Novels by EessaArkisha

Zandrey's POV "Hey, a slot for the medical mission just opened up," Troy said when he saw me in the hallway. "Who backed out?" I asked. The slots had been fully taken since the list went up. Most of the interns signed up. I’m just not sure why there’s suddenly an opening. Maybe someone backed out. "Celeste can’t go. Said she has something important to attend to," Troy replied. "I have to ask my wife first," I said. I know we’re not legally married yet, but I’ve been telling people at the hospital that she’s my wife. We’re getting married soon anyway, so it feels just right. In fact, we already live together and have kids. She’s not officially my wife yet, but in my heart, she’s been my wife for a long time. Troy just shook his head at my response, a teasing grin forming on his face. "I wouldn’t be surprised if you end up having another kid." I laughed at that. "You and Hope too. It’s about time," I mumbled, referring to his girlfriend, who’s also a doctor here. She's currently

It's been days since I last saw him. I hear him come home to see the kids, but he never stays long. I still refuse to see him, and I'm standing firm on that until now. A day has also passed since the last time I cried because of what he did. I'd like to think that would be the last time because I'm truly exhausted from crying. But I know it won't be the last. I have unlimited tears, and they always fall for him. Nobody else knows what happened yet. But no one has seen us together either. So far, no one's asked us anything, so I haven't had to tell anyone. I don't really want this to turn into a big issue. But who am I kidding? What he did is already a big deal. I still wonder most of the time... what if they find out what Zandrey did? What if they learn that the wedding won't happen anymore? I'm sure it would be a huge disappointment. Even I deeply regret it. But what can I do? It already happened. It can’t be undone. All I think about now is the welfare of the kids. I've been thi

The whole ride, I didn’t say a word. I just quietly cried in the back seat. Even Dominic and Daisy didn’t pressure me to explain what had happened. They just let me pour everything out, and I’m so grateful for them. If they hadn’t come, maybe I’d still be there. Maybe I’d still be facing him right now. Maybe I would’ve looked even more like a fool. It was so hard for me to process everything I had just seen. And then I thought back on how these past days, I already felt like something was off. I could sense something different, but I tried to brush it off. I forced myself to ignore the things I was noticing. But God, how could I have been so blind? I still couldn’t stop crying. He made me believe he truly loved me. The kids love him. But how can I continue what we’ve started if it’s already tainted with betrayal? I’m not the type to just tolerate something like that. But what about my kids? What about me? What about us? So many thoughts were racing in my mind. After this, then what

I kept walking until I made it back to the car. I clutched tightly onto the paper bag I was carrying - the one with his lunch inside. I was initially lost for words, lost for any reaction. The moment I saw it, it was like my brain just stopped functioning. It was only when my phone beeped that I realized this was reality, that I wasn’t dreaming or hallucinating. Everything I saw was real. I tried to reach for my phone inside my bag. That’s when I realized my hands were shaking as I fumbled to get it. 'Are you coming?' It was a text from Zandrey. The moment I saw his name, my tears finally fell, the ones I’d been holding back since earlier. That’s when I felt the pain resurface. I started crying loudly, not caring if people outside might hear me. My chest felt so heavy. I couldn’t cry earlier, but now it was like my tears wouldn’t stop falling. The image was still vivid in my head. He was kissing another girl. And if I wasn’t mistaken, it was the same girl I met months ago, the

"Good morning," Zandrey greeted as he kissed my bare shoulders."Good morning," I greeted back. It’s been quite a while since I had this smile on my face upon waking up.He quickly got up from bed while I remained lying down for a moment. Then he went to the bathroom.I just stared at the ceiling as I willed myself to finally get up. We have a long day ahead, so I really needed to move. Anytime now, the kids might wake up.Before I could get up, I already heard a knock on the door. I quickly stood up and put on the clothes I had worn last night. I almost lost my balance because of the rush.I heard Zandrey laugh. When I turned to look, he was leaning against the bathroom door while brushing his teeth.I rolled my eyes at him. "It’s your fault," I grumbled. He just chuckled again.After getting dressed, I finally went to the door. I even checked the bed to see if there was anything scattered around. Luckily, there wasn’t, so I freely opened the door.Upon opening it, I saw a little boy

