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Lola I gasped loudly, causing the naked lady grinding on his cock to halt. Zane pushed her away hurriedly, covering his thighs in shame with the duvet while she gawked at him in surprise. “Babe, what are you doing?” She queried him. I surprised myself by chuckling. Laughing came to me easily every time I was in a situation I couldn't fathom. This was one of those situations because I couldn't believe that my boyfriend of three years could cheat on me. Zane sent her a scowl, but did he think it could wipe away the pain he just caused me? “Is this why you couldn't make it to my father's burial?” I questioned. He sprang to his feet and then crumbled on his knees while the bitch stared at us like a moron. I didn't pay much attention to her. “No, Lola, I said I wasn't in town and you know that. Umm… she… I was…” He stuttered which further annoyed me. My patience level reached its limit. “Shut up, Zane! You don't have a conscience and I regret dating you. How dare you hurt me like this? You're supposed to be my source of strength in my darkest times, yet you busy yourself with other women,” “It's not like that, Lola, I can explain. Whatever happened was a mistake, and I've been horny for a long time. How can I have a girlfriend who doesn't want me to make love to her? Isn't that selfish?” He retorted, slowly rising to his feet. My lips parted at his audacity. “Don't turn this against me, Zane. We had an agreement before we started dating that we'd do it when I'm ready. You've been aware of my challenges these past few years with my late dad. You knew how hard my life has been, yet you stayed. Why didn't you break up with me since you couldn't bear dating me without sex?” “Wait, you've never fucked her? Boy, Zane, that's low,” The whore chattered. He glared long and hard at her, instantly, the smile died on her face. “Get out of my room, cunt. I don't want to see you again,” I took that moment as my cue to leave too. I couldn't imagine staying in the same place with him without bashing his head against the wall. “I'll leave too. It's over between us,” I spun around, veering out of the room. He chased after me, pulling my hand. “Please don't leave, Lola, let me make this work,” I paused on my step, shoving my middle finger at his face. “You disgust me, Zane. You should know that by now,” He was too stunned to speak so I used it to my advantage. My legs ran as far as it could carry me as I wanted to forget the sharp pain of betrayal I felt in my chest. I'd heard several stories about cheating partners from my classmates, read it in books, watched it on TV, but never did I believe it could happen to me in real life. Loneliness had finally become my companion. My dad was gone, my mother couldn't stand me—the feeling was mutual, my boyfriend was a cheating bastard, and Rowan... I didn't want to think about him. Walking absentmindedly on the street, my mind raced, pondering who to call. I had no friend besides Reid whom I knew would be busy with class. He'd come to me without hesitation if I called, but of what use would he be? His presence would distract me, but it wouldn't heal the ache in my heart. I wouldn't call him. But then my phone rang and he was the caller. I was torn between ignoring the call and answering it, but I ended up choosing the latter, sobbing profusely before I could even make out a word. “Jeez, Lola! Are you alright? Where are you?” his voice brimmed with concern. “Zane cheated on me. I caught him sleeping with another girl when I went to visit him,” I narrated the ordeal while walking mindlessly on the road. It was surprising that a vehicle hadn't run me over. “Where are you now? I'll come get you,” he said with a note of urgency. “Okay,” Wiping the hot, annoying tears that ran down my cheeks, I shared my live location with him and ended the call. I didn't expect to be this hurt, considering that I'd been lusting after Rowan for some days now, but my heart felt like it was about to explode from the pain. Several thoughts fleeted into my mind, half of them were filled with self-blame. Maybe he wasn't completely at fault for cheating because I'd constantly denied him of sex. However, we made out a lot. I just couldn't see him being the first guy to take my v-card. I also couldn't deny that my attraction toward him was weak. Whenever we kissed, I did it for duty sake, not because my body yearned for him. Maybe it was best that we broke up so that I wouldn't have to deal with the guilt of cheating. I was drawn away from my thoughts by the honk of Reid's car. He parked by the curb and marched furiously toward me. “We're going to him. How dare he treat you that way?” he