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Belle hurried to keep up with the men in front of her. Her shoulder brushed against strangers pushing past each other more than once. The air inside the dimly lit warehouse reeked of tobacco and sweat.
Eager for the show to begin, the restless crowd roared so loudly that it made her ears ring.
She broke free from the crush of bodies, desperate to be in the front row.
Suddenly, a firm hand gripped her shoulder and half-dragged her forward.
"Don't space out," the light-brown-haired man at her side muttered.
Belle didn’t bother to defend herself.
What was the point? It had been her idea to come here; she had begged for it. If that made her look slow, so be it.
With a sigh, she sank down beside her brother, Anthony, who was surrounded by his rowdy friends, shouting at the top of their lungs.
The atmosphere was electric, with adrenaline charging the air. But Belle shrank in her seat, already questioning whether this had been a mistake.
Anthony pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and exhaled a thin stream of smoke. Belle coughed softly when the smoke reached her.
"You should've worn a mask. You start coughing over nothing,” Anthony remarked coldly.
A mask? Wearing just her hoodie already made Belle feel stifled. A mask would have suffocated her.
Still, she didn’t regret coming. Not as much as she wanted to be at this illegal underground boxing match.
At eighteen, Belle Watson told herself that she was an adult now. She was old enough to see the world her brother had tried so hard to keep from her.
Their ten-year age difference made Anthony overly protective, but Belle insisted that she could take care of herself.
This was her birthday wish—her brother’s reluctant gift—a glimpse into his hidden world.
But Belle hadn’t come just for the fight. She was there for Bastian, her childhood crush.
“Hey, Belle, wanna sit on my lap?” Nick, one of Anthony’s friends, teased.
Anthony’s glare shot across the row like a knife.
“Just kidding, man,” Nick laughed nervously.
Belle gave a faint smile. She was used to their teasing. Despite their rowdiness, Anthony’s friends had always been protective.
Nobody dared mess with Belle—not with the Blackfist gang watching her back. There was her brother, Bastian; Nick; Kyle; and Peter, better known as Pooh.
“There he is,” said Kyle, pointing at the man stepping into the arena.
Bastian strode forward. He was dressed in black cargo pants, combat boots, and a sleeveless shirt that showed off his sculpted arms. His hands were wrapped in black cloth.
"Win this one, buddy! Knock his teeth out!" Pooh yelled.
As cold as a frozen lake, Bastian only nodded. His gaze shifted and locked on Belle. Their eyes met.
"Oh, Sparrow came," he said, ruffling her hair as if she were a puppy.
Belle hated that nickname—Sparrow. She wasn’t a child anymore.
Underneath her oversized hoodie was a woman’s body. Her wavy chestnut hair glinted under the lights. Her lips were full. Her almond-shaped eyes were too sharp to be overlooked.
“She insisted,” Anthony said flatly.
Bastian leaned down until his face was level with hers. Too close. She instinctively pulled back.
“Are you strong enough to watch this, Sparrow?”
Belle swallowed hard. "I'll try."
A faint smile tugged at his lips. "Okay. Don't regret it."
He straightened up.
Belle clenched her fists. Don’t regret it? Did he really think she was too weak for this?
Maybe she was, in his eyes. Perhaps she always would be—just Anthony’s little sister, never a woman in her own right.
“Cover your eyes if you're scared,” Bastian whispered in Belle's ear as he passed. And stepped into the ring.
Belle's only answer was a sharp huff as she folded her arms across her chest.
The bell rang. The fight began.
Bastian moved like a predator: quick and ruthless. Jabs landed; his opponent staggered. Then, fists clashed, and Belle saw a splash of red hit the floor. Her stomach dropped. Her hands turned icy. Her face paled like the moon.
"Stop...please stop," she whispered hoarsely.
Blood. Blows. Violence. She had never seen this side of Bastian before—his dark, feral side.
“Belle?” Anthony touched her shoulder, noticing she was trembling. "Come here. Don’t watch if you’re scared.”