"Nooooo," Andrei cried. He was clinging to Zandrey's arm and it seemed like he didn’t want to let go. His tears were falling one after another, and my chest tightened at the sight."Drei, Dad has to go," I said softly, gently trying to take him from Zandrey, but his grip was really tight."Should I just not go?" Zandrey murmured. It looked like he didn’t want to leave either because of Andrei’s cries."No, you should go. I’ll take care of Andrei," I said. I could see the worry on his face, but he really had to leave. He’s needed there."No, Daddy. Don’t leave, Daddy," Andrei cried again.I wanted to cry too. I didn’t want to see him like this. I could feel his fear of his dad leaving, even though I’d already told him he’d be back. I had to keep reassuring him that his dad was just leaving for work and would return soon. But he just kept crying."Dad will be back, Drei. Don’t cry, baby. He just has to work," I explained again."I wanna go with Daddy!"I was close to giving in. When I l

TW: Abuse, ViolenceZandrey's POVI was almost running late for my next class. Naharang kasi ako nina Jed at Dominic. Nag-aayang makipag-group date. To avoid prolonging the conversation, I just agreed to go. There's no harm in it. Besides, I might benefit from it. In whichever way, I'm not sure. Lagi lang naman akong game sa mga buhay nila. Lately, all I did was study and go home when I have the chance. I can't mess this up. Not when I don't want to be under my dad's roof anymore. Kaya kailangan kong pagbutihin ang pag-aaral. I know he has the wealth, but I don't really trust him in giving it to me as his heir. Baka may iba siyang anak, so I have to do well on my own. I don't really need his money.I passed by the Library since it was the closest route going to our building. But it was quite packed with students so I bumped into a girl."Are you okay? I'm so sorry," I quickly said. I helped her picked up her things that fell on the floor. When I looked up, I almost stopped.Man, she's

"Does your tummy still hurts?" Andren asked. He's holding a book while looking at me. Napansin niya sigurong napapangiwi ako."Konti. Pero hindi naman gaano," I replied."Mom, why don't you go to the hospital?" Andrew butted in. "Hindi pa naman siguro ako manganganak. Mararamdaman ko naman 'yon," I murmured. I inhaled-exhaled. This month's gonna be my month. We'll finally going to have our baby girl.Zandrey and I had been married already for 8 years. We already have three boys. And finally, after several years of waiting ay magkakaanak na rin kami ng baby girl. I was actually waiting for this. And it indeed came."Asan ba ang Kuya niyo?" I inquired. Andrew and Andren looked at each other. "Where's Andrei?" I asked again."Umakyat ng ligaw," Andrew replied laughingly. My eyes widened because of what I've heard. May nililigawan na ang anak ko nang hindi ko man lang alam? God, he's just sixteen!"What?" I asked, a bit panicking. Hindi pa siya pwedeng magkagirlfriend! Hindi pa siya pwe

"You may now kiss the bride," the priest said. Dahan-dahan niyang itinaas ang belo ko and smile lovingly at me before brushing his lips to mine. "I love you so much," bulong niya when he hugged me. I returned his hug, even tightier."I love you more," I replied. I felt him kissed the top of my head."Hey, stop that. Picture muna," Daisy exclaimed after that long moment we just had. Naghiwalay na kami mula sa pagyayakapan and smiled at each other.We took pictures and a lot of pictures. We wanted to have as much documentation as possible. Masasabi kong ito na talaga ang isa sa mga pinakamasasayang araw ng buhay ko. I believe this is what Zandrey feels as well. Today, we just really happy because after everything we went through, all the backwards and forwards that came in between, we are finally here and are officially married.I am Maria Airaleen Alfonso-Del Fuerto now. And I think what a beautiful name that is.Who would have thought na ang dating "group blind date" lang sana at mau

