Chapter 4
Elena’s POV
The room was suffocating. The cold stone floor bit into my bare feet.
I’d been dragged from the kitchens to one of the old conference rooms—Samantha’s personal interrogation chamber, if you asked me. The lights were too bright. The walls are too thin. Two guards blocked the door as if I could magically run out without Samantha dragging me back by my hair.
I was strapped on a stiff wooden chair in the center of the room so tight I could feel my wrists bruising already.
Samantha paced in front of me like a predator circling its prey, her heels clicking sharply against the floor.
Her lips twisted in a cruel smirk. “So. You’re going to sit there in silence all night, pretending you don’t owe me an explanation?”
“I don’t owe you anything,” I said quietly, jaw tight.
I honestly didn't. With what I have suffered from her mother and her, they were the ones who owed me their lives.
“Oh, I think you do,” she snapped, momentarily bringing back to reality. “You show up at my Luna ceremony. In a dress that should’ve been mine. Then you seduce my guest and get yourself knocked up? You will tell me who he is.”
“And why do you care to know? Isn’t Damien enough for you?” I asked, despite my curiosity.
She uttered a scoff. “Trying to evade my questions, huh?” She glared daggers at me.
I wanted to point out that she was the one evading mine but I kept shut. I was already tired of being strapped to the damn chair.
“If you think we are going to leave here without you divulging who the hell you had slept with, you must be delusional!”
I clenched my fists in my lap. “His name is Lucien. That’s all I know.”
Samantha stopped pacing, her posture slackened a bit. Her perfectly arched brows lifted. “Lucien,” she repeated. “Which Lucien? There were many Luciens in attendance. Tell me which one!”
“I… I don't know…”
Her eyes narrowed. “You’re trying to tell me you don’t know his title? His pack? I’m not shocked, you are such an easy fling.” She snorted.
“I told you,” I said through gritted teeth. “I didn’t know. He helped me, we talked, and it… happened.”
Samantha’s eyes gleamed with icy rage. “You let a man mark you and you don’t even know who he is? How pathetic is that?”
I met her gaze, refusing to flinch. “You weren’t there. You don’t get to twist what happened.”
“Oh, I’m not twisting anything,” she said sweetly, her voice a dagger wrapped in silk.
“He was the one. The one who came in while you were stripping me.” I told her, tired of this interrogation already.
Something akin to shock and jealousy crossed her features before she burst out into a ludicrous laugh. “You want me to believe that?” She said amidst the laugh.
I didn't know what to say again. When she saw that I was serious, she stopped laughing and took a step closer to me. “You don't know the weight of what you just claimed, Elena. You mean, Lucien, that Lucien, saw you and thought to himself that he wanted you for you the night?” She scoffed. I could taste the unbelief in her words as she glared at me.
Everything was clearer to me now. I knew her mother had been greedy, what I didn't know was Samantha had been coveting everything that belonged to me, even my ex-mate, Damien.
“You are not even on the list of the people he would casually peck.” Jealousy streaked those words as she spat them out.
“I am not lying!”
“Of course! What would a poor orphan say? You are trying to pin some stupid fling you had with a poor omega on Lucien?” She shook her head. “I won’t let you do that!”
“But let me get this straight, if what you said is true: you slept with someone important enough to make half the hall bow in silence—and now you’re carrying his child.”
I didn’t respond. I couldn’t. The knot in my throat was too thick.
She tilted her head mockingly. “You stupid little girl. Do you have any idea what you’ve done?”
“I didn’t plan any of this.”
“Of course, you did,” she hissed. “Don’t act like you’re innocent. You wanted to be marked. You wanted someone powerful to notice you so you could crawl your way out of the gutters.”
My temper snapped. “You hate me because he didn’t want you. That’s what this is really about.”
Samantha blinked, stunned for a moment.
“You bullied me because you couldn’t stand the fact that even when you had everything—status, wealth, the Luna title—you still couldn’t have Lucien. He looked at me, not you.”
