LOGINBelle was eighteen. Bastian was twenty-eight—her brother’s best friend, the man she was never supposed to love. One violent night, his fists saved her. One stolen moment, his lips almost ruined her. Now, he’s trapped in an arranged engagement with a woman who owns his freedom— and Belle is the only thing he can’t stop wanting. Every glance burns. Every touch is forbidden. Every secret they share is a step closer to disaster. She should walk away. He should stay loyal. But when love feels like sin, how do you stop falling… for the one man you can never have?
View MoreBelle hurried to keep up with the men in front of her. Her shoulder brushed against strangers pushing past each other more than once. The air inside the dimly lit warehouse reeked of tobacco and sweat.
Eager for the show to begin, the restless crowd roared so loudly that it made her ears ring.
She broke free from the crush of bodies, desperate to be in the front row.
Suddenly, a firm hand gripped her shoulder and half-dragged her forward.
"Don't space out," the light-brown-haired man at her side muttered.
Belle didn’t bother to defend herself.
What was the point? It had been her idea to come here; she had begged for it. If that made her look slow, so be it.
With a sigh, she sank down beside her brother, Anthony, who was surrounded by his rowdy friends, shouting at the top of their lungs.
The atmosphere was electric, with adrenaline charging the air. But Belle shrank in her seat, already questioning whether this had been a mistake.
Anthony pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and exhaled a thin stream of smoke. Belle coughed softly when the smoke reached her.
"You should've worn a mask. You start coughing over nothing,” Anthony remarked coldly.
A mask? Wearing just her hoodie already made Belle feel stifled. A mask would have suffocated her.
Still, she didn’t regret coming. Not as much as she wanted to be at this illegal underground boxing match.
At eighteen, Belle Watson told herself that she was an adult now. She was old enough to see the world her brother had tried so hard to keep from her.
Their ten-year age difference made Anthony overly protective, but Belle insisted that she could take care of herself.
This was her birthday wish—her brother’s reluctant gift—a glimpse into his hidden world.
But Belle hadn’t come just for the fight. She was there for Bastian, her childhood crush.
“Hey, Belle, wanna sit on my lap?” Nick, one of Anthony’s friends, teased.
Anthony’s glare shot across the row like a knife.
“Just kidding, man,” Nick laughed nervously.
Belle gave a faint smile. She was used to their teasing. Despite their rowdiness, Anthony’s friends had always been protective.
Nobody dared mess with Belle—not with the Blackfist gang watching her back. There was her brother, Bastian; Nick; Kyle; and Peter, better known as Pooh.
“There he is,” said Kyle, pointing at the man stepping into the arena.
Bastian strode forward. He was dressed in black cargo pants, combat boots, and a sleeveless shirt that showed off his sculpted arms. His hands were wrapped in black cloth.
"Win this one, buddy! Knock his teeth out!" Pooh yelled.
As cold as a frozen lake, Bastian only nodded. His gaze shifted and locked on Belle. Their eyes met.
"Oh, Sparrow came," he said, ruffling her hair as if she were a puppy.
Belle hated that nickname—Sparrow. She wasn’t a child anymore.
Underneath her oversized hoodie was a woman’s body. Her wavy chestnut hair glinted under the lights. Her lips were full. Her almond-shaped eyes were too sharp to be overlooked.
“She insisted,” Anthony said flatly.
Bastian leaned down until his face was level with hers. Too close. She instinctively pulled back.
“Are you strong enough to watch this, Sparrow?”
Belle swallowed hard. "I'll try."
A faint smile tugged at his lips. "Okay. Don't regret it."
He straightened up.
Belle clenched her fists. Don’t regret it? Did he really think she was too weak for this?
Maybe she was, in his eyes. Perhaps she always would be—just Anthony’s little sister, never a woman in her own right.
“Cover your eyes if you're scared,” Bastian whispered in Belle's ear as he passed. And stepped into the ring.
Belle's only answer was a sharp huff as she folded her arms across her chest.
The bell rang. The fight began.
Bastian moved like a predator: quick and ruthless. Jabs landed; his opponent staggered. Then, fists clashed, and Belle saw a splash of red hit the floor. Her stomach dropped. Her hands turned icy. Her face paled like the moon.
"Stop...please stop," she whispered hoarsely.
Blood. Blows. Violence. She had never seen this side of Bastian before—his dark, feral side.
“Belle?” Anthony touched her shoulder, noticing she was trembling. "Come here. Don’t watch if you’re scared.”
Tears slipped down Belle’s cheeks as she folded into her brother’s arms. She couldn’t take it. This wasn’t her world. It never would be.
If she couldn’t handle this, how could she ever convince Bastian that she was more than fragile?
“Let’s get you out of here,” Anthony said firmly.
“No,” Belle shook her head quickly. "I'm okay."
"You don't have to force yourself. Being an adult doesn’t mean seeing all the ugliness in the world.”
But you see it, Anthony, Belle thought bitterly. He didn't just see it—he lived it.