It took him weeks to fully recover from everything. He had to go to a lot of therapy to fully recover. Mabuti na lang at walang ibang na-damage sa kanya. He still has to stay at home for some more time though. But that's okay. As long as he's okay and still breathing.He already knew about my pregnancy . I will never forget the huge smile on his face when I show him a picture of the sonogram. Thank God my body also recovered kaya wala na akong problema sa pagbubuntis.We decided to have the wedding after I gave birth to the baby. Ayokong malaki iyong tiyan ko kung ikakasal ako. We agreed to it and I know we're all set for that. Kailangan din munang manganak ni Daisy because she still wants to be the one who will organize it for us.We're currently in bed, both ready to sleep when I felt him hug me. Nang lingunin ko siya, nakita kong nakangiti siya sa akin."I can't wait to marry you," he mumbled. Natawa na lang ako. We're still quite far from the date we initially set.I remember when

Iyak ako nang iyak habang nagmamaneho si Thaniel. We were still an hour away from the hospital where Zandrey is. At hindi na ako mapakali. No one would tell me what's really his condition and my heart can't stay still. "Ai, please don't forget you're pregnant. Makakasama sa baby 'yan," Thaniel said, his eyes, still focused on the road. Ilang beses na niyang sinabi 'yon, pero kahit anong gawin ko, hindi pa rin ako matigil sa pag-iyak. Hindi ko alam kung paano kakalma pagkatapos ng nalaman ko. I can't help but blame myself for everything that happened. Kung hindi ako nagmatigas, siguro ay walang away at hindi mangyayari ito. From time to time, I text Daisy or Dominic for update but none of them has replied to my messages. Hindi na ako mapakali sa kinauupuan ko. Kung pwede lang paliparin itong sasakyan, kanina ko pa ginawa. Hindi ako relihiyoso. I don't pray as often. I don't call Him all the time, but at times like this, I have no one call but Him. Alam kong ang daming nangyayari t

Aira's POV I decided to take a vacation. Alam kong hindi dapat ako nagbabakasyon ngayon sa dami ng mga dapat gawin sa firm. Pero kailangan ko 'to. I needed to go somewhere so I can clear my head. If I don't do this, I might explode, so I needed a relaxing place where I can fully be alone with myself and my thoughts. "Siguro ka bang okay ka lang?" Thaniel asked. I asked him for help in booking a room in his resort. It was very last minute and I hate to take advantage of our friendship, but I just really need this right now. "I'll be fine, Thaniel," I responded. Mukhang hindi pa rin siya kumbinsidong okay lang ako. There was something in his face. I tried to smile at him pero mukhang naging ngiwi iyon. "Ang creepy," he commented. I rolled my eyes at him and he just laughed. "Siguradong okay ka lang mag-isa dito ha?" "Oo nga," I replied. "Just call me whenever you need anything, okay?" "I will." I shooed him away once again. Mukhang ayaw niya kasing umalis. Kailangan ko nang map

When Mom said she's near, I went out of the apartment and waited for her outside. I brought the things I would need because we can't discuss things in the apartment because Taylor's there. It's almost dark now and I'm not sure where she would take me so we could talk. But I couldn't care less. There are far more important matters we need to prioritize. A few meters away from where I am standing, I saw her car slowing down. I felt the erratic beating of my heart again. I am about to know something tonight. It could be big. It might surprise me. But I'd rather feel that way than be clueless at all. Mom stopped the car right in front of me. She looked at me through the window to her side. "Hi, hun," she greeted. I could tell she's a little tensed. "Hi, Mom," I replied. "Hop in," she said. I did what I was told and got inside the passenger's seat. As soon as I sat there and settled, silence enveloped us. I'm not used to the silence. Mom and I talk a lot and I hate that we

