The moment his lips touched mine, I lost the strength to resist. It was like my body knew I missed him, I longed for him. I didn't even notice how my arms circled around his neck. His hands were around my waist. Both of us seem unstoppable.Just the mere touch of his lips to mine already brought a different kind of heat in my body. It was a familiar heat, and I knew I wanted more."I love you," he whispered again, before carrying and taking me to our room.Our journey to our room was a little crazy. He was carrying me while I was looking around, afraid that someone might see us. I even laughed because we had a hard time opening the door. It was crazy, but it’s the happiest I have ever been.When we finally got inside, he leaned me against the door and kissed me again. This time, our kiss was even hotter that I couldn't help myself from moaning. It was so intense I think I'm going to lose my mind.His hands went from my waist down to my butt and back to my waist again. Our kiss grew ev
Everything has been so tough for me and Zandrey the past months. We have pain that we are trying to conceal; memories we're trying to forget, and events in our lives that really didn't just tested us as co-parents, but also as individuals. I was at the peak of giving up the idea of a complete family. But he came into my life again. It was rough - definitely rough and tough for him. I tried to stop him, but he still made it into my life. I know it's such a huge decision to accept him again in my life - in his kids' lives, but I feel like so far, it’s one the best decisions I’ve ever made. When he asked me to give him a chance, to give us a chance, it took me a long time to reply. Because I don't want to be rash. I had to think about it numerous times. I had to weigh everything. Because I'm not the only one who will get affected, but also our children. I had to make a lot of consideration. Thinking about it all led me to say yes. I am giving us a chance. We had a deal though. We'll
It took me months before I was able to gather all the courage I have in my system. I thought it would only take weeks. But guess what, it took 2 months. Yes, 2 months of trying to gather all my courage. For someone who's not as affectionate and expressive, it was hard for me to say what I really feel. Maybe that's why it took 2 months before I made the decision to finally tell Zandrey what I want. I have to tell him everything first, and then we'll just proceed when we decided. "You behave, okay?" I told Andrei. I just got back to driving him to school. Andrew was left with Mommy Emily at home. I'm grateful she's around to help out. We don't have anyone else right now because Auntie Gina's on leave, as well as the other househelps. My maternity leave's also ending soon and I'll be going back to work. That's why I decided to do it right now while I still have the time. Because I know for sure I won't have it when I go back to work. I've practiced what I wanted to tell Zandrey
He kissed me again as hungrily and I kissed him back just as passionately. I missed him so much and I just wanted to stay in this room and just do things with him. But we can't do that. We have people waiting for us sa labas. I was already feeling so hot all over me, but we really can't. I know he misses it too, but this really shouldn't happen. I swapped our positions, with him now the one being pinned to the vanity mirror. Our kiss continued–as if no one wants this to end. It was me who started planting kisses on his neck. I made sure I made sounds while doing it to him. Since we did not have that much time, I went down and quickly unbuckled his belt. I looked up and saw his amused face. I smiled—which is so out of my character. I pulled down his pants as well as his boxers and started stroking him. I looked up while doing it because I wanted to see his reaction. "Fuck..." I heard him mutter. I feel so powerful. I started licking him and doing magic on him. I did i
Exactly on a Sunday, Andrew turned a month old. We don't really have any plans to have a party or anything extravagant. But Daisy being Daisy, she was able to pursuade me into having a gathering for Andrew's 1st month. She said it's just us—simple dinner and some photography sesh. It has become a trend to have creative pictures when a baby turns a month older. They said it's all over social media, but I don't usually use social media so I was really not sure. But Daisy made the effort to search for inspos online and would send those to me. The theme for this gathering is baby blue. So everyone invited to the gathering are required to wear anything blue. Before the dinner, the photoshoot will take place. I wanted to do DIY photoshoot. But again, Daisy being Daisy, she hired a professional photographer. She really spent money on this. "You look so handsome!" She commented when she saw Andrew wearing the little baby blue polo shirt she bought. Even Andrei is wearing the same polo sh
Zandrey's words made me awake for hours at night. It bothered me for the past few days. I couldn't even look at him when he's around. Seeing him just reminds me of all the words he murmured that damn night. He was well aware that I'm not allowed to engage on any sexual stuff. Yet he teased me and made me restless for nights. I wanted to do the same thing to him, but I didn't have the chance. I was busy with the kids and there's no way I can do that. "What's with your face?" Daisy asked. She's here at home to visit me and the baby. Everybody's at work since it's a weekday. She said she's not busy so I just let her.She's carrying Andrew right now and she really loves holding the baby. I feel like she doesn't want to be away from him. She keeps on smelling his head- which really smells so good. She wouldn't want to let him go even when he's already sleeping. I wonder if she's not getting tired from holding him. The baby's growing so fast and he's heavier now, but she doesn't seem to