LOGINBelle was eighteen. Bastian was twenty-eight—her brother’s best friend, the man she was never supposed to love. One violent night, his fists saved her. One stolen moment, his lips almost ruined her. Now, he’s trapped in an arranged engagement with a woman who owns his freedom— and Belle is the only thing he can’t stop wanting. Every glance burns. Every touch is forbidden. Every secret they share is a step closer to disaster. She should walk away. He should stay loyal. But when love feels like sin, how do you stop falling… for the one man you can never have?
View MoreBelle hurried to keep up with the men in front of her. Her shoulder brushed against strangers pushing past each other more than once. The air inside the dimly lit warehouse reeked of tobacco and sweat.
Eager for the show to begin, the restless crowd roared so loudly that it made her ears ring.
She broke free from the crush of bodies, desperate to be in the front row.
Suddenly, a firm hand gripped her shoulder and half-dragged her forward.
"Don't space out," the light-brown-haired man at her side muttered.
Belle didn’t bother to defend herself.
What was the point? It had been her idea to come here; she had begged for it. If that made her look slow, so be it.
With a sigh, she sank down beside her brother, Anthony, who was surrounded by his rowdy friends, shouting at the top of their lungs.
The atmosphere was electric, with adrenaline charging the air. But Belle shrank in her seat, already questioning whether this had been a mistake.
Anthony pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and exhaled a thin stream of smoke. Belle coughed softly when the smoke reached her.
"You should've worn a mask. You start coughing over nothing,” Anthony remarked coldly.
A mask? Wearing just her hoodie already made Belle feel stifled. A mask would have suffocated her.
Still, she didn’t regret coming. Not as much as she wanted to be at this illegal underground boxing match.
At eighteen, Belle Watson told herself that she was an adult now. She was old enough to see the world her brother had tried so hard to keep from her.
Their ten-year age difference made Anthony overly protective, but Belle insisted that she could take care of herself.
This was her birthday wish—her brother’s reluctant gift—a glimpse into his hidden world.
But Belle hadn’t come just for the fight. She was there for Bastian, her childhood crush.
“Hey, Belle, wanna sit on my lap?” Nick, one of Anthony’s friends, teased.
Anthony’s glare shot across the row like a knife.
“Just kidding, man,” Nick laughed nervously.
Belle gave a faint smile. She was used to their teasing. Despite their rowdiness, Anthony’s friends had always been protective.
Nobody dared mess with Belle—not with the Blackfist gang watching her back. There was her brother, Bastian; Nick; Kyle; and Peter, better known as Pooh.
“There he is,” said Kyle, pointing at the man stepping into the arena.
Bastian strode forward. He was dressed in black cargo pants, combat boots, and a sleeveless shirt that showed off his sculpted arms. His hands were wrapped in black cloth.
"Win this one, buddy! Knock his teeth out!" Pooh yelled.
As cold as a frozen lake, Bastian only nodded. His gaze shifted and locked on Belle. Their eyes met.
"Oh, Sparrow came," he said, ruffling her hair as if she were a puppy.
Belle hated that nickname—Sparrow. She wasn’t a child anymore.
Underneath her oversized hoodie was a woman’s body. Her wavy chestnut hair glinted under the lights. Her lips were full. Her almond-shaped eyes were too sharp to be overlooked.
“She insisted,” Anthony said flatly.
Bastian leaned down until his face was level with hers. Too close. She instinctively pulled back.
“Are you strong enough to watch this, Sparrow?”
Belle swallowed hard. "I'll try."
A faint smile tugged at his lips. "Okay. Don't regret it."
He straightened up.
Belle clenched her fists. Don’t regret it? Did he really think she was too weak for this?
Maybe she was, in his eyes. Perhaps she always would be—just Anthony’s little sister, never a woman in her own right.
“Cover your eyes if you're scared,” Bastian whispered in Belle's ear as he passed. And stepped into the ring.
Belle's only answer was a sharp huff as she folded her arms across her chest.
The bell rang. The fight began.
Bastian moved like a predator: quick and ruthless. Jabs landed; his opponent staggered. Then, fists clashed, and Belle saw a splash of red hit the floor. Her stomach dropped. Her hands turned icy. Her face paled like the moon.
"Stop...please stop," she whispered hoarsely.
Blood. Blows. Violence. She had never seen this side of Bastian before—his dark, feral side.
“Belle?” Anthony touched her shoulder, noticing she was trembling. "Come here. Don’t watch if you’re scared.”
Tears slipped down Belle’s cheeks as she folded into her brother’s arms. She couldn’t take it. This wasn’t her world. It never would be.
If she couldn’t handle this, how could she ever convince Bastian that she was more than fragile?
“Let’s get you out of here,” Anthony said firmly.
“No,” Belle shook her head quickly. "I'm okay."
"You don't have to force yourself. Being an adult doesn’t mean seeing all the ugliness in the world.”
But you see it, Anthony, Belle thought bitterly. He didn't just see it—he lived it.
“Not everything is meant for you, Belle.”
Her brother stood up, and she had no choice but to follow him. Pushed along by the crowd, she stepped out into the night air and gasped as if she had been drowning.
Anthony unlocked the truck. “I’ll take you home.”
“Why can’t I stay until the match is over?” she protested.
“What for? You couldn't even stand to watch." He sighed and tossed her the keys. "Stay here, then. But don’t move. Got it?”
