LOGINBelle was eighteen. Bastian was twenty-eight—her brother’s best friend, the man she was never supposed to love. One violent night, his fists saved her. One stolen moment, his lips almost ruined her. Now, he’s trapped in an arranged engagement with a woman who owns his freedom— and Belle is the only thing he can’t stop wanting. Every glance burns. Every touch is forbidden. Every secret they share is a step closer to disaster. She should walk away. He should stay loyal. But when love feels like sin, how do you stop falling… for the one man you can never have?
View MoreBelle hurried to keep up with the men in front of her. Her shoulder brushed against strangers pushing past each other more than once. The air inside the dimly lit warehouse reeked of tobacco and sweat.
Eager for the show to begin, the restless crowd roared so loudly that it made her ears ring.
She broke free from the crush of bodies, desperate to be in the front row.
Suddenly, a firm hand gripped her shoulder and half-dragged her forward.
"Don't space out," the light-brown-haired man at her side muttered.
Belle didn’t bother to defend herself.
What was the point? It had been her idea to come here; she had begged for it. If that made her look slow, so be it.
With a sigh, she sank down beside her brother, Anthony, who was surrounded by his rowdy friends, shouting at the top of their lungs.
The atmosphere was electric, with adrenaline charging the air. But Belle shrank in her seat, already questioning whether this had been a mistake.
Anthony pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and exhaled a thin stream of smoke. Belle coughed softly when the smoke reached her.
"You should've worn a mask. You start coughing over nothing,” Anthony remarked coldly.
A mask? Wearing just her hoodie already made Belle feel stifled. A mask would have suffocated her.
Still, she didn’t regret coming. Not as much as she wanted to be at this illegal underground boxing match.
At eighteen, Belle Watson told herself that she was an adult now. She was old enough to see the world her brother had tried so hard to keep from her.
Their ten-year age difference made Anthony overly protective, but Belle insisted that she could take care of herself.
This was her birthday wish—her brother’s reluctant gift—a glimpse into his hidden world.
But Belle hadn’t come just for the fight. She was there for Bastian, her childhood crush.
“Hey, Belle, wanna sit on my lap?” Nick, one of Anthony’s friends, teased.
Anthony’s glare shot across the row like a knife.
“Just kidding, man,” Nick laughed nervously.
Belle gave a faint smile. She was used to their teasing. Despite their rowdiness, Anthony’s friends had always been protective.
Nobody dared mess with Belle—not with the Blackfist gang watching her back. There was her brother, Bastian; Nick; Kyle; and Peter, better known as Pooh.
“There he is,” said Kyle, pointing at the man stepping into the arena.
Bastian strode forward. He was dressed in black cargo pants, combat boots, and a sleeveless shirt that showed off his sculpted arms. His hands were wrapped in black cloth.
"Win this one, buddy! Knock his teeth out!" Pooh yelled.
As cold as a frozen lake, Bastian only nodded. His gaze shifted and locked on Belle. Their eyes met.
"Oh, Sparrow came," he said, ruffling her hair as if she were a puppy.
Belle hated that nickname—Sparrow. She wasn’t a child anymore.
Underneath her oversized hoodie was a woman’s body. Her wavy chestnut hair glinted under the lights. Her lips were full. Her almond-shaped eyes were too sharp to be overlooked.
“She insisted,” Anthony said flatly.
Bastian leaned down until his face was level with hers. Too close. She instinctively pulled back.
“Are you strong enough to watch this, Sparrow?”
Belle swallowed hard. "I'll try."
A faint smile tugged at his lips. "Okay. Don't regret it."
He straightened up.
Belle clenched her fists. Don’t regret it? Did he really think she was too weak for this?
Maybe she was, in his eyes. Perhaps she always would be—just Anthony’s little sister, never a woman in her own right.
“Cover your eyes if you're scared,” Bastian whispered in Belle's ear as he passed. And stepped into the ring.
Belle's only answer was a sharp huff as she folded her arms across her chest.
The bell rang. The fight began.
Bastian moved like a predator: quick and ruthless. Jabs landed; his opponent staggered. Then, fists clashed, and Belle saw a splash of red hit the floor. Her stomach dropped. Her hands turned icy. Her face paled like the moon.
"Stop...please stop," she whispered hoarsely.
Blood. Blows. Violence. She had never seen this side of Bastian before—his dark, feral side.
“Belle?” Anthony touched her shoulder, noticing she was trembling. "Come here. Don’t watch if you’re scared.”
Tears slipped down Belle’s cheeks as she folded into her brother’s arms. She couldn’t take it. This wasn’t her world. It never would be.
If she couldn’t handle this, how could she ever convince Bastian that she was more than fragile?
“Let’s get you out of here,” Anthony said firmly.
“No,” Belle shook her head quickly. "I'm okay."
"You don't have to force yourself. Being an adult doesn’t mean seeing all the ugliness in the world.”
But you see it, Anthony, Belle thought bitterly. He didn't just see it—he lived it.
“Not everything is meant for you, Belle.”
Her brother stood up, and she had no choice but to follow him. Pushed along by the crowd, she stepped out into the night air and gasped as if she had been drowning.
Anthony unlocked the truck. “I’ll take you home.”
“Why can’t I stay until the match is over?” she protested.
“What for? You couldn't even stand to watch." He sighed and tossed her the keys. "Stay here, then. But don’t move. Got it?”
