Chapter 4

Ariana's POV

I looked at my reflection in the mirror, which showed my whole body in a beautiful white dress. My mind was still thinking about Sean's sensational kiss at the villa, for some reason I enjoyed it and didn't reject it, I had never let a man touch my body before, but when I was with Sean I couldn't move and his charm made me sink deeper. Who wouldn't be attracted to a man like him? I exhaled a little loudly through my nose.

When I arrived at Ranila's bridal boutique, my mother and Aunt Ramia were already there, all looking at me in amazement at my current appearance. Aunt Ramos and my mother left the fitting room after we decided which dress I would wear on my wedding day, Ranila also helped me take off the wedding dress I'm currently wearing after Aunt Ramia and my mother left us alone.

"I don't want to see red marks like this again when you wear this dress on your wedding day," she snapped which confused me, Ranila rolled her eyes then she made me look in the mirror, I was surprised when I saw the red marks on my neck which were so obvious because of my white skin, I don't know what color my face is now which is clear at this point, I'm very embarrassed, Sean cursed in my mind. He casually kissed me and tagged me.

"I will warn Sean not to pounce on you before he becomes your husband, this child needs to be tamed." Ranila looked annoyed, I smiled awkwardly in response to her annoyance.

When Ranila and I came out of the dressing room to meet my mother, Aunt Ramia, and Sean, Ranila quickly approached Sean and asked him to talk privately in the dressing room. Me, my mom and Aunt Ramia were immediately busy choosing wedding accessories.

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Sean POV

" WHAT DID YOU DO TO ARIANA??!!" Rani snapped, confusing me with her current attitude.

"Me? Do what?" I asked confused and didn't understand at all, Rani giggled and showed me her annoyed expression.

"How dare you mark her while she's not yet your wife!" she said, which made me look at her without any guilt. Rani knows my habits very well, since I broke up with Atika I have often been seen with different women, not infrequently I have one night stands with the women I date.

"She doesn't-"

 "I don't care if he refuses or not, but just be careful, if you hurt her, you're not just dealing with me, you're dealing with mom and dad, do you understand, Mr. Arrogant?" Rani looked at me with her horrible expression, I nodded with a horrible expression that I made up, apparently Ariana managed to captivate my whole family, just look how everyone is defending her now.

I sighed as Rani left me in the dressing room, I remembered my caressing of Ariana, I touched my lips again and then tried to remember her intoxicating scent and her chewy mound that seduced me, she was very seductive, just thinking about it made me excited. I rushed out of the dressing room before Rani caught me daydreaming, she was like a clairvoyant. She can guess what I'm thinking and it's really annoying, you seem to have no privacy even in your own thoughts.

When I came out of the dressing room, my eyes fell on Ariana who was laughing with Rani, the girl had her own charm in my eyes. She always showed her natural face and appearance as it was, except for her nervous attitude, which she always showed to me as if I was her first man, but I don't think it's possible, considering she's a famous singer, there must be a number of men who have been her boyfriend. Imagining that makes me unwilling, just seeing her fans hugging and kissing her makes me want to turn into the Hulk, let alone seeing her with another man.

While I was daydreaming, our eyes met and she gave me a beautiful smile before turning her attention back to the magazine Rani had shown her. I want that smile to be mine forever.

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Ariana's POV

Caroline looked at me with a serious expression. At the moment we were in one of the cafeterias, which was quite quiet. The woman urged me to talk about my relationship with Sean privately and seriously.

 "Ana, marriage is not an experiment, don't be reckless, you don't know him, let alone love him." Caroline started, I could tell she was holding back her emotions right now, I could feel the aura of real annoyance she was radiating. I can only stare.

 "I don't have the balls to argue, everything was what my parents wanted and this seems to have been planned since I was little, well, before I was even born," I said honestly and resignedly, Caroline chuckled in disapproval.

 "Where is your assertiveness? Where's the independent Ariana? Do you love each other?" Caroline bombarded me with questions, I shook my head.

 "I don't know, but I didn't hate him when I first found out, if he's my future husband, it's not like most people would reject him right away."

We were silent for a while, then Caroline broke the silence between us. My mind is full.

 "If one day you start to love him, be honest with your own feelings, don't hurt yourself." Caroline took my hand and I nodded.

 "And I hope you don't experience unrequited love again."

 I also remembered Phillip, you could say he was the first person to make me feel like I had a boyfriend, but my feelings were not reciprocated. Phillip only thinks of me as his younger sister and he likes another girl. Since then, I have been traumatized to start new feelings for other men, I was afraid of being rejected. I rest my chin on my palm, I'm still confused about my decision to have a relationship with Sean, who is about to enter the marriage stage.