Chapter four

   JASON’s POV…

She pulled away from me and went to seat on one of the chairs in the room and I could see tears flooding her eyes. I knew it was really hard for her to know something like this. From the onset, I knew that if she found out that I was a werewolf, it would hurt and break her. I knew that she would curse herself for ever making love to a werewolf but I didn’t care, I went after my satisfaction. It was who I was, a ruthless beta who cared about no one but himself but then, when it came to her, I was suddenly feeling bad. I was feeling guilty and I hated it. Was this what it felt like to be remorseful? If this was what it felt like, I hated it and never wanted to feel it.

  I walked to her and pulled her up closer to myself and I could see the fear in her eyes. It was hidden behind the confidence she was trying to show but as a wolf, I could see right through her and after staring at her, my wolf started feeling so eager and happy and I hated it. I hated it when Austin, my wolf was so happy so I pushed her away.

“A bath has been prepared for you, go have a bath now. After having your bath, you can eat and then a maid will show you around the pack house” I told her 

“I don’t want to bath, eat or see your pack house. I just want to go home, be alone and get some rest please “ she told me and I hated it when she sounded so sweet, it awoke the wolf and a lover I never knew I had in me.

I held her small face in my hand so tightly that she screamed in pain, “You have no choice. Like I said, I want you and I have gotten you. You’re here to stay and it doesn’t matter what you say or do, you’re here to be mine and mine alone “ I told her before going to sit and have breakfast while I left her standing. 

    I clenched my fists and inhaled deeply before continuing to eat my food. After I finished eating, I saw her hold on to her head and just as she was about to collapse, I went to her and grabbed her in my arms and she lost consciousness. Sparks erupted in my skin as I held her in my arms and I stared at her, her small face really looked beautiful with her eyes closed and those lips of hers, she was a beauty to behold.

  I bent and carried her in my arms, bridal style before walking out of the dining area. As I walked out with her in my arms, I could tell how shocked everyone was. It was obvious they’d been standing at the door the whole time and ignoring them, I spoke. “Get a doctor now” before leaving for my chambers.

  I placed her on the bed and immediately the doctor walked in, I left. I wasn’t supposed to show so much concern for her and I was feeling strange around her. I decided to go practice, Alpha Stanley had called me for that afterall.

    As I put on my armour, I could not help but pick up a strong scent but I didn’t care, I was focused on defeating Stanley again. It seemed he never got tired of fighting me and losing. Immediately a stick was banged against a metal , we knew it was time to begin and we started practice. I decided to use a fake sword because the previous times I used a real sword, it didn’t end well for the alpha.

     It wasn’t a tough fight and it was almost too easy for me to win but just as I took my fake sword and was about to place it on his neck, indicating my victory, the scent became stronger and on turning, I saw her standing there and my wolf became weak. I dropped the sword and was about walking to her when I suddenly felt Stanley’s sword on my neck.

“Damn!” I cursed under my breathe, I’d been defeated. For the very first time, alpha Stanley had defeated me in a sword practice and it was all because of this woman right here.

      Not waiting for him to celebrate his victory, I went to her and dragged her back to my room and I could hear her breathe in fear but I didn’t care. As I pushed her into the room and locked the door behind me, I saw her move back in fear.

“Why did you make me lose?” I asked her angrily.

“I….I just… I was just “ she was stuttering so innocently but unknown to her, these stutters of hers were turning me on and I knew the amount of self control i was putting in just so I wouldn’t grab her and do whatever it was my wolf wanted me to do.

“What are you saying? Will you not speak clearly?” I asked as I slowly started revealing my claws and the color of my eyes started changing.

“I’ll tell you, I just wanted to have a look around the palace and that was when I saw you looking hot like a prince in a shining armor “ she said quickly and turned away from me. 

     I smiled to myself, my wolf was feeling so excited at her compliment and now, I could no longer tame it. I walked to her and embraced her from the back before placing my lips on her neck and she smelt so good that it made my wolf even more hungry for her. I felt her shiver under my touch and she walked away from me nervously.

“What are you doing?” She asked me.

“Didn’t you remember what I’d told you? What I want, I get and I want you” I told her and as I moved closer to her, she stepped back and she continued to step back till she was stuck between myself and the wall. I chuckled, “how will you get away from me now?” I asked with a smirk on my face as I bent to her level to sniff her hair. Even though I’d found her in a bar, I could still smell the vanilla essence in her hair and damn, it was so good.

“Please stay away from me, you’re a wolf and I’m human. Nothing can happen between us please “ she said and i clenched my fists hard.

“Last night, I was a wolf and you were a human, did that stop us? If last night, it didn’t matter, trust me, it wouldn’t matter again “ I told her.

“But I was drunk” she said with that voice of hers and I leaned in to her ear before whispering,

“Then I’m also drunk “ I told her before unzipping her dress violently.