The slap came fast and hard, cracking across my cheek.
My head snapped to the side. I didn’t cry out. I refused.
“You filthy little mutt,” Samantha seethed. “You think that night meant anything to him? You think being some pretty mistake gives you power?”
I turned back to face her, cheek burning, eyes burning hotter. “It meant more than whatever you’ll ever be to him.”
Her entire body trembled. “You dare talk to me like that? After everything your mother did—”
“Don’t,” I cut in. “Don’t you dare bring my mother into this. She died protecting this pack. She died saving Damien’s parents. And what did I get in return?”
The door slammed open.
Damien stormed in, his face dark with fury. “What the hell is going on here?”
“She’s pregnant,” Samantha announced, pointing at me like I was a disease. “With someone else’s pup. And she’s been lying to everyone.” I noticed the way she didn't mention Lucien’s name.
I tried to stand but couldn't, facing him. “I haven’t lied. I haven’t hurt anyone. I was attacked by your Luna, stripped in front of this pack, and now I’m being interrogated because someone dared to care for me.”
“Care?” Samantha barked a laugh. “He doesn’t care about anyone! He left you, didn’t he?”
My voice cracked. “He didn’t have a choice.”
Damien’s jaw tightened. “You were fated to me. And you betrayed that bond.”
“No,” I said sharply. “You betrayed it. You rejected me. You told me I was unworthy. You paraded your new Luna in front of me and watched her humiliate me. And now you’re angry because I survived it.”
Samantha’s eyes were wild with rage. “Damien, she’s poisoning this pack with her filth. She should be banished!”
My blood turned to ice.
“Banished?” I echoed.
“You’re lucky I don’t have you whipped,” she spat. “You’re nothing, Elena. Nothing but a rogue in disguise.”
I turned to Damien. “You would really do that? After what my mother gave for your family?”
Damien’s gaze flickered, then hardened. “You should’ve stayed in your place.”
“I had a place. You took it from me.”
He looked at the guards. “Take her to the holding cell.”
“No!” I cried. “You can’t—Damien, please—”
“If you don’t want to leave the pack,” he said coldly, “then you’ll rot there instead.”
My breath caught. “What?”
“No food. No water. Let her starve until she begs to go.”
The guards stepped forward, each gripping my arms.
“You’ll regret this,” I whispered, tears threatening to spill. “You’ll all regret this.”
Damien said nothing.
Samantha smirked.
And the door slammed shut behind me as I was dragged into darkness.
Lucien’s POVThe ballroom still smelled of roses and wine long after the last guest had left. Laughter and music had faded into echoes, replaced by the silence of polished marble and dying candle flames. I stood alone near the grand windows, staring into the night sky, the crown of responsibility pressing heavier on my head than ever.Heather had been all smiles tonight, radiant in her jeweled gown, her hand clinging to my arm as though it had always belonged there. To the court, we must have looked like the perfect picture: the cold king and his beautiful bride-to-be.But when her laughter rang in my ears, it wasn’t her voice I heard. It was hers.Elena.The thought was poison and salvation all at once. Six years had passed, and still, my heart refused to release her. I had told myself she was gone, lost to the winds, unwilling to be found. I had buried myself in duty, in alliances, in the mask of a ruler.And yet tonight, as I stared at the reflection of my hollow eyes in the window
Elena’s POVThe night was quiet, broken only by the soft chirping of crickets and the crackling fire in the healer’s hut. The scent of herbs lingered in the air—sage, lavender, a touch of wolfsbane. My hands were stained green from grinding leaves, but my heart felt lighter here than it ever had back there, in the palace I once thought would be home.“Here, Mama,” a small voice said. Little fingers tugged at my sleeve, and I glanced down to see a pair of sparkling eyes—golden and mischievous. My son held up a jar of honey with both hands, his cheeks flushed from running around.“Thank you, sweetheart,” I murmured, taking it from him with a kiss on the forehead. His twin sister peeked from behind him, her curls tangled, clutching a doll one of the pack’s seamstresses had sewn for her.Six years. Six years of raising them away from eyes that would have condemned us. Six years of pretending the ache in my chest no longer existed.“Go to bed now,” I whispered, shooing them gently toward t
