LOGIN(Warning: Mature, 18+ only) When Alaia turns 18, she knows that she will eventually find her mate. What she doesn't know is what will happen when she finally does. The betrayal and pain of rejection knock her down, but she's not meant to be down for long. She is meant for greatness. Follow along as she overcomes to get everything she has ever wanted, but was too afraid to ask. She was Once Rejected, but now Twice Desired.
View MoreAlaia POV I fully believe that wolves handle grief differently than humans do. With Alexi being human, it made it so much harder for him to get over the fear that gripped him when he found out I had sacrificed myself to Vincent. When they all arrived to rescue me, he looked like he couldn’t believe I was still alive. Maybe he had convinced himself I was already gone as a coping mechanism. Whatever it was, we had plenty of nights afterwards where he would leave the room and wander the house or the grounds around it alone. He was still an amazing father to the boys, and he took care of the pack with all the love and attention one would expect of him. But when it came to me, he remained distant. He was hurting deeply, but he never said anything. I had tried so many times to talk to him about it, to try and heal him, but he never wanted any part of it. But I couldn’t understand why. Maybe it wasn’t for me to understand. That night I found him in the gym was the final straw. I had to
FOUR MONTHS LATERAlexi POVI felt myself tossing and turning in bed. I was having the same dream that had kept me up for months. I thought it was behind me and behind us, but I was wrong. She had gone to Vincent. He had drained her. She was gone. My heart beat erratically in my chest; these memories were going to kill me. I shot up in bed, my clothes clung to my soaking wet frame. I looked around, and it was still dark out. My phone on the table read 3:07 AM. I still slept in the room that we shared with Alaia. I could not bring myself to leave it, not when everything still smelled like her. But maybe it was those scents that lead my mind down the rabbit hole each and every night. “I’ll never get back to sleep. Maybe I just need a run,” I said as I slipped out of bed.I pulled on some sweats and went down to the gym and hopped on the treadmill. This had been my ritual for months now; the insomnia was impossible to contend with, so I had to run out all my energy if I had any cha
Alexi POV To My Loves,Please take care of our sons. They will need you now more than ever. I know you can help raise them to be men I would be proud of. Always let them know that they are loved, and that I loved them so much that I sacrificed myself so they could live. And please don’t let this choice I have made break you. Continue to work with each other and lead this pack. I know this will be hard, but you two can do it. Tell Matt that Taylor is lucky to have him, he shouldn’t waste any time with her. It’s precious and we never know when it will run out. And to Aaron and Jordyn. I’m sorry I won’t see them have their first child or get married, but l have always loved them both. They kept me going until I found my way to you two. I’ll be forever grateful. Alexi, and Xander. You two have been my moon and my stars. Being your wife as been my greatest gift. But as the Amethyst Wolf, my obligation is not just to you but to my pack, and to all. No one should die for something I ca
Alexi POV “So we’ve got it now. We’ll strike Vincent tomorrow after nightfall. We will have all those who are unable to fight protected down in the tunnels until we return. Alaia and the twins will be among them.”Alaia had sat in on the meeting and when she heard the plan she shot up from her chair. “What kind of plan is that, Alexi? Sending all of the pack into a fight? They will die, maybe not all of them but enough will.”“Angel, this is how these things go. No member of this pack is unwilling to die for the life of their Luna. We aren’t doing anything out of the ordinary.”She looked around for a moment, then turned to Xander and me. “And Aaron? Is he coming along, too, or will he just send extra guys over to us?”I knew just what she was getting at. But I also promised to never lie to her. “He is coming. Jordyn will stay home but he wants to personally make sure Vincent dies.”She then turned to look at Matt. “You just found your mate, Matt. Doesn’t that matter? Taylor may
Alexi POV“Son of a bitch,” I yelled while weaving through traffic.I’d been at the mall all day trying to find the perfect outfit for Aaron and Alaia’s party; me being me, I decided to wait until the last minute, and now I was trying to rush back to the packhouse to get ready. I hit a button on th
Alaia POVWhen I woke up the next morning, I could hear pure and utter chaos downstairs. I grinned to myself, thinking that my mom was probably giving the pack hell as they set up for the party and the arrival of the Alphas. I stretched and accidentally smacked Jordyn right in the face, causing her
Alaia POVTwo hours later, Jordyn and I were standing downstairs, taking pictures before we had to head out. Soon after, Aaron joined us, and before we knew it, all the graduates who lived in the packhouse had piled in on our impromptu photo shoot.The parents were so proud, snapping tons of pictur
Alaia POVThe rest of the day went by pretty quickly, as did the rest of the week, and before I knew it, it was Friday. I’d made it through the last day of school and was preparing to have my commencement ceremony.It was all finally over, and when I woke up, I couldn’t help but do a happy dance.I






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