Tears slipped down Belle’s cheeks as she folded into her brother’s arms. She couldn’t take it. This wasn’t her world. It never would be.
If she couldn’t handle this, how could she ever convince Bastian that she was more than fragile?
“Let’s get you out of here,” Anthony said firmly.
“No,” Belle shook her head quickly. "I'm okay."
"You don't have to force yourself. Being an adult doesn’t mean seeing all the ugliness in the world.”
But you see it, Anthony, Belle thought bitterly. He didn't just see it—he lived it.
“Not everything is meant for you, Belle.”
Her brother stood up, and she had no choice but to follow him. Pushed along by the crowd, she stepped out into the night air and gasped as if she had been drowning.
Anthony unlocked the truck. “I’ll take you home.”
“Why can’t I stay until the match is over?” she protested.
“What for? You couldn't even stand to watch." He sighed and tossed her the keys. "Stay here, then. But don’t move. Got it?”
So Belle waited, sulking in the truck until midnight passed. Her eighteenth birthday was over. What a pathetic celebration—stuck in a car and missing everything!
Finally, growing restless, she climbed out and walked back toward the warehouse, tossing her hoodie aside. Eyes followed her—hungry eyes.
Her tall, slender figure made her stand out. A group of men stepped in her way. She tried to slip past, but another man blocked her path.
"What do you want?" she demanded.
"Ooh, feisty. I like feisty.”
"Not many pretty girls come here. Alone, too. Need some company? I can warm you up tonight."
Belle folded her arms and shook her head in disbelief. "Before you try lines like that, maybe you should take a shower. And brush your teeth."
One of them grabbed her chin roughly. Belle shoved him back on instinct.
"You bitch!" he snarled. His fist swung at Belle before she could move.
Anthony’s reply came almost instantly.“Stay there. I’m coming to get you.”Belle waited inside the library anxiously. She tried to act normal, even though her heart was pounding. Every now and then, she peeked out the window, staring at that familiar SUV.But the driver—or the man from yesterday—was nowhere to be seen. Maybe he was watching from inside the car, waiting to make a move if Belle stepped out of the library. Belle was still a newbie in boxing; she was far too scared to fight him.While waiting for Anthony, Belle looked outside again. Across the street, next to the car, stood a man wearing a denim jacket and a baseball cap. His build was different from that of the man he had seen yesterday.This one was slimmer, and he had stepped out of the car while smoking. But his position allowed him to see anyone entering or leaving the library.Belle felt like she was choking; this was no longer just complicated relationship drama, but planned intimidation.Renee wasn’t attacking di
Belle turned to look around the parking lot. There were plenty of students walking back and forth, but her eyes locked onto a dark gray SUV with heavily tinted windows, parked in the far corner facing her car. The engine was running, but there was no sign that the car was about to leave.Belle quickly got into her car, locked the doors, and started the engine. “It’s nothing, it’s nothing,” she muttered to herself.She drove out of the campus area, merging into fairly heavy traffic since it was already rush hour. After ten minutes of driving, she glanced at the rearview mirror. The dark gray SUV was behind her, separated by only one white sedan.Belle’s heart began to beat faster. She tried to think rationally. This was a main road; it was normal for cars to be heading in the same direction.To test her suspicion, Belle turned on her signal and made a sharp right turn, entering a quiet residential area that wasn’t her usual route home. She looked at the rearview mirror again.The gray
Bastian acted within seconds. Just before Renee’s shadow was about to cross the black partition, he grabbed Belle’s arm. Quickly, he pushed her—gently but firmly—toward the emergency door behind the refrigerator.“Go out through the back alley. Don’t run until you’re far away.”Bastian’s whisper was almost soundless against Belle’s ear, his eyes delivering an absolute command. Belle nodded, holding her breath. She moved quickly, slowly turning the metal knob and slipping outside.Just as Belle moved, Bastian pressed a quick kiss to her lips, then the door closed. Belle immediately slipped out to the side. She could hear Renee’s voice from inside the studio, louder now.“Hello? Earth to Bastian? Did you lose your voice or something? You can’t even answer me?”Renee sounded extremely annoyed.“What are you doing here? Are you hiding something from me?”Belle peeked through a small crack in the window. She saw Bastian standing casually, grabbing his black T-shirt from the chair.“Looking
