ログイン"I've tried to not want you, but everytime I'm near you, my whole being craves for you. It's not supposed to be that way, Lola," I held in an excited scream. Even though I was happy, I still had a mission to accomplish. "Then let's play a game. Let's get rid of all these sexual tension between us. I'm sure one night will be enough to clear it away," "One night," He growled. "One night is all there will be," In one quick movement, my towel dropped to the floor with his lips devouring mine. ~~~~ Lola thought her life had come to an end when she lost her father, but it was only an invitation to a new phase when she accidentally meets her late father's best friend in a club. A myriad of sparks flicker at first sight, but he never pays any attention to her until one rainy evening, followed by a passionate steamy night, Rowan falls twice harder for the lady he's supposed to protect. Now he's ready to fight the world and even his son to keep the woman he's hopelessly in love with by his side.
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Lola I felt a gentle squeeze on my shoulder as my tears dropped to the ground. It was my father's burial. I was yet to wrap my mind around the fact that the man I considered my hero was gone forever. "We need to leave, Lola," Reid whispered to me softly. He was my best friend and my support system apart from my mom. He was the reason I wasn't shattered completely. "Can't I stay back and mourn him? I can't believe he's gone, Reid," my voice trembled noticeably, and Reid, unable to see me in pain, gathered me into his arms. He ran his fingers slowly through my hair. It was one soothing gesture of his that I loved so much. It always helped me to relax. "You can always come back to visit him, but for now, you need to be with your mom," He reminded me. I nodded against his chest, sniffing and blinking hard to keep the tears from gushing out. He led me to my mother. I stared at her, wondering how she was unable to shed a single tear throughout the burial ceremony. It wasn't news that she didn't care so much about my late father, but couldn’t she have cried a little? "Mom," I melted in her arms while she held me. I couldn't remember being this vulnerable with her in a long time. "Oh, my baby," I could hear the tremor in her voice. "He's gone, mom. He's never coming back," I croaked. She kissed my forehead, her grip on my body a bit more tight. "He's in a better place now," I didn't say anything. I couldn't. He’d fought lung cancer for the past three years and finally caved in last month. I watched him smile through the pain, concealing it with lots of laughter until there was nothing to hide anymore, and when he took his last breath, I feared that my life had ended with his. "Maybe he is," I disengaged from her embrace, taking a step away from her. "I need to clear my head, mom. This is just too much for me to handle," She seemed reluctant, but she didn't hold me back, which I was grateful for. It was crazy that I was staying away from her when we were supposed to be together, but it was much easier for me to process my grief alone. I headed out, stopping a taxi that took me to the club. The signpost of the club 'Sweaty nights' was tempting enough to draw me in. I wanted the noise. I didn't want company, but I also didn't want to be alone. I wanted to be out of my head and this club provided all of that. Loud music blaring from the speakers mounted in every corner of the building temporarily swallowed the dull ache in my heart. I was wearing a black, long-sleeved dress. It wasn't a club fit, but it was good enough. Once the security man was done checking my ID, I headed straight to the bar. At the counter, the barman stared at me as if I'd been prohibited from coming to these kinds of places, but I ignored him. Even though I was young, I wasn't underage. "Give me the strongest alcohol you have," I demanded with a bossy tone which instantly changed his perception of me. His brows furrowed slightly and then he turned to the cellar and did as I asked. I didn't watch. I just wanted the shots to be brought to me. The first gulp hit my chest like a dagger, slithering through the ventricles of my heart with sharp claws. My head took the remaining hit as I felt a heavy intoxication. I grimaced, taking another shot. The screams from drunk people on the dance floor compounded the effect of the alcohol and in no time, I was swooning. My legs moved on their own accord to the dance floor, my body swaying effortlessly to the beat of the music. “This is so much fun,” I shouted to no one in particular, chugging down another shot. My vision was becoming blurry, the ground felt unstable under my feet. It was at that point that I should have called Reid, but then I remembered that the only thing waiting for me at home was sadness. I couldn’t even remember where I kept the damn phone. I pushed the thought aside, bending over and twerking. It was all fun, until I felt someone behind me. A crawling sensation on my skin made me flinch. I wobbled slightly, but found a stool to steady my footing. A frown appeared on my face, and when I glanced at the disgusting scrawny male that tried to harass me, it turned into a full blown scowl. “What do you think you’re doing?” He flashed his brown set of teeth at me. “You’re smoking hot, girl. Dancing with me will make your evening,” “No… It won’t. Stay away from me or I’ll scream,” I threatened, but I doubted it would make an impact because of how slurry my voice sounded. A malicious chortle spilled from his lips, his arm forming a circle around my waist. He looked like the devil himself with the hideous sneer on his face. “Go ahead and scream, bitch. No one’s going to save you from me,” he teased. Infuriated, I sent a fist across his chin and tried to pull away from him, but he was quick to grab my wrist, caging it with the other. My scream only echoed in my ears. From the blurred peripheral of my vision, no one seemed to mind that I was in danger. I wasn’t even sure they heard my voice. “Let go of me,” I fought the stupid tears that threatened to rain down my cheeks. Like a psychopath, he grinned and grabbed a fistful of my hair. “I’ll only let go of you when I’m done with you. For now, you stay with me,” He made to lift me onto his arms when an uproar broke out. In a fleeting second, I was being pulled away gently from the pervert. Screams, coupled with the sound of broken glasses sent people flying in different directions. What the hell was going on? It was hard to make sense of the happenings around me when my head ached like war drums were being played on it. However, I couldn’t sit still so I stood up from the chair I’d been placed on, staggering to the bar. The crowd had dissipated and then I saw him, the handsome man that saved me. “Are you alright?” His gruff baritone voice sent