“It has to be some sort of mistake” I let out a panicked laugh
The whole day felt like a damn fever dream from bumping into Dylan to finding my name on the cast list to play the lead without even auditioning? It had to be a damn mistake “It isn’t a mistake,” May's muffled voice said as she tried to make her way through the crowd “If it isn’t then what is it?” Kelsey asked “I promise you it isn’t a mistake” May repeated again this time she was standing in front of us “What did you do?” I asked in defeat, that was the only thing that made sense about it. May had something to do with it, she made us check the cast list knowing neither of us had anything to do with it. “It would be a great opportunity to put yourself out there you know” she shrugged grinning from ear to ear “Oh my God May” I gasped in realization “No, you didn’t?” My eyes widened in shock as I waited for her to say something “I-” “Fuck no you didn’t” I shot at her and rushed outside, my heart thumping in my chest like it was about to jump out and the stares that followed me didn’t help it only made me more anxious “Nova wait” She rushed after me but I honestly didn’t want her to finish her statement “It is your dream you have to do it,” she said as she finally caught up with me “Wait what is going on? I don’t get it” Kelsey asked looking between both of us “She submitted an audition clip of me without my even telling me about it” I huffed angrily “May” Kelsey whined you could hear the disapproval in her voice “I know, I shouldn’t have but I can’t watch your dream wash away like that” May started to say “You are so fucking good they gave you the damn lead role, this should tell all you need to know” she held my hand as she tried to convince me “You should understand I don’t want to. What if it is just another opportunity to get people to make fun of me?” I asked “It isn’t” she mumbled “Amelia is the president of the damn club” I said through my teeth “That is enough reason for me to stay the fuck away from it” I added “I don't like that you keep letting that damn plastic bitch stop you from doing what you love” May said “It isn’t just that I-” “She isn’t wrong Nova you have to go for it, let them see the star you are” Kelsey cut in causing a smile to grow on my face at her compliment but I still just wasn’t going for it, I just couldn’t picture myself doing any sort of performance in front of the whole school. Just imagining it only sent fear through me thinking about possible ways it could turn out. “I just can’t, I will try to audition for the next screenplay that comes up but nothing within the walls of this school,” I told them “You promise?” Kelsey asked “I do” I laughed “If you don’t I would do it for you,” May said “Of course you would” I laughed “Excuse me” I heard high pitched voice I could recongnize from a mile away and when we all turned it was exactly who we thought it was. “What the fuck do you want?” May shot at her, it was Amelia and her two headless minions standing by her side “Calm your horse, I didn’t come for you. I came to see Nova” she said with a big smile that creeped me the fuck out “You dont have shit to say to her” May said standing in front of me like she was trying to protect me from their sneer. May was one of a kind. “I heard you got the lead” Amelia proceeded to say ignoring May “You heard? Aren’t you the damn president?” May asked “I didn't get why they gave you the part until I saw the clip,” she said and I almost couldn’t believe my ears. Was Amelia acknowledging me? Her eyes met mine and she was wearing a smile that I couldn’t place my hand on, if she was being genuine or not I just couldn’t tell “Welcome to drama club I guess and congratulations” she said and with that she signaled her minions and they all walked away leaving more stunned than ever. Congratulations to me? From Amelia? “What the fuck is going on?” I asked confused as fuck “As painful as it is to say I would say it,” Kelsey said “Even Amelia recognises your ability at least we know she isn't a complete monster” she stated “You can't give up this role,” they said in unison “She is trying to make you back down with her half ass comment, you have to show her what you are made of” May said making me laugh, she took Amelia words and derived her own meaning from it. “It is just-” “It is just what? Hard? Scary?” she asked “A lot” I completed “That is why you have us, we would practice together,” Kelsey said, They really wanted me to go for it not for anyone but for myself. It meant so much to me to have people that believed in me more than I did myself it was something I was experiencing first hand and I appreciate every moment of it. I couldn't let them down in anyway. If not for anyone for them that believed in me. “Anything you need” May added, I took in a deep breath as the word lingered on the tip of my tongue waiting to be said. “I would do it,” I said and they let out loud screams of excitement, jumping in joy like I just gave them the best news of their lives “You promise?” May asked and both brought out their pinky finger waiting for me to cross it. I stared at it for a moment, I wanted to do it. I just had to find the courage buried somewhere deep in me but as long as I had them everything felt like it would fall in place. “I promise” I smiled crossing both my pinky fingers with theirs at the same time and they jumped in excitement. Maybe the semester wouldn't be so bad after all.I spent my free days at home basically doing nothing, May was supposed to come over so we could go shopping together but she hadn’t shown up yet and Kelsey had been attending the theater week sending videos and pictures telling us how much we were missing out, it just felt like she was rubbing salt on my open wound. I know it wasn’t something she meant to do but I also couldn’t tell her to stop so I just muted her number and went on with my day.My mind wandered back to the conversation I had with Dylan when we were stuck in the elevator.“The role that was taken from you, do you still want it? If you do just say the words and I will make it happen”I just couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened if I said yes.What could he have possibly done?I shook it off and pushed it behind me. It had to be a ploy for another of his games this time to humiliate in front of everyone. That had to be why because nothing else made any fucking sense.There was also something I couldn’t shake
