LOGINRyd
Ethan picks the rink.
Of course he does. Nine at night, the arena dark except for the strip lights over the home bench, the ice glassy and empty. It's the one place we've never lied to each other.
He's already sitting on the boards when Tori and I walk in, elbows on his knees, hood up. He looks at me. Then at her. Then at the six inches of space we're both careful to keep between us.
"Okay," he says. "Hit me."
Tori opens her mouth. I step in first.
<Ryd"I'm sure," I say.It isn't a lie. It just isn't the whole truth. Some part of me knows the difference, and I shove it down where it can't breathe.Ethan keeps watching me. I make myself hold still."Nobody's forcing me," I add. "I need you to hear that. Not your father, not Tori, not guilt. I could walk away tonight. I'm choosing this.""Because of the hearing.""Because she can help me with the hearing. She's not doing it out of charity. She wants something, I want something. That's the cleanest deal I've ever made.""Clean," Ethan mutters. "With my sister.""With a very smart woman who happens to be your sister."That gets a reluctant huff out of him. He looks at the ice for a while, then nods, slow, like a man signing a contract he hasn't finished reading."Okay," he says. "It's your call. I hate it, but it's your call.""Thank you.""Don't thank me yet."***Tori is leaning aga
RydThe table in my kitchen has been wobbling since sophomore year, and right now it's the most stable thing in the room.Tori's laptop sits open between us, a document on the screen titled TEAM DINNER in a font that should be illegal. Ethan is eating cereal out of a mixing bowl. And Tori is explaining, for the third time, why her father needs to be handed evidence like a jury.I'm not listening to the words. I'm listening to her voice, which is a problem."Photos. Witnesses. A story other people tell him," she says, tapping the table with a pen. "He can't argue with what he didn't hear from us.""Right," I say."You didn't hear a word I said.""Evidence. Witnesses. Photos."She narrows her eyes, a little impressed and a lot annoyed. "Lucky guess.""I'm a quick study.""You're a statue with a pulse.""That's a good one. Did you workshop it?""All night."She grins. I look at my c
Tori"Telling my father isn't enough," I say.I've said it twice already, and Ryder still looks at me like I'm speaking another language. We're at the kitchen table in his house, the one with a wobbly leg and a ring stain shaped like Ohio. Ethan sits across from me with a bowl of cereal he's eating out of what I think is a mixing bowl. My laptop is open between us, and a blank document glares at me."He already knows," Ryder says. "He heard it from your mouth and mine.""He heard it under pressure. That's not the same as believing it.""What's the difference?""Belief needs evidence." I turn the laptop toward him. "My father doesn't trust words. He trusts what he can see, what he can verify, and what shows up in a file on his desk. If we want him to drop the engagement, we have to hand him proof. Photos. Witnesses. A story other people are telling him, so he can't say we told it to him ourselves."Ryder rubs the back of his neck. He l
RydEthan picks the rink.Of course he does. Nine at night, the arena dark except for the strip lights over the home bench, the ice glassy and empty. It's the one place we've never lied to each other.He's already sitting on the boards when Tori and I walk in, elbows on his knees, hood up. He looks at me. Then at her. Then at the six inches of space we're both careful to keep between us."Okay," he says. "Hit me."Tori opens her mouth. I step in first."I'll say it.""Ryd...""I should be the one." I make myself hold his eyes. "Tori's idea was the fake relationship. Mine is the terms. I agreed to do it. Properly. Not a one-time lie in your father's office. Public events, campus, photos, the whole thing, for as long as it takes."Ethan doesn't move. "You said that already.""I said I'd do it. I didn't say what it looks like." I breathe out. "Hand-holding. Parties. Probably a kiss or two where people can see. She he
Ryd"Sit," I tell her."I'm fine standing.""Tori.""Ryder."She says my name like a dare. But she sits anyway, on the edge of my desk chair, knees angled toward me, and I realize too late that this was a mistake. Now she's in my space, in my chair, in the only room in this house that has never smelled like anything but me. Her perfume is already winning.I stay on my feet. Distance is the only thing I trust right now."Let's start with why I'm doing this," I say."Because you're a good person?""Because you promised to get me through the hearing."Her smile flickers. "Right. That.""That's the whole reason. Not your father. Not Ethan. Not the fact that you showed up with a cake and a sad face." I keep my voice level. "You help me walk into that room and keep my career. I help you stay unmarried. That's the trade.""I know the trade.""Then you know this stays pretend. All of it. Neither of us gets to mistake it for something else.""Mistake it?" She tilts her head, eyes bright. "You
ToriI can't believe he said yes. Ryder is standing in my room. All my imaginations are coming to life. Tori shut it down.“Tori, where is your head at?”On your lap with your dick in my mouth.“Huh?”“I said nothing”I lie to the top of my cover. With my phone on my bed, replaying the entire scene. Why am I getting excited when I obviously hate his guts?***Ryder Hayes is in my bedroom.I've seen him in every kind of light. On the ice, in a suit, furious in my father's office. But I've never seen him here, in the middle of my cream walls and my unmade bed and my stacks of books, and it's so strange my brain stalls.He's in a black hoodie, his hair damp like he just showered, his jaw set like he's walking into a hearing. He takes up too much space. He always does. He stops just inside the doorway, and his eyes move over the room like he's cataloguing it. The bookshelf. The desk. The laptop. The photo on my nightstand.I watch his gaze land on it and stay there half a second far too







