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Clara
My eyes blinked twice, unable to understand what was on my screen. I could swear it was a wrong number but on my screen was my lover’s name— Aiden. The text held little or no remorse that when I looked up to look at my reflection in the dressing mirror, I was met with a nudge in my mascara. I’m teary. “Damn it!” Aiden is calling off our engagement dinner. Not just that, he’s breaking up with me. After making me fly all the way to Houston? The knock on my hotel door stirred me from my thoughts. I was half dressed; my hair still had the purple rollers and my makeup brush was just in my other hand. “Okay, take a deep breath,” I mumbled to myself. “You have this under control.” Truthfully, I didn’t. I opened the door and the beaming smiles of my best friend, Gina, made my stomach twist. “Look at how beautiful this gown is!!!” She yelled and shoved it at me. I swallowed hard, still trying to wrap my head around all of it. “What’s wrong?” She asked. “You’re ruining your makeup.” Even though I could tell her everything, I needed a moment to digest it. “I’m just emotional, that's all. I’m a fiancée,” I reminded her, waving my finger that had the ring from yesterday. Aiden proposed to me yesterday, only to call it off today. “Okay, get dressed and I’ll call Aiden to ask him—“ “No,” I said sharply. “Don’t. Don’t call him… I already spoke to him and I know where to meet him.” “He’s not going to pick you up?” She asked. Aiden has portrayed himself as that gentleman to all my friends whom no one believes he could even hurt a fly. “He’ll send a driver,” I lied, with a smile on my face. Even though she wasn’t convinced by my responses, she nodded and left. Now, what the hell am I supposed to do with all these emotions welling in me? The loud music blaring from the inside should have driven me back; but no. I remained in the backseat of the car and just gathered everything in me. “You sure this is it?” The driver asked and I nodded. “I can’t be too sure, but I guess I can make do with this.” I had wanted him to take me to a well-known bar but this— from my last search, is a sex club and probably what I need. My heels touched the floor first and I came down gently, slamming the door behind me. I don’t care what anyone says, not even my brothers who have tried to warn me to stay away from him. I’m not here to blame myself but to drink myself to a stupor and probably watch what they’ve got. “Hi, beautiful!!!!” A voice hollered. Damn. I’d have thought she knew me from somewhere with the way she waved at me. “MF, FMM, MFF… which?” “Excuse me, what?” “Girl, make a pick before everyone gets occupied.” When she saw I was being slow, she rolled her eyes and walked away, whispering some words I could barely make out. “Drinks?” “Yeah… yeah,” I answered and took the seat in front of me. “Excuse me,” I called to the barman shyly. “Do you have any idea what she meant?” “Yes.” The response didn’t come from the bartender but from behind me. I turned in a reflex action and met with a dark 6 ft man. His broad shoulders gave away what he does for fun—workouts and well, the charming grin he had on his face was enough to get your thighs itchy. “I’m sorry, I don’t remember talking to you.” “Such a naive young lady,” he said with a small smile and then took the glass from the bartender. “Whiskey. Neat.” I frowned before taking my glass from him. I should have been drunk before all of these. “How old are you?” “Excuse me?” “From the moment you stepped in here, you’ve been excused. Now, get rid of the damn excuses and answer my question.” Woah. “You don’t talk to a woman like that, Mister.” “I don't talk, I ask.” This arrogant bastard must be feeling like a damn god right now. I turned away, hoping to catch a glance of another aspect of the club but he turned the seat back until I was facing him. “You don’t look away when I’m talking.” “And you don’t talk to me like I’m a child,” I countered. “Who the hell do you think you are?” “I suggest you bring your voice low, people around here can get off from hearing you.” I swallowed hard. I understand I walked into a sex club but what the hell is with their vocabulary? “MF is male and female. MFF, one male, two females, and FMM is one female, two males.” “Oh.” “Now, the question is which are you a fan of because left to me, I’ll recommend one male and one female and I’ll recommend myself.” “What??!” I laughed. “I’m just here to watch. I’m really not interested in any of these.” “You don’t get it,” he said and leaned closer. “The moment you stepped in here, you ripped yourself of the chance to say no. You’re going with someone and you either pick now, or they pick you.” The moment he said the words, my heart skipped. I really shouldn’t have come here. I reached for my bag to grab my phone but he held my hand. “Phones are not allowed. They got disconnected when you came in.” “What the fuck?” I asked. “How do I get out of here?” “With me.” “With you???” I mumbled. “Look, I have no idea why you came here in the first place but I have an offer.” “What’s the offer?” I found myself asking. Everything here seems crazy but intriguing. Each second that passes makes me want to know more. “I want to fuck you, stranger and I want to do it right now.”Clara I had just returned home after a long and tiring day. The heat outside was unbearable, and all I could think about was getting something cold to drink. I walked straight into the kitchen and opened the fridge. A cool rush of air escaped as the light inside flickered on, revealing neatly arranged food containers, fruits, and several bottles lined up on the lower shelf. Without hesitation, I reached for a bottle of water covered in tiny droplets of condensation. It felt cold and refreshing in my hand.I twisted the cap open slowly, hearing the soft crack as the seal broke. At that moment, the sound alone felt satisfying. I lifted the bottle to my lips and drank deeply. The cold water flowed down my throat, instantly refreshing me and easing my exhaustion. For a few seconds, everything around me seemed calm and peaceful. I leaned slightly against the kitchen counter, enjoying the relief the water brought after such a stressful day.Just as I was about to take another sip, a su