NOVAI walked out of her office feeling a lot lighter, the moment I was aware of my surroundings I saw Dylan sitting in the waiting room I stepped out of moments ago, I looked around to be sure I wasn’t imagining things and I wasn’t What the fuck was he doing there?Did he fucking follow me?I was about to throw my hoddie over my face to hide myself but I was too late, his head whipped up and landed on me“Nova?” He asked“Fuck” I cursed under my breath“What are you doing here?” Dylan asked“I should be asking you the same thing” I huffed “Did you follow me here?” I asked with raised brows“Why would I follow you?” He asked“I don’t fucking know you tell me why you keep showing up in places I am at?” I eyed him carefully “Nova you forgot your phone” Miss Ken rushed out of her office holding my phone “Thank you” murmured taking it from her“Dylan, so happy to see you again” she greeted him warmlyIt explained that she knew himWhy did we have to end up in the same environment “Ug
DYLAN“You haven’t been coming to rehearsal and opening night is this Friday” Amelia appeared out of nowhere spewing her rubbish in my face“What does that have to do with me?” I asked glaring at her, after my conversation with Nova I was livid, and seeing Amelia in my face just made me get irritated, I was trying to get into my car and drive away just to have her stand in my way“You are playing the lead, have you forgotten?” She asked“Not anymore” I rolled my eyes“Tell me you are joking” she laughed“Dylan don’t even act like that this time, this is important” Her smile fell when she saw how deadass I was “I got benched, why would I need to do that anymore?” I asked“They tried to switch you with someone else because you weren’t showing up but I didn’t let them do that,” she told me her voice clear with disbelief“I kept sending you texts but you didn’t reply!” She shoutedShe was muted, so I didn’t get notifications from any text she sent, and even if she wasn’t, that wouldn’t c
“Miss Foster, she would see you now” the secretary of the therapist walked up to me where I was seated in the waiting room “Thanks” I mumbled, dragging my feet into her office“Hello Nova” Miss Ken said with her professional smile, she was always in character ready to pry into my life“Hi” I whispered before taking a seat on the plush couch opposite where she sat“How was school?” She asked“Do you mind me lying down?” I asked“Sure whatever makes you comfortable,” she said, and I took off my shoes before lying on the couch. My eyes were fixated on the plain white ceiling and the beautiful crystal chandelier that hung right above my head.“Do you want to talk about your day?” She asked“It was fine” I gave her a straightforward answer“You want to give me a quick summary?” She asked“My first class was a grouped session, then everything else was pretty normal, I had lunch in between, and returned till class ended,” I said briefly “What was the discussion during the grouped session?”
As we walked out of school, I saw a big banner plastered just by the entrance of the building. “THEATER WEEK STARTS NOW,” the banner read, sending a sharp pain through my heart. I thought I was over it, but seeing it again in my face just made my heart hurt. I had anticipated it so much that I thought I was finally going to live the dream where all I had ever wanted came to reality, but it wasn’t that type of dream; it was a fucking nightmare.“Theater week is here” I heard Amelia's voice scream through the speakers“It is going to be a fucking movie trust me you don’t want to miss it” she added making me roll my eyes I was jealous and hurting I could easily admit that to myself “That means we don’t have to come to school” May cheered“Really?” I asked“There would be no classes until their fiasco is over,” she told meI let out a deep sigh. Thankfully, I wouldn’t have to sit through the torture of watching her perform on the stage. I thought I had the opportunity to grace her and w
I woke up with my head pounding like someone had hit me with a brick. The light creeping in through my curtain felt like it was stabbing my eyes and my mouth tasted like something had died inside it. My body felt very heavy, my limbs weak and slow. I didn’t need a reminder to know I drank way too much last night. The whole night was a blur, just flashes of lights and voices, and music. But I remembered one very clear moment that stuck with my brain. Dylan.When he fucking kissed me during the game out of nowhere. Everything rushed through my head all over again feeling as fresh as ever and I had to get up and go to school not knowing what the fuck the day was going to bring me.I ruffled my hair angrily, kicking my feet in the air before I shot up the bed so I could get dressed, I got up too fast and immediately regretted it. My stomach twisted and I reached for the edge of the bed to keep myself from falling. I ran my hand over my face, trying to force the memory out of my head, bu