Chapter 3
Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ Sicily was nothing like I’d imagined and everything like the photos all at once. The island we’d come to—Isola di San Michele—was only accessible by a small ferry from the main port, and as we approached, I understood why people paid stupid money to visit. It was paradise. Actual, literal paradise with white sand beaches and water so blue it looked photoshopped. The island was small enough to walk across in twenty minutes but packed with enough bars, restaurants, and hidden coves to keep tourists busy for weeks. “This place is mental,” I breathed, staring at the crystal-clear water as our ferry pulled into the tiny harbor. “Mental gorgeous,” Vivian agreed. “And look at all the fit blokes already on the beach. It’s like they knew we were coming.” “They definitely knew Stell was coming,” Millie laughed. “Operation Deflowering is officially go.” “Will you please stop calling it that? People might hear you.” “Let them hear. You’re twenty-three and you’ve never been properly kissed. This is a public service.” “I have been kissed!” “That thing with Marcus Thompson behind the bike sheds when you were sixteen doesn’t count. That was basically just two teenagers bumping faces together hoping for the best.” She wasn’t wrong, but I didn’t have to like it. We checked into our little beachside hotel. Three beds crammed into what was basically a glorified closet, but with a view that made up for everything. Within an hour, we were changed into our bikinis and heading down to the beach with enough sunscreen to protect a small army. The beach was packed with gorgeous people doing gorgeous things in the gorgeous sunshine. Everyone looked like they belonged in a magazine while I felt like I belonged behind the counter at Waterstones, recommending romance novels to pensioners. “Stop overthinking,” Poppy said, reading my face like she always did. “You look amazing. That bikini makes your boobs look incredible.” “My boobs are nothing special.” “Your boobs are spectacular and you know it. Now come on, let’s get some drinks and start scoping out potential candidates for tonight.” “Tonight?” “No time like the present, love. Strike while the iron’s hot and all that.” Three cocktails later, I was feeling significantly more confident about the whole situation. The drink was making me pleasantly fuzzy around the edges, and there were definitely some very attractive men giving me interested looks. “There,” Millie pointed across the beach to where a group of guys were playing football in the sand. “That one with the dark hair. He keeps looking over here.” I followed her gaze and immediately felt my cheeks heat up. He was gorgeous—all tanned skin and easy smiles, exactly the kind of man who’d never looked twice at me back home. “I can’t just go over there.” “Why not?” “Because I don’t know how to talk to men like that.” “They’re just people, Stell. Admittedly, very attractive people with excellent bone structure, but still just people.” “Easy for you to say. You’ve been talking to men like that since you were twelve.” “And now it’s your turn. Come on.” She grabbed my hand and started pulling me toward the group. “Millie, no. I’m not ready. I need more drinks first.” “You need less drinks and more confidence. Trust me.” But before we could reach them, the football came flying toward us and Mr. Dark Hair jogged over to retrieve it, flashing a grin that should have come with a warning label. “Sorry about that,” he said in accented English that made my stomach do little flips. “My aim’s not what it used to be.” “No worries,” I managed, trying not to stare at the way his shorts hung low on his hips. “You ladies enjoying your holiday?” “We’re having a brilliant time,” Vivian jumped in when it became clear I’d temporarily lost the ability to speak. “It’s Estelle’s first time in Italy.” “First time?” His eyes lit up with interest. “Then we must make sure you have an unforgettable experience.” The way he said “unforgettable experience” made me think he wasn’t just talking about sightseeing. “I’m Pietro,” he continued, holding out his hand. “Estelle,” I managed, trying not to notice how warm his skin was when I shook it. “Beautiful name for a beautiful woman.” Christ, he was good at this. “Would you like to join us for drinks later? There’s a party on the beach tonight. Music, dancing, good wine…” I opened my mouth to say yes—to finally do something spontaneous and exciting—when my bladder decided against it. “That sounds lovely,” I said, “but I need to… excuse me for a moment.” And with that incredibly smooth move, I practically ran toward the beach facilities, leaving my potential Italian stallion standing there with my two mates who were probably already planning our wedding. The ladies’ loo was thankfully empty, giving me a moment to splash cold water on my face and give myself a stern talking-to in the mirror. “Right, Estelle. This is it. This is your moment. You’re going to go back out there, you’re going to flirt like a normal person, and you’re going to finally understand what all the fuss is about.” I was just drying my hands when the door opened and three men walked in. Three. Men. In the ladies’ loo. “Excuse me,” I said, turning around with my best customer service smile. “I think you’ve got the wrong—” The words died in my throat. These weren’t lost tourists. These were three men dressed head to toe in black, wearing sunglasses despite being indoors, and one of them was carrying what was very clearly a small child. A small child who was making muffled crying sounds. “Oh,” one of them said when he saw me, his smile not reaching his eyes. “Sorry, miss. My daughter needed the toilet and the men’s was occupied.” I looked at the child in question. Beautiful little