raged. I stood up, leaning against his chest. Everything I had to say was already said, I just wanted to lay on my bed and sleep the pain out. “There's no need for that. Just take me home,” my voice was akin to a whisper. “Are you sure? I could take you to the beach, get you ice cream while we talk about it,” he offered, running his fingers through my hair. I shook my head. “Thank you, but I don't want to go anywhere else. I don't even want to talk about it,” “Okay. I'll take you home, maybe I could see your new guardian. Is he hot?” He teased me playfully. “You'll see that for yourself when you take me home and stop asking questions,” I bit my lip while fighting off a smile. He placed his arm on my shoulder as we headed to the car. “You’re smiling, so I'm going to believe that he's handsome.” I didn't reply as we got in and drove off. Halfway through the drive, my eyelids became heavy. I leaned on the head rest, allowing the soft melody of the R&B playing in the car to lull me to sleep. A tap on my shoulder jeered me up from my sleep, my eyes opening to Rowan's house. “Your guardian is wealthy,” Reid stated. “I guess so. I don't even know what he does for a living, but I'm guessing he's a businessman. Let's go in,” I urged him. The house was silent when we entered but seeing the laptop on the center table informed me that he was around, contrary to my wish. “Rowan, I'm home. Where are you?” I shouted, sparing a glance at Reid. “Please, sit and make yourself comfortable,” His footsteps crunched down the stairs, his alluring body clad in a black single and grey pants. Just the distraction I needed. “You’re back already,” his calm voice felt like a buttery caress on my skin. “Yes, I am. Meet my friend, Reid,” I turned to Reid who was already up on his feet with a scowl on his face and glare directed at Rowan. “Is he your new guardian?” He grunted. I'd never seen him that way before. “Yes, he is. Do you know him?” my gaze flew from him to Rowan whose face had softened with sadness and a bit of embarrassment. He gulped, his eyes watering a bit which spiked my confusion. “Reid,” he muttered. “Reid, Rowan. Do you know each other? What's going on here?” I queried, tired of the suspense. “He's my father,” “He's my son.” They chorused simultaneously.Chapter 65RowanTelling her the truth helped ease the burden of keeping my feelings secret which wasn't the easiest thing to do. After several years of whoring around with different women, someone didn't only catch my attention, but my heart as well. And it just had to be a girl around the same age as my son. Life surely had a strange sense of humor. “Why did you let that happen?” Her voice rose to a very high dissatisfied pitch. “You can't stop the heart from wanting what it wants, Madeline. Our attraction was instant and fast, I didn't expect to be head over heels for her till now but that's exactly what's happening,” I explained, wondering why she was so annoyed by my confession. She scoffed, propping her arms against her waist as she tilted her face upward, smiling with visible angst. “I can't believe this. When I sent Lola to stay with you, it was for her protection not destruction,”“Well, if you were a less selfish mother, she wouldn't have to be in my house and our bond
Chapter 64 MadelineFear thrived in my chest. “What are you talking about?”“Lola is such a pretty girl, and she has a beautiful body too. Those curves, those thighs,” his orbs shimmered with lust. “I could have them to myself and then decide what to do with her,”“You must be crazy to think that I'll let you get to her so easily,” I fumed, hiding the pandemonium building up within me. He chuckled so heartily I got riled up, but I couldn't be mad at him that long because it was all my fault. My sins from the past had caught up with me, and it wasn't just going to affect me, my daughter would have a share of the consequences as well. I hated myself for that. I hated that I didn't look before leaping. I was disgusted by the stupid decisions I made previously and how they disturbed the safety of everyone around me. At first, it was Manny, then Lucius. I wondered about the next person who'd pop up from my past to torment me. “Feisty, I like it, but have it at the back of your mind th
