Chapter 5 "Aid Park "

Amara's Pov

"I dare you Simons, complete the word you will get to see my wrath." Ashton held my wrist but i kept looking at the floor ashamed of myself. He's right what would have happened if it wasn't a guy like aiden that night. I would be now filthy and I would be the exact word he was about to say HOE.

He's right if Tim saw me in that way, does that mean all men saw me in that way too. That's why nobody liked me. Here I'm wondering why does no one takes interest in me. This is the reason...I look like a "WHORE, SLUT, CHEAP AND EASY". I felt sick in my stomach I wanted to throw up realizing that I'm the filth myself.

I thought being a bad girl just for a night wouldn't cost me anything. I'm wrong! It costed. It costed all the dignity that I've been trying hard to protect. The dignity and respect I have been building up since 21 years is vanished just like that. Or I thought I had dignity which actually isn't. Silly me. It's not my sister who is dumb. It's me........ What do I do with all these achievements in my life. It's nothing now. I lost myself. I've never hated myself before this much.

"Good! You know very well that she's not with you that night! Then where she is? Tell me? What would a 21year old young girl possibly do when she went out for a whole night!? Let me tell you................................. She wanted to satisfy her needs."

"One word, say one more word against her I'm promise you Tim, you will just ask for your own death." Ashton gritted through his teeth as he grabbed collar of my soon to be Brother in law by bringing him close to his face.

"Tell me with whom she was then?" Tim smirked with his bleeding lip curved to the side forming a devilish smirk as he know that Ash couldn't answer his question without making his friend sound like a whore.

"Listen you Lil piece of shi*, listen carefully she's with her boyfriend and I don't think a girl will be a whore if she's with her boyfriend for a night. If every girl is called a whore who sleeps with her boyfriend then you fiance is the first one to be called a wh-"

"I dare you Ashton" now Tim is the one who grabbed Ashton by his collar and the latter just chuckled darkly and sarcastically while forcefully releasing himself from the grip of his now ex-best friend.

"What!? You got angry? You accused my best friend without any proper evidence, why?you feel worse when I accused your so called fiance Huh?" Ashton just scoffed in disbelief by seeing the person who was his friend once. He turned around grabbing my wrist and pulled me towards exit. I just let him drag me but soon he halted hearing his voice.

"Boy friend? You gotta be kidding me! Don't just lie around like that Ash. You will be like- caught in a lie." Tim chuckled darkly, God I really hate his chuckle how did I like him before.

"You want to know him right! OK I will show him to you. This Sunday! And by the his name is....... Park...Aid Park  ...Aiden park" that's what is wrong with Ash if he does this, Tim will be like caught in a lie~ just like he said earlier. 

"It's Aiden Parker you dumbo!" I elbowed him slightly and whispered in his ear. Thank God I came back from my trance. "Yeah, HIS NAME IS PARKER AIDEN PARKER" Ashton said again while clearing his throat. This guy would be death of me.

"oh really! It's awesome if he's real then make him meet me this Sunday we will see!?" Tim scoffed while smirking. God how much this boy hates me. I don't even hate peas this much when I eat food. Let me tell you peas and me have a not so good relationship.

"Fine! If you want you can search for him in google if you're that desperate to see his face honey. Aww baby tiger wants to see Himmm uwuw...... " Ashton said in his baby voice which irked Tim more.

OK......... What the hell is wrong with my best friend....... What the? Is he insane? He just proved me wrong whenever I thought he has some sense. This guy is really gonna be my death. I know I said it before but still he will be my death in the end.

"let's go Amy" that's how I packed all of my stuff and belongings and left to Ashton's house.