Belle was eighteen. Bastian was twenty-eight—her brother’s best friend, the man she was never supposed to love. One violent night, his fists saved her. One stolen moment, his lips almost ruined her. Now, he’s trapped in an arranged engagement with a woman who owns his freedom— and Belle is the only thing he can’t stop wanting. Every glance burns. Every touch is forbidden. Every secret they share is a step closer to disaster. She should walk away. He should stay loyal. But when love feels like sin, how do you stop falling… for the one man you can never have?
View MoreBelle hurried to keep up with the men in front of her. Her shoulder brushed against strangers pushing past each other more than once. The air inside the dimly lit warehouse reeked of tobacco and sweat.
Eager for the show to begin, the restless crowd roared so loudly that it made her ears ring.
She broke free from the crush of bodies, desperate to be in the front row.
Suddenly, a firm hand gripped her shoulder and half-dragged her forward.
"Don't space out," the light-brown-haired man at her side muttered.
Belle didn’t bother to defend herself.
What was the point? It had been her idea to come here; she had begged for it. If that made her look slow, so be it.
With a sigh, she sank down beside her brother, Anthony, who was surrounded by his rowdy friends, shouting at the top of their lungs.
The atmosphere was electric, with adrenaline charging the air. But Belle shrank in her seat, already questioning whether this had been a mistake.
Anthony pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and exhaled a thin stream of smoke. Belle coughed softly when the smoke reached her.
"You should've worn a mask. You start coughing over nothing,” Anthony remarked coldly.
A mask? Wearing just her hoodie already made Belle feel stifled. A mask would have suffocated her.
Still, she didn’t regret coming. Not as much as she wanted to be at this illegal underground boxing match.
At eighteen, Belle Watson told herself that she was an adult now. She was old enough to see the world her brother had tried so hard to keep from her.
Their ten-year age difference made Anthony overly protective, but Belle insisted that she could take care of herself.
This was her birthday wish—her brother’s reluctant gift—a glimpse into his hidden world.
But Belle hadn’t come just for the fight. She was there for Bastian, her childhood crush.
“Hey, Belle, wanna sit on my lap?” Nick, one of Anthony’s friends, teased.
Anthony’s glare shot across the row like a knife.
“Just kidding, man,” Nick laughed nervously.
Belle gave a faint smile. She was used to their teasing. Despite their rowdiness, Anthony’s friends had always been protective.
Nobody dared mess with Belle—not with the Blackfist gang watching her back. There was her brother, Bastian; Nick; Kyle; and Peter, better known as Pooh.
“There he is,” said Kyle, pointing at the man stepping into the arena.
Bastian strode forward. He was dressed in black cargo pants, combat boots, and a sleeveless shirt that showed off his sculpted arms. His hands were wrapped in black cloth.
"Win this one, buddy! Knock his teeth out!" Pooh yelled.
As cold as a frozen lake, Bastian only nodded. His gaze shifted and locked on Belle. Their eyes met.
"Oh, Sparrow came," he said, ruffling her hair as if she were a puppy.
Belle hated that nickname—Sparrow. She wasn’t a child anymore.
Underneath her oversized hoodie was a woman’s body. Her wavy chestnut hair glinted under the lights. Her lips were full. Her almond-shaped eyes were too sharp to be overlooked.
“She insisted,” Anthony said flatly.
Bastian leaned down until his face was level with hers. Too close. She instinctively pulled back.
“Are you strong enough to watch this, Sparrow?”
Belle swallowed hard. "I'll try."
A faint smile tugged at his lips. "Okay. Don't regret it."
He straightened up.
Belle clenched her fists. Don’t regret it? Did he really think she was too weak for this?
Maybe she was, in his eyes. Perhaps she always would be—just Anthony’s little sister, never a woman in her own right.
“Cover your eyes if you're scared,” Bastian whispered in Belle's ear as he passed. And stepped into the ring.
Belle's only answer was a sharp huff as she folded her arms across her chest.
The bell rang. The fight began.
Bastian moved like a predator: quick and ruthless. Jabs landed; his opponent staggered. Then, fists clashed, and Belle saw a splash of red hit the floor. Her stomach dropped. Her hands turned icy. Her face paled like the moon.
"Stop...please stop," she whispered hoarsely.
Blood. Blows. Violence. She had never seen this side of Bastian before—his dark, feral side.
“Belle?” Anthony touched her shoulder, noticing she was trembling. "Come here. Don’t watch if you’re scared.”
Tears slipped down Belle’s cheeks as she folded into her brother’s arms. She couldn’t take it. This wasn’t her world. It never would be.
If she couldn’t handle this, how could she ever convince Bastian that she was more than fragile?
“Let’s get you out of here,” Anthony said firmly.
“No,” Belle shook her head quickly. "I'm okay."
"You don't have to force yourself. Being an adult doesn’t mean seeing all the ugliness in the world.”
But you see it, Anthony, Belle thought bitterly. He didn't just see it—he lived it.
“Not everything is meant for you, Belle.”
Her brother stood up, and she had no choice but to follow him. Pushed along by the crowd, she stepped out into the night air and gasped as if she had been drowning.
Anthony unlocked the truck. “I’ll take you home.”
“Why can’t I stay until the match is over?” she protested.
“What for? You couldn't even stand to watch." He sighed and tossed her the keys. "Stay here, then. But don’t move. Got it?”
So Belle waited, sulking in the truck until midnight passed. Her eighteenth birthday was over. What a pathetic celebration—stuck in a car and missing everything!
Finally, growing restless, she climbed out and walked back toward the warehouse, tossing her hoodie aside. Eyes followed her—hungry eyes.
Her tall, slender figure made her stand out. A group of men stepped in her way. She tried to slip past, but another man blocked her path.