Lucien’s POVThe ballroom glittered like a gilded cage. Chandeliers bathed the marble in warm golden light, candles flickering as if mocking the hollow celebration. Musicians played in the corner, their violins singing a tune meant to lift spirits, but to me it sounded like chains dragging across stone.Heather’s hand rested on my arm, her grip deceptively light but iron in meaning. She looked every inch the queen she longed to be—her gown a cascade of crimson silk studded with diamonds, her lips painted the same color as fresh blood. Her smile never wavered, radiant and false, designed to charm every pair of eyes fixed upon us.“Smile, Lucien,” she murmured under her breath, her head tilting slightly so only I would hear. “They’re all watching.”My jaw tightened. I obeyed, pulling my mouth into something that could pass as a smile. But it wasn’t joy. It was survival.Heather tugged me toward the gathering nobles, bowing and curtsying as though the very air bent to her will. She thriv
The word twins hit me like a blow to the chest. My hands stilled over the satchel of herbs, the edges of the dried leaves crumbling beneath my fingers. For a moment, I wasn’t in the pack infirmary anymore—I was back in that moonlit garden six years ago, clutching my stomach as Heather’s laughter echoed faintly behind closed doors.“Twins?” I asked carefully, forcing my voice to stay steady. My subordinate, Mira, looked up at me with wide, eager eyes.“Yes, healer. The patient’s wife gave birth to two healthy pups last night. The whole pack is celebrating—it’s rare and considered a blessing from the Moon Goddess.”I nodded slowly, dismissing her with a soft smile, but inside, my heart twisted. Twins. A blessing. A sign of power.If only they knew.I left the infirmary, my legs carrying me to the secluded path behind the healer’s quarters, where no one would see me break. My fingers unconsciously brushed my abdomen, the phantom ache still there, the secret I’d carried for six long years
“Pass me the mugwort leaves,” I said firmly, my hands already pressing down against the wound of the young warrior stretched out on the bed. His breathing came in shallow gasps, sweat slicking his temples, the gash across his ribs refusing to stop bleeding.“Yes, healer,” Mira, my apprentice, rushed forward, her small fingers trembling as she placed the leaves into my waiting palm.The tangy, bitter scent filled my nose as I crushed the herb between my fingers, releasing its properties. My hands worked with practiced ease, steady and confident as though they had been born to do this. Six years ago, I would never have believed I would become this woman—a healer respected in another pack, far from everything I once knew. Far from him.I quickly layered the paste across the wound, watching as the bleeding slowed, then pressed clean linen firmly against it.The warrior groaned, his body twitching beneath my touch. I leaned closer, murmuring, “You’ll live. The Goddess didn’t bring you this
Chapter 26Six Years Later…LUCIEN’S POV“The kidnappings are getting more intense and the Alphas are calling for meeting with His Royal Highness,” Saint said from across the desk but I was not paying attention. I stopped paying attention that night. That day when my mate disappeared. When she disappeared from the surface of the earth. I had searched everywhere for her. Everywhere I knew. From the rogue den to every den Grey was able to find but she wasn't there. I had even made it a life mission to ensure that there was no rogue den breathing anywhere and yet… my mate was nowhere to be found. Somehow I knew within me that she wasn't dead but she wasn’t close either. “Lucien, you need to focus.” Marco’s voice cut through my thoughts and I let out a groan, adjusting in my seat properly. I cut a glance at him and he gave me a knowing look. “And what do you suggest? I have had Marco go visit some of the packs for explanation but all of them seemed to have different points. None of