“What right do you have to punish me? You’re a cruel, unjust Alpha!” For the first time, I found the courage to stand up to him.
“Wow. You’re really feeling bold tonight,” he sneered. “Do you even realize what you’re saying?”
As he spoke, his hand closed around my throat.
I didn’t beg.
I met his eyes—those same eyes that had just looked at me moments ago with supposed intimacy.The man who had just been inside me... was now trying to choke the life out of me.
I had loved him for six whole years.
But now—this version of him, this monster was making it harder and harder to remember the man I once fell for.
I could feel the blood rushing to my face, my vision starting to blur.
And just when I thought I might black out, he let go, shaking his hand like I was something filthy he wanted to wash off.
I dropped to the floor, coughing hard.
“Get her out of my sight, take her to the study, and watch the door. She’s not to leave for the next twelve hours. Not for water, not for clothes, and not for food.”
“Yes, sir.” Both servants responded before dragging me away. I was numb for a second as his words kept ringing in my ears. He doesn’t believe me.
I quickly shut that down as the servants tossed me into the study. They didn’t slam the door until they saw me move my shaky body into the right formation.
Kneeling in front of a massive painting. A massive painting of Nerissa. The numbness I’d felt slowly started to fade, and I heard myself sob. I felt detached, cold, hurt in the heart, and in my flesh. My wolf felt smaller. I thought. I really thought.... I mean, it’s a baby.
I know I’m carring a child; I took the test twice. He didn’t even ask to take me to a doctor, he flat-out called me a liar.
Three years. Three years of this, and he still hated me. I didn’t ki-ll Nerissa. I have no clue what happened during that trip. If I could go back, I’d have refused even harder when she kept begging me to accompany her.
I couldn’t look at her picture. If I died today, there wouldn’t be a trace of me in the house. There isn’t a photo, not of our wedding, and not of me at all. But Nerissa is everywhere.
My tears dripped onto the floor. How much can one girl take? Three years and, he hadn’t changed a bit. The nicest interaction I’d had from him was that drunken night. He seemed like an entirely different person.
I brought a hand up to wipe my tears. I keep crying, and it’s started to annoy me. My heart burns; it doesn’t feel like it’s working anymore. I looked up at the photo of Nerissa. In this, she’s smiling, her head tilted back, black dress flowing in the wind as she’s surrounded by flowers. She looks happy, sweet, and innocent.
Everyone, even my parents, bought her act. But she’s a demon. If it wasn’t for that incident when I was a child, Nerissa would have been at an orphanage for the rest of her life.
And call me mean, but that would have been better for my life than what I have now.
Why did I say yes to this marriage? I could have, should have run off and gotten myself accepted into another pack. Yes, I’d be branded a rogue for leaving my pack without reason, but it would have been better than what I’d doomed myself to. Three years is how long I’ve been married to Matthias.
But it’s been longer than that since I was introduced to who should have been my sibling. Someone who had my best interests in mind. But that was never Nerissa. She hated me from the moment we met. And even in her death, I’m still being tormented.
Things were tolerable until that night. The stu-pid night when I decided to go on that trip with her.
:Flashback- Three Years Ago:
When Nerissa asked me to accompany her on a trip, I said no. About ten to twenty times, but I eventually caved in when she said she wanted to make up for every bad blood between us. Honestly, the two-day trip had been kind of nice. But on our way back, something happened. I was driving. I’m not sure how the accident happened.
But I know it happened, and I was found with only minor injuries. Nerissa though? The car had been too wrecked, and with no other sign of her... well, she was pronounced dead. My parents had been sad, but initially, they were alright and slightly glad that I was okay.
The next night, though, that was when I realized what my place was. Despite being their biological daughter, Nerissa is the one they truly love.
That night, the house was too quiet. The kind of quiet that made my skin crawl, that made my stomach twist in a way I couldn't explain. I didn’t know then that silence could be a warning. I didn’t know that by morning, nothing in my life would ever be the same again.
I woke up to my mother screaming.
My heart pounded as I stumbled out of bed, still groggy, my legs weak beneath me as I rushed toward the noise. The scent of coffee from downstairs mixed with something sharp, something bitter. Fear.