"What do you want?" she demanded.
"Ooh, feisty. I like feisty.”
"Not many pretty girls come here. Alone, too. Need some company? I can warm you up tonight."
Belle folded her arms and shook her head in disbelief. "Before you try lines like that, maybe you should take a shower. And brush your teeth."
One of them grabbed her chin roughly. Belle shoved him back on instinct.
"You bitch!" he snarled. His fist swung at Belle before she could move.
Bastian only glanced at Belle before brushing past her and walking into the shop.Belle stayed rooted to the spot, not even getting a greeting from him. Her whole body trembled in shock—Bastian had just kissed another woman right in front of her. And just like that, he acted as if nothing had happened between them last night.The short time they had shared, full of passion—did that mean nothing to him? For Belle, it was a moment she knew she would never forget. But now reality slapped her, hard and merciless. Had Bastian only used her as a warm-up before falling into that other woman’s arms?Belle fought back her tears, biting her lower lip so hard it almost hurt, desperate not to let them fall.With heavy steps, she went inside, listening to Anthony and his friends teasing Bastian. Of course, they’d seen him arrive with that woman.“Not gonna introduce us to your Spanish guitar?” Nick wiggled his fingers, smirking. “No wonder you’ve been keeping her from us. Scared she might ditch yo
The bus screeched to a halt, and Belle stepped off, followed by a few other passengers. She was once again hiding under an oversized hoodie with a backpack slung over her shoulder. This time, she was also wearing a mask. Belle didn't want Bastian to read her face when they saw each other again. Besides, the store would reek of cigarette smoke anyway.Belle crossed the street, her pace steady as she made her way toward Bastian’s shop. But the closer she got, the heavier her legs felt. Just two buildings away, she stopped dead in her tracks. Her heart pounded erratically, and her hands trembled.What was she even going to say to Bastian? A casual greeting? No, that would be too much. Could she pretend to act normal?“Belle!”A firm slap landed on her back. Belle turned around and saw Nick standing behind her."How did you know it was me?" Belle frowned. She thought her disguise was flawless. How could he have spotted her so easily?Nick pointed at her backpack. "That E.T. pin—you still
By midnight, Anthony arrived at his shop with his friends in the gang and Bastian.Belle rushed into her brother’s arms, crying again out of worry for their parents."They're fine," Anthony reassured her as he held her shoulders. "Thank God Bastian found you and brought you here. I never thought things would get so out of control at City Hall.”“Who was behind it?” Belle asked.“Protesters. But I don’t understand why it turned into a riot.”Belle immediately remembered what she’d seen before the chaos began. Strange figures had slipped into the back of City Hall before the blackout, and the first objects were thrown.That wasn’t spontaneous. It was planned.“I’ll take you home,” Anthony said. “Wait here while I change.”He headed upstairs, leaving Belle with his friends. She sat quietly, too embarrassed to even sneak a glance at Bastian.As for Bastian? He acted as if nothing had happened between them.“Your hand’s hurt, Belle?” one of the guys, Nick, asked.Belle nodded. "Yeah, but B
It felt like a war zone.A beam of light cut through the darkness and landed on Belle just as she stumbled toward the balcony doors.“Belle!” Bastian’s voice tore through the chaos as he rushed to her side.Bastian scooped her up in his strong arms, his breath catching when he saw the cuts on her arms."Take my phone—hold the flashlight steady!" he ordered.Through tears and pain, Belle tried to keep the trembling beam of light pointed forward as Bastian guided her down the pitch-dark corridors.“Mom! Dad! Anthony!” Belle sobbed."They'll be fine. Right now, we need to get you out!"Together, they pushed through the crowd of panicked guests rushing toward the back exit. Flashlights darted everywhere and shadows shifted wildly. Belle’s frantic eyes searched the crowd, but she couldn't find Anthony anywhere.Bastian’s steady stride carried her through the small gate behind City Hall. At the crossroads, he pulled her into his arms and carried her without faltering.“Put me down, Bastian!
Cars rolled into Eastbourne’s City Hall in a tight line. Police stood guard outside, pushing back small groups of demonstrators gathered near the main gates. The sight was unusual for Belle.“What are they doing?” she asked, leaning toward the window.“They’re protesting the new shopping center project near Avenue 6. That park sits there,” her father answered.“Then why remove the park, Dad?”"That park will be relocated. They just want to complain when the new location is actually far better.”Belle bit her tongue. She knew better than to argue, especially since her father was leading the development. One day, that business empire was supposed to land on her shoulders.The older she got, the more her heart clashed with Mr. Watson’s views. But, unlike Anthony, Belle didn’t have the courage to break free from the family business openly.The car rolled to a stop at the lobby entrance. Belle slipped out alongside her parents, only to widen her eyes at the sight of Bastian dressed as a va
Without warning, a hard punch landed squarely on the stranger’s cheek, knocking him to the ground at Belle’s feet. Her eyes shot to Bastian, whose fist was still clenched tight.“Bastian…” Belle’s voice trembled.“Leave. Don’t make this worse,” Bastian ordered, his tone sharp.The men quickly dragged their unconscious friend away. None of them wanted trouble with Bastian. His cold gaze followed them until they disappeared.“You hurt, Sparrow?” Bastian shot her a look. Belle shook her head fast.“This isn’t your world. You should know that by now.”“And what world would you put me in, Bastian? Since you seem to know everything.” Belle’s heart ached at her own words.Yet Bastian said nothing—no reply, no defense.Moments later, Anthony and his friends came out of the warehouse. Anthony’s eyes widened when he saw Belle. Irritated, he stripped off his jacket and threw it over her shoulders, covering her crop top and shorts.“What the hell, Belle? Where’s your hoodie?” Anthony snapped.“In
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