Clara I smiled softly as the thought slipped into my mind, unexpected yet impossible to ignore. It was one of those quiet moments where a simple idea suddenly feels important for no clear reason. I sat there wondering why Jason’s brother, Mike, would ever call me on the phone just to say he wanted to see me. The idea seemed strange, almost unreal, and that was exactly why it stayed in my head. The more I thought about it, the more curious I became, and my smile slowly widened without me even noticing. Mike and I had never been particularly close. We knew each other through Jason, shared a few conversations here and there, but nothing that would normally lead to a personal phone call. That was what made the thought so mysterious. I imagined my phone ringing unexpectedly, Mike’s name appearing on the screen, and his voice sounding calm but serious as he told me he wanted to see me. I wondered how I would respond at that moment. Would I act surprised? Would I laugh nervou
Jason The bar was dimly lit, filled with the soft hum of conversations and the slow rhythm of jazz playing from hidden speakers. Rain tapped gently against the windows, matching the heaviness I carried inside me after the kind of day that seemed determined to go wrong from the very beginning. I sat across from Mike in our usual corner booth, staring blankly at the half-filled glass of red wine in front of me. My shoulders were tense, my mind exhausted, and every attempt Mike made to lighten the mood only drifted past me unnoticed.Mike, however, seemed distracted. His phone buzzed for what felt like the fifth time that evening, and when he glanced at the screen, his expression changed instantly. “It’s Clara,” Mike muttered before answering the call. He leaned slightly away from the table, lowering his voice, but not enough to stop my curiosity from growing.At first, I tried not to listen. I swirled the wine in my glass and focused on the rain outside, but fragments of the conver
Clara I walked into the kitchen quietly, almost like I was stepping into a different version of myself. The house was calm, and the soft sound of plates shifting and water running filled the silence. It had been a while since I made the effort to do something simple and warm for someone else, and honestly, it had been a while since I allowed myself to feel open. Lately, I had stayed inside my own thoughts too much, distant without meaning to be. But tonight felt different. I wanted to come out of my shell and act right again.I opened the fridge and stood there for a moment, thinking about what to prepare. Nothing complicated just something comforting. Something that could create a small moment between Mirabella and me without pressure or awkwardness. I started gathering ingredients slowly, moving with intention. The kitchen lights reflected softly against the counter while I prepared everything, and with each step, I felt myself relaxing. It wasn’t really about the food. It was
Jason “Do you want me to call Clara myself and speak to her?” Mike asked, leaning forward in his chair with a serious expression on his face. His voice carried a mixture of concern and determination, as though he was already prepared for whatever answer I might give him.I looked away for a moment and stared through the window beside us. The evening sky was slowly turning orange as the sun disappeared behind the buildings. My thoughts were crowded with worry. Clara had not replied to my messages for days, and every attempt I made to reach her had ended in silence. I could not tell whether she was angry, hurt, or simply avoiding me. The uncertainty was exhausting.“I don’t know if that will be a good idea,” I finally replied quietly. “But let’s see how it will go.”Mike nodded slowly, though I could tell he was not fully convinced by my hesitation. He had always been the type of person who believed problems should be faced directly. Unlike me, he never allowed fear or doubt to
Jason I had fallen asleep on the couch sometime after midnight, though sleep was probably too generous a word for it. My body had shut down, but my mind still felt restless, tangled up in half-finished thoughts and the dull weight of exhaustion. The living room was dark except for the faint glow from the television I’d forgotten to turn off. A blanket hung halfway off me, twisted around my legs, and my neck ached from the awkward angle I’d been lying in for hours. Everything about me felt heavy my eyes, my arms, even breathing seemed like work.I remember waking up slightly when I heard the front door click open. At first, I ignored it, too tired to move, but then I heard footsteps crossing the room. Mike stopped near the couch, and for a second there was just silence before he spoke.“Yo… are you okay?”His voice sounded cautious, almost concerned. I opened my eyes slowly and looked up at him, but I could tell immediately from his expression that I must’ve looked terrible. My
Clara The weight of solitude settled on my shoulders like a heavy blanket. Every muscle in my body ached with exhaustion, not just from the day’s events but from the emotional drain of it all. My eyelids drooped, fighting the pull of sleep, but my mind was restless, replaying conversations and m
Clara I stepped out of the warm, steamy shower, the cool air of the bathroom wrapping around my skin. I reached for my cleanser, applied a little on my palm, and rubbed gently on my face. The creamy foam lathered effortlessly as I gently massaged it into my skin, feeling the subtle tingle of th
Jason I stepped into my office like a stranger in a place I used to know. The air was stale, heavy with the silence that had settled during my absence. Dust clung to the edges of my desk, and the familiar hum of the fluorescent lights seemed louder than before, almost accusatory. I paused by t
Jason I looked at Clara from a distance. I knew everything wasn’t alright with her, so I approached her the way a chess player reaches for a piece. I paused just long enough to measure her posture, the tilt of her head, the rhythm of her breath. I do not interrupt that rhythm. I step into it.My







