I entered the theatre “Nova!” I searched around with my eyes trying to find her, ignoring the eyes on me.“What’s the problem?” Laron walked up to me“Nova” May gasped when she saw her walking in looking between us confusedShe hadn’t seen it yet, and I sighed in relief“It is an emergency please could you cancel the rehearsal today?” I pleaded with Laron knowing Nova would be hell bent on staying and refuse to leave
DYLANShe refused and insisted on heading back to school after the hearing was done. The sentencing would be done the next day, I could tell she was nervous but refused to go home and rest, she insisted on attending rehearsal. She was devoted to her role and really wanted to do the play.No one's words got to her once her mind was made there was no stopping her.“You should have lunch first” May tried to get her to eat “I’m not hungry, the rehearsal won’t take a long time” she said kicking her shoes off her feet and switching to a pair of sneakers “Um turn around” she said “O-oh-oh sorry” I stammered turning away so she could change into regular clothes she packed along with her on the rooftop. It was just a few minutes left for school to be over so I brought up the idea that we take a breather on the rooftop before she gets to attend the rehearsal.“Um I want to thank you guys fo-”“Nova please don’t start” May sighed“What type of friend would I be to not be beside you?” May aske
“Why did you guys come?” I asked May while we waited for May to pass through security “I felt you would need someone around so I changed my mind and came over but I met Dylan parked by the gate like some stalker when I came” she told me, I slowly turned in his direction where he was walking through the metal detector My mom agreed for them to come with me she also thought it would be a good idea to have people around me. May was my best friend she had always been there for me so I wasn’t surprised she showed up. I shouldn’t be surprised about Dylan showing up because he always did but I just couldn’t help but feel that way. He was so intentional about me I didn’t want to admit it before but it was true“You guys didn’t have to wait for me” he smiled walking towards us“Come on let’s go” he grabbed my hand as we walked forwardWe were early so we had to sit in the waiting room waiting for the doors to be open for us. I sat still wiping my sweaty palm on my skirt repeatedly, my nerv
AMELIA I was a spectacle for mockery. People went from whispering behind my back to saying it to my face not bothering to hide while talking about me. My reputation was slipping through my fingers, because a nobody has repeatedly thrown words at me, they have watched her grow bold and they think they could act however they liked with me. “I love how she is put in her place” I heard some whisper as I walked by and I knew I couldn't just walk by without doing nothing. I paused in my step anger rushing through my veins. I slowly turned to her and she didn't look scared and smiled instead challenging me with her eyes asking me what I was going to do and I was going to fucking show her. “What did you just say?” I asked “Anything you heard” she countered, I bit the inside of my cheeks and slowly nodded my head. Everyone was watching, waiting to see what I would do. I tried to lay low because my mom warned me about bringing attention to myself but nope that was out the window.
They had to leave for school and promise to return when school was over. They didn't want to leave me but my mom had to persuade them to leave and they promised to rush down immediately after school was over.I didn't deserve them.I was both curious and anxious about what was going to happen in sc
DYLANWatching her like that made the guilt brewing in me eat me even more. She was broken and I made that happen just because I had to feed my ego. It was all fun and games when I always poked at her. The fact that she could not stand up for herself and would always cry over the same stuff over an
NOVAI had to stay still for the whole day, just so I could avoid interacting with anyone. My mom spent hours by my side just sobbing and as much as it broke my heart I couldn’t bring myself to open my eyes and comfort her. I didn’t mean to but I broke her heart once again, There is just a lot goin
DYLAN It was finally the day of the damn rehearsal I expected it to be just within the cast member and the drama teacher or however it is done but I received a text from Amelia that it holding in the auditorium, how she did her things were always the opposite of everyone else I just wanted to do w