chills down my spine. The magnificent sight of him made me dumb for a second. He touched my arm, his brown eyes staring intently at me. I kept the contact, mesmerized by the masculine aura he exhibited while trying to save me. Instantly, I became thirsty for him. “No, I’m not good,” I admitted, batting my lashes. “I was almost raped, but you came right on time. I kept screaming at the top of my lungs but no one came to rescue me. I’m indebted to you now,” I summarized the whole episode hurriedly as if he didn't see it for himself. “You’re not indebted to me. I’m only happy I was able to stop that bastard when I did,” he glanced at his wristwatch. “It’s getting late, and you’re completely drunk. Let me take you home if you don't mind,” he offered. Home? No home. I didn’t want to be anywhere near there. I decided to be forward with how I felt even though I'd regret it later. “Why go home when we can have fun together right here or maybe somewhere else?” I nudged him, biting my lower lip. He smirked, his eyes darkening quickly with a hint of lust. “I don't want to take advantage of you, princess. You're drunk,” I chuckled, cupping his cheeks. He didn't try to get out of my grip. “I can see through the daze how much you want me. Don't fight it, sir,” His sharp intake of breath told me all I wanted to know, and being the stubborn person I was, I pushed forward. “Take me to your place or a hotel, let's see if you can fight what you feel,” His hand traveled down my back, stopping at my waist. My body heated up instantly. I nearly went off balance. How could I have so much connection with a man I barely knew? “A hotel it is then,”Chapter 65RowanTelling her the truth helped ease the burden of keeping my feelings secret which wasn't the easiest thing to do. After several years of whoring around with different women, someone didn't only catch my attention, but my heart as well. And it just had to be a girl around the same age as my son. Life surely had a strange sense of humor. “Why did you let that happen?” Her voice rose to a very high dissatisfied pitch. “You can't stop the heart from wanting what it wants, Madeline. Our attraction was instant and fast, I didn't expect to be head over heels for her till now but that's exactly what's happening,” I explained, wondering why she was so annoyed by my confession. She scoffed, propping her arms against her waist as she tilted her face upward, smiling with visible angst. “I can't believe this. When I sent Lola to stay with you, it was for her protection not destruction,”“Well, if you were a less selfish mother, she wouldn't have to be in my house and our bond
Chapter 64 MadelineFear thrived in my chest. “What are you talking about?”“Lola is such a pretty girl, and she has a beautiful body too. Those curves, those thighs,” his orbs shimmered with lust. “I could have them to myself and then decide what to do with her,”“You must be crazy to think that I'll let you get to her so easily,” I fumed, hiding the pandemonium building up within me. He chuckled so heartily I got riled up, but I couldn't be mad at him that long because it was all my fault. My sins from the past had caught up with me, and it wasn't just going to affect me, my daughter would have a share of the consequences as well. I hated myself for that. I hated that I didn't look before leaping. I was disgusted by the stupid decisions I made previously and how they disturbed the safety of everyone around me. At first, it was Manny, then Lucius. I wondered about the next person who'd pop up from my past to torment me. “Feisty, I like it, but have it at the back of your mind th
Chapter 63Lola“Huh?” I muffled, my mouth unable to produce any other sound.The news was a punch to my gut, preventing my brain from working properly. For a moment, I couldn't articulate anything he said. “She was taken during her checkup. Apparently, she was being trailed. We're so sorry about it, but we're going to comb through the city and find her,” he said with absolute confidence. But it wasn't his promises I was interested in, it was the fact that someone out there had taken my mother and might want to do something nasty with her and to her. My fears had become a reality, and not even the protection offered by the county could stop it. The phone slid down my ear to the floor with a loud clatter, my feet staggering backward. I fell into Rowan's arms right before my back could hit the ground. Swiftly, he scooped me into his arms, his hand running down my back slowly. I gulped, gasping heavily for air. “They took her,” “Madeline?”“Yes. Just two days without me and they to
Chapter 62Madeline The consultation session with the doctor went smoothly. My blood pressure had lowered considerably which meant that I was strong enough to start searching for jobs. I'd abandoned my old lifestyle and maintaining this new one meant that my mind had to be occupied positively most of the time. Not only for myself but for Lola who loved and believed in me. Our reconciliation was still surreal to me. It was obvious that she was nothing like me because I wouldn't have forgiven myself if I was in her shoes. She never got the motherly love she deserved, but she still gave me another chance to right my wrongs, and I wouldn't stop until I discovered my purpose once again. Pressure grew in my bladder followed by a pressing urge to use the restroom. My bodyguard who was assigned to me by the county sheriff was waiting for me at the lobby. Against my wish, Lola and Reid made sure that I had someone to watch over me. It wasn't entirely bad knowing that my life wasn't so s
Chapter 60RowanHer tongue danced against mine in a fierce, needy pace. Her back flattened on the sand as I delved into her mouth, unraveling sensations lurking behind the bars of fear, anger and uncertainty. She shivered, pushing her fingers through my locks. While thrusting her hips forward, sh
Chapter 59LolaI hadn't taken a flight in what—years, maybe. A vacation had been out of reach after my father fell ill and being in a plane only thrusted me into a nostalgic hole. Reid entwined his fingers with mine, bringing the back of my hand to his lips. I sighed wryly at the placating gestur
Chapter 58LolaMy gaze flitted from Jade whose eyes beamed at me with innocent anticipation to Rowan who focused on serving the wine he'd brought out from the cellar. “I can't, Jade. I'm sorry,” I rustled up as the air suddenly felt tight sitting between Jade and my mom and having ‘Mr romantic Ro
Chapter 56RowanI'd never considered how Madeline would feel if she found out the real situation between Lola and I. It wasn't a matter of concern initially because she had been absent and nonchalant about her daughter's welfare. But the situation was currently different and I didn't know how to












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