Chapter 63Lola“Huh?” I muffled, my mouth unable to produce any other sound.The news was a punch to my gut, preventing my brain from working properly. For a moment, I couldn't articulate anything he said. “She was taken during her checkup. Apparently, she was being trailed. We're so sorry about it, but we're going to comb through the city and find her,” he said with absolute confidence. But it wasn't his promises I was interested in, it was the fact that someone out there had taken my mother and might want to do something nasty with her and to her. My fears had become a reality, and not even the protection offered by the county could stop it. The phone slid down my ear to the floor with a loud clatter, my feet staggering backward. I fell into Rowan's arms right before my back could hit the ground. Swiftly, he scooped me into his arms, his hand running down my back slowly. I gulped, gasping heavily for air. “They took her,” “Madeline?”“Yes. Just two days without me and they to
Chapter 62Madeline The consultation session with the doctor went smoothly. My blood pressure had lowered considerably which meant that I was strong enough to start searching for jobs. I'd abandoned my old lifestyle and maintaining this new one meant that my mind had to be occupied positively most of the time. Not only for myself but for Lola who loved and believed in me. Our reconciliation was still surreal to me. It was obvious that she was nothing like me because I wouldn't have forgiven myself if I was in her shoes. She never got the motherly love she deserved, but she still gave me another chance to right my wrongs, and I wouldn't stop until I discovered my purpose once again. Pressure grew in my bladder followed by a pressing urge to use the restroom. My bodyguard who was assigned to me by the county sheriff was waiting for me at the lobby. Against my wish, Lola and Reid made sure that I had someone to watch over me. It wasn't entirely bad knowing that my life wasn't so s
Chapter 61Rowan “You came in late last night,” Jade joined me at the barn where I went to check out the horses. There had been a communication gap between us. Not because we didn't have anything to talk about but because I wasn't willing to. She might have noticed, but wouldn't want to say anything about it because of her promise to never leave. I had to break up with her, and it had to be done soon but the timing was just wrong. “I had to clear my head. You know, enjoy the serenity of the beach alone. It was really fun,” Feeding the carrots helped me stay composed while lying through my teeth. Jade was a good woman, she didn't deserve all that was happening between us, but Lola was someone I couldn't lose. “You should have called me to join you then. It would have been fun swimming together and just bonding as a couple. That's the reason for this vacation, Rowan, to bond, but lately it hasn't been happening,” she aired her grievances softly, leaning against my shoulder. “I'm
Chapter 60RowanHer tongue danced against mine in a fierce, needy pace. Her back flattened on the sand as I delved into her mouth, unraveling sensations lurking behind the bars of fear, anger and uncertainty. She shivered, pushing her fingers through my locks. While thrusting her hips forward, she threw her legs around my waist. My cock pressed her stomach, hardening further at the torturous contact. Being with her like this felt like I'd been given another chance at life and this time I wouldn't make the same mistake. I already knew what to do, I only needed time to execute it. She tossed me over, rolling top of me as she devoured my lips in a frenzy. My hands moved over every part of her body all at once: her ass, her arms, her breasts. I wanted it all. Bouts of pleasure trickled down my skin when my lips closed around her nipples, her moan resonating in my ears like a melodious hymn. How much I loved how she reacted to my touch. I reveled in the knowledge that I knew which bu
Chapter 4LolaI couldn't believe what I was doing, but I continued doing it anyway. Rowan had mistakenly left his door open, giving me the opportunity to see how mercilessly he fucked the woman that couldn't stop screaming his name all night. He looked like a beast, a handsome monster as he thru
Chapter 3Lola“What are you doing here?” I took my eyes off him, fixing my attention on my mother. “Mom, is he the man I'm going to be living with?” I was both jittery and excited at the same time. It felt like a dream. After he dropped me off this morning, he told me that it would be the last t
Chapter 2LolaWas it odd to say that I felt so good when I was supposed to be mourning my father's demise?Last night was wonderful. Mr stranger—yes, I named him stranger because I didn’t get his name—was the most wonderful companion ever. I’d gone to the club, not seeking company but for an easy
Chapter 1LolaI felt a gentle squeeze on my shoulder as my tears dropped to the ground.It was my father's burial. I was yet to wrap my mind around the fact that the man I considered my hero was gone forever."We need to leave, Lola," Reid whispered to me softly. He was my best friend and my supp