After that interaction with that man, I couldn't go back to what I was initially doing. There are a lot of things running in my head- questions I was answers on. I can no longer concentrate so I decided to just go back to the apartment. No one was there when I get home so I'm pretty much alone- alone with my thoughts. I couldn't even stay still. I would lay on the bed, sit up, stand up, pace around the room. I was restless and I know I couldn't do anything if I don't ask my Mom. If there's someone who can explain me everything, that would be my Mom. So I got my phone and dialed her number. As much as I want to go home to ask my questions in person, but that would take hours. I can't wait for a few more hours just for my questions to be answered. I needed it to be now. Mom's phone just rang on my first call. I couldn't just give up. So I dialed her number again. On the third ring, she finally answered and my heart almost jump upon hearing her voice. "Are you okay, hun?" Was t

The weeks continued and our set up stayed the same. Due to Flint's busy schedule, there are days when we don't see each other. It's sad and I was really longing for his presence each time, but I understand that I can't demand for his time because he has things he needed to do. I was also kind of getting used to going somewhere alone when my friends are busy. When Flint still has a flexible time, he's the one I'm always with. I'm pretty much used to being alone, but it's just sadder now. Today is one of those examples. Taylor has a thing with her organization, Sean went out with his friends, and Bailey, who I really considered one of my close friends now has a date with Elisse. Flint doesn't get jealous anymore with Bailey. He had seen him together with Elisse once and according to him, they were making out to the point that he wanted to shout at them and tell them to get there own room. After that, he never got jealous again, because he knows Bailey already has someone he's craz

I know Flint. I know when he's mad, when he's stressed- pretty much everything. For the many months that we've been together, I've learned not to counter his sour mood with another sour mood, and I believe he's also like that when I'm the one in a bad mood.We don't always have good days so I understand if he's in a bad mood most of the time, especially now that all his school loads are quite hectic.Hearing his tone, I know he's not in a good mood so I just try to give him a small smile as I open the gate so we can get inside the apartment. It's already dark and cold outside so we need to be inside.Nobody talked while we were on the way to our unit. All I could hear was the sound of our shoes on the floor. Right then, I knew Flint's tired and probably so stressed. I'm not really a patient person, but with him, I can always stretch it. Maybe that's how love is.When I opened the door to our apartment, I saw Taylor sitting on the stool at the counter, with her laptop in front of her.

Relationships really has its ups and downs. All throughout the months Flint and I were together, we had fights and also made up. There were days when I thought we were really going to break up but he would do unexpected things... he would try to win me back each time.I love Flint. And I love how he makes things better for me. I love how he always say sorry even if it's not his fault. I love how he always make sure I had coffee before classes because he knows how I don't function well without caffeine. I love how he brings me food I didn't even know I wanted even when I don't say anything.I love him. Everything he does, I love it.I've always thought that like any other relationships, ours will also have its honeymoon phase just in the beginning. But eversince we were together, Flint does everything that exceeds my expectations. In return, I also do the same. I make sure that I give him the same love I'm receiving.But no matter how perfect a relationship may seem, there will always

"Hi!" I happpily greeted. It took a few seconds before Flint looked my way. When he did, he then smiled."Hey," he murmured. I scowled a little when I realized that there was tension between him and Bailey. I don't know what's up. I just know something doesn't sit right with them.I tried to dismiss it though. Maybe it was just me reading too much into the situation. "Hey, we have a new applicant," I said smilingly. I then turned to Bailey and smiled at him. "This is Bailey. He's a transferee and we have the same major! He's interested in joining the Weekly Report," I mumbled."Hey," Bailey mumbled. He offers his hand for a handshake. Flint took it as he introduced himself."I'm Jasmine's boyfriend," he said."And the Weekly Report's layout artist," I added."Great. Nice to meet you," Bailey mumbled."Ditto," Flint said. He then turned to me. "Are you still needed here?" He queried."Yeah, I guess. Eya will be alone if I leave," I replied."Oh, no. It's okay. You can go, lovers. The