I was sitting in the meeting hall; thinking.
It was my third week in Pakistan. I had sent divorce papers to Alim as good as a day ago.
He must have received the court notice.
I thought to myself.
Suddenly the door of the room burst open and my worst nightmare came true. In a 100th fraction of a second he was in front of me.
My sympathetic system kicked in and eyes widened at their own accord. The heartbeat accelerated to such an extent that it stopped for a bit.
Before I could blink my eyes, my arm was harshly gripped in his much larger hand and he started dragging me outside.
"What are you doing? Leave me. Everyone is watching," I whispered shouting.
He neither answered me nor left my arm.
Then I decided to take my last chance of escape.
"You are hurting me, Alim."
Dang.. it didn't work.
He pulled me inside my office and slammed the door shut and came up to me. I stepped back. Before I could think how he knew a
Several moments of quietness swept between us. I held his gaze with my blurry one. I trod away and sat on the bed when he released me from the hold he had."It was a mistake," I said quietly to no one in particular.Not even to myself!"IT WAS A MISTAKE," I roared frenzied."I'm such a bitch," I added agitated at my own self. Alim was saying something but I was unable to process. He took a hold of my figure but I thrashed around. "I surrendered to you- I surrendered just because I wanted pleasure! what a slut I am."An echo of slapping rang in the room."Stop calling yourself such useless names! You understand?" His hold on my body strengthened and he cupped my chin in between his thumb and index finger.I was too stunned to respond."You are my wife. I have every right on you. And you have every right on me. I'm all yours. Just yours. I'm sorry for what I said earlier," his voice softened but I was numb to feelings. "I love you, Arya.
And when will you come to me in a dream and make night sweeter than night?_Khalil Gibran"Who are you talking about?""Who is she?"Alim asked me again frustrated."Eh..." I was wandering in my mind to say something."Ali we are going," Alim announced loudly."What?" Ali's surprised voice came. "At least have dinner Arya Alim," Maryam added walking to us."No, some other time now we have to leave urgently," Alim told wrapping his one arm around me."At least, let me say goodbye properly," I said looking at his weird self.I hugged Maryam and Alim paid his greetings to Ali when I heard them mumble between themselves."What about captain Usama?" Ali asked."I'll tell you later," Alim replied, patting his back.
"Goodbye, Maryam, and must-visit us when you come to States."Ali and Maryam were the last guests who departed.I was looking at the peaceful night, the purple sky adorned with incalculable bright stars gleamed exactly like the glint in my eyes."I love you," his sensual voice sounded in my ears and a blush coated my cheeks."Let's go inside," I suggested."No, we are going back." He shook his head immediately in negative."Its almost 1 am, Alim.""I have to go back. Ibrahim must be desperately wanting me beside him by now," he stated casually."You can go," I did not stay there any longer and stomped my way in the home."Arya, darling," I heard Mom's voice when I was in the shower."Yes, Mom," I called from there."Baby, hurry up."The mild hot water ran over my scalp and
He is the air she breathes!_f.t.It was evening now as we were returning; we had spent the whole day in the hospital. Alim said he didn't need go to the office for Uncle Ahmed and his son Suleiman was covering up for him."Arya?" Alim called putting a hand on my forearm."Yes," I said without turning to face him."Look at me," he pleaded in a soft voice.My eyes so wanted to do as he said- to look at his devilishly handsome face and forget the world but the head of my mind shook itself and made my eyes shut tight in response."What's wrong?" His voice chimed."You can never do anything wrong, so there is nothing wrong," I spat venomously turning to face my husband remembering the embarrassment and hurt I
One day you'll ask me which is more important? My life or yours? I will say mine and you'll walk away not knowing that you are my life._Khalil Gibran"I'm sorry, Arya. I'm really sorry," Logan kept on repeating.I had no courage left in me to stop him from blaming himself. I was too stunned for my own good.Whore!Slut!These words circled in my mind continuously and made me spin hurtfully. I felt nauseous. My heartfelt like climbing in my mouth. My stomach churned, reflexively I put a hand on my mouth and gagging sound escaped my lips."Arya," Logan halted the drive, and seeing my posture he immediately got out and opened the door of my side. I ran to the pavement and emptied the content of my stomach."Take it." He handed me a bottle
Could you lay with me underneath the stars!Something hot dripped on my bare shoulder and I squirmed around to come face to face with a weeping Alim. His eyes were embellished with dark red lines. Tears continuously poured from his big black orbs, moistened hair on his cheek and chin. "Alim." I placed my hands on both sides of his face and tried to set us up. He had his arms tightly wrapped around me."What Happened?" I asked him gently. He did not reply but snuggled his nose in my neck and then -then I felt his fingers skimming over my abdomen.And a tear of ecstasy leaked from my right eye. "Don't cry Alim. It's a blessing of Allah we should welcome it with big smiles on our faces." I said putting my own arms around him and face on his broad shoulder."This is the best
He won't love you like I would_zayn Malik "But Alim you are so rude to me all the time try to understand I just want to make sure he is fine.""He is fine I'm telling. You don't need to see him."We had been arguing over this topic for the whole ride back."He did not do anything wrong and you did him so wrong. I just want to apologize," I gave another statement."He did not do anything wrong..yeah right," he scoffed. "But you are surely doing sin right now by defending him in front of your husband and wanting to meet your alleged lover." He continued, "he did not commit anything wrong and I destroyed him. Think what will I do to you?""Oh please...I'm not afraid of your hollow threats. Not anymore," I said putting my arms around his neck and rested myself on his back.
I really love you but I'm not good with words so here you go..._ anonymous"I'm not fine logan," I said in between mild sobs and hiccups hugging myself in order to protect me from the attack of unwanted feelings. The mere blood pumping organ inside my chest beat erratically making me restless. "Its okay Arya. Don't feel bad. He does not share same religion as you," commented Logan in a shaky voice.I stopped walking and looked at his back. His hair were disheveled as if he had run his fingers through them for multiple times. When he noticed I was not walking beside him, he turned around to look at me with confusion in his eyes. "You think religion is a basis for Love?" I asked slowly shaking my head."No it's not," cried I wildly. "Nothing matters in love Logan. There is just nothing that matters. No religion, no l