When I reached the living room, my father was holding a piece of paper in his hands, his knuckles turning white as he gripped it tightly. My mother was sobbing into her hands. The moment they saw me, their grief twisted into something uglier.
Hatred.
My father’s eyes were wild, his face red with fury as he crumpled the note in his fist and threw it at me. It hit my che-st before fluttering to the floor.
“Read it,” he stated, his voice shaking.
I bent down, my hands trembling as I unfolded the paper. My stomach dropped the moment I read the words written in Nerissa’s delicate handwriting.
/No matter how hard I try, Auri will always hate me. She’s better at everything, so she rubs that in my face. She never fails to remind me that I’m adopted. I’m hoping this trip will bring us closer, but she turned me down so many times, it’s clear she doesn’t want me. I wish I could die so she can have her parents all to herself. I just want her to like me, but as it seems, I’ll always be the lackey to my better sister./
I inhaled sharply, my breath catching in my throat. The words blurred as my vision swam, my mind struggling to process what I was reading.
No. No, she wouldn’t… she wouldn’t write such a thing. Those words made no sense to me. When did I rub anything in her face? When did I say I was the better sister? How did they even find this? Where did they find this?
A choked sound escaped me, but before I could say anything, my father was on me. His hands grabbed my shoulders, shaking me so hard my teeth rattled.
“This is your fault!” he roared, his spit hitting my face. “You think you’re better than her? You think you could just come back here and take everything from her?! Those rogues should have k1lled you when they kidnapped you.”
I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Those words pierced me. The air was thick with anger, suffocating me until I felt like I couldn’t breathe.
My father had always been an imposing man, but never before had he looked at me like this. Like I was something vile, something he wanted to crush beneath his boot.
“I—”
I didn’t even get the chance to defend myself. His fist came out of nowhere, slamming into my cheek and sending me sprawling to the floor. My head hit the ground, the room spinning violently around me as pain exploded behind my eyes.
“I should’ve left you with them,” he spat, towering over me. “I should’ve never brought you back. I had the perfect daughter, why the he-ll did I agree to find you?”
My mother didn’t say a word. She didn’t move to stop him. She just stood there, sobbing, as if she wasn’t watching her husband beat their daughter to the ground.
But I wasn’t really their daughter, was I? Not anymore.
They had already replaced me.
I barely had time to push myself up before my father grabbed my ankle and yanked me toward him. A scream ripped from my throat as he twisted my leg, his boot coming down hard, once, twice, before a sickening crack filled the air.
White-hot agony shot up my body, stealing the breath from my lungs. I convulsed, my hands clawing at the floor, but it was useless. The second blow came down on my other leg, and this time, I knew something inside me had shattered.
I couldn’t move. Couldn’t think. The pain was too much, burning through me like fire. My vision blurred, black spots dancing at the edges of my sight.
I was going to pass out.
“I hope you remember this, Aurielle.” My father’s voice was a growl, barely human. “I hope you remember that no matter how strong you think you are, you’ll never be better than Nerissa. If she were alive, I would have shouted it for her to hear.”
Through the haze of pain, I let out a shaky breath.
I never wanted to be better than her. I just wanted to exist. To have a family that saw me. Loved me.
But they never would.
After that, everything blurred together. The pain, the screaming, the way they dragged me out into the freezing night.
I was broken. Bleeding.
And as I lay in the dirt, the scent of pine and damp earth filling my nostrils, I knew one thing for certain.
They had abandoned me, again. Left me to die.
I didn’t, though; someone saved me. Someone gave me a second chance. One I wasn’t sure I wanted.