“Not everything is meant for you, Belle.”
Her brother stood up, and she had no choice but to follow him. Pushed along by the crowd, she stepped out into the night air and gasped as if she had been drowning.
Anthony unlocked the truck. “I’ll take you home.”
“Why can’t I stay until the match is over?” she protested.
“What for? You couldn't even stand to watch." He sighed and tossed her the keys. "Stay here, then. But don’t move. Got it?”
So Belle waited, sulking in the truck until midnight passed. Her eighteenth birthday was over. What a pathetic celebration—stuck in a car and missing everything!
Finally, growing restless, she climbed out and walked back toward the warehouse, tossing her hoodie aside. Eyes followed her—hungry eyes.
Her tall, slender figure made her stand out. A group of men stepped in her way. She tried to slip past, but another man blocked her path.
"What do you want?" she demanded.
"Ooh, feisty. I like feisty.”
"Not many pretty girls come here. Alone, too. Need some company? I can warm you up tonight."
Belle folded her arms and shook her head in disbelief. "Before you try lines like that, maybe you should take a shower. And brush your teeth."
One of them grabbed her chin roughly. Belle shoved him back on instinct.
"You bitch!" he snarled. His fist swung at Belle before she could move.
Smack!A hard slap landed on Belle’s cheek, snapping her head to the side. It was completely unexpected—even for Bastian—and Belle took it full force.The sight instantly sent a surge of fury through Bastian. He stepped forward at once, shielding Belle behind his back. His eyes blazed with anger.“Don’t you dare touch her!” Bastian’s voice was low, dangerous.Even Mr. Watson flinched at the terrifying shift in Bastian’s demeanor. It looked as if Bastian was ready to attack anyone who dared hurt Belle. Anthony realized things could spiral out of control if he didn’t intervene immediately. He grabbed Bastian’s arm, urging him to step back. But Bastian stood firm, like a soldier prepared to die where he stood.“How dare you threaten me, Bastian! You’ve got some nerve!” Mr. Watson finally mustered the courage to point accusingly at him. “You’ve been living under my roof! I feed you, I let you sleep in my house! Have you forgotten everything I’ve done for you?”Bastian had never forgotten
“Is it wrong for a younger sister to remind her older brother?” Belle said, not looking at Anthony at all.She took a breath, then continued with difficulty. “Bastian is already like a brother to me. Like you.”“Well, yeah. Honestly, Bastian fits the role of your brother more than me,” Anthony chuckled softly.The car pulled over in front of the house, and both siblings saw Mrs. Watson pacing anxiously on the porch. Belle and Anthony got out immediately and hurried toward their mother.“Belle! Anthony!” Mrs. Watson hugged them one by one. “Oh, this is really terrible.”“Mom, what happened?” Anthony asked, confused.“Your father went to the hospital. You heard that Renee, Mr. Carlyle’s daughter, was admitted, right? I don’t know what Carlyle said on the phone, but it sounded dire,” Mrs. Watson said, clearly frightened.Belle and Anthony exchanged looks. It was strange. Why would Renee’s father suddenly contact their father? There was no connection between them at all.“Then your father
Belle’s feelings were torn apart. On one hand, she was deeply moved by Bastian’s struggle. But on the other hand, her logic kept pressing down on her. Was she really willing to watch Bastian get beaten bloody just to chase happiness with her?It was already clear that Bastian would marry Renee, that he had a future perfectly laid out for him. He would be happier living a more settled life.So what exactly was Bastian fighting for because of Belle?Nothing but suffering on his side; more pain, more wounds. Belle was not worth being fought for with sweat and blood. She didn’t want to hurt Bastian any further.“No,” Belle whispered softly.She pulled away from him quickly, even though it felt unbearably heavy. Belle shook her head weakly, swallowing the bitterness in her throat. What she was about to ask would hurt even more.“Go home, Bastian. Stop fighting. End it here,” Belle said.Bastian froze. He hadn’t expected those words from her. Hadn’t they promised to fight for each other, no
A message came in on Belle’s phone. She had just been about to go to sleep when she turned the light back on. Belle reached for her phone on the nightstand, unlocked the screen, and saw a message from Eve.“Did you know Bastian is fighting tonight?” Another message followed almost immediately.“He’s lost his mind. Won’t that cause trouble with his girlfriend?”Seeing the word girlfriend made Belle sink again. Whatever was going on between Bastian and Renee was not Belle’s concern, no matter how anxious she felt about him doing something this reckless.“That’s their problem,” Belle replied.“Yeah, you’re right. I don’t even know why I sent such a cringe message. You’ve both moved on with your own lives.”Belle sent back a thumbs-up emoji and placed the phone back on the nightstand. But her thoughts didn’t stop there. Anxiety crept in, making her restless.“Ah, damn it,” Belle muttered.She pushed the blanket aside and hurried to the wardrobe. Belle changed out of her pajamas and start






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