LOGIN“Tell me it is a fucking joke?” I asked almost choking on my food
We were at the lunch table when May broke the news to me, I have never hoped for something to be a lie more than I hoped for what she told me to be one. “I wanted to mention but I didn't want you to change your mind again,” May said trying to defend herself “That is a big information to leave out,” Kelsey said “Exactly like what the hell!!” I shouted How could she leave out that fucking Dylan Lennox was playing the lead role with me? That should have been the first thing to be mentioned. “It is just a few scenes” May shrugged “Few scenes? What about rehearsals? I am about to the be around him every damn time” I said through my gritted teeth It was just a day after we found out about the cast list and I was already regretting why I agreed to it in the first place. “I don't think I can,” I said pushing my lunch aside I suddenly lost my appetite to eat “You promised,” they said in unison “I am pretty sure every promise is void when it comes to Dylan,” I told them “Not our pinky promise,” May said “I am still pissed at you for auditioning without telling me then you forget to mention who was the male lead. Really May?” I asked “I am sorry, I really am, find it in your heart to forgive me” She said trying to act cute as she bat her lashes at me and I just laughed at her silliness. “But how did Dylan get a role? Since when is he a member of the drama club?” Kelsey pointed out “I have no clue but ever since he joined every girl has somehow found themselves joining the club” May rolled her eyes “I have to be around Dylan and freaking Amelia, this is worse than the nightmare I had last night” I ran my hand through my hair in frustration “When you say it like that it makes it sound horrible” Kelsey laughed “Because it is” I let out a groan “After the play is over it will end, it is just for a few weeks” May tried to make me feel better but I doubt it was helping “Yeah of course, a few weeks of me in misery how hard can that be” I said sarcastically, I tried to laugh it off but that was going to be my reality. As much as I was trying to see the good in it, the bad just somehow outways the good. The lousy hall quieted down and when I looked ahead to see what it was about. I saw Dylan, Eliott and Caleb strolling in like they owned the place. Dylan's eyes searched the hall like he was looking for something or someone until his gaze swiveled in our direction and then landed on me. I immediately looked away choking on the air that got caught in my throat, he whispered something to Caleb then they suddenly started walking in the direction we were sitting like they were walking to me. “I have to go” I said in urgency as I picked up my backpack and sprinted away before they got any closer. I acted before I could process what was going on almost like the reflex knew it had to act fast. I just wasn't interested in having any sort of interaction with Dylan, at least not before we had be on stage together. He was unpredictable and I couldn't say how he would react to it. He might choose to make my life hell and make me drop out of it or find it insulting and drop out of it. The latter would be better for everyone. I headed to the library to take a breather before it was time for the next class, it was empty because everyone else was having lunch. I brought out the script I had picked up earlier from the theatre so I could begin to practice my lines, rehearsal was in a week so I had a short time to memorize everything. My heart was thudding heavily in my chest as I stared at the black ink scattered all over the paper, the stack of paper in my hand was what made everything feel real and not like a dream. I really got a role, not any role the lead role. I was deep in learning my lines when someone yanked the script away from my hand. “Wha-” The words got caught in my throat when I turned around to see Dylan going through the script in his hand with a smirk plastered on his stupid face. How the fuck did he find me? “Can I have it back?” I managed to ask “You are pretty serious” he laughed flipping the pages “Have you gone through the lines?” he asked “That is what I was trying to do, can I have it please?” I asked “You know I play the male lead role right?” he asked “I guess” I mumbled with my hand still stretched out waiting for him to hand over the script “We should run lines together,” he said “W-wh-what?” I asked confused One he didn't try to ruin my life to make me drop out of the play, Two he didn't drop out of the play, Three he was asking to run line with me?!!! I almost couldn't believe my ears until he repeated himself “We should run lines together,” he said “I have class” I lied the bell hadn't even rung yet “So do I, we could pick a time when we are both free” he shrugged “Can I just have my script please” I begged again ignoring his proposal “Don't make this difficult for yourself” he said, the smile on his face completely disappearing, It sounded much like the Dylan I knew He could have the damn script I picked up my bag and was about to run out when I felt a strong hand drag me back causing a yelp to escape from my mouth. “How long do you think you would keep trying to run away from me?” he asked “As long as it fucking takes to be away from him” I said to myself but I didn't dare say it to his face “I am not running” I told him trying to move away from him but hit the table instead, we were uncomfortably close that I could feel his breath on my face. “You know there is a scene where we kiss right?” he asked with a smirk on his face I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. A kiss scene? With Dylan Lennox?!!!“Whose idea was it to camp up here?” May asked looking around“That would be me” Elliott pointed at himself with pride“This is crazy, why didn’t I ever think of this place” May asked walking to the edge of the roof“I will be here from now on” May announced but they didn’t seem pleased by the news“Nope not even a chance” Caleb shook his head“Consider it payback for turning our ice cream spot into a spot every fucking person in the-cream knew” May fired“What ice cream spot?” He asked confused“Where is Jere?” I asked“I couldn’t find him anywhere” she shrugged“Oh okay” “Come let’s eat” she signaled at me to come sit on the couch“Ouh lunch” Elliott cheered walking toward her“Don’t even dare” she shot at him“I would trade you anything you want for that plate” Elliott began to scramble over food“You don’t even know what’s in the bag, why are you always hungry?” May side-eyed him“More like processed food denied” Caleb laughed“Deal?” Elliott asked“Hell no!” May shouted“This is
