“Tell me it is a fucking joke?” I asked almost choking on my food
We were at the lunch table when May broke the news to me, I have never hoped for something to be a lie more than I hoped for what she told me to be one. “I wanted to mention but I didn't want you to change your mind again,” May said trying to defend herself “That is a big information to leave out,” Kelsey said “Exactly like what the hell!!” I shouted How could she leave out that fucking Dylan Lennox was playing the lead role with me? That should have been the first thing to be mentioned. “It is just a few scenes” May shrugged “Few scenes? What about rehearsals? I am about to the be around him every damn time” I said through my gritted teeth It was just a day after we found out about the cast list and I was already regretting why I agreed to it in the first place. “I don't think I can,” I said pushing my lunch aside I suddenly lost my appetite to eat “You promised,” they said in unison “I am pretty sure every promise is void when it comes to Dylan,” I told them “Not our pinky promise,” May said “I am still pissed at you for auditioning without telling me then you forget to mention who was the male lead. Really May?” I asked “I am sorry, I really am, find it in your heart to forgive me” She said trying to act cute as she bat her lashes at me and I just laughed at her silliness. “But how did Dylan get a role? Since when is he a member of the drama club?” Kelsey pointed out “I have no clue but ever since he joined every girl has somehow found themselves joining the club” May rolled her eyes “I have to be around Dylan and freaking Amelia, this is worse than the nightmare I had last night” I ran my hand through my hair in frustration “When you say it like that it makes it sound horrible” Kelsey laughed “Because it is” I let out a groan “After the play is over it will end, it is just for a few weeks” May tried to make me feel better but I doubt it was helping “Yeah of course, a few weeks of me in misery how hard can that be” I said sarcastically, I tried to laugh it off but that was going to be my reality. As much as I was trying to see the good in it, the bad just somehow outways the good. The lousy hall quieted down and when I looked ahead to see what it was about. I saw Dylan, Eliott and Caleb strolling in like they owned the place. Dylan's eyes searched the hall like he was looking for something or someone until his gaze swiveled in our direction and then landed on me. I immediately looked away choking on the air that got caught in my throat, he whispered something to Caleb then they suddenly started walking in the direction we were sitting like they were walking to me. “I have to go” I said in urgency as I picked up my backpack and sprinted away before they got any closer. I acted before I could process what was going on almost like the reflex knew it had to act fast. I just wasn't interested in having any sort of interaction with Dylan, at least not before we had be on stage together. He was unpredictable and I couldn't say how he would react to it. He might choose to make my life hell and make me drop out of it or find it insulting and drop out of it. The latter would be better for everyone. I headed to the library to take a breather before it was time for the next class, it was empty because everyone else was having lunch. I brought out the script I had picked up earlier from the theatre so I could begin to practice my lines, rehearsal was in a week so I had a short time to memorize everything. My heart was thudding heavily in my chest as I stared at the black ink scattered all over the paper, the stack of paper in my hand was what made everything feel real and not like a dream. I really got a role, not any role the lead role. I was deep in learning my lines when someone yanked the script away from my hand. “Wha-” The words got caught in my throat when I turned around to see Dylan going through the script in his hand with a smirk plastered on his stupid face. How the fuck did he find me? “Can I have it back?” I managed to ask “You are pretty serious” he laughed flipping the pages “Have you gone through the lines?” he asked “That is what I was trying to do, can I have it please?” I asked “You know I play the male lead role right?” he asked “I guess” I mumbled with my hand still stretched out waiting for him to hand over the script “We should run lines together,” he said “W-wh-what?” I asked confused One he didn't try to ruin my life to make me drop out of the play, Two he didn't drop out of the play, Three he was asking to run line with me?!!! I almost couldn't believe my ears until he repeated himself “We should run lines together,” he said “I have class” I lied the bell hadn't even rung yet “So do I, we could pick a time when we are both free” he shrugged “Can I just have my script please” I begged again ignoring his proposal “Don't make this difficult for yourself” he said, the smile on his face completely disappearing, It sounded much like the Dylan I knew He could have the damn script I picked up my bag and was about to run out when I felt a strong hand drag me back causing a yelp to escape from my mouth. “How long do you think you would keep trying to run away from me?” he asked “As long as it fucking takes to be away from him” I said to myself but I didn't dare say it to his face “I am not running” I told him trying to move away from him but hit the table instead, we were uncomfortably close that I could feel his breath on my face. “You know there is a scene where we kiss right?” he asked with a smirk on his face I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. A kiss scene? With Dylan Lennox?!!!I spent my free days at home basically doing nothing, May was supposed to come over so we could go shopping together but she hadn’t shown up yet and Kelsey had been attending the theater week sending videos and pictures telling us how much we were missing out, it just felt like she was rubbing salt on my open wound. I know it wasn’t something she meant to do but I also couldn’t tell her to stop so I just muted her number and went on with my day.My mind wandered back to the conversation I had with Dylan when we were stuck in the elevator.“The role that was taken from you, do you still want it? If you do just say the words and I will make it happen”I just couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened if I said yes.What could he have possibly done?I shook it off and pushed it behind me. It had to be a ploy for another of his games this time to humiliate in front of everyone. That had to be why because nothing else made any fucking sense.There was also something I couldn’t shake