boy, maybe three years old, with dark hair and huge brown eyes that were wide with fear. He was pressed against the man’s chest, but something was wrong. His mouth was… was that tape? “Your daughter?” I heard myself ask, my voice sounding weird and high. “Yes, my daughter. He’s been a bit… fussy today. Haven’t you, bambina?” Daughter. Girl. He’d just called this obviously male child a girl. Every alarm bell in my head started ringing at once. “How old is she? He’s gorgeous.” I stepped closer, trying to get a better look at the child, and that’s when I saw it clearly—there was definitely tape across his mouth. Clear tape, but tape nonetheless. “Three,” the man said quickly, shifting the boy away from me. “Very shy around strangers.” “Oh, I love children,” I continued, my heart hammering against my ribs. “I have a little brother myself. What’s her name?” The three men exchanged glances. “Sofia,” the one holding the child said finally. Sofia. A girl’s name. For a boy who was clearly terrified and clearly not their child. “Sofia’s a lovely name,” I managed, taking another step closer. “And such a handsome little… girl.” The child’s eyes met mine over the man’s shoulder, and in that moment, I knew with absolute certainty that I was witnessing a kidnapping. “Well,” I said brightly, “I should let you get on with it. Daddy duties and all that.” I moved toward the door with every intention of raising an alarm, to get help, to do something. But as I reached for the handle, the man’s voice stopped me cold. “Actually, miss, I think you should stay.” I turned around slowly, and found myself staring down the barrel of a gun. “I think,” he continued conversationally, “that you’ve seen too much.”Chapter 4Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦Rule number one of not dying in Sicily: don’t follow three shady men in sunglasses into a public toilet.Rule number two: if you do break rule number one, and they turn out to be kidnappers with a taped-up toddler, don’t sass them like you’re auditioning for Love Island.Unfortunately, I had already broken both rules.And that was how I ended up in a speedboat with a gaggle of very unfriendly mafia cosplayers and one small child who definitely was not named Sofia.“Hold him tighter,” the one in charge barked at me, shoving the boy into my arms like he was a loaf of bread and I was the bakery girl.I clutched the child, who had enormous brown eyes and tear-streaked cheeks, against my chest. He whimpered softly, and I whispered, “It’s okay, love. Auntie Estelle’s got you. Auntie Estelle has absolutely no idea what she’s doing, but she’s got you.”The men weren’t paying much attention to me now, arguing in rapid-fire Italian about “uscita” and “soldati.” My
Chapter 3 Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ Sicily was nothing like I’d imagined and everything like the photos all at once. The island we’d come to—Isola di San Michele—was only accessible by a small ferry from the main port, and as we approached, I understood why people paid stupid money to visit. It was paradise. Actual, literal paradise with white sand beaches and water so blue it looked photoshopped. The island was small enough to walk across in twenty minutes but packed with enough bars, restaurants, and hidden coves to keep tourists busy for weeks. “This place is mental,” I breathed, staring at the crystal-clear water as our ferry pulled into the tiny harbor. “Mental gorgeous,” Vivian agreed. “And look at all the fit blokes already on the beach. It’s like they knew we were coming.” “They definitely knew Stell was coming,” Millie laughed. “Operation Deflowering is officially go.” “Will you please stop calling it that? People might hear you.” “Let them hear. You’re twenty-three and
Chapter 2Kegan ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦“There you are, mystery man.” Russel coughed as I rejoined him on the beach. “I was thinking I’d have to call a tow car to come drag your bitchless ass out.”“Fuck off.” I settled into my chair, accepting the glass he handed me.“Right.” Russel’s gaze swept over the scattered groups of women in bikinis dotting the sand. “Christ, look at this place. It’s like a buffet, and you’re acting like you’re on a fucking diet. Seriously, how long ago was it since you got laid?”I took a long pull of my beer to hide my smirk. “Define ‘long.’”“Longer than two days.”“Then it’s been a while.”Russel gasped, then rephrased, “Let’s flip that. When was the last time you touched a woman?”“Define ‘touched.’”“With your cock, genio. Not with your knife.”“Then it’s been a while.”“I fucking knew it!” He slapped his thigh dramatically. “You’re thirty years old and built like a Greek god. Half the women on this beach have been eye-fucking you since we got here. Pick one. Hell,
Chapter 1Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦“Fourteen pounds fifty… that’s not right.” My mum recounted, her voice doing that wobbly thing it did when she was trying not to cry in front of us.I could fix this. Right now. The money I’d been hiding under my mattress for six months could sort our grocery situation for weeks. Instead, in three hours, it was buying me a one-way ticket to Sicily where, according to my friends, I was finally going to get my cherry popped by some Mediterranean god with wandering hands.I was officially going to hell.“Mum, it’s fine,” Danny called from the sofa, not looking up from his Xbox. My baby brother thought seventeen made him the man of the house, bless him. “I don’t need breakfast anyway.”“Don’t be stupid, love. Growing boys need proper meals.” Mum was trying for cheerful but landing somewhere closer to manic.My phone buzzed. Vivian: Car’s outside in 15. Please tell me you’re not having second thoughts about Operation Deflowering.Another buzz from Millie: I’ve