"Please! Do everything you can! Please save him!" I pleaded with the nurses as Auden lay on the stretcher and headed to the emergency room. He's showering with blood. The shirt he was wearing was almost red and no longer white. I don’t know where he was hit, I don’t know if it was critical. All I knew was I was scared.
I do not want to. I'm scared.
Only now have I felt this fear again. Fear of losing an important person in life. I just want to take over there. I just wish. For me, isn't that bullet? Why does it always have to be Auden? Why not just me?
I ran following the nurses until one of them blocked me when we got to the emergency room. "You're only up to here, Ma'am. It's forbidden to go inside," he said
"I said where am I and you... Who are you?"I blinked a few times as I swallowed what was really going on. Tears start to trickle down my cheeks. It felt like my heart was being stabbed continuously. Gradually it is crushed.Why doesn't he remember me?I stood up and turned around because I could no longer. My chest tightens. I cried but I kept from making a noise. I quickly turned to face Auden as he pulled my arm.Suddenly the tears stopped flowing when I saw him laughing. "I was just kidding my wife. Come here, you called but I grabbed my hand and hit him."I though
Lush leaves from the big tree serve as shade for Cami and Auden in the park. Cool and fresh breeze accompanies their singing hearts.Cami couldn't take her eyes off Auden's gentle face. She looks at him the way she looks at the sunset. Sunset is her favorite part of the day and Auden is her favorite person."Do you feel bored? Do you want to go home?" Auden asked Cami as she noticed her husband's silence. He put his hand in his wife's hair and combed it."I don't want to, I enjoy the view here, I want to savor every second and every minute looking at it," Cami said meaningfully while smiling. She is currently lying down and resting her head on Auden's thighs. She has a big belly and will only have a few days to wait for t
"I now pronounce you, HUSBAND AND WIFE." People applauded inside the church. Everyone seemed to be celebrating and really happy.I forced a smile even though I felt a mixture of joy and sadness at this time. This is one of the days that I have been waiting for and now it has come.I looked at the man next to me. The smile that tried to cover my true feelings disappeared. First of all, I knew that he didn't feel anything for me. It was as if my heart was being pierced with so many knives to see him like this... Which was not happy at all.I just tried to avoid looking at it and hide the tears that were about to fall from my eyes. I gently wiped away the tears that had preceded the dripping.I looked over at our parents, who were happily clapping and cheering. I forced myself to smile and calm down. I took a deep breath and let go of the things that were bothering me.He was silent, as if he were a statue standin
I looked at my wrist watch as I walked out of the house. It's 1:38 in the afternoon. After having lunch, we continued to move things to our future home."Cams, don't help. You'll just get tired!" Kennedy growled at me before I could even reach a box from the car compartment.She was standing near the gate and carrying some of my belongings. She's wearing a plain peach croptop and highwasted shorts. She even put on a jacket because the sun was straight and the heat hurt her skin. Her hair was in a bun and a few strands of hair were hanging down while sweating. She frowned as she looked at me.She's Kennedy Cervantes, my bestfriend since high school until college. Actually, we're taking the same course. Same vibes. She wasn't supposed to be here, but she insisted to help me. Since, we haven't been able to talk again after the wedding because I've been a bit busy too."It's easy! I can do it. To at leas
The light hitting my face snapped me awake. I stood up and went to the restroom. I was still yawning when I turned to face the mirror. My eyes still have a puffy appearance to them. I went to the kitchen after grooming myself and dressed. Our house is a small modern house with two bedrooms, which is ideal for the two of us. The ambiance is amazing. The veranda is my favourite thing. Our parents chose this house and location because it is close to the university where we study.Even though we stayed at Auden's house for three days after the wedding, we decided to sleep in separate rooms.Because I was focused on the kitchen, I didn't notice Auden in the living room right away. I came to a halt and stared at him as well. His brow was furrowed. The gaze shifted to me and my chest. So I looked at what he was looking at as well.I'm like a runner trying to get ahead of the finish line and back into the room. I recently discov
"It's a wonderful thing to live, especially if you fill it with fun. But that doesn't mean that life is just for fun; we won't learn anything if there aren't any challenges to make us tough. We will be hurt at some point in our lives, no matter what we do to make ourselves happy and avoid things that will hurt us." As I watch my favorite motivational speaker, I smile.When I was done mixing, I dipped the spoon into the cup. Despite his warning, I brewed Auden black coffee. I drank my chocolate and then shut down the computer. I want to get the right combination to approve of him, so I'm still practicing. I couldn't wait to see how he'd react.I'm still upset about what happened last night, but I'm getting over it. I remove and avoid all negativity from my mind for as long as I can. I dislike stress, but it is sometimes unavoidable. Most importantly, I don't want to harbor resentment any longer."Oh, you're awake," I said, trying not to sound li
I was startled by the noise coming from outside the house. When I looked at the time it was nine o'clock in the morning. I was awake all night watching ‘Netflix’. The series I'm watching is really good and the scenes are really intense. I didn't know the time so I went to bed at two in the morning. I did some stretching first before getting up to go out of the room and see who was outside."I have bad feeling about this."I looked up at Auden who had just left his room. We stared at each other when he also saw me just came out. Curiousity were painted to both of our faces.The noise from outside most likely irritated him as well. Because they keep knocking, I'm wondering how'd they opened the gate. The noise will undoubtedly wake you up. He averted his gaze and proceeded to the living room."Looks like the two are still sleeping; perhaps let's just come back later?" a woman said talking to someone outside.Auden came to a halt and
I can't imagine my life without my parents. But what I can't imagine the most is that I'll be the one to abandon them first. When my doctor said to me that there was very little chance or worst impossible to conduct a heart transplant. Too risky because of my other infection. It was as if heaven and earth had fallen on me then. I lost hope in my life that I would be okay too. Just a few years later, we were told that l...My days are numbered.Never in my life I felt miserable ... But that time, I did. I am not afraid for what will happen to me. I was afraid to leave my family. I don't want to know and see that they are hurting because of me. I do not want. The only way I can think of to reassure them is to show them I'm okay. I do everything to make the most of every day left in my life with the ones I love. I don't want them to feel miserable as I do.I wiped away my tears and adjusted the wearing of the robe on my body. I squeezed it tighter