NovaWhen he brought me to the rooftop, I was surprised by how calm and spacious it was. Other than the random single couch sitting in the corner it was empty. It was wide and airy with a partial view of the city that could also be seen from up there. It was the perfect place I needed to be. It helped me relax my nerves.I stood by the edge taking in several deep breaths in and when I opened my eyes he was staring at me but quickly looked away awkwardly clearing his throat.“I’m sorry for dumping all those on you, I shouldn’t ha-” I suddenly felt the need to apologize to him about how big a mess I have been “I shouldn’t have” I continued “You don’t have to look after me just because you pity me, I would get through this I just need a-a-” I paused fighting back the tears that threatened to fall“A little time” I pinched my ears hoping it would stop the tears from falling He went quiet for a bit trying to find the perfect choice of words that wouldn’t cause more damage I guess.“Why
DYLAN“What’s wrong with you guys” May shot at us“Dylan why would you be acting this way” she added with a disappointed look before turning and running after Nova who was almost walking into the building “I don’t know what your problem is with me but back the fuck off” he poked his finger into my chest before walking away alsoI bit the insides of my cheek holding myself back from letting my anger take control of me. It wasn’t the time to make decisions without thinking about it so I just let him walk away and take it on the chin without saying anything.I decided to attend class just to keep an eye on her but when I walked in I didn’t find her in the class we were having so I quickly walked out to find her. The hallway was empty, searching around frantically trying to find where she was.I turned through the aisle beside the staff room and saw her walking ahead. I walked closely behind her, I just wanted to watch her from afar and nothing else. I didn’t want to intrude and just mak
One last time I looked around and the same car that seemed to be driving behind us was parked outside the school gate and that sent chills running through my spine instantly. My heart rate picked up as my breathing came out in hitches and I began to pant heavily.Could it be him?There was no way it was a coincidence that the same car appeared in front of my school.The thought of walking to find out who it was just so I could get it over with popped into my mind and before I could I could process the thought my legs moved and I was walking to the gate.“Let me check it out for you” Dylan rushed ahead of me out of nowhere and to the gate, I didn’t even see him around so I didn’t know where he appeared from.I stood by the gate while he rushed out of the gate and approached the car. I watched him bang on the car window signaling him to roll down the car window but the next thing the car sped off knocking Dylan to the ground.“Oh my gosh” I rushed to help him up“Motherfucker” he hissed
It was after I stopped crying that it registered to me that I told Dylan about my trauma, my fears, my past, my scars. Once I started talking I just couldn't stop talking with May I knew she wasn't going to judge me or look at me differently but Dylan I didn't know how he was going to look at me.Like a broken person?Like someone fragile?He was going to pity that for sure but I also didn't want to be looked at differently I didn’t want that at all.I walked over to the mirror staring at myself in the mirror one last time, after staying home for about a week. I had decided to return back to school. I knew I couldn’t keep sitting at home forever. I needed to get out of the house and stop hiding. My mom kept promising me every day that everything had been taken care of and nothing was going to happen. As much as I couldn’t believe her words I took the step to leave the house mostly because May told me the drama club was reading out the script for the next play and I didn’t want to mis
I found myself in a dark room, just me and nothing else around, and ahead of me was a wooden door. I tried to walk towards the door and help myself out of the dark room but my step felt sluggish even though I was running I was barely covering any space. After struggling for a while I grabbed onto the door handle and turned it open. The moment the door swung open a loud screeching scream filled the room. I fell to the ground and grabbed a handful of my hair screaming at the top of my lungs.“Nova” I heard my name from a distance “Nova” I felt someone shake me and my eyes snapped open immediately, I looked around me confused and scared until I realized I was still in the movie room and it was just a dream. I looked in front of me to see both May and Dylan standing in front of me and I couldn’t hold back the tears and just bawled my eyes out uncontrollably.“What’s going on?” May asked and Dylan just wrapped his hands around me making me feel safe“I’m sorry” I sobbed trying to stop mys