So Belle waited, sulking in the truck until midnight passed. Her eighteenth birthday was over. What a pathetic celebration—stuck in a car and missing everything!
Finally, growing restless, she climbed out and walked back toward the warehouse, tossing her hoodie aside. Eyes followed her—hungry eyes.
Her tall, slender figure made her stand out. A group of men stepped in her way. She tried to slip past, but another man blocked her path.
"What do you want?" she demanded.
"Ooh, feisty. I like feisty.”
"Not many pretty girls come here. Alone, too. Need some company? I can warm you up tonight."
Belle folded her arms and shook her head in disbelief. "Before you try lines like that, maybe you should take a shower. And brush your teeth."
One of them grabbed her chin roughly. Belle shoved him back on instinct.
"You bitch!" he snarled. His fist swung at Belle before she could move.
The next day, every corner of the country was broadcasting the major headline about Renee’s arrest, which also implicated Richard. “Corruption Scandal, City Hall Arson, and Eastbourne Attack Exposed.”In front of Anthony’s shop, several police cars were parked along the street. Meanwhile, Anthony, Peter, Kyle, and Eve were inside the shop, safe, though covered in injuries. Tobias came there with several lawyers who were ready to represent the entire Blackfist gang.“Do we really need lawyers? We’re witnesses,” Anthony said.Tobias chuckled. “Just in case. And this is good experience for my junior associates, you don’t mind, right?”“Yeah, sure.”The front door opened, and Belle and Bastian walked in, their eyes meeting Tobias’s. They had just finished speaking with the police officers outside.“So,” Tobias left the word hanging in the air.Belle smiled. “Thank you for trusting me, Tobias.”The day Belle and Eve decided to run away, they had actually left with Tobias’s knowledge. Tobia
“Belle, come on,” Eve whispered. “We have to do something. We can't let Renee see us.”“But—”“Quick!” Eve urged.Up in the ring, the match bell rang loudly.Renee watched Bastian, who was now fighting his opponent. Every now and then, Renee glanced at her phone, waiting for her plan to be carried out that night.Meanwhile, in the ring, Bastian moved swiftly, dodging his opponent's attacks. He countered with a brutal elbow strike that knocked his opponent down in less than three minutes.The crowd erupted into hysterical cheers at Bastian's victory.The match was far from over. Another challenger entered, a massive man whose terrifying presence radiated dominance. He carried a chain in his hand, while Bastian had nothing but his bare hands.The crowd immediately started booing, feeling that the match was unfair. It was unfair because anyone who brought in a new fighter and paid enough money had privileges. Meanwhile, Bastian was fighting as the defending fighter in the arena.He was o
Eve and Belle walked down the sidewalk with their heads lowered beneath their hoodies. Eve had deliberately parked the car a good distance away from the building where the exclusive underground matches were being held.The two of them headed to the back of the building and went down into the basement. And just as the underground social media channels had described, they stopped in front of a single door.It immediately caught their attention because a security guard was stationed there while the other doors were unguarded."Where are you ladies headed?" the guard asked. He wasn't hostile, only friendly. "I think you've taken a wrong turn. If you're trying to get upstairs, use the entrance over there."Eve flashed him a bright smile. "We're here to see Team Blackfist."The guard stiffened immediately. "I don't know what you're talking about, young lady.""Look, sir. They're my brothers. Do I need to show you my ID and family registration card?" Eve turned to Belle. "Do you have your ID
The idea of an underground fight arena?Bastian hesitated for a moment because it was the very thing Renee despised the most. There was no guarantee she would even think to look there. Besides, showing up in public, even at an underground venue, meant someone could recognize Bastian or the others.Bastian swallowed hard. "Do you really think this will work, Viper?""There are plenty of wealthy people there, and chances are they have connections to your target. If you can put on a good fight, word about you will spread," Viper said over the phone."I'll take down anyone they put in front of me.""I don't doubt that for a second. Just remember, that's a lion's den. You're not walking in there just to make money. You're risking your life, Bastian."Bastian fell silent for a moment. His mind was made up. He had to lure Renee out."I don't care how dangerous it is. Get me the contact and sign me up right away," Bastian said. He took a deep breath. "We'll survive that arena.""We?""Blackfi
The Eastborough pier wasn’t beautiful at night. The lighting was poor, relying only on a dying streetlamp flickering at the entrance. But for Belle, that only made her adrenaline spike.At least it was safe. And it offered one thing no other place did: privacy.Belle walked carefully, pulling her h
Belle glanced at Bastian. His jaw was clenched so tightly that the tendons in his neck stood out.Bastian said nothing. He remained standing there, beside the woman holding the chain to his freedom.And his silence hurt more than anything Renee had said.“Come on, Belle,” Anthony’s voice cut throug
Bastian acted within seconds. Just before Renee’s shadow was about to cross the black partition, he grabbed Belle’s arm. Quickly, he pushed her—gently but firmly—toward the emergency door behind the refrigerator.“Go out through the back alley. Don’t run until you’re far away.”Bastian’s whisper wa
“Oh my God…” Bastian exhaled in regret.In those five short minutes, Belle told him everything that had happened without holding anything back. It only made Bastian’s guilt heavier, because he hadn’t known Anthony had been pressured by his father.Out of everyone in his life, the last people Bastia












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