“Oh my God…” Bastian exhaled in regret.In those five short minutes, Belle told him everything that had happened without holding anything back. It only made Bastian’s guilt heavier, because he hadn’t known Anthony had been pressured by his father.Out of everyone in his life, the last people Bastian ever wanted to see hurt were Belle and Anthony. But because of Renee’s jealousy, Anthony was slowly being destroyed.Bastian was ready to be Anthony’s shield, even if it meant sacrificing himself.And if Renee ever dared to touch Belle…“Say no, Belle,” Bastian said. “Turn down Renee’s request.”Belle shook her head. “How could I possibly do that?”Tears began to slide down her cheeks. A dark thought crept into Belle’s mind. She didn’t know if she could stand beside Renee as her bridesmaid, while the groom was the man Belle loved.If Belle refused, people would start asking questions. Renee’s suspicion would only sharpen… and eventually she’d find out the truth, branding Belle as the homew
Belle felt like the air in her room was suffocating her. She stared at her phone screen, still without replying. Instead, Anthony’s expression replayed in her mind—hurt and disappointed. Then it shifted to her father’s anger and the shadow of Renee’s threat.Belle took a long breath. The walls of her house suddenly felt like a prison.Her fingers moved quickly across the screen as she replied to Bastian. “Yes, Renee came here.”“Can we meet tonight? Not at Anthony’s place. Somewhere, a friend of mine knows.”Not long after, Bastian sent his current location. Belle sat there for a moment, confused about how she could possibly leave the house. Mr. Watson would definitely be watching her more closely after everything that happened.Without thinking any further, Belle finally replied. “Okay. Ten.”After that, Belle deleted Bastian’s messages since she had already memorized the location he sent. She dropped onto her bed, her mind in complete chaos. Her emotions were swirling—confusion, sad
“What kind of question is that?” Mr. Watson roared, his face flushed bright red. “Because of your thug behavior, the harbor project is on the verge of falling apart! Mr. Carlyle is about to pull their investment because your name is being dragged through the mud in this town!”Anthony’s eyes went wide. “What?”“Useless son!” Mr. Watson spat.“Wait, Dad! I have nothing to do with your business! I already moved out of this house!”Anthony shot back just as loudly, his hands clenched into fists. Meanwhile, Belle stood frozen not far from the two men she loved most. She had no idea what to do. Even their mother, who came hurrying out of the kitchen, fell silent the moment she arrived.“But you still carry the Watson name, you idiot!” Mr. Watson pointed a finger right at his eldest son’s face. “All this time I let you play around pretending to be some street punk because I thought you’d come to your senses eventually.”“Street punk? I have a business! Are you joking?”Mrs. Watson stepped f
“Pottery?” Eve burst out laughing, even though Belle was crying inside the car. Belle couldn’t help but smile, too. “My brother and his friends… they went to college for art majors,” Belle sniffled. “That’s why Anthony owns a tattoo shop. And, well, I don’t know if Bastian ever kept up with his a
Belle was caught up in her new routines at college, and without realizing it, a full moon had passed. However, she could never forget Bastian. She hid her sadness behind smiles and laughter, whether in front of her parents or her new friends in college.Only Eve knew the truth, even though they had
"What are you doing?" Belle sounded defensive. "We need to talk." "I don’t want to talk to you anymore!"Belle went to open the door, but Bastian quickly gripped her shoulders. He shoved her back against the wall, trapping her so she couldn’t move. His warm breath brushed against Belle’s face, m
It was Friday night, and Belle was getting ready to go to the club with Anthony. Her mother’s voice rang out from downstairs: “Belle! Eve’s here!”Belle hurriedly grabbed her bag from the bed, stepped out of her room, and went down the stairs. At the bottom, she saw Eve wearing a long, white coat