So Belle waited, sulking in the truck until midnight passed. Her eighteenth birthday was over. What a pathetic celebration—stuck in a car and missing everything!
Finally, growing restless, she climbed out and walked back toward the warehouse, tossing her hoodie aside. Eyes followed her—hungry eyes.
Her tall, slender figure made her stand out. A group of men stepped in her way. She tried to slip past, but another man blocked her path.
"What do you want?" she demanded.
"Ooh, feisty. I like feisty.”
"Not many pretty girls come here. Alone, too. Need some company? I can warm you up tonight."
Belle folded her arms and shook her head in disbelief. "Before you try lines like that, maybe you should take a shower. And brush your teeth."
One of them grabbed her chin roughly. Belle shoved him back on instinct.
"You bitch!" he snarled. His fist swung at Belle before she could move.
Bastian felt like a prisoner being dragged back to Eastbourne.Whether he wanted to or not, he had to leave the job he had just started building to meet Renee’s demands.At first, Renee had agreed to let him continue working out of town. But after that, everything turned into drama. Renee forced Bastian to quit his job, saying it was for the “sake” of the baby she was carrying.Pressure from Mr. Carlyle left Bastian with no way to refuse.Now he was back to square one. He was trapped in Renee’s grip again.And this time, the hold felt even tighter.Every step Bastian took through Eastbourne Square felt heavy. Beside him, Renee walked with her chin lifted high. Every now and then, she rubbed her still-flat stomach as if showing off her victory to the world.Renee stopped in front of a baby boutique, her eyes lighting up as she looked at the clothes on display. She turned to Bastian excitedly.“Look, Bastian. Those baby clothes are so cute, don’t you think? Which ones should we get? Blu
Anthony drove like a madman toward Renee’s apartment. The entire way there, he kept replaying the memory of that night in his head, even though it was still blurry to him. Still, Anthony knew what had happened between him and Renee.And sometime after that, Bastian had decided to leave the apartment.The timeline was too close.After parking the car, Anthony didn’t get out right away. He stayed inside, hesitating, unsure what he was going to say to Renee.Less than twenty minutes later, he saw Bastian walk out of the building.Bastian looked completely shaken. Devastated, even. He didn’t even notice Anthony’s car parked nearby.Bastian hurried off down the sidewalk.But Anthony was not here for him. Not now. The person he needed to see was Renee.Anthony finally stepped out of the car and approached the security guard in the lobby.“Can I help you?” the guard asked, confused.“Tell Renee Anthony is waiting downstairs. I need to talk to her. It’s important.”The guard nodded and called
Belle covered her face with her hands, still wrapped in boxing hand wraps. Her sobs grew louder, shaking her body violently. What she didn’t realize was that another set of footsteps had entered the gym and stopped not far from her.Anthony stood there, watching her.He watched his little sister slowly falling apart because of Bastian. And Anthony had already predicted something like this would happen.The age gap between Bastian and Belle was too wide—even if age itself wasn’t always the deciding factor. Still, there were too many things that made their relationship unlikely to last. Even though Bastian had already been gone from Eastbourne for the past month.Anthony let out a long breath. Even though he still felt tight with disappointment over his sister’s secret relationship, he couldn’t bear to see her like this. Watching Belle cry like that made his anger flare up again.Not at Belle. But at Bastian.Anthony stepped closer and crouched beside her. He hesitated for a moment befo
Eastbourne had never felt this cold before.Belle ignored every vibration from her phone as she stepped off the bus and walked along the sidewalk at midnight. Bastian’s name kept appearing on her screen, followed by message after message filled with apologies.But Belle couldn’t bring herself to read them.Every time she saw his name, the image of that pregnancy test with two blue lines slammed back into her mind. She stopped at a street intersection with no idea where she was going. She had even lied to Mr. Watson, saying she would be staying at Eve’s place that weekend.In the end, Belle hailed a taxi and went back home. She could come up with a thousand excuses for why she chose to return. Anything was better than listening to another explanation from Bastian.When she arrived home, Mrs. Watson opened the door and looked surprised to see her.“Didn’t you say you were staying at Eve’s this weekend?” her mother asked.In truth, Belle and Eve hadn’t really spent time together lately.
Belle glanced at Bastian. His jaw was clenched so tightly that the tendons in his neck stood out.Bastian said nothing. He remained standing there, beside the woman holding the chain to his freedom.And his silence hurt more than anything Renee had said.“Come on, Belle,” Anthony’s voice cut throug
“Is it wrong for a younger sister to remind her older brother?” Belle said, not looking at Anthony at all.She took a breath, then continued with difficulty. “Bastian is already like a brother to me. Like you.”“Well, yeah. Honestly, Bastian fits the role of your brother more than me,” Anthony chuc
A message came in on Belle’s phone. She had just been about to go to sleep when she turned the light back on. Belle reached for her phone on the nightstand, unlocked the screen, and saw a message from Eve.“Did you know Bastian is fighting tonight?” Another message followed almost immediately.“He
A surge of desperate longing washed over Belle and Bastian, making them forget about time entirely. They ignored everything that stood in their way. Their kisses grew wilder, hotter, tangled with hunger and need.Bastian’s hands roamed over Belle’s body, squeezing her in the most sensitive places,












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