Aurielle DuVall I had the best sleep of my entire life. My body feels rested in a way it never has before, like every muscle finally decided to unclench. I guess the cure to sadness is kissing an amazing man and then falling asleep in his arms. Maybe that is a little dramatic, but I cannot deny that being held by Cassiel all night was something close to perfect. His warmth surrounded me, steady and grounding, and the rhythm of his breathing lulled me into the deepest, dreamless sleep. I dread the thought of having to sleep separately after this. Once you taste something that good, the idea of going back feels unbearable.How did I stay in a loveless marriage? I've been given so much attention over the past few months that I can't understand how I went three years only getting scraps. Morning came quicker than I wanted. Cassiel was already awake, his voice calm as he told me we would be heading back to his pack today. The weight of responsibility tapped me on the shoulder immediatel
Cassiel Aldric It took a long moment before I dared to open my eyes. My wolf still thrashed inside me, hungry, demanding, clawing at the last threads of control I had left. The beast wanted more than a kiss. He wanted to claim her, to leave no doubt in her mind or her body that she belonged to us. My jaw clenched as I held myself back, fighting the primal tide with everything I had. My arm remained locked around her waist, firm and unyielding. Every muscle in me screamed to move it lower, to pull her even closer, to feel every inch of her pressed against me. But I forced myself still. Restraint was the only gift I could give her right now, and I respected her too much to let my desire trample over her readiness. Love burned in me, deep and untamed, and the bond that tied us together magnified it until it consumed every corner of me. The fated pull doubled every ounce of feeling until I could hardly breathe under the weight of it. Years of discipline, all the patience I had drill
Aurielle DuVall I tried to step back from Cassiel, but he did not move. His hands slid from my face down to my waist, holding me firmly, pulling me until there was no space left between us. My chest pressed against his, and the sudden closeness stole the air from my lungs. The sound that escaped me was half gasp, half broken breath. “Thalia,” Cassiel said without turning his head, his voice low and cutting. “Why are you here?” His eyes went from my eyes down to my mouth, and I watched as he swallowed with barely contained desire. It felt like he had been holding back, but now that I made the first move... his restraint was broken. Thalia blinked, startled by the coldness in his tone. “I came to check on Miss DuVall.” Cassiel’s grip on me never faltered. His eyes did not leave mine. “If you had done your job properly the first time, you would not need to check on her at all. Did I not give you instructions to escort those men back to our pack?” His words were sharp, clipped,
Aurielle DuVall I darted my eyes away from him before he could make a move. Not because I didn't want to kiss him.But because deep down I doubted he ever would. Cassiel was too much of a gentleman to kiss me while I was vulnerable. Though I don't think it would make him any less of a gentleman if he did decide to kiss me. The moment I slipped into the tub, the water embraced me in warmth. The bubbles rose in soft peaks around my shoulders, carrying the faint scent of lavender. Every ache in my muscles loosened and I felt myself sink deeper, letting the day’s stress dissolve into the ripples. Cassiel did not leave. He crouched beside the tub, close enough that his presence wrapped around me just as surely as the water did. His silence was heavy, yet not uncomfortable. He was watching me. I dragged the washcloth over my skin, following the rhythm of my own movements, but awareness of him pressed at me. When I dared to glance up, I found his eyes fixed on my face. His expression wa
Aurielle DuVall I shut my eyes the entire way back to the house, not because I wanted to sleep, I couldn’t, but because keeping them closed felt safer. I trusted myself in Cassiel’s hands. He wasn’t incompetent, not the kind of man to leave me to handle every detail alone. He was steady, reliable, and even in my haze, I knew he wouldn’t fail me. Still, rest never came. I was far too aware of every bump in the road, of the strange heaviness pulling at my limbs, of the bitter metallic taste coating my tongue and teeth. My body wanted to collapse, but my mind remained stubbornly awake, stuck in its own endless replay of everything that had gone wrong today. When Cassiel finally arrived at the house, it felt both too soon and not soon enough. He didn’t waste time, his voice cut firm but polite as he dismissed the mercenaries, telling them they could go with an edge in his voice that made it clear they were in trouble. They listened instantly. They always did. The guilt pricked sharp
Aurielle DuVallI’ve decided, I’m going to take the risky option. The dangerous one. The kind of option that could get me killed if I made one mistake. But I promised myself, before I even made my move, that I would not stand still and wait to be saved by these people. If I did nothing, he would win. If I fought, at least there was a chance.I forced my lungs to fill, forced the air into my body even though panic was threatening to strangle me. My wrists were burning from the pressure of his grip, and his other hand pressed cruelly over my mouth. His skin tasted of dirt, of sweat, of the kind of filth that never really washes away. His breath reeked as it hit my cheek.My senses were being haunted.Before I could talk myself out of it, I lifted my foot and slammed my heel down on his toes with every ounce of strength I had. There was a sharp crunching sound that turned my stomach, bone meeting bone in a way that was not natural. He shouted in pain, his roar so loud it startled the bi