NOVAI walked out of her office feeling a lot lighter, the moment I was aware of my surroundings I saw Dylan sitting in the waiting room I stepped out of moments ago, I looked around to be sure I wasn’t imagining things and I wasn’t What the fuck was he doing there?Did he fucking follow me?I was about to throw my hoddie over my face to hide myself but I was too late, his head whipped up and landed on me“Nova?” He asked“Fuck” I cursed under my breath“What are you doing here?” Dylan asked“I should be asking you the same thing” I huffed “Did you follow me here?” I asked with raised brows“Why would I follow you?” He asked“I don’t fucking know you tell me why you keep showing up in places I am at?” I eyed him carefully “Nova you forgot your phone” Miss Ken rushed out of her office holding my phone “Thank you” murmured taking it from her“Dylan, so happy to see you again” she greeted him warmlyIt explained that she knew himWhy did we have to end up in the same environment “Ug
DYLAN“You haven’t been coming to rehearsal and opening night is this Friday” Amelia appeared out of nowhere spewing her rubbish in my face“What does that have to do with me?” I asked glaring at her, after my conversation with Nova I was livid, and seeing Amelia in my face just made me get irritated, I was trying to get into my car and drive away just to have her stand in my way“You are playing the lead, have you forgotten?” She asked“Not anymore” I rolled my eyes“Tell me you are joking” she laughed“Dylan don’t even act like that this time, this is important” Her smile fell when she saw how deadass I was “I got benched, why would I need to do that anymore?” I asked“They tried to switch you with someone else because you weren’t showing up but I didn’t let them do that,” she told me her voice clear with disbelief“I kept sending you texts but you didn’t reply!” She shoutedShe was muted, so I didn’t get notifications from any text she sent, and even if she wasn’t, that wouldn’t c
“Miss Foster, she would see you now” the secretary of the therapist walked up to me where I was seated in the waiting room “Thanks” I mumbled, dragging my feet into her office“Hello Nova” Miss Ken said with her professional smile, she was always in character ready to pry into my life“Hi” I whispered before taking a seat on the plush couch opposite where she sat“How was school?” She asked“Do you mind me lying down?” I asked“Sure whatever makes you comfortable,” she said, and I took off my shoes before lying on the couch. My eyes were fixated on the plain white ceiling and the beautiful crystal chandelier that hung right above my head.“Do you want to talk about your day?” She asked“It was fine” I gave her a straightforward answer“You want to give me a quick summary?” She asked“My first class was a grouped session, then everything else was pretty normal, I had lunch in between, and returned till class ended,” I said briefly “What was the discussion during the grouped session?”
As we walked out of school, I saw a big banner plastered just by the entrance of the building. “THEATER WEEK STARTS NOW,” the banner read, sending a sharp pain through my heart. I thought I was over it, but seeing it again in my face just made my heart hurt. I had anticipated it so much that I thought I was finally going to live the dream where all I had ever wanted came to reality, but it wasn’t that type of dream; it was a fucking nightmare.“Theater week is here” I heard Amelia's voice scream through the speakers“It is going to be a fucking movie trust me you don’t want to miss it” she added making me roll my eyes I was jealous and hurting I could easily admit that to myself “That means we don’t have to come to school” May cheered“Really?” I asked“There would be no classes until their fiasco is over,” she told meI let out a deep sigh. Thankfully, I wouldn’t have to sit through the torture of watching her perform on the stage. I thought I had the opportunity to grace her and w
I woke up with my head pounding like someone had hit me with a brick. The light creeping in through my curtain felt like it was stabbing my eyes and my mouth tasted like something had died inside it. My body felt very heavy, my limbs weak and slow. I didn’t need a reminder to know I drank way too much last night. The whole night was a blur, just flashes of lights and voices, and music. But I remembered one very clear moment that stuck with my brain. Dylan.When he fucking kissed me during the game out of nowhere. Everything rushed through my head all over again feeling as fresh as ever and I had to get up and go to school not knowing what the fuck the day was going to bring me.I ruffled my hair angrily, kicking my feet in the air before I shot up the bed so I could get dressed, I got up too fast and immediately regretted it. My stomach twisted and I reached for the edge of the bed to keep myself from falling. I ran my hand over my face, trying to force the memory out of my head, bu